make-up

This day was really like what Feng Lichen said, it was raining cats and dogs.The raindrops fell on the top of the house, and the sound was so loud that it seemed to smash the house.

Jun Huai remembered that he didn't seem to see Feng Yu and Feng Ming when he came in. He thought about the scene when he went back to see the two children for the first time, and he couldn't help showing a little worried look in his eyes, "Yu'er and Ming'er... ..."

"I let the two of them go to someone else's house." Feng Lichen accepted his words lightly, pushed the wheelchair to the window to close it.

A gust of wind blew, and raindrops floated in through the window, soaking his clothes.

Jun Huai quickly pushed the person away from the window and closed it.He looked at Feng Lichen's still somewhat indifferent face, and said a little dumbfounded: "It's raining so hard, I never brought an umbrella, so don't drive me away..."

In the past, even if he went out at night, Feng Lichen would worry for a long time, but now it is different.

Feng Lichen rolled up his somewhat wet sleeves, listening to Jun Huai's words, he seemed to see himself back then.At that time, with a humble request, I just wanted to stay by Jun Huai's side and take a good look at him.

He didn't know if Jun Huai was in the same mood as him, but when Jun Huai said this, he really answered the "reluctance" he often said before.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and there is no tendency to stop.Feng Lichen's hands hurt and his legs hurt. Originally, Fengyu and Fengming were handed over to Liu Ji and the others to prevent the two children from seeing their pain. Now that Jun Huai is following him every step of the way, he wants him to bite. The teeth endured the pain, and for a while, the head also hurt a little.

Gradually, I became a little bored in my heart, and my words and words were no longer under my control. When Jun Huai knelt down again and stubbornly wanted to rub his hands, he waved Jun Huai's hand away. An unprecedented impatience, "Don't bother me..."

Jun Huai withdrew his hand, with thousands of emotions passing through his heart, but in the end, he said yes.

Feng Lichen was silent for a long time, until the candles were gradually extinguished, he said tiredly: "Tonight, the rain may not stop, you should rest in Yu'er's room." At the end , he added, "Maybe it's not as comfortable as the bed in your house, so just make do with it."

Afraid of irritating him again, Jun Huai turned around and went to the next room.

When the door was closed, Feng Lichen relaxed his body in an instant. He bent over and lay down on the table.The exposed side face was very pale, sweating coldly, and enduring great pain.

The rain outside the window kept falling, as if the whole world was submerged in the waist.Listening to the sound of rain, Feng Lichen only felt that his body was in more pain, and his pale lips overflowed with an uncontrollable moan of pain.

Very quietly, like a wounded cub.

In the second half of the night, maybe the rain stopped, and Jun Huai heard someone crying while he was half asleep and half awake.The sounds were suppressed and full of fear, as if they were being tortured.

Apart from him, this place is Feng Lichen, whose voice this voice belongs to is self-evident.

The whole person became sober in an instant, he ran directly to Feng Lichen's door and broke in without even wearing his shoes.

There was no candle, the room was very dark, Jun Huai lit the candle he carried with him, and approached Feng Lichen step by step.

He saw Feng Lichen's appearance clearly.Feng Lichen's leg was broken, he knew it, because Feng Lichen was always in a wheelchair and never got up.He didn't dare to ask the reason behind it, so he just pretended that he didn't know anything.

But now, Feng Lichen's whole body is curled up at the corner of the bed, but his legs are twisted at an unbelievable angle, which looks extremely weird.

Jun Huai seemed to be frightened, and stood aside in a daze, without moving.

It wasn't until Feng Lichen's painful groans came again that he woke up like a dream, and stepped forward to grab Feng Lichen's hand, trying to wake him up.

During this period, Feng Lichen struggled all the time, and his fingers even scratched his flesh.He never let go, he hugged her into his arms and comforted her until Feng Lichen became sober.

After a rain, the temperature in the mountains was lower, and a gust of wind blew from the door, making Jun Huai's body tremble slightly.The faint candle flame danced violently, before it went out, he saw Feng Lichen's white hair flashing by.

Feng Lichen clung to him, he was like a drowning man, Yu, Xi, Tuan, and Tuan clung to a piece of life-saving driftwood, tightly refusing to let go.Jun Huai ran his hands down his back, trying to comfort him, and also wanted to say something.However, in the past, he only looked coldly at Feng Lichen and ridiculed him, but now even if he has a lot of things to say in his heart, he can't say it.

Feng Lichen's body gradually relaxed, and she no longer trembled so much.Jun Huai thought, he should be awake.

But Feng Lichen still clung to his arm, leaning her head on his shoulder.Hearing his trembling voice, Jun Huai asked herself, "Have you always wanted to know how I got here in the past nine years? I'll tell you everything. If you know, never come to me, okay?"

If the first half of the sentence made Jun Huai feel happy, his doubts for many years could finally be solved; the second half of the sentence was like cold water, extinguishing all his expectations.

He didn't speak, disagreed, Feng Lichen didn't speak, leaning on his shoulder, breathing shallowly.

The two seem to be confronting each other, and it's the same as who will win in the end.

Jun Huai hugged Feng Lichen tightly, he thought, he had been obsessed with Feng Lichen for nine years, but he was just used to Feng Lichen's existence, if he went deeper, he just wanted an answer.

Feng Lichen said she didn't hate him, but she didn't hate him.It's good for him to believe, and there is no need to burden himself.

Now Feng Lichen said that he would tell him everything about the past nine years, but the price was that "I would not come to him anymore", in other words, Feng Lichen didn't want to see him.If he is really used to Feng Lichen's words to him, and the doubts in his heart are solved, he leaves, and the rest of his life is very long, then it would not be very good to find someone who is as good to him as Feng Lichen. okay?

Jun Huai lowered his eyes, this kind of thinking made him feel uneasy, if he is really used to it, nine years have changed, there are all kinds of people around him, why, seeing Feng Lichen's current appearance, Or do you want to call him back to yourself?

It's not a habit, or I like it long ago without knowing it.

"Why do you treat me like this? It's better for you to go back with me than to stay in this place and suffer, what do you think?"

Feng Lichen laughed, coldly in the dark.Jun Huai always felt that the person in his arms seemed to be different now.

"Jun Huai, do you really like me?" Feng Lichen asked with a faint voice, as if coming from afar.

Jun Huai froze and didn't speak.

"Like it, or don't you like it?" Feng Lichen asked quietly.

Jun Huai raised his head slightly, looked up at the room and blinked, but gave an uncertain answer, "Maybe."

"Perhaps? Jun Huai, do you still remember that you once said to me that if you want me to like me, you must kill me; Was it thrown out by you as something?" Feng Lichen chuckled a few times, his body trembling.The voice was cold, and the laughter was low but with a hint of sarcasm, like the tip of a knife, pressed against Jun Huai's throat, making him speechless.