people outside of time

The violent factor in Qian Duoduo's body was scarce, and he stopped before the conflict became unmanageable.

Sister Xia, who rushed over after hearing the sound, pulled Lin Yi up and asked what happened with a busy face. They are the most important thing on weekdays, how can they fight as soon as they say it.

It may be because of the angle, the punch was not too heavy, he glanced at Qian Duoduo, the person under the rage, his chest heaved violently because he was trying his best to restrain himself.

Lin Yi withdrew his gaze, took off his vest calmly, took out the key from the drawer and handed it to Sister Xia: "This is the key to the cash drawer, pay me the money after get off work, I'm leaving."

Sister Xia grabbed him, but turned her attention to Qian Duoduo: "Duoduo, what's going on, what did Lin Yi do to make you beat someone?"

The person being questioned didn't answer, Lin Yi struggled, and then pulled his wrist out under Miss Xia's restraint.Bypassing the cash register, the two of them got closer now. He walked past Qian Duoduo without rushing, without even raising his eyelids. The tense atmosphere was suffocating.

Before Qian Duoduo made a move, Xie Yiyi had already come out of the toilet, standing by the door and watching the dispute provoked by her alone.

"Lin Yi."

Lin Yi paused, his eyes fell on his face with many brown spots.She has indeed changed a lot, even though her hair is still in the same neat ponytail as in high school, the youthful and fresh atmosphere has disappeared.

Xie Yi bit her lip, and said with difficulty: "Lin Yi, the letter you wrote to Nanshan back then..."

"Xie Yi." Lin Yi raised her voice sharply, interrupting her words: "Can you... shut up."

While speaking with pleading words, his eyes seemed to want to eat people.

Everything has a source, and it is impossible for Lin Yi to speak ill of a dead person for no reason, but old accounts cannot be explained in a few words, and everything has already taken shape, like a cement-poured roof, How can it be said that overthrow is overthrown.

Xie Yi doesn't have this ability, and Lin Yi doesn't have the kind of generosity to clear up the suspicion.

"It has nothing to do with Nanshan, he doesn't know anything..." Xie Yi stayed where he was, trying in vain to stir up a storm after the dust settled.

Lin Yi quickened his pace, trying to turn a deaf ear to those words, but every word hit him on the back. He had thought this way a while ago, thinking that all of this had nothing to do with Nanshan, it was just Xie Yi's troubles.

That person has long grown into a towering tree in his heart, with intertwined roots, and it grows to cover the sky without knowing it.

Whenever Lin Yi thinks about Qian Nanshan, it may only be for a moment, and the seasons change in his heart.From flowering to falling, from green leaves sprouting to fruit falling into the soil, all the throbbing and sadness that a person can have are staged in a moment.

Now that the tree has been uprooted, it was not done by him alone, but by Qian Nanshan's own initiative, and he was thrown down like everyone else in the world. If it was as Xie Yi said, how could he say it repeatedly?" Sorry' didn't stay?

Others may have withdrawn from the atmosphere of death, but Lin Yi was bearing the grief of learning of his death at the first moment.After all...that was the first person who let him know how to write the word 'like'.

Afterwards, Qian Duoduo asked Xie Yi: "Brother and Lin Yi, did something happen before?"

When I woke up, I remembered the person who asked about the past, and felt that I was playing a temporary guest role. When I opened the first few pages of the script, that person was within my reach a long, long time ago, and he was just a person at that time. Not even qualified to play.

In such and such a script, once it is staged to go back to the past, there must be tears and sentimental support, but these two things are not reflected in Xie Yi. It seems that she accidentally mentioned her childhood, but what is most in her eyes is longing and longing——

The No. [-] Middle School that Lin Yi attended when he was in high school, compared with the No. [-] Middle School and No. [-] Middle School, which almost included all the students with top grades in several nearby townships, can only be regarded as a school with an average enrollment rate. I can't even touch the door frame of the university.

He was not in the top class, and his grades were not outstanding. Like the people in the class, he only had to wait for three years to enter the society, or enter a college that he could attend after paying the tuition fee, and then hang around for a few more years.

When he was just in the first year of high school, the head teacher was a maverick. The other classes shared a table for two, but he arranged a table for three. At first, he didn't know that Xie Yi and Qian Nanshan were cousins. So he arranged the two of them together, and Lin Yi sat between them.

The relationship between the two siblings is very good. They have to play together between classes and pass notes to each other during class. It seems that they can never finish talking.At first, Lin Yi thought they were dating behind the teacher's back, so he secretly asked Xie Yi if he wanted to change places with him, so that he wouldn't sit in the middle of the two of them.

Xie Yi handed over the note and passed out the habit. During class, she secretly slipped a note to Lin Yi, which said: What position do you want to change!It's so much fun, why don't you join us too, let's create a group chat with the three of us. "

Qian Nanshan glanced at Lin Yi, and also saw the note in his hand. After seeing the content, he immediately grabbed it and wrote in the blank space: Dear student Lin Yi, I think my cousin's suggestion is very good, hereby , I kindly invite Lin Yi to join our group chat, and from then on, we will secretly open up a new world! ! !

Lin Yi took out a red pen from the pencil case, and marked a sentence: What kind of strange grammar do you have?

Since then, he was dragged into the water by the two siblings.

With the increase of the number of people, the paper slips have also been upgraded from the original leaflets to homework books, and one-third of a class is often used up.Qian Nanshan's handwriting is the best and the fastest. His flamboyant handwriting takes up more than half of the homework. Lin Yi asked him, "How can you make your handwriting so beautiful?"

Qian Nanshan said proudly and nonchalantly: "I have only practiced one cursive script by Wang Xizhi in my life..."

The finished homework books were all collected by Lin Yi, and they were put in the textbook so that they could be taken out to read from time to time.Seeing a funny place, I shared it with the two people around me, and then the three of them giggled together.During the period, there will be some unclear characters, which are naturally written by Qian Nanshan. If you point him out, he can't recognize it himself.

There are only four corners of the three desks together, and these four corners are a small world. In the simple and boring study life day after day, something that is enough to blow up the world is quietly brewing take shape.

Lin Yi is a boarding student, and his study and life revolve around the school. Xie Yi and Qian Nanshan's family is in the town, and they even go home for lunch.Once, Nanshan and his family had some quarrels, and they didn't go back at noon. After eating in the cafeteria with Lin Yi, they said that they were sleepy and wanted to find a place to sleep.

Lin Yi wanted to go to the classroom with him, so he squatted on the desk for a while, but Nanshan said: "Yesterday, the Internet cafe stayed up all night, and I was so sleepy. I don't want to go to class in the afternoon. I will lend you your bed to catch up on sleep."

He has no cleanliness and doesn't hate Nanshan, so he naturally has no reason to refuse this request.

Nanshan fell asleep almost as soon as he touched the bed. Lin Yi pushed him to sleep in. There was an hour of rest at noon, and he also wanted to take a nap.

There were originally eight people living in the dormitory, but they were all gone at this time, so only Nanshan and Lin Yi were there at noon that day.

There are many things that will accumulate quietly before the parties involved are not aware of it, gradually forming sand dunes from layers of fine sand and gravel.

Obviously the three of them have always been together, but the balance in Lin Yi's heart tends to be more inclined to Nanshan. For example, when passing notes, when the notebook is in Xie Yi's hands, his heart is calm, neither anxious nor impatient, but When the book was in Nanshan's hands, he would have expectations in his heart, but he couldn't tell what to expect.

During recess, Nanshan always likes to sit on his desk, dangling in the air with one leg crossed.The two of them would be very close at this time, and Lin Yi would occasionally use his thighs as a cushion, leaning comfortably for ten minutes, and never left his position during this period.

Nanshan often played pranks, either by sticking stickers on him or on Xie Yi. Lin Yi thought it was an honor to be teased, so he secretly competed with Xie Yi, and clearly remembered the number of times he was teased. More than Xie Yi.

When he was young, he would always confuse love with friendship. Lin Yi thought it was all because he and Nanshan were boys. These twisted and altered emotions were only fermented in his heart at first, and then spread to his body.

The single bed is so small that two people can only sleep sideways, and because it is early spring, there is another thick quilt on the bed, the narrower the space, the more people are forced to get closer.

Before Nanshan got under the quilt, he saw that he had taken off his trousers and sweater, and he only had a pair of short-sleeved boxers on his body. The heat from his body covered the entire quilt, and Lin Yi had no choice but to stay close to him. , At first I felt warm, and then I felt hot.

He turned over and his face almost hit the tip of Nanshan's nose. The hot and humid breath of the two intertwined, creating a subtle chemical reaction. At this moment, Lin Yi's heart stopped beating.

In the whole school, Nanshan is just an ordinary boy with an unattractive appearance, and he doesn't have any eye-catching qualities. If Nanshan has the appearance of a school grass, he can tell himself that it is only the other's appearance that is causing trouble.However, it is this kind of throbbing that cannot find a reason that is the most stubborn and deadly.

Lin Yi didn't realize that he was gay, but that he liked the person in front of him.Over time, it has been subtle and subtle, and it is too late to call a stop.

There is a rebellious bone in everyone's body. It's okay if you don't care about some things, but once you pay attention to it, it will grow like wormwood.Lin Yi became weaker and weaker in this fight with himself and me, until finally he was so discouraged that he was too lazy to accept the move, and drifted with his desire.

The daughter's mind is sensitive and slender, but it may not be that they really smell something wrong, they just make a series of guesses based on their nature.In Xie Yi's eyes, Nanshan and Lin Yi are as close as a pair of conjoined twins. In the notes passed on in class, she speaks less and less often, and her preconceived advantages shrink more and more, until finally they become redundant. .

It's like playing a seesaw, the extra person can only stand aside and watch, unless one of them is kicked out, she will never have a chance to play.

"Both of you ignore me..."

This was the sentence that Xie Yi said the most during that time.

Nanshan has no intention of alienating her, it is simply because Lin Yi, who is also a boy, has more places to live together, such as the dormitory and the toilet are Xie Yi's forbidden places, and it is these forbidden places that make their relationship closer.

In Lin Yi's eyes, these responses are of a different nature. He regards these simple and ordinary actions as a response on the court of love. A person who is in a crush can hold a whole universe in his mind, and only a smile from the other party is enough. It can make a certain star explode, not to mention a hook and a back.

Long suffering, short pleasure, this is secret love.

There are also people who have a crush on Lin Yi. Perhaps they have experienced countless struggles like him before they dare to erase the word "dark".

One day, a blue envelope with a faint fragrance appeared in his Chinese textbook, signed by a girl in the front row.

This is a letter with no satisfactory answer, and even if there is an answer, it should be the word 'refused', and there is no other possibility.

After Lin Yi read the letter, he only wrote "I'm sorry" on the back of the envelope, and returned it to whoever gave it.

That day, the girl who gave him the love letter lay on the desk for a whole day, but Lin Yi remained unmoved.That's how people are, people who don't let themselves care, even if they see the other party fall off the cliff and don't bother to take a look.