half paper youth

On the way back, Shan Ren kept holding Yi Yuanxin's hand, slowly warming the man's coldness, "I knew the gloves I gave you would only be used as decorations." Shan Ren complained helplessly, but it's okay , it would be nice to hold his hand and keep him warm.

"I'll wear it tomorrow." Yi Yuanxin sat in the car and looked at the feasting lights outside. The festive atmosphere of the New Year rendered the whole city. As for the dark corners, they have long been forgotten. "Tomorrow I want to see Mugao ,are you going?"

Shan Ren and Jin Mugao didn't meet each other, and he might not be happy to see him, so Shan Ren shook his head, "I have to visit relatives tomorrow, so be careful when you go back and forth, don't come back too late, and keep in touch with me at all times."

"Well, that's right... There is something, I think I should apologize to you." Yi Yuanxin still didn't face Shan Ren directly, but kept looking out of the window, and the clasped hands underneath were enough, very reassuring.If I had to look at him, I might reveal more emotions.All in all, I don't want Shan Ren to worry too much about himself.

"what's up?"

"A few days before New Year's Day... are you contacting your classmates? I'm sorry, I don't know about Guan Yi, and I still make trouble for no reason."

Shan Ren understood what he meant, and Yi Yuanxin misunderstood the phone calls in those days, which seemed to be a good thing for him.Shan Ren's few lies include this one.He didn't admit that he was communicating with his family in those few days, and the matter had already passed, so there was no need for Yi Yuanxin to worry.

"Did you go to see him later?" That him was Guan Yi, and Yi Yuanxin was afraid that Shan Ren would miss seeing his classmate for the last time because of his willfulness.Facing the real death today, he understands that everything is insignificant in front of life, and he is even more shameless in the face of the small fights back then.

"The morning after I came back, I went there, but I didn't go in, so I left a bouquet of white flowers at the door." Shan Ren looked down at the clasped hands of the two, "Don't blame yourself, I didn't go to see him , It’s the hurdle in my heart that I can’t get over.” Shan Ren is as emotional as Yi Yuanxin, they are afraid of facing death, and they always feel that if they don’t look, they can think that he still exists.

It's okay to deceive yourself and others for a lifetime.

When Yi Yuanxin went to Jin Mugao's house the next day, he saw a simple and out of place white cloth hanging outside his small house from a distance, and a pair of elegiac couplets.The neighbors next to me are all red Spring Festival couplets, which is a bit too much.

It can also be seen that Jin Mugao's life is so low that no one cares about him.

He lives in a small village in Fuyang, a row of two-story houses standing alone by the street, dilapidated bricks and tiles can be seen everywhere, and garbage is scattered everywhere on the road.If he didn't know that this was still in Fuyang, he would have thought he had already reached the western countryside.

Yi Yuanxin entered his house, stayed for a while and found that there was nothing he could do to help.

That Sanyue teacher has already dealt with everything, and all he can do is stay with Jin Mugao in the room for a while.Except for the sound of the flames jumping in the brazier, the whole room was very quiet, and Jin Mugao sat there without saying a word, burning paper for his mother.

Yi Yuanxin was a little worried about his state, but he couldn't stop Jin Mugao's last filial piety, so he secretly went to see Sanyue again. The man seemed to be only three or four years older than them, and he hadn't lost his youthful splendor. People seem to be very loose.

But in the next few hours, he felt that Sanyue was very reliable. He had a way to make Jin Mugao speak, even eat some food, and handle other funeral ceremonies properly.Although everything is simple, it is not bad as it should be.Sure enough, people cannot be judged by their appearance.

Yi Yuanxin stayed until the evening, offered the last stick of incense to his aunt, then got up and left, leaving all the tranquility to Jin Mugao, hoping that he would come out early, and hope that there would be another cold and arrogant boy when school starts next year.

When he got home, he was a little tired, but he found that the house was even more deserted, his father went out to socialize again, and his mother didn't have any plans, so he made a homely meal and dealt with it hastily.After a meal, he didn't say a word, which made him very uncomfortable.Maybe it's because after staying with Shan Ren for a long time, I always feel that someone has to make noise when eating.

The atmosphere at home didn't feel like the Chinese New Year at all, but rather depressing. He stayed in the room for a while, but couldn't help it, and sneaked out for a walk.On the street, the lonely street lamp reminded him again, where can he go?

Well, his first thought was to the southeast of him—the direction of Shan Ren.In the big city of Nuo, there are only a few people who meet him, and at this moment, there is only one person who can be by his side.He stopped and walked to the neighborhood where Shan Ren lived, but he didn't have the courage to go directly to him.

After standing outside for a long time, he rubbed his hands to breathe out his cold hands. The first thing he saw was the pair of gloves.As if suddenly caught by someone, after a long time, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Shan Ren: Where are you?

It was almost a second, and a line of words jumped out directly below: At my aunt's house, what's wrong?

Yi Yuanxin tightened his scarf, exhaled hot air, which immediately dissipated in the wind, he quickly put on his gloves after typing a few words, and put away his phone.Before leaving the spot, the phone rang again.

"Hey?"

"Are you outside?"

"……Um."

"Wait for me where I am, I'll be right over."

How does he know where he is?Yi Yuanxin looked at the name of the person on the screen, and was in a daze for a moment, afraid that Shan Ren might misunderstand, so he sent another voice to tell him where he was.As a result, two words were replied: fool.

Half an hour later, Shan Ren found Yi Yuanxin directly at the gate of the community, and as soon as he walked over, he untied his scarf and wrapped it around him again.

"Need not……"

"No need! If you want me to undress like an idol drama, that's fine too!"

Yi Yuanxin immediately grabbed Shan Ren's collar, it was more painful for him to take off his clothes than to give the scarf.He didn't want Shan Ren to freeze to death at the end of the year.Shan Ren smiled dotingly, and helped Yi Yuanxin fasten the scarf. The two scarves were wrapped around his neck. It looked like Yi Yuanxin had a big neck disease.Shan Ren put his arms around his shoulders and led him away.

"Why did you run out? Are there no relatives at home? Or do you suddenly miss me?"

When Shan Ren asked the reason, Yi Yuanxin didn't want to talk about it anymore. He felt that it was enough for Shan Ren to be by his side, and he didn't need to mention those things at home.As for Shan Ren's unscrupulous reasons, he chose to ignore them automatically.

Seeing that he was silent again, Shan Ren still didn't ask any further questions, so he led him to the subway station, "At this time, the Cultural Square is more lively, and there may be fireworks, so I'll take you to see it."

Yi Yuanxin hasn't seen fireworks for several years, and the city now prohibits setting off firecrackers. The taste of the new year has faded a lot, and at this moment, he is vaguely looking forward to it.

When taking the escalator down to the subway station, an acquaintance - Liao Yifan - came up to me.Since seeing him in the dormitory last time, Yi Yuanxin has never seen him again, and passed by each other without saying hello to each other, like a stranger, even Shan Ren.

Yi Yuanxin didn't know what happened to them again, but Shan Ren and Liao Yifan were alienated, so he couldn't say he was very happy, but this situation was much better than before.He also noticed that the person next to Liao Yifan was very similar to Shan Ren, he seemed to be Liao Yifan's friend, and the feeling between the two was very subtle.

"You and senior Shan are really out of luck?"

"Ah."

After leaving the subway station, the two of Liao Yifan walked slowly towards the community. The boy next to him also lived in this community and knew Shan Ren, and now... he is Liao Yifan's boyfriend, Shan Huai.

Shan Huai looked at Liao Yifan's indifferent eyes, and chose to accompany him through the rest of the journey in silence. He was very clear about the senior's feelings for Liao Yifan, after all, Liao Yifan was thinking too much.Now just walk out slowly with him by yourself.

As for Shan Ren who got on the subway, he still looked heartless, as if he hadn't seen anything just now, and when he got off the subway, both of them forgot the meeting just now in the crowd.

It's already nine o'clock in the evening, and the West Lake Cultural Square is still crowded with people. As soon as you get out of the subway station, you can see fireworks blooming in the distance.The two moved little by little with the crowd, and the lively street scene finally brought him a Chinese New Year atmosphere.

The long street is full of red lanterns, and there are many shops with big discounts written on them, and some shops hang Spring Festival couplets. Although it is very modern, the red long street is enough.

Along the way, the things in his hands gradually increased, almost all of them were food, Yi Yuanxin didn't eat much for dinner, and now he has pineapple rice and sago porridge in his hands.Shan Ren was also carrying a bag of Longxu Cake.Whoever has an empty hand will feed himself and the other person, and then move on.

He said that this year has been very fulfilling.

It seems that as long as there is delicious food, Zhou Tai can be seen, such as at this moment.I met Zhou Taizhuo Wener at the entrance of an old glutinous rice ball shop.By coincidence, we chose to sit in the store together for a while. The last trip to Shanghai was a bit unpleasant. This time we sat at the same old wooden table, and the atmosphere was much better.

"Director, do you want to go clubbing with us later?"

Yi Yuanxin didn't understand Zhou Tai's sudden smile, but Shan Ren understood it directly, moved closer to his own Yi Yuanxin, and said like a hen guarding his cubs: "No, we will come back later. It's time to go home, you guys should just be on your own, and don't spoil him!"

"Squad leader, you protect the room leader too well."

During this back and forth conversation, Yi Yuanxin also understood, the one at the bar, could it be...

"Zhuo Wen'er, he's so crazy, don't you care?" Shan Ren didn't understand that Zhuo Wen'er didn't stop Zhou Tai, who knew that the latter didn't care, and said, "The main reason is that I want to go too. The taste is also good."

Before he finished speaking, a big glutinous rice ball was stuffed into his mouth. Zhou Tai gritted his teeth and shouted home. Zhuo Wener said goodbye to them gracefully and smiled slightly. Funny, but it served its purpose.

Yi Yuanxin suddenly felt that Zhuo Wenyou didn't seem to be as modest and gentleman as he thought, and then looked at Shan Ren, although he was a bit stupid, he didn't think much, so it was okay.

"Should we go back to school on the fourth day?"

After seeing Zhou Taizhuo Wener, Shan Ren finally realized that there was something missing between them, and Yi Yuanxin seemed to be unhappy at home, so it is better to go back to school to spend time together.Yi Yuanxin also directly nodded in agreement with his proposal, returning to school early and having more time to study, well, it is a good suggestion.

It wasn't until Yi Yuanxin entered the campus with his suitcase on the fourth day of junior high school and saw Shan Ren that something was wrong—why was he dressed so fancy?

The same suit, wearing it on him is like a eunuch wearing a dragon robe, but on Shan Ren, it is like a man relying on clothes and a horse on a saddle, and a dog with a bell running happily.The appearance has improved a bit!Shan Ren walked up to Yi Yuanxin in a black suit, saw the blank expression on his face, expressed his satisfaction, took his suitcase, and helped him back to the dormitory.

Yi Yuanxin waited until he reached the dormitory before asking, "Did you just run away from the wedding?"

"Pfft, what are you thinking!"

Only then did Yi Yuanxin regain his posture, and looked at Shan Ren coldly, what kind of monster is this man wearing so formally?Shan Ren was afraid of ruining his outfit by lying on the bed, so he stood beside him and looked at Yi Yuanxin ambiguously, "Can't you see that I want to date you?"

……

Um, did you take the wrong medicine?Even on a date, is it necessary to dress like this?But in this way, Yi Yuanxin understood Shan Ren's abacus, and his tone became more relaxed, and said, "If you change this clothes, I promise you." Shan Ren went out like this, that is, he brought his own searchlight!

My wife is a little embarrassed by what I said. This suit was bought for him by his mother during the New Year, and it is the first time he wears it. He is so reluctant to take it off!

"How about you take it off for me?"

For a moment, Shan Ren admired his IQ too much, and he kicked Yi Yuanxin into trouble with a single question, and he didn't suffer anyway.Besides, Yi Yuanxin's little thought was seen through on New Year's Day: a hypocrite!

However, he just likes Yi Yuanxin who is under him and greedy for his body.

Yi Yuanxin, who had eaten meat, didn't bother about it, he just packed half of his luggage, and he got up and pressed on, Shan Ren pressed against the cold wall, and faced his hot red lips, the sky thundered instantly!

Although it was a brand new suit, Yi Yuanxin was familiar with unbuttoning it. After a while, his hands, warmed by the atmosphere, reached into Shan Ren's shirt, kneading his chest.Fearing that the cold air would leak in, Yi Yuanxin used his coat to cover the gap between the two of them, letting Shan Ren hug him tightly, and with Shan Ren's sweet tongue on his mouth, he kept moving forward.

He untied the belt, stretched it down neatly, and accurately grasped the root of the evil.At this time, Yi Yuanxin left Shan Ren's lips again, with a glow on his lips, and asked calmly, "Do you want it now?"

"Ok!"

"But... if you ask for it now, I won't have the strength to go on a date with you."

The first game, complete victory!

Shan Ren looked at this simple smile blankly, he really didn't expect Yi Yuanxin to come to this hand, any lack of strength is an excuse!After finishing last time, he broke up with himself alive and kicking!

"Okay! Just help me ejaculate!" It was almost obsessive-compulsive disorder, and Shan Ren, who didn't want to break the original plan, had to settle for the next best thing, and Yi Yuanxin took the initiative to rub him twice with his hand, then squatted down, let He released it in his own mouth.

Although he was tricked by Yi Yuanxin, Shan Ren still loves him like this, and he is still active in love affairs.

"Let me get it out for you too." Shan Ren looked at Yi Yuanxin and got up to go to the toilet. He couldn't just ignore the other party because he was comfortable.Yi Yuanxin turned around at that moment, which almost made Shan Ren hard again: there was an ambiguous silver thread hanging around his mouth, and when he met the pure eyes, it made people swallow...

Shan Ren didn't listen to what Yi Yuanxin said. If you want to date, you have to hurry up. Although Yi Yuanxin has desires, but in order not to let Shan Ren regret, he should go out directly.

While Shan Ren was still standing there stupidly, Yi Yuanxin had already changed into a disguise and stood in front of him again.Shan Ren came back to his senses, and was amazed by Yi Yuanxin who was well-dressed.Yi Yuanxin seldom wears his own clothes. His handsome face and simple white clothes are enough to exude all temperament.Under Yi Yuanxin's urging, Shan Ren just changed his clothes, his feet were not completely stuffed into his shoes, and hurriedly caught up with the figure in front of him.

One black and one white, simple matching youth, hello.