jealous tail

I wanted to go back for myself, but I was still in a daze on the bed when the doorbell rang.

I stuffed my things into my pocket and ran to open the door. I didn't even notice the smile on my lips, but as soon as I opened the door, I was hugged, and a strange smell filled my nose.

It turned out to be golden leaf elm.

He strangled me so hard that I couldn't breathe, I struggled a bit, and whispered that you hurt me, but he kept talking about how I finally saw you, and ignored what I was saying, his tone was too happy, I The hand that wanted to push it away could only fall down.

I wonder why I want to push him away, obviously, he took the initiative to hug me, which is something I've been hoping for for a long time.

I waited for him to calm down, and patted his shoulder, "Jin Yeyu, get up first."

He was taken aback when he heard the words, and then I remembered that I didn't call him Ayu anymore.

He licked his lips, retracted the disappointment in his eyes, but still grabbed my hand, he wanted to cross his fingers, I struggled for a long time, finally gave up, and followed him.

Isn't this what I yearn for?What's going on here.

"Xiao Shen, I used to..." "Don't talk about those things before, the past..." "I can't get over it!" He interrupted me sharply.

"I can't make it through, Xiaoshen, it's my fault, it's all my fault, you were obviously injured, and I left you alone at home to let you suffer those injuries, Du Tingwei said that you... your joints have been removed , Well, how painful it is."

It seemed that he was the one who was injured, and he was in so much pain that he couldn't continue, "You are so afraid of pain, how scared you would be at that time, me, how could I let you suffer such grievances."

I almost forgot whether the joints hurt or not. I just saw that there were needle marks on his eyebrows, and the wound was old. Since Du Tingwei told him, maybe it was Du Tingwei who punched him.

His eyelashes fluttered, he grabbed my hand and cried like a child, and even his waist collapsed. I was a little at a loss, and I didn’t know how to stop him. I was terrified to find that when he cried, my first feeling was not distressed. , but upset.

"Don't be like this, get up, I'm fine, brother...Du Tingwei came here very quickly, I'm not wronged."

"How could he be so angry if he wasn't wronged, how could he wish to kill me if he wasn't wronged."

I was shocked by his words. In my eyes, Du Tingwei seemed to be synonymous with law-abiding except for the rebellious appearance when I first saw him. He had to tell me dozens of times about watching the red light when crossing the road. How come, it's still about my cousin.

"I did have some pain at the time, but now I'm fine. You don't need to apologize, and it's not because of you. I ran around and trusted others."

But he couldn't get over this hurdle, insisting on explaining clearly, "No, it's me, Xiao Shen, it's my fault. I've been wrong for a long time. I didn't realize until you left. I didn't realize how outrageous I was then."

I was a little impatient, and he put all his upper body weight on me, making it very difficult for me.

"Xiao Shen, I want to confess to you, I will tell you everything."

His face was full of tears, and I realized how ugly he was when he cried, and I didn't know what it was like to cry.

"Ah."

But his confession, I have probably heard it a long time ago.

"I, I, I..." It may be that the cousin who likes him is too hard to say, he has made up his mind, but his actions have not kept up.

"What's the matter with you?" He was too nervous, he put more strength in his hand, and pinched me until his fingers turned white, but he didn't realize it.

"I, before I like you, I like someone else."

Still, can't say it completely? "What's so strange about this is that not everyone loves someone in their lifetime, otherwise there would be no such word as first love."

"No, you don't understand, it's not what you said."

I looked at the door panel coldly, as if it was you who didn't understand.

"What is that?" I wanted to ask.

"I, I have liked you for a long time. You are so beautiful, lively and cute, and you are very kind to me. I see you as warm as seeing a little sun."

Ah, I thought I was the one who conquered him with sex, why, I liked me early on, so it turned out that he wasn't a straight guy.

"But I, at that time, I had someone in my heart, so, so, so..." He couldn't continue, and I helped him, "So I didn't make up my mind to stay with me, I wanted to take a step forward. "

It sounded like I was the victim, but he started crying again in aggrieved manner.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoshen, I'm sorry, I was too stupid at that time."

"Then, when you slept with me, didn't you make up your mind?" "I, I thought, I..." "You thought it was just a one-night stand, so you still haven't made up your mind."

I am very disgusted with his endless pain, and even admitting his mistakes seems reasonable to him.

"You are so good, you will bring me back delicious food, you will tell me about fun things tirelessly, you will accompany you when you are sad, and you will bless you when you are happy, and treat me like a family member, but you Well then, I will take your kindness for granted."

"Obviously I feel that kind of actions and behaviors are unfair to you, wrong, bad, but I did it without any scruples, thinking that as long as you are by my side, you will always be like this, you will not leave, you will not change , so there is nothing to worry about, but I didn't expect...you will be tired too."

I know these words, and I have already reacted. After hearing it personally, my anger doesn’t seem to be too big. I don’t even think it’s okay, because I used to think that I was very good to him, and listening to his narration is nothing more than that. Ah, I do this to everyone, but it seems to be better for Du Tingwei.

That's all, let's count the scum equally.

"Xiao Shen, but I figured it out during the time you left. In fact, I depend on you much more than that person. I was only stubborn and sorry for him. I was really happy for you."

Hearing with my own ears that he likes me more than Du Tingwei, I think it would be great if he could say these things before, then Du Tingwei and I would not have come to this point, he might leave heartbroken, or, would Become another Jin Yuelin.

I shook my head, it seems that this is not good, to this point, it is also a random one among many sad endings.

He bent down and almost begged, "Xiao Shen, come back with me, okay? Give me another chance."

That good thing stuck in my mind, it was obviously a prepared answer, how could I suddenly forget the words.

"Xiao Shen, please, let's go back, we will be fine in the future."

That's right, I just walked this path with everyone's good intentions in the future, and I promised him.

My teeth were chattering, and I scraped off the detached nails with the palm of my hand to wake myself up.

"it is good."

When he finally said it, he hugged me tightly again, talking incoherently with joy, but I thought of another person's embrace.

"Xiao Shen, thank you, thank you, we will be fine, we will be fine."

"okay."

I don't have anything here, except for clothes, Du Tingwei bought all disposables. I went to put on a coat, reached out, but took the black one, which obviously widened my shoulders, Jin Yeyu looked puzzled, I explained that I went out that day When it was too cold to buy something, I bought it downstairs casually. The store had no trumpets, so he hummed.

After going downstairs, I was going to take the bus, but Jin Yeyu said that he drove the car. He bought it a long time ago and ordered it to be delivered on the day of my accident. The three of us planned to go out for dinner and celebrate that day.

He also has several online literature, film and television works, and he can earn a lot of money by selling copyrights. A Mercedes-Benz is nothing to him. He didn’t think about buying this before when he didn’t go out, so why did he suddenly buy it.

I opened the door and sat in the co-pilot. He concentrated on driving and looked at me from time to time. We are like a family. It should be a beautiful picture, but why can't we be happy.

I touched the movie ticket in my pocket again, and gently flattened the corner that I accidentally folded. Fortunately, my right hand was not injured, otherwise, it would be stained with blood.

"Jin...Ayu."

"Huh?" He felt a little better.

"Have you ever seen a movie?" "What movie? I especially like watching movies, and I also need to watch them when I write. I have basically watched all the famous ones."

"Atonement."

"Ah, this one, I like it very much. I went to watch it again when it was re-released in mainland China, and forced Du..." He stopped abruptly. The only thing I know about the exchange of information with Du Tingwei is that Du Tingwei also went to the movie back then.

"I went to see it with Chen Jie a few days ago."

He knew Chen Jie, and asked, "Is it good?" "It was too late, the theater was pitch black, and when I was looking for a seat, I slipped and fell directly on top of him."

He laughed and pinched my face, "Why are you still so sloppy? This is the advantage of me only sitting on the Dao seat, so I have never encountered such a situation in more than ten years."

I laughed along, then turned to look out the window.

There are too many passers-by in this world, and in the end, it can only be summed up as predestined but not shared.