people outside of time

On the way to the supermarket after dinner, Qian Duoduo finally said what he had been holding back for a long time: "You seem to be very afraid of your father."

In the past ten years, he and his father have spent no more than three months together, and the two of them live under the same roof without a word of extraneous words. It is not so much fear as it is not used to it.

Lin Yi recalled some past events, and unconsciously touched the corners of his eyes. Due to psychological effects, he always felt that the scar had a sticky touch, just like the fishy patch of blood spilling into the eye frame when the glasses fragments pierced the skin. red.

"My dad hit me hard once, and it was also the last time, but I wasn't afraid of him because of it, it's just... I don't know how to face him."

"What about your mother? What's her attitude towards your affairs?"

Whenever someone asked about his mother, he felt as if someone had stepped on his tail. He was not angry but disappointed in his mother.He must admit that there are always some incompleteness in life that can't be filled no matter what, and can't be covered up.

It only takes one sentence to tell the truth, and one glance to see the despair of wearing it!

He simply said, so what, just kill him and refuse to admit it, since no one would care anyway, at most he wanted to see a joke.

He sneered, and said calmly: "Why should I ask for her attitude about my affairs, and her attitude has nothing to do with me."

It's not anger, but the indifference shown by extreme disappointment.

In Qian Duoduo's eyes, mothers all over the world are basically the same. Even if there are mistakes, there are reasons for them. It is always the children's rebellion and incomprehension that make mistakes. They are right after all.

"What are you talking about? Which mother would be indifferent to her son?"

Lin Yi took his arm and brought him to stop on the spot. His tone was steady, but his eyes were sharp, as if he was looking at someone who had a deep hatred with him: "There is a saying that goes like this, if you don't understand why you say three Dao Si, now I will give this sentence to her and to you at the same time, if you don’t know anything, please shut up.”

There was an inexplicable quarrel, but they didn't know what it was for, so that they couldn't do anything to ease the conflict.

Qian Duoduo stood there in a daze, looking at his resolute and unrestrained back, the sudden anger in his heart subsided immediately.He felt that he might have inadvertently broken into the opponent's restricted area, and in a blink of an eye, a kind of panic and powerlessness of being excluded grabbed him tightly.

When Lin Yi was less than half a year old, her mother left.

A tidy house, a home with only father and son, it seems that such a person is not missing in the orderly life.However, in the closet, there are always a few fancy dresses missing; at the dinner table for three meals a day, there is always such a person absent; on every inevitable occasion, the two of them symbolize a disability family.

Even if each of them tacitly thinks that this person never existed, even if all the signs are trying to prove that this person never existed...

From time to time, there will be news of human trafficking on TV. From decades ago to now, the phenomenon seems to be getting worse.Relevant departments have always only tried their best to crack down on criminals, but what they really hit was only the tip of the iceberg. The traffickers who kidnapped Lin Yi's mother were the ones who slipped through the net.

His father is not short of arms or legs, neither a dwarf nor a deaf-mute, the only shortcoming is that the family is poor, as the eldest, not only did he fail to give priority to marrying a wife and having children, but on the contrary, he put off his life's work again and again in order to share the responsibility of raising younger siblings Procrastinate, procrastinate till more than [-], the family member thinks of him finally.

To put it bluntly, his mother was a bought daughter-in-law, and to put it bluntly, she was a bought childbirth tool.Only 200 yuan was used to leave a root for Lin Yi's father. From the point of view of business, she is considered as benevolent, but from the point of view of family affection, she is a complete cold-blooded animal.

Lin Yi also listened to some of the discussions in the village. It is reported that after she left, her father burned all the things she used, even a dressing table specially built for her into a pyre.

Since then, everything about the mother has disappeared.

Because he has no memory, it is difficult to generate resentment and dissatisfaction, but he was rejected and abandoned without his knowledge, which made him not even qualified to ask why.It's like a mark that is forcibly pasted on his body. He has nothing to do and has to be pointed out by others, but he has no room to refute these.

The greenhouse in his heart has always had only one quota, which is his father who is dependent on him for life. To put it bluntly, people who want to get close to him must have their own heating function, and it is best to provide a continuous source of heat, otherwise they will always be outsiders.

And Qian Duoduo hides countless sunspots in his body, which are inexhaustible. His family members who are related to him naturally have the same physique. To get closer to each other, every now and then, it's not about asking for warmth, but about frantic heating.

This cold war caused by unknown reasons lasted for two hours. Qian Duoduo, under the torment of what he could see but couldn't touch, took all the faults on himself. To speak the truth, the mistake is to say that he is wrong.

Through the surveillance video of the supermarket, Qian Duoduo saw his mother talking with Lin Yi.

The faces of both of them were a little dignified, because he couldn't hear any voice in the surveillance, it was difficult for him to figure out the content of the chat from the expressions of the two.

The customers who passed by the side door were also very cooperative, and no one went to check out for most of the day. Lin Yi stood in front of the cash register, closing and closing his mouth from time to time, smiling lightly from time to time, but his brows and eyes showed a daze.

Qian Duoduo sent him a message, asking if he wanted some water.

It was not until Qian's mother left that he took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, stared at the screen for a while, and then started typing for a long time. After a long time, Qian Duoduo heard his mobile phone ringing, with only the word 'not thirsty'.

Cumulonimbus clouds are as thick as a mountain, and before it comes, there will often be broken rain, which is used to remind people under the cloud to prepare for the countermeasures early, or to avoid or boil a bowl of ginger soup, so that the people who are wet by the rain will be relieved. Warm yourself up.

A small piece of darkness is not enough to arouse Qian Duoduo's vigilance, he firmly believes with the confidence that he is not afraid of the wind and rain that this is just a passing cloud and rain, and it will pass in a moment.

So he was thoroughly soaked in the heavy rain, and a serious illness finally made him see clearly that fate had laid many mysteries long before the two met. The previous approach was just an illusion. God's ultimate purpose is To separate the two of them at the extreme ends of the world.

Qian Duoduo has a cousin named Xie Yi, who married in a neighboring city a few years ago, and recently went back to her mother's house for half a month to take advantage of the National Day holiday.Her mother and Qian Duoduo's mother are sisters, and it is natural that they will have contacts when they come back this time.

Xie Yi and Qian Duoduo's eldest brother, Qian Nanshan, are the same age, and the two have had a good relationship since they were young, from kindergarten to high school in the same school.Qian Nanshan passed away three years ago, and she was the one who cried the most. She also lost a child who was less than two months old because of this.

Perhaps it was also for this reason that she rarely went back to N City in recent years. This time she went to Qian Nanshan's cemetery with her mother, and her eyes were still red when she came back.

Just as Qian Duoduo was racking his brains to figure out how to coax Lin Yi back, Xie Yi called.

Said that he was going to the supermarket soon, and asked him where he was now.

"It's the office on the second floor. I'll go down right away and wait for you at the gate." Qian Duoduo said.

Xie Yi has been looking for her since she was pregnant with frequent urination, so when she saw Qian Duoduo, she didn't say a word of reunion after a long absence, but only asked where the toilet was.

While leading him to the side door, Qian Duoduo stared at her belly and asked, "It's been a few months, auntie still feels relieved to let you go out alone?"

"It's been almost six months, and it's like carrying a big rock on my body all day long, and my waist can be broken alive."

Qian Duoduo smiled: "You are tired and want to have a second child. You asked for it."

She raised her hand and patted him on the back of the head, just like when she was a child, and said as a sister: "You brat, dare to say that you are my sister, you think I am happy to have a baby, or my mother-in-law said that there is only one child in the family too Desolate, just in time for the country to open up the second child, clamoring to let me have another one, but I regret it to death, marrying so far away..."

The two of them reached the side door while talking. The woman's voice was very penetrating in the noisy atmosphere, and Lin Yi noticed her from a long distance away.

Qian Duoduoquan didn't happen in the middle of the day. After approaching, he introduced to Lin Yi: "This is my cousin, who just came from a neighboring city."

When Lin Yi and Xie Yi's eyes met, his pupils shrank and dilated sharply, and Qian Duoduo's smile and words couldn't be conveyed.

This is a scene where old friends reunite and people who have nothing to do with them can't get involved. After nearly ten years, Lin Yi accurately found traces of time on that person's face, which is the only one who is the chief culprit of all his misfortunes Mark of.

He has recalled this face countless times, and every time he thinks of it, he only wishes to slap her a few times when he sees her again, to wash away his evasiveness and cowardice in the past.

Obviously Xie Yi also recognized him, and the young and ignorant love that had been weathered by time condensed and formed in an instant.

After the surge, the remorse for the wrong things she did when she was sad all those years ago rushed straight to the top of her head like a bamboo shoot, and before the other party opened her mouth to question her, she was completely defeated.It's too late for anything, it's useless to say more, the past that has been frozen cannot be changed, even if it is made up, it is too late to make up for it.

Qian Duoduo pushed Xie Yi: "The toilet is on the left, go there by yourself, I'll wait for you here."

Feng Shui took turns, Lin Yi was the one who escaped the fastest at the beginning, but now it was Xie Yi.She responded a few times in a row, lamely covering up the panic in her heart, and fled in a hurry.

There is a person who is caught in this imminent war without knowing it. The greatest misfortune is that he still knows nothing, and he still acts as if nothing happened.

He said: "My cousin is also a horse. She is the same age as you, but she looks older than you. After all, a woman tends to look old when she has children. Don't look at her now. She was still a class girl when she was in school. Listen to me Brother said..."

"Qian Duoduo..." Lin Yi interrupted his last words, his throat was already brewing, and he was overturned in just one thought.

To himself as well as to Qian Duoduo, he almost couldn't bear to reveal the known answer to this known mystery. However, at the end of the day, people always take chances, exclude the four words of good luck and trick others, and only go in the direction that is least likely to happen on par.

He quietly said, "Your elder brother...is his name Qian Nanshan?"

The person who was given high hopes didn't know it, but thought it was an adventure, and answered unexpectedly and surprised: "Do you know my elder brother?"

Destiny is a sphere that can allow two people who have passed each other to meet again, and it can also make people who don't want to see each other and things that don't want to look back on again, and break the defense net you have built so hard.Unless you break out of this pattern, you will always be trapped within the circle, and let it kill you over and over again——

How much can you hate someone?The most ruthless thing is nothing more than wanting him to die.However, after the deceased has passed away, can the hatred created by the deceased be wiped out?

Lin Yi didn't know if he could, but he knew that from the beginning to the end, he never got a word of apology from Qian Nanshan.

At this moment, a customer came to check out, and seeing that Lin Yi was not moving, he urged him, "Do you want to charge?"

Lin Yi chuckled lightly, but the laughter came from his nasal cavity, and he said, "Take it, of course."

The human cerebral cortex is so powerful, in just a split second, countless abstract pictures flow in the brain, intertwined together to generate chaotic thoughts.

"However... only paper money is accepted now. The owner of the supermarket has a son in the underworld. You burned him just in time for him to pick up."

This was probably the most poignant thing he had ever said in his life.

Qian Duoduo's brain exploded with a 'hum', and without any warning, he threw out such a vicious sentence, and the person who said it was looking at him with contentment.

Someone has already taken the lead in complaining for the deceased: "What's wrong with you, don't do it if you don't want to, what are you talking about that are neither human nor ghost..."

The customer glared at Lin Yi, then turned and went to the side door.

After the man's instigation, Qian Duoduo's heart was burning spectacularly. He rushed to Lin Yi, grabbed his collar and asked viciously: "Why did my elder brother offend you? You deserve to say that about him. ?”

He was neither humble nor overbearing, and looked at him with a righteous expression. After a long time, a few words that were more piercing than ice came out of his mouth.

Lin Yi put his lips close to his ear, and said in a very soft voice, "Heaven's way is reincarnated, retribution is not good, he should."

"My □□ ancestor..." Qian Duoduo pushed him away and punched him on the left side of the cheek.

From the time we met to the present, all the tenderness accumulated in the past two months evaporated at this moment, and the person who staggered back under his punch was suddenly strange and terrifying.