make-up

Jun Huai's heart couldn't stop beating, he hugged Jun Zhi, turned his back suddenly, suddenly he didn't dare to look at the people behind him.

The young man's crisp voice came from beside him, "Daddy, this lord helped Ming'er today..."

Feng Lichen didn't ask what kind of help she was helping, and didn't say much.Jun Huai could only hear his familiar voice with a smile, very soft and indifferent, "If you don't dislike the simple food, you can stay and have a meal before leaving."

Jun Zhi sticks out his small head, "I want to eat too, can I stay?"

Jun Huai didn't hear Feng Lichen's voice for a long time, the child in his arms struggled to get down, mumbling "I want to play with my brother", he put Jun Zhi down, fell silent for a while, was about to speak, but He heard Feng Lichen call his name.

"Jun Huai."

There was no longer a brisk smile in the voice, as if it had been precipitated and lost its brilliance in a short period of time and became dull.The tone of affirmation is full of regret, but the emotion between the two words is so empty.

Junhuai, Junhuai...

Feng Lichen seldom called him that, even if it was a rare few times, it was with intimacy and a smile.When was he not called "Huaihuai"?Even if he was insulted by himself, when did he really let go of this title?

Jun Huai clenched his hands unconsciously. He was fully prepared, turned around, and played with the corners of his mouth, trying to pretend to be relaxed and ask "How are you doing?"

However, wherever he looked, when he really saw Feng Lichen in his eyes, he couldn't laugh anymore. At that moment, his heart was very empty, as if his most important thing had been destroyed that sense of powerlessness.

Feng Lichen was sitting in a wheelchair, dressed in rags, her ink-like hair turned gray, lost its luster and fell down on her chest, that handsome face seemed to have gone through thousands of vicissitudes and became bleak.

Jun Huai is still noble and handsome, and his children must be loved by thousands of people.

And Feng Lichen took off the cloak of a king, everyone mocked her, her hands and feet were useless, she could only rely on her two children to make ends meet, even worse than the lowliest people.

Those eyes were still a noble and gorgeous purple, but they no longer had the proud glow of the past.

"Feng... Lichen..." She hadn't mentioned these three words for many years, and when she spoke again, she trembled like a sob.

Feng Lichen's face was a little pale, but his eyes were always calm. He ordered a few words and let the three children go into the house.

He and Jun Huai were left.The relationship between the two seems to have always been silent, just like now, Feng Lichen doesn't speak, and Jun Huai doesn't speak either.Jun Huai looked at Feng Lichen, but Feng Lichen lowered his eyes and looked at the ground.

The dirt road with potholes and weeds is nothing to see.Jun Huai took a deep breath, only to realize that the silence was so unbearable.

How he wished that Feng Lichen could be like before, laughing and looking for nothing to say.

"That child, it's Feng Yu..." Jun Huai, who didn't know where to start, uttered such a sentence in a daze.After finishing speaking, he regretted it. He saw that Feng Lichen's hands were trembling, and he didn't respond to his words.

From the palm to the back of the hand, there is a hideous scar, which was left by him himself.Jun Huai's eyes trembled, and after all, he no longer concealed his pity in those eyes. He walked forward, gently held Feng Lichen's hand, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

It hurts, how can it not hurt.Feng Lichen chuckled, at that time he was in so much pain that he was about to die, he also thought he was going to die... Unexpectedly, he lived for so long...

He didn't speak, Jun Huai stroked the scar, his fingertips were trembling.Feng Lichen looked at his hands, still slender and fair, then his eyebrows, his hair...

Still looking like he was chasing after him back then...

Time has spared Jun Huai, but fate has played a big joke on himself.What is the current self in front of Jun Huai?

"Now, what are we? Jun Huai?" Feng Lichen asked, the corner of his mouth no longer had a smile designed to please Jun Huai, and those purple eyes no longer held warmth, only hopeless The ultimate alienation and indifference.

He pulled out his hand, Jun Huai's expression became a little at a loss at that moment, looking at him, Feng Lichen smiled, the smile was not deep, "What are you at a loss for?"

As he said that, without giving Jun Huai any time to think, he said weakly: "I will give you everything you want, and now, only this life is left. If you blame me so much, then you will take this bad life away." Take your valuable life, those two children are innocent, let them go."

After finishing speaking, he frowned and smiled bitterly, "Forget it, let's kill us together, I'm afraid that the two of them will stay in this world and suffer..."

Feng Lichen thought that after so many years, he had already looked down on life and death, and the indifference of the world, but this selfish and humble prayer still made him cry uncontrollably.

After a few years of unbearable encounters, now I have met Jun Huai. His appearance and everything about him seemed to remind me that the first half of my life was just a joke, or that it was just a role of a miserable person in other people's fate for people to play.

Jun Huai looked at him silently, a sense of bitterness welled up in his heart for no reason.Feng Lichen seldom shed tears in front of him. In his impression, this person always had a smile on his lips, no matter how he mocked and treated him coldly.

"I'm here this time just to see you."

Feng Lichen wiped away tears with the back of his hand, choked up and said, "It seems that this is the first time you have said such things to me." But, he no longer needs it.

"I thought you came to see me to make fun of. If not, according to your previous temperament, you would wish for me to die."

His words had a decidedly hopeless feel to them.Jun Huai frowned, he wanted to ask Feng Lichen why he thought so, but when he thought about what he had done before, he realized that he had no position to ask such a question.

"No." He denied it categorically, and shifted the heavy topic, "I have been looking for you for four years. During these four years, I realized my absurdity. I was wrong and I was acting on my own will."

"Then what? You are wrong, do you want me to forgive you?" Feng Lichen asked back, the corners of his lips were a little dry, and it seemed that he had used a lot of effort to speak, he looked a little tired.

Jun Huai lowered his eyelids and did not speak.This face, even without expression, is always fascinating.

Feng Lichen laughed, "You didn't do anything wrong to me. You just don't love me, I'm the one to blame."

It's your own fault, what a familiar word.Jun Huai blinked his sour eyes, these were the words he used to mock Feng Lichen.

Jun Huai looked at him, carefully watching the expression on Feng Lichen's face.He wanted to know if Feng Lichen really didn't hate him, if he really let go...

He didn't know what he wanted to see, but Feng Lichen's indifferent look as if he didn't care about anything made him feel frustrated.

Everything has changed.

Along the way, he was thinking about whether Feng Lichen should be ecstatic or resentful when he saw him; how would he show his thorough understanding over the years, and if Feng Lichen hated him, how would he get his love? forgive……

And those two children, Feng Yu is his own son, what can he do to bring them back to his side.

But everything that happened now was out of track with his vision.The words and sentences that were originally organized were destroyed without leaving a trace in front of Feng Lichen's calm and calm.