make-up

The mountain worms were still chirping tirelessly. The wind blowing from the other side of the mountain brushed away the black hair on the side of Jun Huai's cheeks, and the golden sun fell on Jun Huai's face, which was white and rosy, and seemed a bit ashamed .

Feng Lichen looked into Jun Huai's eyes with a clear expression, with a little sadness and pity.There was a bitter feeling in my heart, when would Jun Huai not be cold to him?When did you not say sarcastic words to him?How long has he been waiting?It's ridiculous that now he doesn't want anything, but Jun Huai got his wish.

"Stop talking, you guys go back..."

He broke the silence, but said something to drive people away.Jun Huai only felt that his heart was beating very fast at that time, as if he couldn't breathe, "Li Chen, don't you want me to stay for dinner..." He called his name, his voice seemed to be somewhat gentle How helpless.

Feng Lichen frowned slightly, thought for a while, and nodded.

Jun Huai always thought that even at this point, Feng Lichen still had him in his heart, and he was always reluctant to part with him, even hating him.As a result, the remaining guilt in his heart was also annihilated by emotions. He thought, since this is the case, it is always good to make up for it slowly in the future.

Three children, two adults, the meal is quiet, no one speaks.

After eating, Feng Ming took the initiative to clean up the bowl, Feng Yu went back to the side room, leaving Jun Zhi holding Jun Huai's leg, looking at Feng Lichen timidly.

Feng Lichen issued a eviction order, "Please go back..."

What else did Jun Huai want to say, he had too many things to ask Feng Lichen.But after thinking about it, he decided to do it, after all, he knew where Feng Lichen was now, so he was not in a hurry.

He took Junzhi away and did not see Feng Lichen's suddenly painful expression.

On the second day, Jun Huai came alone, in the evening.

He was holding some calligraphy and paintings, and a package.At that time Feng Lichen was mending clothes at the table and lit an oil lamp.Seeing the uninvited person, his face paled a little, and he frantically tried to hide the needle and thread in his hand, but accidentally pricked his finger.

His fingertips were immediately stained with blood.Jun Huai saw it sharp-eyed, and immediately took out a handkerchief, intending to wipe it for him.Feng Lichen dodged his hand, and said slowly: "It's okay."

Jun Huai still wanted to persevere, but he heard Feng Lichen's slightly ironic voice, "There's nothing to wipe, I didn't die after bleeding so much before, such a small wound is nothing. Not worthy of using these good things."

Jun Huai froze and did not move.After a while, he straightened up slowly, watching Feng Lichen lower his head and fiddling with needlework, his gray hair covered half of his face, this color hurt his eyes.

"Are you blaming me for not being nice to you before, but now, after so many years, are you thinking about treating you well?" Under the dim light, his face looked a little dark, and he thought of how he had hurt Feng Feng before. Lichen, thinking of how this person smiled and said "I like you so much" to him...

"But, Lichen, didn't you say you don't hate me? You like me, but you say you don't want to. Then let's forget about the past and start over, shall we?"

The tenderness in his words, in the past, Jun Huai only looked like this when he was talking to Feng Litian.Feng Lichen sighed softly, raised her head, and looked at Jun Huai.

Those beautiful eyes no longer had the ruthlessness of the past, and that handsome face was no longer cold without the slightest emotion. Standing in front of him was the king whom he had thought about so many days and nights.

After so many years, Jun Huai finally said "I want to have a good time with him", but he, now, not to mention that he has become indifferent to emotional matters, how can he be worthy of him even if he is so useless and pitiful now? ?

A sense of tiredness hit his heart, Feng Lichen suddenly felt very tired and panicked, his palms even broke out in a layer of cold sweat, "Jun Huai, what do you want... I don't have anything left. Heart," he smiled wryly, touching his heart, "I have already given you this heart, and if you don't want it, you still trample on it. Now, I just want to keep it for myself and my child."

"Your child is also my child." Jun Huai was obviously a little excited, his words were trembling, he squatted down, and squeezed Feng Lichen's hand tightly, "You don't want them to have no father, do you? By my side, Lichen, we will have a good time, just like you expected before, okay..."

"It's not yours." Feng Lichen shook his head lightly, he said flatly, looking at Jun Huai, the candlelight was dancing, his purple eyes were full of determination, "It was never yours, they were mine .”

The strength in his hands was a little heavier, Jun Huai laughed at himself, "Li Chen, you are blaming me...I admit, I was wrong before, I shouldn't be so heartless, but have you thought about it?" However, what a proud person I am... But you threaten me, threaten me with the "ambition" that I care most about, what do you want me to do, I am not a saint, I can't treat you calmly, you can't , stand in my position, think for me?"

After all, it should always be Feng Lichen's fault.In the past, it was wrong to provoke Jun Huai, but now, it is wrong to blame Jun Huai.

Feng Lichen only felt that his head was hurting even more, he struggled to break away Jun Huai's hand, and said lightly, "Look, why is it so hard to talk to you... I said, from the beginning to the end, it was me Wishful thinking made today's end. If you don't like it, don't hate it, it's true, can't you believe me for once?" He paused again, lowered his head, and chuckled, "I seem to be Expecting something extraordinary, almost ten years have passed, and I have forgotten that you never believed me before..."

"I..." Opening her thin lips lightly, Jun Huai wanted to refute, but was interrupted by Feng Lichen.

"When I was pregnant with Yu'er, you told me that I don't have to have your child. You see, the child just now looks exactly like you. As long as you want it, you will have it. What's more, you just watched Feng Yu's falling into the water. At that time, I... really wanted to..." Feng Lichen was a little choked up as he spoke, every word was choked in his throat and he couldn't get out, he took a deep breath, After I calmed down a bit, I said: "I thought about it later, and I don't blame you. You don't recognize him and have no feelings for him. I can't stand on the moral high ground and ask you to be responsible for Yu'er's life and death." Responsible."

"As for Ming'er, he's me and someone else...well..."

Feng Lichen wanted to say more, but Jun Huai blocked her mouth with her fingertips.Jun Huai never knew that such calm words sounded like a sharp smile to him, mocking his so-called "hate" in the past, which almost made him breathless.

"Stop talking." His tone was a little pleading, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes.

Feng Lichen closed his eyes tiredly, and the brilliance disappeared.He thought, he must have read it wrong, noble and proud like a king, how could he be like his former self, with the emotion of praying and longing?