I heard that you also like pink frozen milk[Comprehensive]
Chapter 64 1 Everything Has Me
Arthit stared at him in horror, hardly believing what he heard.
But what Kongphop said was already so clear, he couldn't help but take chances.
Arthit really didn't know, where did he make such a big mistake, and it made Kongphop think of it.
His face was pale, and he asked with trembling lips, "You... what do you mean?"
Even though the hearts were connected again, Arthit still wanted to hide the matter of Kaka from him, and the anger in Kongphop's heart soared uncontrollably.
If he really didn't know about it, did Arthit really plan to disappear in front of his eyes again, and then hide himself and endure the thrill of a near-death alone?
"Do you really not understand what I mean?" Kongphop stared into his eyes, "Is there anything else you should tell me?"
Under his serious gaze, Arthit's eyes couldn't help flickering.
Impossible, such a ridiculous thing, how could kongphop understand it!
arthit stood up abruptly, turned his back to kongphop and said, "I don't understand what you are talking about, it's late, I have to go back."
Kongphop clenched his fist, feeling a burst of disappointment in his heart.
"Arthit!" This address made Arthit's heart beat violently, and his footsteps couldn't help but stop.
"Why now, you still can't give yourself to me with confidence? What are you afraid of!" kongphop shouted angrily, "Now I have kaka and my paternity test on me, do you have to see it with your own eyes? Seeing the above results, you are willing to tell me the truth!"
Arthit's heart trembled, and he turned around suddenly: "You...when..."
When it comes to paternity testing, kongphop is somewhat guilty.
He took a deep breath: "Just after I found out that kaka looks like me, I couldn't help but secretly went for a checkup."
"So these days, you have always known that kaka is yours..." Arthit stared at him blankly, speaking extremely slowly.
"I don't know!" kongphop interrupted him, "After the result came out, I didn't read it, because I decided that no matter what the result is, I will live with you father and son and treat him as ours. My own son! But I never thought that this wish... would actually come true."
In the last sentence, kongphop spoke in an extremely low voice, as if only the sound of air flow escaped from his lips.
Nuan Nuan's figure trembled a little.
By now, he knew that no amount of denial was useless.
But fortunately, he didn't see any panic and avoidance on Kongphop's face.
"How...how did you know?" He finally admitted.
Kongphop let out a long sigh and closed his eyes: "Pan sent me a photo of you and my mother at noon. I couldn't find you, so I went to find her first."
Arthit was puzzled and terrified at the same time, "You mean, it was Auntie who told you? Auntie also knew?"
Kongphop nodded: "So she forced you to leave, not because she thought you were a murderer. It's just that she knew that my physique would make you pregnant. I don't know how to explain this to you. In short, it is... Grandpa's ancestor passed down a scroll, which recorded a very outrageous but true family secret. It said that men in our family can conceive, but all pregnant men will die twice. My grandpa... Grandpa's lover , it was because of giving birth to my mother that she passed away."
Arthit stared at him blankly.
That's right, he remembered that his grandfather said that only when two men of the same clan marry can they conceive and have children.
It's just that after so many years of displacement, the tribe has lost contact with each other, and many people don't even know that they have special blood.
He thought kongphop would be one of these people too.
Unexpectedly, their family has been handing down this secret.
"I know this matter sounds too unbelievable, but since kaka has already been born, you should believe me. So, my mother and grandpa didn't intend to hurt you, but it's a big matter. Once exposed, the consequences will be disastrous. "
If such a big thing about a man's childbirth is really spread, facing them will not only be overwhelming rumors, maybe they will all be arrested for research and experimentation, and that kind of life will definitely make life worse than death.
"So, my mother doesn't really think of you as a murderer, and she and grandpa don't really want to hurt you, it's just...they can't tell you the truth, and they are afraid that you will really get pregnant when you are with me, and then As the scroll says, one dead body and two dead are the only way to let you go." Kongphop finally said everything.
But now, he has already ignored the complaints against Arthit from the bottom of his heart, and the only thing left is an uncontrollable guilt.
He chased after him and hugged Arthit tightly again: "Do you know how scared I was after hearing her tell me these things? Thinking of you being in a place where I can't see, almost leaving me like that with kaka... "
Kongphop was a little choked up: "I'm sorry, it's all because of me that you have suffered so much, but I still blame you for hiding it from me."
Arthit leaned in his arms blankly, and whispered: "Don't you know... the reason why I am pregnant is because I am of the same race as you?"
Kongphop was stunned: "What?"
Arthit was also a little confused.
He covered the hand of kongphop around his waist, and his expression was a little dazed: "I also have a scroll at home, but it doesn't seem to say that you will die after pregnancy. My grandfather understands Chinese. After I was pregnant with kaka, listen to He has translated the above content. It says that two people must belong to our ethnic group to make a man pregnant, but it does not mention that pregnancy will kill people.”
Originally, his family was afraid that he would be in danger if he was pregnant with kaka. If there were really similar words in the scroll, they might not dare to let him give birth to kaka.
Kongphop was obviously dazed after hearing his words, and after holding him for a long time, he found his own voice again: "You mean...your family members also have this kind of physique? But my grandma...is my grandpa's lover, he doesn't seem to be like this people?"
Arthit said thoughtfully: "I heard from grandpa that because of the age, some people actually don't know this secret, so maybe your grandma just doesn't know that she has this kind of physique."
This explanation makes sense.
Kongphop hugged him tightly: "Anyway, as long as you and kaka are safe. I really wish I could travel back and be with you during those days."
Thinking of those difficult months, Arthit couldn't help feeling a little sour.
But when he heard the depression in kongphop's voice, he still comforted him: "Actually, it's not that sad. When I knew... that I had your child in my stomach, I was even a little bit lucky in my heart, as if I finally found it." The reason to live well for the rest of my life. Because of kaka, I will not live like a walking dead these years. But you..."
Arthit held the hands around his waist tightly, and didn't say any more, but the comfort in it was self-evident.
Kongphop didn't mention his pain these years, but held him with his backhand, and slowly moved his hand to his lower abdomen: "Who performed the operation on you?"
"pik is kaka's godfather, he is bright's twin brother." arthit didn't dare to tell him that pik's real identity is actually a veterinarian.
"It must have hurt at that time, right?" Kongphop's voice was full of distress.
"Actually, he has done a lot of homework in advance, and it's been very hard." Arthit deliberately changed the subject, "And seeing kaka come out, it doesn't hurt so much."
Kongphop lowered his head and buried his face in his hair: "If I had known earlier, I would not have..."
Arthit couldn't help being a little embarrassed when he mentioned this matter.
Although kongphop didn't know that he would be pregnant that day, he knew it very well.
But he still forgot everything in a daze.
Kongphop said worriedly: "I really don't want you to take any more risks."
Although kaka was born safely, kongphop still couldn't help feeling lingering fear when he thought of the contents in the scroll.
"If you're really pregnant, let's... take it off." He gritted his teeth and continued.
Although abortion is banned in Thailand, there are not a few unscrupulous clinics that provide such drugs or surgeries.
Arthit froze.
Kongphop keenly sensed his momentary emotional slump.
"I, it's not that I don't want a child, but, I... I'm really afraid of losing you."
Arthit sighed, broke away from his embrace, turned around and looked into his eyes: "Don't think about it, just that night, I might not really get pregnant. And... I'm not a woman, if I really I'm pregnant, and I don't even know how to abort it, at least kaka has been born safely, maybe it's safer to give birth normally than to remove it."
Kongphop looked at him distressedly: "Grandpa told my mother before he died that if there is an afterlife, he will be a woman and give him back the suffering my grandma has suffered. Now I can really understand his feelings. I would rather be pregnant That person is me."
Arthit reached out and stroked his face: "Okay, if you want to have a baby, I can provide sperm for free."
That's what he said, but how could he really be willing to let kongphop suffer the same hardship again.
"Okay, if we really win the lottery this time, let's treat it as a gift from God. If not, then... you'd better restrain yourself." He pinched Kongphop's face hard.
Kongphop hugged him again: "As soon as your physical condition is confirmed, I will go for a ligation immediately."
Arthit sighed faintly, yes, it is such a simple problem that can be solved, but they have worked so hard to make such a big circle.
But now that the matter has passed, no amount of regret will help.
The grandfather at the time didn't know that he was also of the same family, so of course it was impossible to disclose such a big thing to him.
"Let's go, get a good night's rest first, and match the two scrolls tomorrow, maybe there will be other discoveries." Kongphop patted him on the back.
Arthit nodded.
The night was dark, and there was no one around. The two left the rooftop holding hands, and walked slowly under the full moonlight.
"Kong..." Arthit said suddenly, "If we do have another child, do you really not want him?"
Kongphop's long fingers penetrated into his fingers and intertwined with his fingers: "To be honest, I was not able to participate in the whole process of kaka's birth. It is inexplicable that I suddenly have such a big son... If it is possible, I really want to go through it with you from the beginning to the end, and fulfill the responsibilities that a patriarch and a father should have. But compared with these, I hope you can be safe and sound. "
"When I was pregnant with kaka, I was really scared." Speaking of these, arthit's emotions were already very calm, "I am obviously a man, how could I be pregnant? I was afraid that I would die, and I was even more afraid of being discovered by others , Sometimes when I dream at night, I dream that a group of people surround me and say that I am a monster.”
Hearing what he said, Kongphop's face became a little excited again.
Arthit squeezed his hand tightly, motioning him to calm down: "But the child is really a kind of miraculous existence, from the first time I felt him wriggling in my body, that kind of fear has slowly been in my heart Disappeared, because I felt that everything I went through was worth it for him. What a monster, what absurdity, what a difference between men and women, go to hell, I just want my child to be good, as long as this is good."
He stopped and smiled at kongphop: "Looking at kaka now, I often think that I am lucky to have him."
"It's mine too." Kongphop said emotionally.
"So, if it happens again, I'm not afraid, not to mention you are by my side now." Arthit's eyes sparkled.
When he was pregnant with kaka, what he wished the most was to have kongphop by his side to rely on.
Kongphop leaned over and rubbed his lips: "Okay, you don't have to be afraid of anything, I have everything."
I will do my best to protect you.
But what Kongphop said was already so clear, he couldn't help but take chances.
Arthit really didn't know, where did he make such a big mistake, and it made Kongphop think of it.
His face was pale, and he asked with trembling lips, "You... what do you mean?"
Even though the hearts were connected again, Arthit still wanted to hide the matter of Kaka from him, and the anger in Kongphop's heart soared uncontrollably.
If he really didn't know about it, did Arthit really plan to disappear in front of his eyes again, and then hide himself and endure the thrill of a near-death alone?
"Do you really not understand what I mean?" Kongphop stared into his eyes, "Is there anything else you should tell me?"
Under his serious gaze, Arthit's eyes couldn't help flickering.
Impossible, such a ridiculous thing, how could kongphop understand it!
arthit stood up abruptly, turned his back to kongphop and said, "I don't understand what you are talking about, it's late, I have to go back."
Kongphop clenched his fist, feeling a burst of disappointment in his heart.
"Arthit!" This address made Arthit's heart beat violently, and his footsteps couldn't help but stop.
"Why now, you still can't give yourself to me with confidence? What are you afraid of!" kongphop shouted angrily, "Now I have kaka and my paternity test on me, do you have to see it with your own eyes? Seeing the above results, you are willing to tell me the truth!"
Arthit's heart trembled, and he turned around suddenly: "You...when..."
When it comes to paternity testing, kongphop is somewhat guilty.
He took a deep breath: "Just after I found out that kaka looks like me, I couldn't help but secretly went for a checkup."
"So these days, you have always known that kaka is yours..." Arthit stared at him blankly, speaking extremely slowly.
"I don't know!" kongphop interrupted him, "After the result came out, I didn't read it, because I decided that no matter what the result is, I will live with you father and son and treat him as ours. My own son! But I never thought that this wish... would actually come true."
In the last sentence, kongphop spoke in an extremely low voice, as if only the sound of air flow escaped from his lips.
Nuan Nuan's figure trembled a little.
By now, he knew that no amount of denial was useless.
But fortunately, he didn't see any panic and avoidance on Kongphop's face.
"How...how did you know?" He finally admitted.
Kongphop let out a long sigh and closed his eyes: "Pan sent me a photo of you and my mother at noon. I couldn't find you, so I went to find her first."
Arthit was puzzled and terrified at the same time, "You mean, it was Auntie who told you? Auntie also knew?"
Kongphop nodded: "So she forced you to leave, not because she thought you were a murderer. It's just that she knew that my physique would make you pregnant. I don't know how to explain this to you. In short, it is... Grandpa's ancestor passed down a scroll, which recorded a very outrageous but true family secret. It said that men in our family can conceive, but all pregnant men will die twice. My grandpa... Grandpa's lover , it was because of giving birth to my mother that she passed away."
Arthit stared at him blankly.
That's right, he remembered that his grandfather said that only when two men of the same clan marry can they conceive and have children.
It's just that after so many years of displacement, the tribe has lost contact with each other, and many people don't even know that they have special blood.
He thought kongphop would be one of these people too.
Unexpectedly, their family has been handing down this secret.
"I know this matter sounds too unbelievable, but since kaka has already been born, you should believe me. So, my mother and grandpa didn't intend to hurt you, but it's a big matter. Once exposed, the consequences will be disastrous. "
If such a big thing about a man's childbirth is really spread, facing them will not only be overwhelming rumors, maybe they will all be arrested for research and experimentation, and that kind of life will definitely make life worse than death.
"So, my mother doesn't really think of you as a murderer, and she and grandpa don't really want to hurt you, it's just...they can't tell you the truth, and they are afraid that you will really get pregnant when you are with me, and then As the scroll says, one dead body and two dead are the only way to let you go." Kongphop finally said everything.
But now, he has already ignored the complaints against Arthit from the bottom of his heart, and the only thing left is an uncontrollable guilt.
He chased after him and hugged Arthit tightly again: "Do you know how scared I was after hearing her tell me these things? Thinking of you being in a place where I can't see, almost leaving me like that with kaka... "
Kongphop was a little choked up: "I'm sorry, it's all because of me that you have suffered so much, but I still blame you for hiding it from me."
Arthit leaned in his arms blankly, and whispered: "Don't you know... the reason why I am pregnant is because I am of the same race as you?"
Kongphop was stunned: "What?"
Arthit was also a little confused.
He covered the hand of kongphop around his waist, and his expression was a little dazed: "I also have a scroll at home, but it doesn't seem to say that you will die after pregnancy. My grandfather understands Chinese. After I was pregnant with kaka, listen to He has translated the above content. It says that two people must belong to our ethnic group to make a man pregnant, but it does not mention that pregnancy will kill people.”
Originally, his family was afraid that he would be in danger if he was pregnant with kaka. If there were really similar words in the scroll, they might not dare to let him give birth to kaka.
Kongphop was obviously dazed after hearing his words, and after holding him for a long time, he found his own voice again: "You mean...your family members also have this kind of physique? But my grandma...is my grandpa's lover, he doesn't seem to be like this people?"
Arthit said thoughtfully: "I heard from grandpa that because of the age, some people actually don't know this secret, so maybe your grandma just doesn't know that she has this kind of physique."
This explanation makes sense.
Kongphop hugged him tightly: "Anyway, as long as you and kaka are safe. I really wish I could travel back and be with you during those days."
Thinking of those difficult months, Arthit couldn't help feeling a little sour.
But when he heard the depression in kongphop's voice, he still comforted him: "Actually, it's not that sad. When I knew... that I had your child in my stomach, I was even a little bit lucky in my heart, as if I finally found it." The reason to live well for the rest of my life. Because of kaka, I will not live like a walking dead these years. But you..."
Arthit held the hands around his waist tightly, and didn't say any more, but the comfort in it was self-evident.
Kongphop didn't mention his pain these years, but held him with his backhand, and slowly moved his hand to his lower abdomen: "Who performed the operation on you?"
"pik is kaka's godfather, he is bright's twin brother." arthit didn't dare to tell him that pik's real identity is actually a veterinarian.
"It must have hurt at that time, right?" Kongphop's voice was full of distress.
"Actually, he has done a lot of homework in advance, and it's been very hard." Arthit deliberately changed the subject, "And seeing kaka come out, it doesn't hurt so much."
Kongphop lowered his head and buried his face in his hair: "If I had known earlier, I would not have..."
Arthit couldn't help being a little embarrassed when he mentioned this matter.
Although kongphop didn't know that he would be pregnant that day, he knew it very well.
But he still forgot everything in a daze.
Kongphop said worriedly: "I really don't want you to take any more risks."
Although kaka was born safely, kongphop still couldn't help feeling lingering fear when he thought of the contents in the scroll.
"If you're really pregnant, let's... take it off." He gritted his teeth and continued.
Although abortion is banned in Thailand, there are not a few unscrupulous clinics that provide such drugs or surgeries.
Arthit froze.
Kongphop keenly sensed his momentary emotional slump.
"I, it's not that I don't want a child, but, I... I'm really afraid of losing you."
Arthit sighed, broke away from his embrace, turned around and looked into his eyes: "Don't think about it, just that night, I might not really get pregnant. And... I'm not a woman, if I really I'm pregnant, and I don't even know how to abort it, at least kaka has been born safely, maybe it's safer to give birth normally than to remove it."
Kongphop looked at him distressedly: "Grandpa told my mother before he died that if there is an afterlife, he will be a woman and give him back the suffering my grandma has suffered. Now I can really understand his feelings. I would rather be pregnant That person is me."
Arthit reached out and stroked his face: "Okay, if you want to have a baby, I can provide sperm for free."
That's what he said, but how could he really be willing to let kongphop suffer the same hardship again.
"Okay, if we really win the lottery this time, let's treat it as a gift from God. If not, then... you'd better restrain yourself." He pinched Kongphop's face hard.
Kongphop hugged him again: "As soon as your physical condition is confirmed, I will go for a ligation immediately."
Arthit sighed faintly, yes, it is such a simple problem that can be solved, but they have worked so hard to make such a big circle.
But now that the matter has passed, no amount of regret will help.
The grandfather at the time didn't know that he was also of the same family, so of course it was impossible to disclose such a big thing to him.
"Let's go, get a good night's rest first, and match the two scrolls tomorrow, maybe there will be other discoveries." Kongphop patted him on the back.
Arthit nodded.
The night was dark, and there was no one around. The two left the rooftop holding hands, and walked slowly under the full moonlight.
"Kong..." Arthit said suddenly, "If we do have another child, do you really not want him?"
Kongphop's long fingers penetrated into his fingers and intertwined with his fingers: "To be honest, I was not able to participate in the whole process of kaka's birth. It is inexplicable that I suddenly have such a big son... If it is possible, I really want to go through it with you from the beginning to the end, and fulfill the responsibilities that a patriarch and a father should have. But compared with these, I hope you can be safe and sound. "
"When I was pregnant with kaka, I was really scared." Speaking of these, arthit's emotions were already very calm, "I am obviously a man, how could I be pregnant? I was afraid that I would die, and I was even more afraid of being discovered by others , Sometimes when I dream at night, I dream that a group of people surround me and say that I am a monster.”
Hearing what he said, Kongphop's face became a little excited again.
Arthit squeezed his hand tightly, motioning him to calm down: "But the child is really a kind of miraculous existence, from the first time I felt him wriggling in my body, that kind of fear has slowly been in my heart Disappeared, because I felt that everything I went through was worth it for him. What a monster, what absurdity, what a difference between men and women, go to hell, I just want my child to be good, as long as this is good."
He stopped and smiled at kongphop: "Looking at kaka now, I often think that I am lucky to have him."
"It's mine too." Kongphop said emotionally.
"So, if it happens again, I'm not afraid, not to mention you are by my side now." Arthit's eyes sparkled.
When he was pregnant with kaka, what he wished the most was to have kongphop by his side to rely on.
Kongphop leaned over and rubbed his lips: "Okay, you don't have to be afraid of anything, I have everything."
I will do my best to protect you.
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