jealous tail

Tossing until three o'clock in the morning, the house with the lights always on does not distinguish between day and night. When the front shouted, it never overwhelmed the sound of the wind outside, and was laughed at by Du Tingwei. The weather outside may not be very good.

Washed off the greasy body, he was rolled into his arms like a rabbit wrapped around a carrot, pillowed on his pulse-beating long arms, and closed his eyes in his arms.

It was a very harmonious and happy picture, but just as I was about to squeeze into his arms, my stomach rumbled.

I was skinny and shameless, but I would still feel ashamed if I spoiled the scenery, so I blushed and pretended to be in a deep sleep, but he knew me too well, kissed the corner of my mouth twice, and asked me what I wanted to eat.

It's all right now, I don't have to pretend anymore, just as I opened my eyes, I saw him smiling at me, with blue waves flowing in his eyes, I was overwhelmed by his beauty countless times during sex, now I look at me so calmly It will still feel touching.

I thought he was impeccably handsome before, but he is not as passionate and sexy as he is now. No wonder TV dramas always have some plots of marriage first and then love.

"whatever."

"Then down there."

I stared at him weakly, "Brother, have you spent all your life's nonsense in these few days?"

He didn't seem to have that kind of meaning at all. After I clicked on him, he said, "So that's what he meant."

I kicked his calf, and he expected that I would retaliate, so he just waited and clamped my leg easily.

"Oh, big-headed ghost, let go!" "Can I make you some pasta?" "Anything is fine."

He looked at my neck, "Is it really all right?" I couldn't bear it anymore, "Get out!" He got up and kissed me on both eyes, then got out of bed, and quickly lifted the quilt to cover me Kissed on the ankle, and then ran away like a prostitute met the police, kicked the slippers on the ground, and dropped them halfway, laughing like a midnight bell.

I shook my head, feeling like I was being fucked by a child.

It's okay, the child can cook anyway, and he also ate hotel meals when he first stayed here, but the hotel food is okay if he eats it once or twice. If he eats too much, he will feel full of chicken essence and spices. I really can't eat it. I have a bad appetite. He started to make it himself, and I ate three bowls of rice that day. Except for drinks and desserts, he never ordered a meal from the hotel again.

As soon as he left, my place was empty. Usually, I would sleep and he cooks. It’s rare to be hungry in the middle of the night. When he was here, he felt that such a big suite was not enough for me to roll. He As soon as I walked in, I felt that the house was too spacious.

I had nothing to do and pulled the drawer of the bedside table to play, and when I pulled it, I saw my mobile phone on the third floor. After that day, I was completely isolated from it for three days.

When I turned on the phone, I would think of my jealous and ugly appearance that day, blacking out the screen to see myself, the sound of water in the kitchen, and feeling that I was a proud fox, Jin Yeyu, I saw it, Du Tingwei, you can’t take it with you.

With this distorted sense of pride, I really wanted to go to Jin Yeyu's Weibo like Xiaosan provoking my original partner. Even if he didn't know who I was, even if I wouldn't declare war with him, I just felt that with this It will be very exciting to browse his secret treasure land with a body full of ambiguous marks.

In fact, I am a typical villain who succeeds, so I did this when I thought about it. I ignored the many call records and messages, and opened Weibo to find Jinyeyu.

He didn’t post a new Weibo, it’s the old one, maybe he’s never posted such extreme language, there are thousands of comments below, I’m too lazy to click on it, I just swipe, and I saw another Weibo from him, no It was only when I was playing Weibo that I discovered that the top Weibo post was not the latest one.

After that microblog was posted on the top microblog, I suddenly felt something was wrong when I saw the first three words. I immediately turned off my phone, and trembled under the quilt for a few seconds.

Swallowed twice, then opened it again, it's nothing, Xia Zhushen, he talks so much nonsense, maybe he's still yelling, but then you fight back, if he says a nonsense, you have to do it with Du Tingwei once, how many times he sends How many days have you lived with Du Tingwei on Weibo, yes, that's it, same as last time, nothing, nothing.

I collected my breath and slowly opened the full text.

"I was wrong, I did the wrong thing, and I gave the wrong sincerity.

I have always refused to let go of my ridiculous obsession, and kept it in my heart like a holy place. I knew that we would never be able to, but I always wanted to try again. Maybe next time, delusional feelings would appear.

I keep the person I like so despicably, even if I just look at it, I feel happy and satisfied, but I never think that my every move is turning the person I like into another golden leaf elm in the bushes.

I linger around this side, and I blame myself on that heart, so that the care, love, and companionship that I wantonly consume will slowly disappear. "

The bird I love is angry, the bird that loves me abandons me, and I am what I was before, and there is no one to save and no one to rejoice.

Some things can only be cherished when they are lost. My oriole will not come back. No one in this world is willing to accompany me through the cold wind, cold snow, and hot summer.

If I can give you a chance to be resurrected, I will definitely protect that light and tell him that when you come to this world, it is not I who light you up, but you who become your hope.

I will still wait day and night, whether he wants to fly back or not, I know that only with patience can miracles happen.

Also, I really like you, I have completely recognized myself, I only like you, come back earlier, in this world, only we can depend on each other. "

There were two buzzing sounds, and the text message came in at the right time, and it happened to be opened by the shaking thumb.

"Xiao Shen, Du Tingwei is not suitable for me, but it is also not suitable for you. We are not people from the same world. We cannot live together. The relationship between the three of us should get back on track. Xiao Shen, we should face up to this messy relationship. Come back, you like me and I belong to you completely, let's be together, okay, I was greedy, ignorant, and absurd in the past, but please don't just leave me, you leave I don't know how to live these days."

My mobile phone hit the mattress, these things were like bombs thrown at me suddenly, my mind was buzzing with gunfire, the love I got these days, the madness these days, I pretended to maintain Everything that was pushing and pushing suddenly became uncontrollable.

A corner of my ridiculous pretense was ripped out, and a corner of my precious peace was shattered.

I thought I was a complete bastard, even if I was a mistress, I could still swagger, but it didn’t seem like that. There was a huge panic surrounding me. Before, I was still proud of stealing fish and getting fish, but now I feel like a villain who has committed a capital crime.

What is Jin Yeyu talking about, he actually said he likes me, he is begging me to turn around, he is actually admitting his mistake to me, he is still there, sad?Suddenly a flash of lightning flashed across the sky outside the window, waking up my pale face. I suddenly opened my eyes wide, fearing that an executioner would rush out from some dark corner in the next moment, and announce my crimes to the world, and then in such a terrible Hacked me to death at night.

No, it shouldn't be this kind of scene, it shouldn't be Jinyeyu, you shouldn't be like this, you continue to be arrogant, you continue to be indifferent, you continue to like Du Tingwei and treat me as a spare tire, what are you doing now , why this gesture?It was you who made a mistake and I provoked you. It was you who forced me to come here, to have sex with Du Tingwei, and to refuse to go back and forgive, but why are you doing this now.

You are like this, what reason do I have to continue to lie to myself confidently, how can I deal with this shaky and vague feeling.

I sat paralyzed and realized clearly that I was not comparing or jealous at all. I was just using Jin Yeyu and his hidden secret to satisfy my twisted and strange personal relationship.

I suddenly couldn't tell, who am I in love with?It rained suddenly outside the window, and the bean-sized raindrops slammed on the glass window frantically, so shocking, it reminded me of the terminal building that day, the black umbrella, the candied haws in my arms, and the The temperature of that person's palm.

It also reminds me of the 20 years that were like mud, and the moment when I broke free from the mud.

I pinch my hickeys like crazy, I want to tear the skin off, they shouldn't be here, and I shouldn't be here, I made a mistake, I made a mistake, I have to cover up the evidence .

It was the golden leaf elm that gave me hope, and it was the golden leaf elm that kept me alive. After searching for so long, it was the golden leaf elm that I finally met. In the end, it was the golden leaf elm that I liked and wanted to hold by my side for the rest of my life.

It's not Du Tingwei, it's not Du Tingwei who is independent in Taohuayuan, it's Jinyeyu who has nothing to rely on like me.

I shouldn't have betrayed Jin Yeyu, no, he didn't make a mistake, he just loves me, he is not as careful as Du Tingwei, but this is what I want, I was stirred up by desire called jealousy, provoking Du Tingwei recklessly, Violated the taboo of our peace.

The more I thought about it, the more terrifying it became. Jin Yeyu fished me out of the quagmire, but I turned around and pushed him in. What is the difference between him and those people like vicious dogs in my life.

It's terrible, I'm terrible, a person like me turned into this, so disgusting.

I can't give Jinyeyu purity, nor can I give Du Tingwei a long time. While hurting Jinyeyu, I abused Du Tingwei.

I am a bad person, I am no different from those ghosts who have no reincarnation in the mud, others give me light and warmth, but I give others darkness.

It was already winter, and the resounding thunder was as deafening as a punishment from God. I was so scared that I fell to the ground with my head in my arms.

Du Tingwei came in at some point, his eager face was imprinted in my pupils, I almost couldn't recognize who he was.

I'm going to destroy him, I feel I'm going to destroy him, I'm a ghost, I'm going to drag him into the abyss, stay with him again, and we'll all three be in hell with no escape.

No, it won't work like this.

Xia Zhu is deep, and wants to drive the swan out of this cloudy water.

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