Although six years have passed, the old man's sigh still seemed to ring in Kong Mama's ears that day in the ward.

At the end of the retelling, she was crying until she couldn't make a sound, but kongphop was always in a state of extreme horror.

The impact of the mother's words was simply unbearable, but at this moment, everything suddenly became clear.

Why did arthit deal such a big blow to his grandfather when he was dying; over the years, the whole family hated arthit more or less because of his change, why mother's attitude has always been different from others; why is arthit so Afraid that he will meet kaka; why kaka's appearance is exactly the same as his...and, why arthit always evades every time he mentions the scar on his lower abdomen...

Kongphop finally realized it.

Arthit not only never betrayed him, even... even gave birth to him a son without saying a word.

"So that's how it is..." Kongphop wanted to smile, but before the smile could be revealed, his whole heart was instantly surrounded by bitterness.

If things are really like what grandpa said, all the men in the family who are pregnant with children will die twice... During the years when he was blinded by hatred and self-pity, how much suffering did Arthit suffer alone?

When he suddenly and inexplicably found out that he was pregnant, what would he have to be afraid of?

Even an accident that was so unacceptable to normal people, Arthit endured it silently, and he had always doubted Arthit's sincerity towards him.

What right does he have to feel sorry for himself?

Yes, all these years, he was kept in the dark, even arthit was involved in deceiving him.

But compared with Arthit's experience, he has no right to complain at all.

Thinking of Arthit's narrow escape in a place where he could not see before giving birth to Kaka, Kongphop felt extremely distressed.

Now there is only one thought in his mind, which is to immediately go to that person's side and watch him thousands of times.

Once this idea appeared, Kongphop didn't stay for a moment, turned around and rushed out the door.

"Kong——" Kong's mother stood up from the sofa and chased after two steps, but she still stopped slowly.

Now, she has made everything clear to her son, if this can't dispel their idea of ​​being together, what position does she have to stop it?

"Dad, Mom..." For the unfamiliar yet familiar person in the photo, she seemed to be able to think of only this kind of address, "If you have spirits in heaven, I will bless them all to be well. If you can't be together, you will have a share." Clean, if there is still hope, don't let them follow your old path..."

"It's okay, it's not an important person, and I won't see you again in the future."

"Nuan Nuan, who would call me that, is dead."

"Senior, do you think you are so attractive... It seems that marriage will really make a man very hard. Senior is much older than before."

The hurtful words he had said before, seemed to be deliberately revenged, reappearing in his mind repeatedly.

Kongphop felt the deep pain spreading from his chest almost drowning his whole body.

Perhaps the pain can be relieved only at the moment of seeing Arthit.

The world is so big, only Arthit is his medicine.

"Arthit, you owe me your whole life, and you will never pay it off..."

The words he once said to Arthit can now be echoed intact by himself.

He owed Arthit too much, even if he spent his whole life to repay it, there was no way to make up for the regrets he had caused to their father and son during the years of his absence.

Kongphop only hated himself for not persevering in the first place.

He should know, knowing that arthit won't break up with him for no reason.

However, the sudden death of his grandfather made him, who was extremely sad, lose the judgment he should have.

Kongphop searched all possible places where arthit might go, and the night gradually fell with the sound of his hurried footsteps, but his search still found nothing.

Perhaps, at this time, he may have already returned home.

With the last hope, kongphop asked the driver to drive towards his house.

The street lights came on gradually, making the hazy night scene brighter, but his heart was still full of anxiety.

The surrounding scenery became more and more familiar, kongphop looked at the shining lights that were connected together like pearls not far away, and his heart suddenly moved.

"Master, please stop!" He said suddenly.

The driver stopped the car as he said, and said hesitantly, "Sir, it's still a long way from the address you mentioned."

Kongphop nodded: "There is no need to go to that address, please drive to the bridge."

The light not far away comes from the Rama VIII Bridge.

That's where he and arthit kissed for the first time.

It was also their first kiss for each other.

All day today, he anxiously wandered around the familiar places these days, but he forgot the extremely important thing for both of them... the memories of that year.

The driver responded, restarted the car, turned around and drove onto the bridge.

After many years, the scenery on the bridge remains the same.

Looking out from the car window, the lights are still floating on the sparkling river as before.

It's just that there is no longer that couple on the bridge who would feel shy even with the simplest kiss and touch.

"Sir, this bridge will be finished soon, where should we go next?" the driver asked in the front seat.

Kongphop, who fell into memory, was awakened by his voice, hesitated for a moment, and then decided: "Go to xx University."

What he said was the name of their school.

"Back and forth, are you looking for someone? It's so late now, maybe there is no one in the school?" the driver kindly reminded.

"It's okay, let's go there, thank you." Kongphop thanked him for his kindness, but still did not give up this decision.

Seeing that he couldn't persuade him, the driver didn't say any more, and drove him to the school gate without stopping.

When he just returned to China, kongphop has been intentionally avoiding the memories related to arthit, so naturally he would not come to this familiar place to ask for trouble, and later he was busy with work and entanglement with arthit, so he had no time.

Speaking of which, his memory of this school is actually still stuck in many years ago.

After such a long time, even the gate of the school has been refurbished. When you walk in, everything you can see under the night is also very different from before.

This is a place that bears many sweet memories of them. Seeing these changes really makes people feel a kind of indescribable sadness and embarrassment.

But fortunately, the place he wanted to go is still there.

Kongphop climbed up to the open rooftop in his memory apprehensively, and his whole heart finally dropped heavily when he saw that familiar figure.

Finally, finally found him...

Kongphop rushed over and hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to pay off all the hugs owed to him over the years.

"Nuan Nuan... Nuan Nuan..." He kept calling his name with a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Many times, the three words "I'm sorry" don't help the reality.

But apart from these three words, people can't find other words to express their inner guilt.

The same is true for Kongphop at this moment. Before meeting, he seemed to have thousands of words to say to Arthit, but at this moment, those words were all stuck in his throat.

Tens of thousands of words, just turned into such a short sentence of sorry.

Arthit didn't know how long he had been sitting here. Even though the temperature was in the [-]s, he was able to stay until his whole body was cold.

Kongphop hugged him distressedly, hating himself for not remembering this place earlier.

The senior didn't struggle.

He quietly looked at the distant night sky, and asked in a low voice, "Didn't you say that you are married?"

Kongphop was taken aback.

Being so shocked by Arthit's pregnancy and childbirth, he completely forgot about the lie he told himself.

So when he suddenly heard arthit mentioning this, he didn't react for a while.

He didn't hear his answer, and Arthit didn't force it.

After all, he already knew the truth.

He lowered his eyelids, but the despair in his eyes could not be concealed anyway.

Seeing his appearance, kongphop panicked again.

He hurriedly explained: "I, I said that, I just wanted to give myself an excuse to stay by your side. At that time, I thought you were really married. After all, you even have children! Until later..."

Mentioning these, kongphop's voice could not help but slow down.

Arthit smiled wryly: "So you already knew that I lied to you... Also, who can be fooled by such a lame lie?"

"Nuannuan..." Kongphop held his face in panic, "Since we are not married, isn't that a good thing?"

arthit seemed to want to hold back his emotions, but in front of kongphop, he couldn't help but flatten his mouth: "Why do you have to give me the right to choose every time? I don't want to choose, I would rather you live happily now Happy, I would rather be the one who was abandoned.”

His tears finally couldn't be controlled, and they slid down the corners of his eyes in clusters, looking miserable.

"I don't want to be hated by you anymore..."

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