half paper youth

Friday, August 2011, 1, sunny

If it wasn't for Shan Ren's insistence, perhaps I would not really see my heart clearly until several years later.I always feel that separation is the most sensible decision for the two of us. I was tired for a while and made this ridiculous decision.Love is always stumbling, and I shouldn't be too cowardly. This is not a problem that I can solve for a lifetime by avoiding it for a while.

After noon, Yi Yuanxin returned to his previous state of mind, his whole person seemed much more natural, and people around him also came to tease him one after another. It turned out that everyone noticed his state a few days ago, and they were afraid of touching him. Sad things are deliberately ignored.

This class of classmates in high school has always been a group of people that he cares about. They are very simple and direct classmates.

Yi Yuanxin picked up the original black water cup that Shan Ren put on the table, shook it and asked, "Didn't you just buy two new porcelain cups? Where are they? I'll make you a cup of fruit tea."

"Um, I later thought that those two cups might be too ostentatious, so I put them away..." Shan Ren smiled dryly, "And it's not convenient for you to carry two porcelain cups, the plastic cups measure Big and convenient."

Yi Yuanxin thought it made sense, so he didn't force him to take out the water glass. It was just to prevent Shan Ren from thinking that he was afraid that others would know their relationship.Some things have been figured out, those secular things are actually okay, but... just don't know how to face my family...

Yi Yuanxin came back after fetching water happily, passed the corridor and found Bian Yifeng was still standing outside, even if he wasn't afraid of the cold, no one stood in the corridor for so long like him, the sun was out of reach.He walked over and asked with concern, "Aren't you going in?"

Bian Yifeng shook his head, Cheng Shiling was sitting in front of him now, and he was still arguing and didn't want to sit there in embarrassment.Yi Yuanxin glanced at the classroom, thinking of Bian Yifeng's complaint at noon, he roughly understood.He also just came out of the breakup, and was about to express some feelings, so he said to him: "It's okay to make a small quarrel, but if it really hurts the relationship, it's not worth it. After all, there are not so many opportunities to meet someone who is willing again." The person you've been arguing with."

"Director, do you think I still have to bow first? Every time I ask for peace first, it's really annoying."

"Then I can ask you another way, if you don't ask for peace, will you feel better?"

Bian Yifeng leaned against the temperatureless railing, his hands and feet were cold, he could answer this question, and he kept silent because he knew the answer. "Since you will be sad if you don't ask for peace, why don't you take the initiative to reconcile, so that you can be happier for a second. I don't know much about dating, but I know a truth. To put it bluntly, love is tolerance! And , falling in love will change for the other party, so you have to believe that she will gradually understand you in the future."

After Yi Yuanxin finished his long speech, he felt confident that he had improved a level, so he patted Bian Yifeng on the shoulder and walked into the classroom.Completely intoxicated by their own performance, their follow-up Yi Yuanxin didn't pay attention anymore.

"Director", when Zhou Tai came to look for him, he happened to see him making tea for Shan Ren, and immediately smiled, "It turns out that you are reconciled. Then the news I'm going to say next, I'm afraid it will happen again." Let's fight coldly for a while, haha."

Without saying a word, Shan Ren directly pushed Zhou Tai away slowly. Since it was not good news, he could get away in a smooth manner.Yi Yuanxin gently pulled back the corner of Shan Ren's clothes, Shan Ren was very obedient, and sat back obediently, waiting for tea, Zhou Tai automatically ignored their dog abuse, and continued: "I just heard the news that this year The previous alumni's homecoming speech is scheduled for January 1."

It is not surprising that homecoming speeches have always been a tradition. Yi Yuanxin also wondered whether he would have the opportunity to come back to speak with this honor in the future.

"And this time, the person who will be invited in the liberal arts~ is Senior Wen Pu!"

A few seconds after Zhou Tai finished speaking, Yi Yuanxin's world was completely quiet. He had thought about this possibility, but the senior seems to be very busy at university, and he will be able to see him again in a few days. Think about it He will shake hands!

Shan Ren watched Yi Yuanxin shake his hands excitedly and poured boiling water for himself, he was startled, he quickly took the things in his hand, and glared at Zhou Tai by the way!Who in the dormitory doesn't know that Yi Yuanxin admires Wen Pu the most, why is this fellow gossiping like this!Almost like a "rival in love" is about to appear, he is really panicked in his heart!

"Okay, okay! As for it! Make me tea quickly, and then hurry up to review the math, do you still want to get an A in the exam in a week's time!"

Yi Yuanxin put away his nympho smile, the corner of his mouth was still smiling, and taking into account Shan Ren's mood, he made him tea very neatly, then sat obediently by the side and let him help him review.However, Shan Ren still feels uncomfortable, especially with Yi Yuanxin's rare and well-behaved appearance!

Speaking of the exam, it was also a pain in Yi Yuan's confidence. He even got an A in physics, which he knew nothing about at the beginning, but he only got a B in mathematics.Putting it on someone else, a B would be enough, but he didn't, this time he applied for the exam again, as a simulation before the college entrance examination.

"At the same table, let me talk to you again." Shan Ren fell into a low mood the day before the exam, Yi Yuanxin faintly felt that Shan Ren had not dealt with some things well, "I... have to go home today , I don’t know when I’ll be back.”

This kind of scene seems familiar, that is, after he returned home last time, the two gradually distanced themselves. Yi Yuanxin seemed to have guessed some margins and didn't dare to think deeply.He could only nod his head, but this time he asked a little more: "Is there something wrong with your family?" Put it in front of me... I must be at a loss!

When Shan Ren saw Yi Yuanxin's expression, he knew that he had been frightened. Although the truth might be what he was thinking in his heart now, Shan Ren still tried his best to hide it. Yi Yuanxin couldn't bear such a shock at this juncture.

"I'm just going home. Why do you look like I'm gone forever? What are you thinking!"

Shan Ren put all his things on Yi Yuanxin's table, and motioned for him to help move, but Yi Yuanxin didn't realize it, didn't he usually rush to help him move things? "Let's see, I've helped you move so many times, don't you want to help me once?" Yi Yuanxin has never had a chance to do something for Shan Ren, and now that Shan Ren is asking for it, why not do it.

They will pack their things because of tomorrow's exam, these classrooms will be cleared out and used as exam rooms.They have to do this every time they take the big exam, and there are so many books in the third year of high school. At this moment, the stock of books in the office is comparable to that of a library.Shan Ren still has to direct people to clean the classroom, and he gets tired of it as time goes by.You should also let yourself relax, and let Yi Yuanxin have no intention of thinking wildly by the way.

Seeing Yi Yuanxin rushing here and there, Shan Ren smiled wryly for a moment, then remembered his mother's phone call in the morning, his raised eyebrows fell again, and since then, going home has become heavy.

He arrived home on time in the afternoon, entered the house and saw his mother in the living room, but for the first time he ignored his mother and walked past her to the bedroom.

"Stop! Is that what you're doing to Mom right now?"

Shan Ren has always been very filial, and now even if she has a cold war with her mother, she will not be too disobedient. She stopped when she said she would stop, but she still didn't face her mother directly.Shan's mother was also very helpless. She wanted to persuade Shan Ren again, but now seeing his persistence with her own eyes, she could only take a step back.

"Come here, let me tell you about your matter." Shan's mother didn't say anything directly, both of them understood, but Shan's mother still felt that this matter was unreasonable and legal, so she didn't want to say it directly.Shan Ren also returned home with the mentality of being able to persuade his mother. Now that he has the opportunity, he will not get angry, and sit calmly next to his mother and wait for her to speak first.

The single mother first looked at her son carefully. The child at that time had become an adult, and was no longer the little baby who took her mother's words as an imperial edict.She didn't want her son to be an obedient baby, but she didn't want to see this... so thoroughly deviant.

"That little sister of yours is also an idiot. She keeps nagging me and trying to brainwash me." Mother Shan thought that neither of her two children can worry about it. Parents really have endless worries, "She I haven’t heard much about her, but there is one thing I agree with her, and that is your studies.” Emotional matters are long-term and changeable, and the college entrance examination may only happen once in this life, so there is no room for mistakes!

"I have also discussed with your father. You should put these things on hold for now. The first priority is your study. I don't set any requirements for you to meet. I will compromise and agree to other things. This is impossible. Everything waits. We'll talk after the college entrance examination."

It is not easy for mother to do this step, Shan Ren knows that it is difficult for her to accept it for a while, if it is guaranteed that Yi Yuanxin will not be affected in the past few months, that will be enough.

Shan Ren was very pleased to show a smile, that smile was from the heart and on the surface, Shan's mother had never seen Shan Ren's smile with love from the heart, she was shocked.I was also afraid, whether my decision today was wrong, and in the future... there is no way to undo it.

Shan Ren came back to his senses and smiled at his mother again, thinking to please her mother, sweet honey is not enough, a hornet's nest is almost enough!This time he was not in a hurry to leave, he stayed at home for one night, thoroughly comforted the old man, and walked back to school tomorrow.The long-lost relaxation made him wake up with a smile in his dreams.

After spending the night alone at school, Yi Yuanxin woke up with sleepy eyes and opened the curtains. Looking around, the first snow of this year has quietly arrived!

It rarely snows in the south. Although Yi Yuanxin is afraid of the cold, he yearns for the snow scene, the vast expanse of whiteness, and its pure beauty.Wrapped in silver, this monotonous winter day has a unique color.

The sweet-scented osmanthus tree outside the window, some branches could not bear the snow, like a respectful waiter, bent over ninety degrees, waited for the snow to fall, straightened up again, and stood in the wind and snow.Yi Yuanxin couldn't bear it anymore, put on his winter clothes neatly, and ran out directly.

The campus in the early morning was extraordinarily quiet, and there were no messy black footprints on the ground. The completely white scene made him forget the severe cold and immerse himself in the snow scene.Hangzhou rarely has a heavy snowfall. It used to be in the middle of the night, and it almost melted the next day. When he stepped on the snow, he made a creaking sound, one after another, and he could listen to the sound all day long. .

He strolled to the school pavilion, stood there quietly looking at the thick white blanket in front of him, and stood like this for a long time.If he was a few years younger, he might run in the snow, making snowballs one by one, even if no one was there, he would throw a few, his own childlike innocence.But now he will only stand in the gazebo, admiring the snow scene outside, the difference between adults and children.

He was so engrossed that he didn't notice someone approaching quietly. He didn't hear the sound until the person reached the gazebo, and turned around to see Shan Ren.

He was under the gazebo, amidst the wind and snow, looking affectionately at the people above.

After staring at it for a few seconds, Shan Ren walked up to Yi Yuanxin holding an umbrella, "Why did you run out without an umbrella?" He went out early in the morning, and when he saw it was snowing, he was afraid that the child would run out if he got excited , as expected by him.

"So, you need an umbrella when it's snowing?"

Shan Ren was amused by Yi Yuanxin's words, this fool can always say childish things that are not suitable for his age and IQ.He prefers this one.He looked at Yi Yuanxin again, looked at it from top to bottom, and still felt that he was not wearing enough, and when he came out of the house, his clothes were still his coat, so he unzipped the zipper and pulled Yi Yuanxin into his arms, Like the male protagonist in an idol drama, he firmly protects the person in his arms.

Yi Yuanxin also wanted to be hypocritical, otherwise he would be too sorry for the beautiful scenery. Early in the morning, a black umbrella stood on the pale. Although it was eye-catching, but because it was early, they could embrace without any restraint to keep warm.Yi Yuanxin leaned on Shan Ren's shoulder, turned his head to smell his body.Shan Ren's taste does not match his personality, and he is also glad that this mismatch allows him to smell Clivia—his favorite.