make-up

The cold night was quiet, the endless darkness seemed to swallow everything, and the air was so silent that it was suffocating.

Jun Huai blinked lightly, and said, "I don't know if I really like you, but I want to treat you sincerely."

He hugged Feng Lichen, and said gentle words, which added a bit of warmth to the slightly cold night.Feng Lichen chuckled lightly, breaking the original tense atmosphere.

"You killed Feng Yi and Feng Er."

He spoke slowly, warm breath on Jun Huai's shoulder.His voice was muffled, as if he was feeling wronged, but there was no ups and downs in his words.

Jun Huai lowered his head slightly, he had various reasons in his mind.However, there was not a single word that could be spoken.He gave a somewhat helpless "hmm".

"They died because of me, I don't have the right to enjoy the rest of my life." Feng Lichen sighed several times, her voice trembling slightly.

"They're already dead. No matter how bad your life is, there's nothing you can save except tormenting yourself." Jun Huai was very calm, but what Feng Lichen heard was cruel and inhuman.

"You haven't changed at all. Jun Huai, you seem to have always only cared about yourself. You said that you want to treat me sincerely, but it's just to make yourself feel better." Feng Lichen pushed him away , Leaning against the corner of the wall.The candlelight fell on his tear-stained face, which was pale and terrifying, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was very cold.

Jun Huai denied it without hesitation, he faltered, but couldn't tell the reason behind it.

Feng Lichen understood, he asked Jun Huai to pour himself a bowl of water and put it beside him, he said: "Forget it, it gave me a headache. I will tell you everything about these years. Tomorrow, you go, don't worry about it." Come again.

He didn't give Jun Huai any time to react, the opening sentence had already calmed Jun Huai.

"Shen Zhang asked you for me because I look like the late Queen Xiao of King Yu. You gave me to him, and he gave me to King Yu..."

He spoke calmly, as if telling someone else's story.

"You must be wondering why Feng Yu survived and would still be with me. Back then, I was married to King Yu in exchange for the lives of Feng Yu and Ming'er."

"Later, King Yu got tired of playing, and always thought that I was thinking about how to replace Queen Xiao, and he just thought that such a cheap person like me was not worthy to be compared with his Queen Xiao, so he sent me to the military camp. He used Feng Yu and Ming'er threatened me, asking for him to have fun. At that time, I had nothing but an indistinct body, what else could I do except spread my legs?"

"I once escaped with Feng Yu and Feng Ming, but I was arrested before leaving the country. They disabled my hands, and I lost all my martial arts, so I never dared to think about running away."

"Then, they are even more unscrupulous."

"My legs were ruined by them..."

"Finally," Feng Lichen raised his eyes and looked at Jun Huai.He bent his mouth, as if smiling, but it was infinitely desolate, "It was Liu Ji who stole Shen Zhang's token and let us go, so he escaped."

After he finished speaking, he took a sip of water, compared to the previous fear, Feng Lichen was too calm now.

With just a few words, Feng Lichen finished talking about the events of the past few years.Putting together every word and sentence, it was like a sharp knife, engraving the suffering Feng Lichen had suffered in his heart.

Strictly speaking, he is Feng Lichen's husband and Feng Yu Fengming's father.But he never admitted that he was doing things that hurt them and pushed them into the abyss with his own hands.

It was also now that he realized how ridiculous the guarantees he had given were in the face of the pain Feng Lichen had suffered.He used to push them into a desperate situation with his own hands, but now, regretting it, he easily wants to get them back.

How can there be such a cheap thing in the world?

Jun Huai didn't even dare to think that Feng Lichen would encounter these things.No wonder, there was no news for several years, presumably, it was also concealed by Yu Wang and Shen Zhang.

"I looked for you, but I couldn't find you..." Jun Huai murmured, like a child in a daze.

Feng Lichen put down the bowl, "It's been a few years, those days are like a nightmare haunting my heart, every time I close my eyes, I seem to be able to see me being humiliated... Ha..." He He exhaled softly, "I managed to keep them all in my heart, but you appeared again at this time..."

Having said that, Feng Lichen gently closed his eyes as if he couldn't bear it anymore, "In the first half of my life, I was never at peace, and I don't blame anyone; in the second half of my life, I don't want to live a good life, people like me , deserves to be punished.”

Jun Huai pursed his lips and looked at him, "It's not like this..."

"Go, let me be alone. I'm so messed up now, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to hold on..." Feng Lichen said wearily, he turned over, turned his back to Jun Huai, and said silently refused.

Jun Huai didn't know how many times he felt helpless in the past two days, he seemed to understand Feng Lichen's mood.It's really uncomfortable in my heart, it's ridiculous that he didn't think it was enough back then, so he made fun of Feng Lichen in different ways.

"Li Chen, I..." He suddenly turned Feng Lichen's body and was about to speak, but Feng Lichen began to cough violently.

A heart-piercing cough, and all the coughing up was blood.

In a short time, Feng Lichen's whole body seemed to be fished out of the water, and his whole body was drenched in cold sweat.

Jun Huai anxiously asked him what was the matter, but what he saw was Feng Lichen biting his lips tightly. Finally, he heard a "pain", and Feng Lichen passed out.

He was flustered, how could the person who was talking to him one moment ago cough up blood and fainted... He eagerly called Feng Lichen's name, the person on the bed didn't respond at all, only his body Still trembling slightly.

He went to check Feng Lichen's pulse, but it was extremely chaotic, fast and slow, which made him feel sad and suffocated.

He didn't dare to stay any longer, hugged Feng Lichen, and rushed down the mountain.

That night, he kidnapped more than a dozen doctors to treat Feng Lichen, all of them said that their medical skills were not good enough to take on this important task.The tyranny in Jun Huai's heart was aroused for the first time, and when it happened, he was stopped by Xu Mi.

Fortunately, a doctor gave a solution, Jun Huai asked someone to cook the medicine according to what he said, and Feng Lichen was temporarily out of danger.

Taking advantage of this moment, Jun Huai wanted to wipe Feng Lichen's body clean.However, when he took off the clothes on this man's body, those scars were exposed in front of him, he thought, at that time, how much pain would Feng Lichen have to suffer?

After such a toss, half the sky has turned white.Jun Huai stayed beside Feng Lichen, putting his hands on his chest from time to time to see if he was still there.

His hands were shaking.Jun Huai thought, he seemed to be so afraid for the first time.