people outside of time

After a moment of silence, it poured down like a flood breaking an embankment. Lin Yi remembered that this was the second time he cried so unscrupulously. There seemed to be a steady stream of tears in his eyes for him to vent out his grievances and resentment.

The last time he cried like this was when he was 17-

At that time, he had just arrived in Shenzhen, and used chat software to meet a few people in the circle of similar age, just to find someone to find a job for him in a city he was not familiar with.

These people are very enthusiastic. They not only invited Lin Yi to live in their home, but also solved Lin Yi’s food problem. After a few days, he found that these people hardly go to work. The first thing they do when they wake up every day is to go to the store to blow their hair and do styling. , and is also very particular about dressing.

Because the work problem has not been resolved, Lin Yi's heart has been hanging in the air, and because of curiosity, he gradually inquired about the source of these people's livelihood.

These people are different from the MBs with clearly marked prices in night shows. They are hidden in the dark and serve the rich people who already have families and cannot enter and leave such places openly.Each of them is led by two people, most of whom are husband and wife, the man is responsible for picking up and dropping off, and the woman is responsible for contacting customers.

I don't know where they got those phone numbers, pretending to be poor college students, or poor people who have to devote themselves to asking for money because of family problems, making up all kinds of lame reasons to ask the guests to 'help'.In this way, after satisfying the guests' high-sounding kindness, the rewards will naturally be considerable.

In a few days, Lin Yi heard many legends that happened to his predecessors from these people. It is no longer a fantasy to meet a rich man and get rich overnight.If this kind of good luck never comes, the annual salary of hundreds of thousands in this industry is still possible.

Lin Yi was moved after hearing this. Before he took that step, he already had a lot of visions for the future in his heart. He didn’t have any skills, so maybe he just had to grit his teeth and persist in doing it for a few years. After saving enough money, he would do something casually. Anything is better than the aimless stumble like before.

It was for this purpose that those people approached Lin Yi in the first place, and now everything is going according to their plan, and Lin Yi has naturally become a shackle.

Lin Yi was placed in the hands of the couple. His conditions were not the best among them, but he was young. After all, in the eyes of those guests, the younger he was, the more 'clean' he was.

The first guest he picked up was almost 70 years old. When he saw this old man, he felt a little sad, but more of a mockery of the other party.

This old man is a clean and well-dressed old man who eats public meals and is full of children and grandchildren. It is not difficult to imagine that he will hold the hand of his grandson and walk on the street with a kind face.But people's face is often used to confuse people's hearts. The moment the door was closed, Lin Yi finally realized how ugly the cunt deep in people's hearts can be.

The hobbies of the guests in the hands of the husband and wife were roughly figured out. Before coming, Lin Yi was told what to pay attention to. Because of the banner of "the first time", he must not be too much. Take the initiative, in other words, let it be at the mercy of him.

The old man had some quirks, but they were the kind that wouldn't hurt anyone. In the limited two hours, he almost licked Lin Yi's whole body, but he couldn't get hard all the time.In the end, he could only use his fingers, and Lin Yi was hovering between loathing the other party and self-loathing throughout the whole process.

What made Lin Yi's whole heart sink to the bottom of the valley was that he still reacted in the hands of such an old man. The old man swallowed all the things he poured out, and the satisfied expression almost made Lin Yi spit it out on the spot .

After taking a bath, the old man gave him 3000 yuan and said he would come back next week.

When he went downstairs, the person who came to pick him up parked his car by the side of the road. Lin Yi opened the door and sat in, handing over all the 3000 yuan to the man.

The woman also came and asked him how he was feeling.

Lin Yi looked at her for a long time, not knowing how to answer. He only felt that the old man's saliva remained on his body even after being washed with soap.

At that moment, his heart was empty, as if he was thrown in mid-air, he didn't know where he came from, and he didn't dare to think about the future.After the car started, he watched the busy traffic outside the car window, and his tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Then it was out of control.

There is no warmth in the couple's pretentious consolation, they just repeat the sentence: "It's good to get used to it, it's good to get used to it..."

Will you really get used to it?

Blind people can accept the darkness because they know that they will never see the light of day again. People who fall into the abyss wait for death because they know that no one will come to save them. for any reason...

Half a month later, he still couldn't get used to it. Maybe the couple had already realized that he was not suitable for this job, so when Lin Yi said that he was leaving, they didn't do much to keep him, and paid him a salary at that time.

In the end, the woman only gave him one thousand and five.

He didn't have the courage to argue with reason, because he knew that if he broke his face with them, not only would he not get the money, but he might even get hurt all over his body.

This land is like this, when you are enough to earn money for them, you are a young master who stretches out his clothes to eat and opens his mouth, and there is only one thing to do.But when you can't create value for him, you will become worse than a dog, so... before they change their faces, you can go as far as you can.

The couple had an eight-year-old child, and Lin Yi cried sadly when he left.

Maybe that child would be a bit of comfort during those years, but when Lin Yi stepped out of the gate of his house, he cursed the child viciously in his heart that he would die badly.

Because only in this way, the couple will be overwhelmed with pain.

The sensor light in the stairwell was off for a long time, and Lin Yini was deeply immersed in that memory, his whole body was cold.

He felt a lot relieved, but he didn't intend to let himself go and let others go.Lin Yi raised his head, solemnly as if announcing a major decision: "Qian Duoduo, there are two types of people in this world, one type lives with four distinct seasons, and the other type lives gloomy and melancholy. It's the former and I'm the latter, so... I can't stand your undamaged appearance."

The most important thing is that you will not sincerely accept a monster like me with cold hands and feet, and a cold bone from the inside out.

Lin Yi took the key and opened the door, intending to lock that person out of the door forever, even if he saw him in other places in the future, he would just treat him as a stranger.

He didn't hate Qian Nanshan that much, even at the moment when he learned of his death, a corner of his heart that had been solidified collapsed because of it.Originally, there was another person who could allow him not to blame himself for all the crimes, find an excuse to make himself feel better, and find an excuse for his lack of progress.

Regarding Qian Nanshan, he deliberately made it confusing, in order not to face the truth directly, so as to see how unbearable he is.

Just before the door was closed, Qian Duoduo grabbed the edge of the door with both hands, suspending his unilateral rejection.

Lin Yi said indifferently: "Let go."

He slammed the door open and walked into the room, and closed the door casually. Suddenly, Qian Duoduo reversed his previous attitude and pushed Lin Yi to the wall, and locked him tightly with both hands.

"Lin Yi..." Qian Duoduo looked at him viciously: "If that's the reason you want to push me away, then I don't accept it. If it's because of my elder brother, then I still don't accept it. You can't understand me either." It doesn't matter if you hate me, but you can't decide this matter alone, as I said before, you have to be responsible for some things, you can't just leave me alone..."

His momentum gradually weakened, and the tyranny that could not be disobeyed slowly turned into a begging: "You can't do this to me, I have done nothing wrong, you can't do this to me..."

The grievance in Lin Yi's heart is no less than the amount of money. If he can follow his heart in everything, why should he get hurt all over in this competition between self-loathing and self-knowledge.If he followed his heart, he would definitely hug the person in front of him right away, no matter whether there will be a rift tomorrow, as long as he gets through this difficult night, he doesn't want to care about anything.

But he can't, because he feels that he is not worthy of Qian Duoduo.

It's not that I can't get used to it, but that I don't deserve it.

Lin Yi choked and said, "Let me go, okay?"

Qian Duoduo plunged his head into his neck, hugged Lin Yi tightly in his arms, shook his head and said, "I won't let him go, even if he dies."

It wasn't until this moment that Lin Yi deeply realized that hugging would be such a beautiful thing. When the body temperature of each other blends, those things that have never been covered are gradually loosening, and the warmth spreads into the whole body little by little, even those who come The fatigue of not knowing the way gradually dissipated.

All of a sudden, he broke into a smile. It was calm and breezy, who was emotionally ups and downs, and he was also surrendering to himself: "Qian Duoduo, do you think...we are like two idiots now?"

Qian Duoduo answered in a low voice: "It's pretty stupid."

Lin Yi put his arms around his head, ignoring the prickly hair, and asked calmly: "That's stupid, can I ask you a few questions, stupid."

He rubbed against Lin Yi's neck: "You idiot, ask!"

"What do you see in me?"

Qian Duoduo pondered for a moment: "Not just a little, but a lot."

Lin Yi took a deep breath and smelled a faint scent of soap on his body: "Oh... tell me about it."

"A little shorter, a little fatter, a little shorter legs, a little weird temper, a little coquettish, a little bit of dissatisfaction, a little bit of pretentiousness, a little bit of disrespect, and a little bit more stories..."

Lin Yi bit the tip of his ear: "Is there any more?"

"There is no advantage, is it a little bit?"

"Go on."

Qian Duoduo let go of Lin Yi, and then put his arms around his waist. It was a casual love talk, but because of his serious expression, it became an unshakable vow: "In the future, I will let you more and care about you more. No matter how strong the stamina is, the physical strength should be better. After being beaten a little and scolded a little, others are not as good as you at ten points. If you say one point, I will not say two points. If you say a hundred points, I will do it. It's a shortcoming to have to be a little bit like Dalmatians."

Lin Yi's hand slid from the opponent's collarbone all the way to his chest: "I'm already like that, do you still want it?"

"You've become like this and I'm still clinging on, so... what else can scare me?"

"But I... used to like your brother."

Qian Duoduo picked him up and moved him to the sofa: "That's because you will like me later, so you like him incidentally.

"Could you be thicker-skinned?"

"For you, it doesn't matter how thick it is."

No matter how hard the heart is, it will be softened in the warmth of ear-to-eye contact, and no matter how awkward the soul is, it will return to its original source in the powerful desire.

In the passion, you talk to me, laughing and cursing right and wrong, dissipating the heavy emotions, and also disintegrating the pretentiousness of Lin Yi's self-righteousness.

Things that were not complicated at first became entangled after meeting someone like Lin Yi. Fortunately, the one who fell in love with him was a rich man who didn't know how to push the boat with the water and only relied on his own will. The messy threads were torn apart, releasing Lin Yi who was trapped in a cocoon.

The doomsday predicted by Lin Yi himself is just like the doomsday predicted by the Mayans in 2012, which is a fiction.It was also because before that, Qian Duoduo had not yet entered his life, but now that this big-tailed wolf appeared, and a few wolf howls scared away Doomsday, and life became another look.

Lin Yi said: "Before, I always felt that I would end my life on a road farther and farther away from the crowd, sinking into the mud in self-hypnosis, giving up struggling in the quicksand, and since then I have achieved a career without any great achievements. Hero. But now I feel like I was lucky enough to have someone give me a hand, not the one I had hoped for, but not feel lost.

Qian Duoduo, I like you.

As you said, you will be responsible after hearing it. "