I heard that you also like pink frozen milk[Comprehensive]

Hearing him mention the hatred he once had for coming, Kongphop's heart constricted again with guilt.

This entire afternoon, Arthit should have been stuck in this kind of struggle, I don't know how painful it will be.

Under such distress, kongphop's voice sounded extremely depressed: "No, never again, you don't have to choose anything, you just have to be with me. Everything before is my fault, it's me Damn it! I shouldn't hate you!"

Arthit raised his face and looked at him, not sure if it was because he cried secretly, but now his eyes were bloodshot and looked extremely tired: "You don't know anything at all."

When facing Mama Kong at noon today, he still thought that if he was given another chance, he would definitely choose to persevere.

But I didn't expect this opportunity to come so soon.

Just like him, kongphop has always been alone by his side, and most importantly, he still loves him.

It seems that as long as he nods in agreement, he can immediately return to Kongphop's side.

But when it was time to make a choice, Arthit realized that all of this is still confusing.

In this six-year separation, they were actually not having a good time.

But kongphop still looks like the best protected one.

Back then, it wasn't just Kong's mother and grandfather who were eccentric, even Arthit himself didn't want Kongphop to know the truth about his grandfather's sudden illness.

For arthit, everything seems to be back to square one now.

He didn't want to be separated, but he was still afraid that after kongphop knew the cause of his grandfather's death, he would slowly wear away his love for him.

The junior lowered his head and kissed his dry lips, and said in a low voice: "I know, I know everything, I was all to blame for what happened back then, I couldn't help it, I had to pester you to do it before I was discovered by grandpa, why? Could it be your fault? You should have told me about these things, why do you have to carry them alone? "

When he came to look for him at noon, Kong's mother still looked like she was afraid that Kongphop would know the truth. Arthit could never imagine that Kongphop already knew the cause of grandpa's death in just one afternoon.

His face was astonished.

Seeing his expression, kongphop realized that his tone was a bit like a complaint.

He hurriedly opened his mouth to correct it: "No, I mean..."

Thousands of explanations were stuck in his chest, and finally, Kongphop paused, leaving only an emotional whisper: "Originally, we don't need to waste these years."

Arthit felt suffocated.

Seeing Kongphop's calm look, an indescribable sourness surged in his chest.

"What is this..." He couldn't help sobbing, and raised his hands to cover his eyes.

If the scene in which each of them was terrified would never happen, then what was the reason for their separation all these years?

At this moment, Arthit had to admit that he was just a coward.

He kept claiming to be good for kongphop, but he never gave kongphop a chance to choose.

In fact, he has never had the perseverance of kongphop, so he chose to leave because of timidity.

On the surface, he seems to be the victim, and now, even Kongphop feels extremely guilty towards him.

But for some reason, he just believed that if they had changed places at that time, kongphop would definitely not choose to leave like him.

Kongphop seemed to see what was on his mind, removed his hand covering his eyes, gently pecked his tears one after another, and comforted him in a low voice: "Don't think about it, this is just my current thought, at that time I have always been very sad because of the matter of grandpa, if I knew at that time that he left because of us, I would definitely be as guilty as you are afraid of, so guilty that I cannot accept all this."

What he said seemed to be reasonable, but he didn't know if it was just to make Arthit feel better.

"Since the thing has already happened, don't think too much about it. This is probably fate. It's my fate to meet you, and it's my fate to fall in love with you. So the separation of these years may just be a journey we have to go through." kongphop caressed Rubbing his back, "Having experienced these unforgettable pains, at least we will cherish the future happiness more, won't we?"

Along the way, kongphop was only thinking about finding Arthit earlier, and almost didn't think about what to say to him after meeting him.

But when he came to him, these words came out of his mouth naturally, every word came from his heart.

Kongphop's eye sockets were a little sore.

He closed his eyes, put his chin on Arthit's shoulder, and whispered in his ear: "Senior, don't leave me again, okay?"

As soon as he called out the word "senior" pitifully, he deliberately put himself in a weak position in order to soften Arthit's heart.

Arthit's heart couldn't help but flutter following his question.

He thought a lot this whole afternoon.

Should he leave like before and continue to bear the new hatred of kongphop, or stay by his side desperately, always worried about the possibility of the disappearance of that relationship?

Regardless of the choice, it seems that it is accompanied by pain that is hard to ignore.

But kongphop eliminated most of his worries with this simple sentence.

Arthit felt as if he was in a dream.

He lay on kongphop's shoulder in a daze, looking at the night sky in the distance, but couldn't answer a word.

Kongphop has already made a decision for him on his own: "If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement."

Arthit's heart skipped a beat.

It is undeniable that kongphop's words were a huge temptation for him.

He pushed kongphop away in a panic, and said in a low voice, "But... Auntie..."

Arthit still clearly remembered Kong's mother once said that she didn't want to face him as a murderer all the time.

It was also this sentence that made him understand what position he was in at the time, and pushed him away from kongphop step by step.

Kongphop looked at his eyebrows, but this time, he didn't choose to untie his knot immediately, but said seriously: "Nuan Nuan, the person who wants to be with you is me, not anyone else, I want to be with you." You promise me that no matter what happens, you will never leave me because of anyone's obstruction, and if you do it again, I will really die."

Arthit's eyes were a little blurry again.

Whether it was many years ago or now, the love given to him by the person in front of him always reminded him of four words - He De He Neng.

He can't talk about love, and he is far less considerate and caring than kongphop, and even his temper is not really good-compared with kongphop, he doesn't have the qualifications that a lover should have at all.

But kongphop's only request to him is "don't leave again".

It seems that as long as he can stay with him, it can already bring him the greatest happiness.

Kongphop's cell phone buzzed suddenly, interrupting the mysterious atmosphere between the two.

Arthit hastily looked away and wiped away his tears.

Kongphop took out his mobile phone and wanted to hang up casually, but found that the person who sent the call request was Kaka.

The two of them spent last night in the hotel and didn't meet Kaka. Now that it's so late, it's not easy for this kid to hold back until now.

Although kongphop had already decided to treat Kaka as his own son, after knowing what his mother said, and thinking of Kaka's existence, he still felt an uncontrollable excitement in his heart.

He adjusted his mood and connected the video, and the next moment Kaka's aggrieved face appeared on the screen.

"Daddy, why haven't you come to pick me up these two days? Dad's cell phone is still turned off."

Arthit couldn't help but feel his heart skip a beat when he heard it beside him, only to realize that he had completely forgotten about his son today.

Kongphop knew that Arthit didn't want his son to see this distressed appearance, so he hurriedly swept the camera towards him and then moved away: "Today, Dad and Daddy have some things to deal with, you should sleep well first."

His voice was unconsciously softer than usual.

Kaka counted his fingers sullenly, and carefully calculated with him: "We haven't seen each other for two days, and Dad is not coming back! Are you going out to play together without me!"

Kongphop couldn't help laughing.

If only they had it so easy.

But what they have experienced today is also a good thing for them.

Although the relationship between the three of them often makes people feel very happy, but there seems to be an invisible cancer hidden in that happiness, which may break out suddenly at any time and break this beautiful life.

And today he finally found out the reason why Arthit left him, and he was finally able to eradicate that cancerous tumor.

After coaxing the little one softly for a while, kongphop finally ended the call.

And it wasn't until this time that he realized that there seemed to be something wrong with Arthit's face.

He frowned, and couldn't help worrying: "What's wrong? What are you thinking?"

Arthit pinched his palms quietly, and said in a low voice: "Anyway, the work is about to be inspected and accepted soon. After you pay homage to grandpa, you should go back to foreign countries first, right?"

Although kongphop didn't know why he suddenly brought up this matter, he still thought about it and answered seriously: "If you want to go back to China and settle down, there are some things that need to be dealt with. Actually, I don't like staying outside very much. It is more comfortable in Thailand, you and kaka are used to living in China, there is no need to go out to adapt to the new environment."

Arthit selectively ignored the next few words, he lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers: "Then how long will you be back?"

Kongphop thought he was reluctant to part with himself, so the lines on his face softened a lot, and he put his arms around his shoulders: "I will do it as soon as possible, and stay for a month at most, okay? Or you can take a leave of absence to accompany me, It just so happens that I can take kaka abroad to learn a lot.”

"It's so short..." Arthit said in a low voice.

Kongphop frowned: "What did you say?"

Arthit looked up at him in a panic: "You, can you stay for a few more months and come back? I...I want to sort out my mood."

Kongphop frowned even tighter: "Clean up your mood? How long will it take you?"

"A month... Maybe a month or two. Anyway, I'll call you when I'm ready..." Arthit's voice became lower and lower, even he felt that this was a lie It's kind of lame.

Although kongphop already knew about his grandfather, he still didn't dare to tell kaka's secret.

After all, the fact that a man gave birth was really shocking, and he was really afraid of seeing the horror of him in Kongphop's eyes.

Kongphop was silent for a while, and it didn't take long before he understood his thoughts.

On the night he slipped away to Nuan's house, he simply forgot to buy condoms, and it was even more impossible to prepare them in Arthit's room.

He thought of this early on, so he kissed arthit all over the place as soon as he came up.

At that time, he was glad that his charm finally surpassed Arthit's vigilance, but now thinking of another possibility, he couldn't help turning pale.

If he had known about Arthit's physique earlier, even if he went out through the window, he would have bought a set before doing it.

He really didn't want Arthit to suffer like this again.

Seeing the panic on Arthit's face, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't remembered to tell him that he had already known Kaka's background after meeting him for so long.

Seeing that arthit still wants to take the risk of pregnancy alone without telling him, kongphop's temper, suppressed by guilt for a whole day, finally exploded: "And then? Are you going to tell me that you have another operation?" Take out a tumor at the place of that scar?"