Lost Dreams

I don't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper.The living can die, and the dead can live.Those who are born but cannot die, and those who are dead but cannot be resurrected are not the ultimate in love.Why is the love in a dream untrue?There are so few people in dreams in the world!

To put it bluntly, the word love is not just between men and women.And what is love in the world?It makes life and death go hand in hand.After the kiss, Ruan Yu's whole body softened numbly. It was obvious that she took the initiative, but now it seemed that someone had taken the initiative.What should I say?She suddenly thought of the Book of Songs, "Women's procrastination, you can't say it." This sentence can only be thought about, and she dare not say it to make Man Qing laugh, she knows that Man Qing mostly discovered her own This is an ignorant love, but Man Qing doesn't tell the truth, and she doesn't deliberately emphasize it - after all, she is not sure whether Man Qing loves her now.

But whatever, just get drunk.Since I went to bed, it is not impossible to get up the next day and pretend that nothing happened, but Manyu's black eyes are really like snake eyes, looking at her quietly, as if looking into the bottom of her heart.

"Ruan Yu, are you drunk?" Man Qing touched her cheek, her cold palm rubbed against her comfortably.Man Qing helped her to lie down, leaving only a small night light by the bed - Man Qing was used to sleeping with a light on.

"Turn off the light, okay?" Ruan Yu leaned on the pillow and lazily stretched out a finger to tap the back of her hand. "With me by your side, there is nothing to be afraid of, right?"

"I'm not afraid anymore." Man Qing stretched out his hand and turned off the lights. In a dark room, there was only a little moonlight outside the window, which sprinkled on the bed of the two of them. "But I'm used to it. When I lived in Shanghai, I always focused on A little lamp."

"Hee hee, why don't you get into the habit of not turning on the lights now? You always sleep with a light on. Even a small light consumes a lot of electricity." Ruan Yu laughed at her.

"Hey, is it because Young Master Wang's electricity bill is more expensive than mine?" Man Qing replied to her seemingly dissatisfied, the two chatted and laughed for a while, and then they both went to bed.

When I got up the next day, it was raining lightly.Yuqing was sent back to the dormitory by Young Master Wang, while Manqing and Ruan Yuzi each held an oil-paper umbrella and went for a walk together.Walking to a bridge, Ruan Yu put away her umbrella, ran to Man Qing's umbrella, and joked with her: "Now I am that Xu Xian, and you are that white lady."

Man Qing laughed, asked Ruan Yu to hold her arm, and said back to her, "Then Xianggong will walk this broken bridge with me?"

When Ruan Yu took her into his arms, she sang White Snake and teased her again: "I love the West Lake in February, and the slanting wind and drizzle sends the cruise ship. The tenth Xiu came to cross the boat, and the hundredth Xiu came to sleep together—" The last two The word was too long, Ruan Yu blushed slightly, and Fen punched her twice to vent her anger.

After the results of the big exam came out, everyone in the dormitory was ready to go home.Manqing packed her luggage and went to Ruan Yu's house, while joking with Yuqing——this time Yuqing's Chinese language was only slightly higher than a passing grade, and Yuqing came down and said angrily that the old professor was really jealous of her beauty ——I went to the exam without dressing up, but I passed it!After hearing this, Man Qing laughed so much that her makeup would fall off her face.

"Hey, Manqing, you're not going back to Shanghai during the holidays? I'm still planning to visit you?" Yuqing only knew that she wasn't going back to Shanghai, but she didn't know the reason.Man Qing smiled at her: "You can go if you want. I'll let my two younger brothers entertain you. You and our second son have quite similar temperaments. We can definitely play together."

"What kind of temperament? Do you want to say it's similar? I always think it's not a good word." Yuqing curled her lips and acted like a baby in front of Manqing.

"It's the same naughty, but it's just as easy to play—" Man Qing didn't turn her eyes, she still packed her luggage, and waited for Yuqing to say "Okay! You really said something bad!" before laughing It's time to make amends.

"I guess I'll go back for a few days, I'll write you a letter before I leave." Man Qing had no choice but to escape in this way, and went to the gate of the Language University to find Ruan Yuhui.The old house of Ding's family sent a car, and the driver took the luggage and put it in the car, and opened the car door to welcome the two of them up.

Talking and laughing all the way, it passed quickly.The car finally parked in a green yard, even the railings were painted light green - Ruan Yuding's favorite color.There are roses planted in the flower garden, which are blooming vigorously in the past two days, and the bright red petals seem to be bleeding.A snow-white cat was lying on the stairs, wagging its tail lazily.There seemed to be a dog in the backyard, which barked softly.Manqing looked around and saw a large house with European-style buildings, which are common in the vicinity.There were not too many people, and there was only one gardener, a cooking mother and two maids, and the coachman went to rest after delivering the people.The girl came out quickly and carried all the luggage into the room. Manqing's cheongsams were all hung up. Ruan Yu insisted that the two of them live in the same room, using fear as an excuse.

Man Qing naturally had no objection.After the kiss that night, the two tacitly didn't bring up the matter again, just thinking it was a drunken joke.But she knew in her heart that Ruan Yu was probably moved.She didn't say anything, what should be confessed has already been done, and the rest is up to fate.Ruan Yu's character, I am afraid that he can't hide it for too long, and he will surrender by himself.

It's time to clean up, and it's time to eat.The old mother who cooks the rice was also brought from Shanghai, so the dishes she cooked must suit the tastes of the two of them. Manqing hadn't eaten Shanghai cuisine for a long time, and she enjoyed it very much.Strolling around the yard after dinner, walking cats and dogs, soon night came.Ruan Yu took Manqing upstairs, there was a table and chairs made of marble on the roof, the girl had prepared Ruan Yu's usual snacks and tea here.Man Qing sat on it comfortably, and sighed: "Hey—beauties and delicacies are here, and there will be such a golden full moon tonight, this life is enough."

Ruan Yu smiled slightly after hearing this, and the two of them drank tea in front of the moon, talked about poetry and painting, and waited until late at night before slowly walking into the room to sleep.

It was not the first time that Ruan Yu stayed in Hong Kong during the holiday, but it was the first time that she brought someone to stay overnight.Ruan Yu could remember those many nights when she curled up on the stone chair by herself, with the wine sent by the Wang family on the table.Always got drunk on those nights, but not always drunk.Later, I more or less realized that it was my temperament, I like silence, but I can't accept loneliness.So would go to a party, but fenced himself in under a tree.

It was an accident to meet Man Qing, but she took off all her disguise in front of her, but it is uncertain how Man Qing wants to love her.Man Qing said that she had kissed people, both men and women.From this sentence, you can always hear her romanticism.So I'm not sure about Manqing's love, I think it's hard to get, but Ruan Yu once revealed some, Manqing heard that she can speak French, and when she asked her to say a few words, she whispered: "Jet'aime" said that she loved her, but didn't know Did Manqing understand or not? She only smiled and said nicely.

Let's see the good fortune!In the end, she could only come to this conclusion. After all, if love is called a game, then whoever falls in love first must lose.She has lost her chance, is at a disadvantage, and now can only hope for an answer.

When Man Qing woke up, the sun was already high.Ruan Yu was still lying on the bed, even answering her with a soft voice.She got out of bed softly, ready to go for a stroll.

The house is indeed very big, Man Qing broke into a thin layer of sweat after walking around.The foreign clock in the living room only pointed to ten o'clock.Man Qing went to sit in the living room, the sunlight refracted in through the stained glass windows, and shone on the coffee table, like a small rainbow.

There are many photos of Ruan Yu in the living room, both when she was a child and when she grew up, Man Qing thought while looking at it, she really has been beautiful since she was a child.The cat on the stairs had curled up on her lap and dozed off, and she was petting it, thinking about her own business.

It's been a long time since I saw Junzhu—this was her first thought, and since she came to Hong Kong, she has never seen her face again, and writing letters occasionally can't relieve the pain of lovesickness.Man Qing has devoted her heart to such a younger sister, so no matter who hurts her later, she will not be overly sad—because she has room in her heart.Ruan Yu is the best object for her now, he can understand lovesickness and pass the time, but how to lure her to tell the truth has become a difficult task.

Now that there is already a kiss, Man Qing's calculations are very careful, and he doesn't care if Ruan Yu will be sad because of it.Others say she is passionate, but she herself thinks that she is the most ruthless lover—or maybe she only has a little love for Yunzhu.

After thinking for a long time, Ruan Yu called her in the room, which woke up the cat in fright, and ran to the yard to play with the dog.Man Qing walked upstairs slowly, probably because Ruan Yu woke up and found that she was not around, it was a bit strange.

She went up to see her, Ruan Yu sat on the bed with messy hair, her eyes were still a little blurred, probably still in her sleep, Manyu went to her herself: "Miss Ding, what do you want?"

Ruan Yu knew that Man Qing was laughing at her, but she followed suit, pursing her lips on purpose: "Hey—would you like to wait for me to change my clothes and comb my hair?"

"Hey, if you want to change clothes, you have to take off this body first?" Man Qing pretended to unbutton her, Ruan Yu blushed and drove Man Qing out, she changed her clothes and went out, but she acted like a baby and let Man Qing go out. Qing helped her dress up.

"Hey, the clothes we made seem to be here, why don't we go and pick them up? It's time. Although I know that tailor is slow in making things, it's been two months since we went to the theater?" Ruan Yu said.

"Okay." Man Qing sat in front of Ruan Yu and painted her eyebrows.The black eyebrow pencil was drawn in a curved line. The two of them were so close that they could spray each other's face with their breath. It was warm and itchy.

"Hey, shut your mouth." Man Qing took out the rouge and stopped Ruan Yu's chattering mouth.Apply a little red with your fingers, and dab it on her lips.Ruan Yu only felt that the place where Manqing's fingers passed was numb and hot, which made her a little embarrassed.

In the afternoon, of course, I went to pick up the finished clothes. The coachman sent them to the door of the shop, and then he took the reward from the young lady and went to have tea.Man Qing and Ruan Yu took the clothes and put them on immediately, which amazed the clerk.Ruan Yu immediately said that he was going to enjoy the flowers, so he greeted the coachman, and the three drove towards the park in a mighty manner.

It was a shady day, and many people came out to play.The driver parked the car and went to find a shaded place to chat with other people.Ruan Yu took out the tablecloths and desserts prepared in the car, and sat down with Man Qing at a place.In a land of bright purples and reds, the two of them are the only two cool flowers. People who look at the flowers naturally have part of their eyes on them.There were also people who came to strike up a conversation, but they were all rejected by Qianqian. They came to enjoy the flowers for the sake of tranquility all afternoon, but they felt a little restless because of the disturbance from others.Man Qing took Ruan Yu and left with him. The people who went back that day were talking about the two beauties under the Du Ying tree, which made those who were too lazy to enjoy the flowers feel regretful.

"In the end, I went home anyway. I can afford new clothes, so I must show you around." Ruan Yu sat in her garden, looking rather unhappy.

"The flowers in Ding's house are not uglier than those in other places, and you have to be free, okay?" Man Qing smiled.

Ruan Yu thought for a long time before accepting her answer.The cat smelled the cake, jumped on the table, swept the tea on the table with its tail, grabbed the cake and ran into the garden.Ruan Yu took Man Qing to catch it, and another day passed.