jealous tail

The rain stopped at seven o’clock. I sat by the window for a long time. I saw passers-by wrapped in coats. I thought it was summer with such heavy rain and lightning, or in fact there was no thunder or rain at all. It was my own heart There are ghosts, hallucinations appear.

But there are puddles on the ground, it's really raining.

Du Tingwei really left too, in such a cold weather, wearing thin pajamas, just left.

I looked back at the place where I lived for a month, it was just a cold hotel, but when he was there, how could it feel like a small home.

I rubbed my sore eyes, went to the closet to change clothes, opened the closet door but saw Du Tingwei's black coat hanging inside, as if his warmth was still there.

He was wearing this dress, because of my coquettishness and rogue, he went to buy me chestnuts fried with sugar late at night, and bought crab roe soup dumplings for me early in the morning.

I touched the pockets of my clothes, and remembered that once I was tired of staying in a hotel and wanted to get some wind in the middle of the night, he wrapped me up like a Trojan, and put my hands in his pockets, not daring to intertwine my fingers, just like that Close to each other.

I put my hand in, but I touched two small things, and when I took them out, they turned out to be peace charms.

One is rough in workmanship, a classic Taobao style, with a capitalized "Fu", which should be the one Chen Jie mentioned.

The other has fine stitches, silk embroidered with gold thread, and pearls on it. It is as delicate and meticulous as jewelry. The scriptures embroidered with white silk thread on the back are used as the base, and the words "Peace and Happiness" are small tattooed. Agate saves a candle character.

Only Du Tingwei can do such a thing.

I got a sore nose, where did I go to ask for this, and when I saw the stinky girl doing it, I wanted to make one myself, no matter how jealous I was...I suddenly realized that the word jealous was never used between us, because we Not lovers.

I put the two peace charms in my heart, thinking that if peace can be transferred, then I will definitely wish them a safe and happy life, and I can use my own to pay for it.

I held the peace amulet in my hand, and put my hand into the other pocket, trying to see if the pocket that I didn't cover at the time was as warm as this one. Take it out, it's a movie ticket.

"Atonement".

We watched it at home a few days ago. During those few days, we either slept or did it. I had a backache, so I wanted to find something to kill his energy. I thought he would not like watching movies, but he turned out to be worse than me. Be enthusiastic, at that time he insisted on watching this movie projected on the bedroom wall.

I have never been impatient watching this kind of stuff, I fell asleep after watching it for a while, and I couldn’t remember the plot, I watched it intermittently, but I also grasped the general story, so I asked Du Tingwei lazily, "Do you think my sister is a shit Stick?" He put my head on his shoulder, circled me, and played with my hair with his backhand.

"do not know."

"Huh? Why don't you know?" "Xiaozhu, this world is complicated. There are not only right and wrong, right and wrong, black and white, but many people and many things are right, good and appropriate. Looking at it, it is wrong, bad, and outrageous. You look at the beauty of the west bank on the east bank, but on the west bank, you feel the beauty of the east bank. No matter where you are, you can’t find a completely absolute things come."

I couldn't understand, "Can you explain this clearly?"

He smiled and kissed my forehead, "That is to say, I'm not her, not Sisi, not Robbie, not any of them, I'm just a bystander, so I can't judge each of them and ending."

It was very difficult for him to speak like this. Although I have a good education, I have little education, low quality, and poor education. I am a vulgar person in my bones.

"Isn't this the story of a mouse that ruined a pot of soup? The evaluation of this bad mouse still needs to be considered?" I am innocent, if this mouse, like the one that stole the oil, destroyed my things because of selfish desires, I can probably give a tentative evaluation according to moral standards, but if not where?" " Why not, can it go in to wash its head?" He rubbed my head helplessly and pamperingly, "It's also possible that it just rushed in because it saw its relatives or companions falling into the pot? Even if it is wrong, even if it is reckless, how can we evaluate it if it hurts others, hurts itself and even dies here for such a reason?" He touched my ear tip and asked: "In this case , can it be regarded as innocent if it was involved in this accident for no reason? Then is its behavior considered kind and brave from another level? If it is settled in this way, who is the culprit?” I shook my head wearily , learning the tongue, "I don't know, don't ask me, I'm not any of the mice."

He smiled lowly, "The thought just now is my opinion to you, and to me, it is one side of my opinion. It can't influence me, but it can't influence anyone. Everyone has their own ideas. I can't bind, and I won't bind anyone."

I got a headache when I heard that nice episode, which sounded like a piano, so I asked him what it was.

"Debussy's "Moonlight", do you like it?" I nodded, "It's very suitable for sleeping."

"Okay, I'll add you to the lullaby track list."

"Young people are very conscious."

"Mr. Xia has won the prize."

There was laughter and laughter, and the pillow was thrown on the ground alone again.

I didn't tell him that I have already seen this movie, I watched it a long time ago. On the day when it was re-released in mainland China, the manager bought a ticket and wanted to watch it with his girlfriend, but the girlfriend ran away with someone that day, and he was in a bad mood. Tickets were given to me, but I wasn't interested at all.

He cried and said that the tickets were so expensive and wasteful, and his heart ached so much, since money was mentioned, I had no choice but to go. I was fair, no matter who had the money, I cherished them regardless of who had the money.

But because of a complaint from a customer in the hotel, I was delayed for a while. By the time I got off work and rushed away, the advertisement had ended and the movie was about to be shown. The seat is in the middle, and there are five people on the left, and I have to pass through them to get in.

I had a headache, I found the row number, and I was about to go in. I was about to say sorry, but the screen went black, and the whole place fell into darkness. I stepped on a plastic bottle dropped by an unscrupulous person, and I overreacted. On two people.

The movie theater in summer is not much better than the vegetable market. There are all kinds of strange smells, but the man has a very delicate fragrance, not expensive perfume, not simple soap, and not low-temperature nicotine, but toilet water, the classic Liushen.

I just rode a shared bicycle and got bitten several times. I smelled this smell like desert meets water. I sucked on him in a particularly perverted way. His breath hit my face, and the people in the next row also Looking for a seat, the light of the shaking mobile phone flashed past his eyes, and I froze.

Someone coughed and reminded me to go quickly, and he also straightened up, so I took back the perverted posture of lying on the person, and hurried to my seat.

Then the screen lights up and the title of the movie appears.

I recall those eyes, I've seen them.

The person in the middle blocked that side tightly. A movie ended without me remembering the name of the person. He walked unhappily when leaving the scene, but when I went out in line, I couldn't see him anymore.

Later, I left the cinema and went back to the dormitory. As soon as I got on the bus, I saw Jin Yeyu buying water at the entrance of the cinema from the window. The second time I met, it was a coincidence.

I looked down at the well-preserved but obviously old ticket stub. The time happened to be the day I went to see a movie.

Coincidentally.

The second fate I thought might not exist at all.