half paper youth

Monday, February 2011, 3, sunny

New conflicts and new problems will always arise. The matter with the teacher has already made me burnt out. I thought that Shan Ren would give me a sense of security, but I found that he was still deceiving me.I don't want to compromise his inability to speak again and again. I already understand that I am an insecure person, so Shan Ren's avoidance of talking about it makes me adrift like duckweed.

Yi Yuanxin is a smart person, Shan Ren's ball of paper can't contain the fire at all, but even if the protective film has been burned, Shan Ren still can't tell the truth.Even if Yi Yuanxin is completely disappointed in himself, it is better than letting him be defeated.

Looking at Shan Ren's attitude, Yi Yuanxin felt that it was good to act like a fool sometimes, simply thinking that he had been honest with him all the time, muddling along foolishly, which was a thousand times better than being suspicious and suspicious now.

Out of the cafeteria, Yi Yuanxin deliberately took another road to diverge from him. Shan Ren stopped helplessly in front of the cafeteria and watched him leave. After a long time, he slowly followed his footsteps. Since he didn't want to see himself, he Put some distance away and let each other be quiet.

This time the cold war lasted extraordinarily long. The last time they broke up, they reconciled in only two or three days. But this time, the two are like strangers who don't know each other.Still at the same table, but never met again.

There is no intersection, but it does not mean that there is no connection. On the day when Yi Yuanxin was on duty in the dormitory, Shan Ren still helped him buy breakfast. When he returned to the classroom, he saw a serving of hot fried noodles on the desk.Yi Yuanxin put the lunch box in the drawer as if nothing had happened, waited until the first class was over, took it out and ate breakfast obediently, there was still no verbal communication with each other.

And at night, before Shan Ren took a shower, Yi Yuanxin would put shower gel and other toiletries in his washbasin. After the two got together, Shan Ren didn't buy these and shared them with him.Because he said that he likes the same smell on Shan Ren.The lives of the two cannot be completely separated, and this does not prevent them from keeping their distance from each other in another way.

After a long time, Yi Yuanxin's anger dissipated, and he couldn't figure out why the cold war lasted for so long, why Shan Ren didn't want to explain something that could be resolved with a few words.Even if you use another lie to complete the previous one.

The ridiculous thing is that knowing each other too well and knowing each other is just a way to delay the attack. Unless Shan Ren tells the truth, Yi Yuanxin can see through that layer of paper at a glance.They can only be stuck in the bottleneck, waiting for a certain day's opportunity.

Zheyang High School does not have a spring outing every year. On the contrary, only the most nervous seniors have the opportunity to go out once, and this only outing is not a relaxing picnic outing, but a simple and rude "outing" - arriving at Wansong at nine o'clock in the morning Academy, and then along the route pass Tiger Cave, Phoenix Pavilion, Moon Rock, Qiyun Temple, Brahma Temple, and then take the school bus back, and the day is over.

According to the seniors who have experienced it, walking and climbing without water in the whole process, the school's spring outing implements the spirit of high quality, long route, and short rest, it is crazy!So when they heard the news of the spring outing, Zhou Tai opened the book seriously and said: "Learning and learning from time to time, it's not easy to say."

Having never really experienced it, nor could he taste the fun of it, Yi Yuanxin got out of the car with the main force, saw the undulating mountains, and breathed the fresh oxygen of nature, and his depressed mood for many days improved a lot.

Before they fully entered the forest, they saw several mountain lodges. In a modern city like Hangzhou, there are such hidden forest villas, which is really amazing and makes Yi Yuanxin envious.When he gets old in the future, he also wants to return to the fields and spend his days in the countryside.

The entire third year of high school was dispatched, and walking in the mountains and forests was also mighty. Usually, the first class was on the top of the previous hill, and students could be seen on the next hill.Class [-] of them walked at the end, and a few boys picked up the finishing work and walked slowly behind, which was generally considered easy.

They walked and stopped, and they finally arrived at the Phoenix Pavilion at noon. The previous classes had already had enough rest and left first, leaving them two liberal arts classes here.Brother Jing didn't come, and two teachers were assigned to manage each class. Except for the political teacher Ge Li, who had a class, all four of their teachers gathered together at this time to start a discussion among the teachers.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, some students can play in the mountains and forests without restraint. In twos and threes, there will always be a combination of a man and a woman.It's like a little lover meeting behind his parents' back, looking into the distance from time to time, or chatting and laughing happily.And the other students, unintentionally, would also help them cover, and the boys of them all gathered together in twos and threes. Such a mountaineering trip also allowed them to let go of the barriers they used to have, and they were in harmony with each other.

"I remember, didn't any of you bring a camera and a picture book? Take them out, take pictures of the pictures that should be drawn, and take pictures of the pictures that should be taken." Yang Fangxian sat on the side and looked at the students around, and said with a smile: "Don't If you accidentally take out your phone, it will be confiscated!"

Lao Ban hadn’t been so humorous in front of them for a long time. Everyone laughed and discussed, Han Yingzi ran into the field of vision, took a notebook and charcoal pencils, and sketched for everyone with great interest.Yi Yuanxin stood aside and observed silently. Everyone cooperated with her and wanted to see the results of her study last semester.

However, he immediately looked back and walked towards the corner of the pavilion. He knew that Han Yingzi was not the only one who brought a picture book today, and she was not the only one who could draw.

"Why don't you go and paint scenery for everyone?"

"Isn't this superfluous?"

Jin Mugao sat on one side, leaning on the railing, with a sketchbook that was just closed on his lap.Yi Yuanxin walked to the side and leaned against the pillar to look at him, remembering that he was about to leave, and there were not many days to get along like this, which made him a little sad.

"Why don't you draw me a picture? Say yes first, I want to keep this picture as a souvenir."

Jin Mugao came back to look at him, it's okay, give him some gifts before leaving, and at some point in the future, he can still remember that there is a self in the distance.After he adjusted his posture, he took a few glances at Yi Yuanxin again, seeing him looking directly at him, which made him a little embarrassed, "Turn around a bit, and pose, so that you can feel the drawing."

Yi Yuanxin turned around casually, and leaned sideways against the pillar. His so-called posture was nothing more than putting his hands in his pockets and standing there monotonously.Jin Mugao shook his head helplessly, and didn't force it, so he was like him.

None of the commotion outside reached the ears of the two of them, the cicadas were noisy, the forest was quieter, and the birdsong mountain was even more secluded.His charcoal pen lightly sketches on the paper, the scene he draws, and the emotion in his heart.Jin Mugao moved quickly, and he had finished the painting before everyone left. When he showed it to Yi Yuanxin, Yi Yuanxin had a flash of surprise in his eyes.

What Jin Mugao drew was not a close-up picture, but a panorama, which also included Shan Ren who had been watching him not far away.

Yi Yuanxin looked up at him, not understanding why he included Shan Ren in the picture, it was completely unnecessary...

"Don't you want to keep it as a souvenir? This, I believe, is the most suitable."

Jin Mugao slowly tore off the drawing paper and handed it to Yi Yuanxin. He closed the drawing book and left the Phoenix Pavilion with the man in his heart that he had drawn on the previous page.He already has many memorable paintings, this one is the last one he doesn't want to give but has to draw.

When Jin Mugao passed him by, Shan Ren was still standing there, not knowing what happened to them, and foolishly waiting for Yi Yuanxin to catch up.The old class urged everyone to set off, followed by a downhill road, everyone was very excited, and the teachers were all terrified.

As if wanting to get back the fun of childhood, everyone went down the mountain quickly and moved step by step. When they walked to the back, although they were more tired than going up the mountain, they all smiled and looked at each other.

Yi Yuanxin walked slowly at the end of the line, Shan Ren had already quietly moved behind him at this moment, and the two of them kept five steps, walking through the scattered sunlight.

At the foot of the mountain, there was another gentle slope, and there were still no stone steps. Everyone seemed to have been beaten up. I don’t know who took the lead. In a few seconds, everyone was rushing down, smiling like five-year-old children. , but couldn't restrain it.The teachers behind all turned their heads to look at the other "old people" around them, and felt the beauty of youth. At this age, they can sprint on the hill without any worries. Even if they fall, they just laugh it off.

Yi Yuanxin did not join their madness at first, and Zhongsun and Zhongsun walked slowly behind like little adults. Later, Bian Yifeng carried Zhongsun forward and Shan Ren also held Yi Yuanxin's hand from behind. , began their carnival.

Birds and beasts scattered in the mountains and forests for a while, and the forest that had been sleeping for a long time was disturbed by them for a while. After sprinting, it slowly returned to calm, and the students who were panting at the foot of the mountain took a short rest and moved on again.

Yi Yuanxin was gasping for breath, he hadn't been this crazy for a long time, his body couldn't take it anymore.However, he and Shan Ren were finally able to look at each other and smile again, Yi Yuanxin glanced at him arrogantly, said "childish" and followed his class with a smile.Shan Ren was behind him, still maintaining a doting smile, and he was willing to guard those eyes until the end of the dusk.

It's not like my body doesn't run out of energy. When I walked to Qiyun Temple, everyone lost their enthusiasm for noon. They sat aside one by one, and even the mood for chatting was exhausted.

While the students were not paying attention, a teacher quietly left the large group and headed down the mountain.But there are always sharp-eyed classmates who find this out. After all, that sharp-eyed classmate still has to keep an eye on her own whereabouts-it is really inconvenient to have a boyfriend from a different class.

"Why do you think Lao Luo left suddenly?"

"Do you care so much about your male god?"

"Just kidding, my male god has changed a long time ago!"

Lin Miao stared straight at him, Yu Sen couldn't help but turned his head to secretly laugh, Lin Miao's provocative ability really made him overwhelmed.

Because of Lin Miao's discovery, almost everyone in the two classes knew the fact that the math teacher had left, and the students had the strength to discuss it again. Yang Fangxian had no choice but to explain: "Ms. Luo is not feeling well, so I have to go back first. He has been under a lot of pressure recently. , after you go back, don’t go to him to ask questions, let the teacher rest for a while.”

Mathematics teachers work hard, and as a mathematics teacher in a liberal arts class, it is a life-shortening profession.The students in the liberal arts class have a weak foundation in science, and the teacher sometimes struggles to explain a question, but everyone may not be able to understand it thoroughly.Recently, mathematics has also fallen into a cycle of exam-explaining, and the number of questions that are boring every day has only increased.Students only need to do one test paper, but the teacher has to correct more than 70 test papers and repeat dozens of comments...

Thinking of this, Yi Yuanxin felt deep sympathy for the teacher, and more importantly, admiration.

"Do you want to go in and worship the Buddha and pray for the teacher?"

Shan Ren leaned against his shoulder and touched his deskmate. I could somewhat guess what he was thinking. Although Yi Yuanxin was not good at mathematics, he respected his teacher as much. He was a filial child. What he wanted to do, he supported 100%. Still available.

"Don't you believe in Christ? Can you enter the temple?"

"These are all false." Shan Ren approached a little closer and lowered his voice, "Besides, marry a husband and obey your husband."

The two different smiling faces were reflected on the pool below, but they were equally sweet. Shan Ren talked about love one after another, and Yi Yuanxin had long forgotten what happened before, so he happily entered the temple with him. The teacher prays.

Not only them, there were many students in the temple who came in at that time, either for their own future or for the teacher, row after row, sincerely praying in front of the Buddha for peace of mind.

Yi Yuanxin offered three sticks of incense in total. One stick wished the teacher good health, another stick wished the family harmony and safety, and another stick wished Shanren to be free from worries and injuries.He does not seek marriage, does not seek future, except for what should be prayed for, the rest belongs to that one person.

After a day's walking, they had already boarded the bus back to school before sunset. Yi Yuanxin was exhausted from walking all day, and fell asleep on his seat.In a daze, someone approached quietly, Yi Yuanxin smelled the familiar and reassuring smell on his body, let go of the last vigilance, handed it over to Shan Ren's shoulders, and slept soundly all the way.

The setting sun outside the car window falls on them from time to time, the corners of Shan Ren's mouth slightly raised, the two of them are still in the speeding car, like a painting, the setting sun colors it, this is probably the most beautiful appearance of first love.