half paper youth

After returning from Nanjing, Yi Yuanxin seems to have changed a bit. He no longer soaks in the sea of ​​books every day. After finishing his homework, he often stands in the corridor for a long time, thinking about life.Others couldn't see what he was thinking.

Yi Yuanxin just felt that there was no need for him to learn by death. People can have thousands of purposes in life, and there is more than one way in life.Jin Mugao had already planned to leave, Yan Shuyun easily gave up the early recruitment, and Zhongsun had completely given up his studies by this time, and they all lived very comfortably.And what about Yi Yuanxin?

Back to the original question, what kind of life does he want?

At first, he thought that he was just a problem with his studies. When he found his goal, he found that this goal was actually just an exam.Take those out, what's left?

In the Nanjing exam, he lost completely, but he also made himself understand that he no longer cares about what he can learn.He began to understand where puppy love would lead people.Shan Ren seemed to be the only object of his concern.

"You're still blowing the cold wind here! It's almost time for class, this old class, go in quickly. You still have to write a composition."

Shan Ren shrank his neck and came out to call his deskmate. It was so cold outside, so he didn't know what this man was thinking.Maybe it's because the class was sprinkled with vinegar by the old class, and the smell is not very pleasant.But there is no other way, the flu has started to spread again recently, the old class is full of grass and trees, Chinese medicine, vinegar... He uses everything he needs to do, for fear that the students will catch a cold at this time and delay their studies.

Yi Yuanxin dawdled to his seat and glanced at the topic on the test paper—time. This time, the composition topic was even simpler, just one line: Please use time as the theme, and talk about your views and understanding, Except for poetry, there is no limit to the style of writing, no less than 800 words.

Sometimes it is not a good thing to have fewer questions. They have to use two words and pull out a bunch of nonsense. This is called an argumentative essay.At least that's how Yi Yuanxin views argumentative essays.He feels that argumentative essays are just like stereotyped essays in a different form, with all the rules and regulations set out for you to follow, so he has never liked to write argumentative essays.Because of this, among the discussion papers in the class, the outstanding narrative often caught Yang Fangxian's attention.Yang Fangxian's eyes were also impressed by Yi Yuanxin's composition. Such a boy with an ordinary surface has a delicate description and profound insights like a girl, which really surprised him.

He encourages students to try a variety of themes and styles, so the compositions of Yi Yuanxin and Yan Shuyun are often read in class. One is an excellent argumentative essay, and the other is a story that touches the soul. suitable for analysis.

Yi Yuanxin has always been writing with a pen, without any hesitation, he wrote hundreds of words eloquently, and it is common for him to be unable to control writing too much at one time, and Yang Fangxian talked about this several times.Although Yi Yuanxin doesn't like Chinese very much, he has a great interest in writing. If he has the opportunity in the future, he may try to publish a few articles to satisfy his literary addiction.

After that class was over, the old class specially called Yi Yuanxin to the office. He thought it was related to composition, but when Yi Yuanxin saw the familiar notebook on the table, he panicked—it was bought by Shan Ren small notebook!Why are you here with the teacher?

"Last Friday, you rushed to Nanjing. The things here were packed for you by your classmates. This book has never been claimed, so it should be yours?"

Before they went to Nanjing last week, there was actually a school exam, and now the exam has become commonplace, Yi Yuanxin didn't take it to heart.It’s just that it’s a little troublesome to clean up the classroom and move the books on the desk to the office every time. Sometimes I’m so busy that I forget that this deadly book is in a conspicuous place without knowing it.

As he nodded, he could only pray that Lao Ban hadn't read the contents...

"I looked through it, and I thought it was someone's notebook, but it doesn't seem to be. So can you explain, what is this notebook for?"

The old class spoke softly, but it made Yi Yuanxin break out in a cold sweat. He pretended to be calm and replied immediately: "This is not a notebook, but it is used by Shan Ren and I to leave messages for each other sometimes." Yi Yuanxin After finishing these words calmly, I kept recalling what would appear in the notebook in my mind.He remembered that apart from ordinary conversations, there was no ambiguous news.

It's just... With the precedent of Yan Shuyun and Gong Qiong, will Lao Ban simply think that they are just ordinary tablemates?

"But after reading a few pages, I always feel that there is something, you... are hiding from the teacher?"

Yang Fangxian's eyes were very sharp, and Yi Yuanxin felt that even if he told the lie seamlessly, Yang Fangxian would not believe it at all, the teacher already had the answer in his heart.But it was impossible for him to tell the truth, so he chose to be sloppy and said, "Teacher, I didn't lie, this is for ordinary communication, and it also contains the content of my question to Shan Ren."

Ever since he was a child, Yi Yuanxin has told countless lies. His title of "good boy" does not depend entirely on his sincerity. He has also learned to hide things after he has done something wrong.Indeed, Yi Yuanxin's innocent face has brought him many advantages, even Yang Fangxian is a little uncertain, he may have thought too much recently.

At this time, Brother Jing pushed the door in from the outside and saw me talking with the old class, so he came over and asked, "What's the matter? What happened? My class representative."

"It's nothing, I just feel that the child is getting older, and there are some things that we old men are hiding from us." Yang Fangxian returned the notebook to Yi Yuanxin, and Yi Yuanxin took it nervously. Brother Jing took a few glances, pushed the frame of the mirror, and said with a smile : "Don't count me in, I'm not old."

"Don't discuss these things yet, Yuanxin is quite reassuring. I'm here to talk to you about the school spring outing this Friday. I won't be here on Friday." Brother Jing pushed Yi Yuanxin, gesturing him to leave, Yang Fangxian had no objection, so Yi Yuanxin backed away step by step, "I have to go on a business trip this week to attend a lecture in Jiaxing, so I might trouble you again."

"Are you going on a business trip again?"

……

Yi Yuanxin closed the office door lightly, only when there was no one around, did he dare to breathe a sigh of relief.If Brother Jing hadn't appeared in time, he really didn't know how it would end.The notebook in his hand has become a hot potato, and he can't throw it away. This kind of dilemma is too tormenting.

"You should deal with this book, don't let the old class see it again!"

When Yi Yuanxin returned to the classroom, he quietly handed the notebook to Shan Ren. Since he couldn't decide, he just handed it over to Shan Ren.When Shan Ren saw this book, he understood some clues, "Just now, old class came to you because of this matter?"

"Ah."

Shan Ren conveniently stuffed the notebook into the drawer. Too many things happened this weekend, so he didn't notice that the notebook was lost.He could imagine the feeling that Yi Yuan's confidence was on thin ice just now, and he was a little afraid that he hadn't faced his old class.

"Don't worry too much," Shan Ren still smiled naturally for a moment, "There is nothing too explicit in this book, it's just small talk, nothing else but to show that we have a good relationship."

Maybe their classmates are used to Shan Ren and Yi Yuanxin's way of getting along, basically no different from a couple.Now when someone sends them love letters, some girls will help them refuse, saying that both of them already have girlfriends.Everyone seems to subconsciously think that they are a couple.But Lao Ban doesn't see it that way now.

Yi Yuanxin also understands that even if Lao Ban knows the truth, he will help them hide it. If Lao Ban knows about Yan Shuyun in private, they will not separate.However, these are two different things after all, he doesn't want the teacher to know this, the teacher is not a friend, but an elder, this is what he has always known.In the eyes of the elders, he dared not and could not have too many flaws.

If Shan Ren knew what Yi Yuan was thinking in his confidence, he would probably get hurt again.Yi Yuanxin still couldn't face the openness of this emotion calmly, an invisible wall was erected in Yi Yuan's confidence, if it wasn't for Shan Ren, maybe this would be a prison cell, restraining Yi Yuanxin forever.He will not even know his sexual orientation.

Although Yi Yuanxin was doing his homework calmly, his state was completely different from that in the morning. He who had finally regained his comfort was now tense again.

Shan Ren let out a long breath. He must never choose a major related to psychology in the future. He really has no ability to enlighten anyone.Yi Yuanxin couldn't bear such repetitions.

"We still have to eat at noon, you know, let's go together." Shan Ren closed his eyes for a while and then opened them again, still patiently, "Don't think about anything else."

Yi Yuanxin slowly turned his head to look at Shan Ren. In front of him, Shan Ren had such a stiff smile more and more. After thinking wildly, he would always feel sorry for Shan Ren who was by his side.What did he bring to Shan Ren?

Yi Yuanxin hesitated to speak, and finally responded simply, agreeing to go to dinner.Seeing that he was at peace, Shan Ren turned around and did his own thing with peace of mind.It seems that the notebook on the table can only be given to him after the college entrance examination is over.

After class, the two of them walked slowly to the restaurant, still talking and laughing on the way, without the dull atmosphere before.When passing by the dormitory, Shan Ren inadvertently turned his head and noticed a person, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, Yi Yuanxin took advantage of the situation to look, it was Shan Ren's mother, whom he had met a few times before.

Shan Ren didn't walk towards his mother, Shan's mother could only take the initiative to come over, and asked in a flat tone: "How is your body?"

"It's ready."

The conversation between mother and child seemed a bit awkward, Yi Yuanxin was a little awkward standing next to them, and quickly said: "Hello, auntie, if you have something to do, then I'll go first, goodbye, auntie."

Just as Yi Yuanxin was about to step away, Shan Ren grabbed him with one hand. Yi Yuanxin wanted to withdraw his hand as if he had been burned, but Shan Ren couldn't do anything about it.

"Mom, do you have anything else to do? If not, I have to go to dinner with my classmates."

The atmosphere between them was completely wrong, Yi Yuanxin swallowed quietly, moistening his thirsty throat, for some reason, he was more nervous when he saw the single mother than seeing the old class.

Shan's mother raised her hand, she held an insulated box in her hand, "I brought you black chicken soup and other side dishes, to nourish your body." Shan's mother looked at Yi Yuanxin again, looked up and down, her eyes were very Weirdly, "Yi Yuanxin, right?"

Yi Yuanxin nodded obediently, and went to his house once unexpectedly, and his mother remembered him.

"come together."

After Shan's mother finished speaking, she walked forward first, not allowing them to refuse, Yi Yuanxin always felt that Shan's mother was a little different from the last time they met, and he couldn't tell what had changed.He could only look at Shan Ren and ask his opinion, but Shan Ren still gave him a warm smile to reassure him.

The school is open to let the parents of the third year of high school come to the school to deliver meals, just to let the students eat better, but even if the cafeteria is full of parents, Yi Yuanxin still feels uncomfortable sitting with a single mother.

Shan's mother prepared a lot of dishes. In addition to the rich black chicken soup, there were also drunken shrimp and pork ribs...all of which Shan Ren loved to eat. His mother also put her heart into it, but she didn't know what happened between them.

"Student Yi, I want to know about your situation."

Yi Yuanxin slightly raised his head to look at Shan Mama, he remembered that last time his aunt didn't call him that, and called a classmate... to pull away the distance, maybe he was thinking too much.But before he could reply, Shan Ren put the peeled drunken shrimp into his bowl, "Didn't Mom always keep us from eating and sleeping at home?"

Yi Yuanxin looked at the drunk shrimp lying in the bowl, but before he could react, Shan Ren seemed to have eaten fried medicine and kept blocking his aunt's words. It can be said that Shan Ren was too abnormal today.

"What does Mom want to know? I'll go back and tell you. Let's eat now. Mom doesn't want to say anything too much here!"

He was afraid that his mother would have a showdown with Yi Yuanxin on impulse, now is not the time, as long as he is still in school, he will not let his mother mess around.And the card in his hand is his mother's attention to him.It's not good for a mother to have a fight.

Afterwards, Shan's mother really stopped talking, and waited for them to finish eating with a cold face, and hurriedly packed up the insulation box and left. Yi Yuanxin said goodbye to his aunt politely. questioned.

"Your mother, do you know something?"