half paper youth

Monday, February 2011, 1, sunny

Mixed joys and sorrows, perhaps, this is life.

On Monday morning, Yi Yuanxin got up early, washed his face, brushed his teeth, and dressed himself up again. Even when he saw Shan Ren, he didn't pay so much attention.At the beginning, he tried to take out the suit he wore at his uncle's wedding. It was the most "luxury" piece of clothing he wore, and he was reluctant to touch it after only wearing it once. (In fact, it is also because it is seriously inconsistent with my own style.)

He looked at it for a while, and decided to keep the suit in the cabinet, and let's talk about it in ten years.

An hour later, when he showed up at the coffee shop, he was still wearing the most common black down jacket and arrived at the appointed place early.He thought he was ahead of schedule, but he didn't expect to see Senior Wen Pu strolling over at the door.

"Come so early!"

"You too, senior."

The two exchanged a few words at the door, Wen Pu opened the glass door first and invited him in.They randomly ordered two cups of coffee and found a corner to sit down. Both of them had no interest in coffee, but the coffee shop seemed suitable for conversation.

"Here are the notes you want." Wen Pu gave Yi Yuanxin his handbag, which contains a lot of information, "There are also some papers from previous years that Brother Jing found for us, check if you have any use."

Yi Yuanxin took it with both hands, felt the weight, and knew the senior's intentions, he hurriedly said: "Thank you senior, I'm sorry to trouble you." Yi Yuanxin held the bag in his arms and took out a few to look at, excited It's like digging a treasure.

Seeing his childlike appearance, Wen Pu was very happy. This junior must be a pillar of talent in the future.

"You are already in the third year of high school, do you have any plans for which university to study in the future?"

Yi Yuanxin pondered for a while before raising his head and answering: "I haven't fully considered which university to study, but I want to study history." Obsessed, but...

"History is a major... Let's be realistic, it won't help you find a job after graduation." Wen Pu has also been in university for half a year, and has a more thorough understanding of these realistic factors. It is difficult for realistic conditions to match dreams.

"So, I have been very confused, should I persist?"

Facing his seniors, Yi Yuanxin was very frank. Before, he didn't know what to be confused about. But in these few months, he gradually saw clearly and understood the way ahead, but he didn't solve the confusion in his heart.He has always liked to learn and learn, but the fact is that he is a little discouraged if he is asked to learn for life.

"I roughly know what you mean. Well, how should I put it, although sometimes the reality may not be so beautiful, but we can create it ourselves." After Wen Pu finished speaking, he was silent for a while, and organized his words again, " To put it simply, you can continue to stick to your original intention. Although reality will affect you, you can also affect reality in reverse. Although it is difficult to find a job as a major in history, as long as you do well, you can still support yourself, and We can go farther and farther on this road.”

Maybe many teachers and parents would not persuade Yi Yuanxin in this way, they would stand on the "correct" point of view to persuade Yi Yuanxin to change his mind, but it can be heard that Pu Jian took a slant, 360 lines, the number one in every line, and it is established at any time.At least by doing so, Yi Yuanxin can have no regrets in the future.

After hearing this, although Yi Yuanxin didn't have a firm mind, he also understood the reason behind it, and the balance in his heart had a tendency, which was much better than the wobble at the beginning.

Later, they talked about some topics such as learning, such as mentality, subjects and so on.Wen Pu is a good teacher and helpful friend. When Yi Yuanxin talks to him, he will only admire him more and more in his heart, not only for his charisma, profound knowledge, but also for his historical insights.A cup of coffee, I don't know how many times to refill the cup, I don't know how many times the pendulum struck, and they walked out of the world they just created.

"Let's stop here today, Chinese New Year is coming soon, and there are many things at home."

"Well, let's go then."

Yi Yuanxin left behind Wen Pu, and when he passed the door, he noticed a person next to him, the more he looked at him, the more he felt something was wrong, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he smiled knowingly, that's why it was so.

He grabbed Wen Pu, walked over by himself first, and patted the man, but the man pretended not to care, and Yi Yuanxin said: "Others are using newspapers to cover up, you are reading this is a bosom friend." Bosom friend—a women's magazine, the title of which is: The Secret Treasure of Your Husband...

Old Shan Ren blushed, and directly patted the magazine on the table, paused for a moment and then smiled awkwardly, "I didn't read it." He didn't hide that he was following, but first explained the magazine, which he picked up casually.Yi Yuanxin looked at him like a fool, thinking about it, Shan Ren came to the coffee shop earlier than them.Sitting facing the gate, everyone who came in and out paid attention, he couldn't be the one who came later.

Yi Yuanxin looked at him again, a cotton jacket and peaked cap paired with a gray scarf and a white mask, it's okay to dress up in winter, but it's a problem for him to dress like this when the heating is sufficient in the cafe.There are people like this walking on the street, so I ignored this at the beginning.

"Hello, I'm also from Zheyang, Yuanxin's boyfriend, Shan Ren."

Shan Ren got up and greeted Wen Pu proactively, emphasizing those three words, smiling treacherously, Yi Yuanxin suddenly short-circuited, but Wen Pu didn't seem to have any effect.He only paused for a moment before he realized what was going on, and he held Shan Ren's hand, "Hi, I'm Wen Pu. Are you... the classmate who asked me questions on the day of the speech?"

Shan Ren nodded naturally, Wen Pu first frowned and looked at Shan Ren, then turned to Yi Yuanxin, waited and looked for a moment thoughtfully, then suddenly realized, after thinking it over, he found it funny again.Are you being regarded as a "rival in love"?

Yi Yuanxin came back to his senses and looked at Wen Pu nervously. He was a little selfish, afraid that Wen Pu would treat him differently because of these reasons, but seeing that Shan Ren cared, those thoughts were not important.Fortunately, Wen Pu didn't reject them, and he reassured Shan Ren that nothing would happen to him and Yi Yuanxin.The male god is so direct, Yi Yuanxin doesn't know what expression to make.

After leaving the cafe, Yi Yuanxin's cell phone rang, because no one had called him on his own initiative, and he didn't realize it was his cell phone at first, but he took it out after being reminded by Shan Ren, and it turned out that it was Jin Mugao calling here.Yesterday, he also told Jin Mugao about the new mobile phone.

"Hey, what's the matter?...um, um, okay, I'll be right over."

Yi Yuanxin hung up the phone with a heavy face, and said to Wen Pu: "Senior, I may say goodbye to you here, my classmate has something to ask me to go over."

"Okay, see you then."

Yi Yuanxin then glanced at Shan Ren, and the two of them understood each other's meaning after crossing their eyes for a second. Shan Ren quickly called a taxi and left with Yi Yuanxin.

When we arrived at the hospital, as soon as we entered the hall, we saw Jin Mugao sitting lonely on the chair next to him.Yi Yuanxin ran over first, and then couldn't help slowing down when he got close. He had never seen Jin Mugao in this state!

"Mugao, what's wrong?"

On the phone, Jin Mugao only asked if he could come to the hospital. Yi Yuanxin immediately agreed when he heard the word hospital. He thought something happened to Jin Mugao.He can still make phone calls to prove that it's not a big deal, but now... His hands suddenly began to tremble, as if he realized something.

As soon as Jin Mugao raised his head, a person came out from the inner corridor. He was very stylishly dressed, probably not a doctor.When the man saw them, he paused for a moment, and then he said, "Are you Mugao's classmates?" The man looked at Jin Mugao with lifeless eyes again, and sighed silently, "His mother passed away. .”

The news came so suddenly that even Yi Yuanxin couldn't accept it, let alone Jin Mugao who had lost his father!Jin Mugao's family has been torn apart, but fate seems to have not played enough jokes with him, going around and taking away another family member from him.

Yi Yuanxin understands Jin Mugao's family affairs more or less. His father died unexpectedly on the construction site a few years ago, and his mother worked several jobs in order to support the family at that time. Finally, she couldn't bear it and fell on the bed.In the past few years, Jin Mugao has worked part-time while going to school and supporting his family.

Yi Yuanxin always thought that as long as Jin Mugao persevered, their future life would be bright and spring.But this cold winter has not yet passed, and his mother also left suddenly on New Year's Eve.

Jin Mugao stood up unsteadily, still relying on the support of the man next to him, he said in a low voice, "Yuanxin, can you walk with me?" Yi Yuanxin helped him without hesitation, and walked with him. Walking outside, Jin Mugao has never asked for help from others, and this is the first time to use his support like this.

He helped him all the way to the bench outside the hospital, where there was no one else, Jin Mugao stopped and fell beside the chair. Yi Yuanxin also forgot to help him, Jin Mugao didn't struggle to sit on the chair, perhaps, the earth Relatively down-to-earth.

"I have... worked very hard, why is it still like this?" Although Jin Mugao did not cry, he was crying, which made Yi Yuanxin feel uncomfortable. Only then did I know...she hasn't eaten for several days! Why doesn't she eat! Why!"

It was as if he had exhausted his last ounce of strength to yell out the three words that had not been understood through the ages. There was so much helplessness contained in it, he couldn't understand it and couldn't bear it!

"I sent her to the hospital those few days, and she was fine when she came back. I knew she was pretending to show me, and I cooperated with her. I thought I would be her last souvenir in this world, but it turned out... or I am too naive."

From the moment his father died, his mother no longer remembered anything.All these years, she just waited for her to grow up, but now, she couldn't hold it anymore.Jin Mugao knew his mother, she didn't want to die broken, so he was very assured that his mother would not jump off a building or something.As for the medicines for depression, they were all taken well by me, and they were still found out, and they were still found out.

There were sleeping pills in it, but he didn't stop it after all.

Sanyue said to him: You can't stop a person who wants to die.That's right, he was worried and worried for countless days, but at this moment he also felt liberated, completely relaxed, and completely hopeless.

Yi Yuanxin sat beside him silently, many comforting words organized in his mind stopped abruptly, he was afraid that his clumsy tongue would make things worse.Yi Yuanxin had no choice but to say, "Don't be too sad, Auntie still has you in her heart." Yi Yuanxin was afraid that Jin Mugao's thoughts would go wrong, and he despaired of this world.I don't want to see him like this, as long as the last sliver of faith is not lost, there is still hope to survive.

Although living is tiring, it also has the meaning of living, such as the friendship between them, or his future life...

The two sat until the sun went down, and then Jin Mugao started to move. He supported each other to get up, his whole body was already numb.

"Who is that person in the hall?"

When walking back, Yi Yuanxin asked about that person, probably not some kind of relative. Jin Mugao's family had no relatives for a long time, since the moment his father passed away.

"March, a young artist, my teacher."

It was only then that Yi Yuanxin found out that Jin Mugao had a teacher as a painter, and his concern for him seemed insignificant. He regained his composure and asked, "Is that man... treats you well?" I don't know why he asked such a question, He was obviously just a teacher, but Yi Yuanxin felt that the person in Jin Mugao's heart was not just a teacher.

"Ah."

Ending the conversation with a simple word, they walked to the door, where Sanyue and Shan Ren were already waiting.Another person is pushed out from behind, covered with a white cloth, it seems that the figure should be...a woman.After being busy in March, Yi Yuanxin watched the medical staff push the lying motionless person into the car, and then closed the car door to block his sight.

Jin Mugao regained his strength and walked forward by himself. After walking a few steps, he turned around and said to Yi Yuanxin, "Thank you for today. I won't trouble you for the rest of the matter. Happy New Year. Goodbye."

It was not the final farewell, but it was like a knife cut in Yi Yuan's confidence. He was aggrieved for Jin Mugao, and all the bad luck had befallen him. Kunpeng!

The car drove away, and a gust of cold wind blew on the face of Yi Yuanxin who was standing at the door.Shan Ren came over and held his unconsciously trembling hands, and Yi Yuanxin came back to his senses, the emotions in his heart were too complicated, he was both scared and sad at that moment.

After calming down, he thought of himself again, just like the moment Jin Mugao's mother pushed out the door when he was afraid of seeing Mao Anni, the impact was even greater.

It turned out that he was so close to death.