double struggle

Chu Wendao tore off the packaging of the chocolate, broke off a piece and put it in his mouth, gasping for breath suddenly.He shined the package of chocolates under the light outside the window, and the words "100% CACAO" were marked on the surface.He licked his lips and continued to bite off another piece, and he had to make an opinion with Xu Qingzhou later, otherwise the child would not know where he would buy such a bitter thing next time.

After waiting for a while, I saw Xu Qingzhou walking away from the cold wind.Chu Wendao opened the door of the co-pilot's seat first, and when someone bent down to sit in, he took Xu Qingzhou's hand into his palm.Even in the spring, there is still a clear chill in the air. Not long after Xu Qingzhou went out, his hands became as cold as ice. Chu Wendao rubbed them for a long time before letting go.

"Go in?" He closed the window and drove the car out of the boulevard again.

In the past few years, the university town in City M has changed a lot. There are more buildings nearby and more road sections. At first, Chu Wendao still couldn't find his way.Thanks to Xu Yunzhou's guidance, they saved a lot of time in finding their way, and the short journey was pleasant and relaxing.Of course, it would be great if there was no inexplicable resentment from Xu Yunzhou.

Xu Qingzhou withdrew his gaze from the window, and smiled helplessly: "Just let me go when you deliver it to the door."

"Your brother is quite independent." Chu Wendao teased, "Speaking of which, he doesn't seem to like me very much?"

The back of Xu Qingzhou's head was against the back of the chair, without nodding or shaking his head.His younger brother is the worst at concealing his emotions. Everything he thinks in his heart appears on his face one by one. It's hard for people not to care.

"When he asked in the afternoon, I told him everything." He looked at Chu Wendao's profile and said, "Do you mind?"

"Huh?" Chu Wendao couldn't react immediately.

Xu Qingzhou whispered: "Yunzhou knows our relationship, do you mind my family?"

Chu Wendao glanced at the direction of the passenger seat from the corner of his eye, and turned the steering wheel.

"Of course I don't mind, I'm afraid your parents will dislike me." He said with a smile.

"You're so nice, why don't they like you?" Xu Qingzhou raised her voice involuntarily, then realized her gaffe, shrunk her neck listlessly, lowered her head and pinched her fingers.

Chu Wendao was about to speak, and then he heard murmurs of complaints beside him: "I like the teacher anyway...why should they like..."

He choked, and really didn't understand what was stuffed in the kid's head.

In the past, Xu Qingzhou was able to hide his feelings perfectly, but now he seems to have finally found an outlet, and he makes unexpected confessions from time to time.Chu Wendao has lived for so many years, and this is the first time he has met such a shy and frank person, who is proud of his thick skin and occasionally breaks his merits.

This topic has been exposed. Chu Wendao talked about the interesting things he encountered in the academic exchange meeting these days. Xu Qingzhou seldom participated in such activities, so he was quite fascinated.During the period, I heard that there was a scholar I admired, so I couldn't help asking Chu Wendao all the way.Chu Wendao deliberately wanted to tease Xu Qingzhou, one kiss for some news, so he got a few kisses opportunistically.

After returning home, neither of them wanted to move very much, so Chu Wendao simply warmed up the leftovers in the refrigerator.After finishing dinner casually, he went to the bedroom to pack his luggage. He had to go back to City G early tomorrow.

After a while, Xu Qingzhou came to ask him to take a bath.He took the clothes Xu Qingzhou handed over and went to the bathroom. When he was about to wipe himself, he realized that something was wrong.

"Qingzhou! Bring me a towel here." Chu Wendao opened the door and called out.

Xu Qingzhou quickly took the towel, and Chu Wendao was about to reach out to pick it up, but a pair of arms hooked his neck.He was stunned for a while, and then he couldn't help but take a few steps back to stabilize Xu Qingzhou's body.

Click - the door closed.

No matter how stupid Chu Wendao was, he should understand what was going on, and looked down at Xu Qingzhou.

Xu Qingzhou was also looking at him, there were sporadic drops of water on his white face, and there seemed to be streamers splashing in his eyes. He always said that his younger brother was not good at hiding emotions, but he was the same—at least in Chu Wendao’s eyes , he has no chance to hide.

The narrow space was surrounded by misty mist, their breaths were slowly overlapping and echoing softly.

"Your clothes are wet, do you want to catch another cold?" Chu Wendao smiled and pulled Xu Qingzhou's pajamas, and hugged him tightly.

Xu Qingzhou heard that Chu Wendao's tone didn't mean to blame herself, and seemed to be pulling at the short hair on the back of Chu Wendao's head, staining her hands with water.

"Teacher, it's warm here, so I won't catch a cold." His eyelashes trembled, he stared at Chu Wendao's lips, and after a long while touched them forward, "I've already prepared, teacher, let's do it."

To Chu Wendao's ears, it was like being scratched by a feather.

"I'll take the high-speed rail very early tomorrow." He bit Xu Qingzhou's lower lip, and his fingers slid down his back, feeling visibly sticky and wet.

Xu Qingzhou closed her eyes, and said vaguely before indulging in lust: "I'll call you tomorrow morning..."

Chu Wendao laughed in Xu Qingzhou's ear, and patted his buttocks. This is the only meaty part of Xu Qingzhou's body.He pinched Xu Qingzhou's chin, let someone stick out his tongue, and licked it like a caress.The person in his arms trembled slightly, and a soft moan escaped from his mouth.

"There is no condom in the bathroom." Chu Wendao hugged Xu Qingzhou, who was about to lose his footing, and kept his last sanity well.

Xu Qingzhou frowned almost invisibly, and leaned forward to ask for a kiss.Chu Wendao had to rely on the tiles in the bathroom in order to support the person pressing up.

"That kind of thing doesn't matter..." Xu Qingzhou's hand lingered between Chu Wendao's pubic hairs, then held his half-hard penis, and muttered aggrievedly, "You are leaving tomorrow, and you can't leave this thing to Chu Wendao. me?"

Chu Wendao had to admit that this kind of temptation was very effective. His index finger twirled around the crease between his buttocks, and he squeezed three fingers in without any effort.

It's very hot inside, I don't know if it's from Xu Qingzhou's heat, or because of himself.

"Ah..." Xu Qingzhou called out in a low voice, and he hugged Chu Wendao even tighter, as if trying to melt into each other's bodies.

"What do you want to leave for you?" Chu Wendao coaxed, moving his fingers in and out.

Xu Qingzhou rolled her eyes, the red in the corners of her eyes dissipated, and the bright light became ambiguous.Chu Wendao accepted as soon as he saw something good, and worked diligently to develop the carcass in his arms.

Perhaps because of his reluctance to Chu Wendao, Xu Qingzhou was more anxious than ever before, and before Chu Wendao confirmed it, he kept leaning on him.In the end, when the two were inseparable, Chu Wendao was worried for Xu Qingzhou.

"What's the rush?" Chu Wendao pressed the person back on the tiles, which was a more comfortable posture.

Xu Qingzhou was so inserted that he couldn't speak. He grabbed Chu Wendao's arm with one hand and the tile with the other, humming in a low voice.

"I...I just...want you to come in..." He said intermittently, his misty eyes were open, as if he was about to cry the next moment, "Teacher, I...I don't want you..."

Not as if, he did cry.

The cold liquid hit the back of Chu Wendao's hand and seeped into the pores.He froze for two seconds, and kissed Xu Qingzhou's lips forcefully.

He turned on the shower head with one free hand, and warm water poured down.In the hazy water curtain, he stared intently at Xu Qingzhou's face, he didn't know whether it was tears or water from the nozzle on his fingertips.

Chu Wendao imprisoned Xu Qingzhou's chin with his fingers, and his neck drew a beautiful arc, and he sucked on it twice - this mark may not disappear for two days.He firmly pressed the person in his arms and buried him in the deepest part of his body.Sure enough, it was very hot inside, so hot that he didn't want to come out.

So be it, Chu Wendao thought casually, if he wants, he can let his life go up and down.

The two of them quarreled a bit too much last night, Xu Qingzhou slept deeply, and when Chu Wendao packed his things lightly, he couldn't wake up.Chu Wendao sat on the edge of the bed and watched for a long time, until he had to leave, he was not willing to wake people up.

Chu Wendao tucked up the quilt to cover Xu Qingzhou's exposed wrist.He glanced at the sandalwood bracelet on his wrist, which he put on for Xu Qingzhou before going to bed last night, and the peace amulet specially given by Chu's mother was in Xu Qingzhou's wallet.

In the end, he pressed a lingering kiss on Xu Qingzhou's cheek, and left the tender room quietly.

It was just dawn, and the old people in the community were already doing morning exercises in the small courtyard. I don't know whose dog was barking, as if echoing the sound of leisurely music.Chu Wendao took a taxi and shuttled through the hustle and bustle again.

Chu Wendao thought that after this farewell, they would at least have to wait for the next holiday to meet again.But he never thought that the opportunity would be so overwhelming.

In the middle of the semester, Chu Wendao gave Chen Xintong extremely bad Chinese tutoring every night.After several months, he truly felt that primary school teacher was the most difficult job in the world. At least every time he saw Chen Xintong's essay, he felt that he would lose a few years of life.

After finally coping with Chen Xintong's homework, Chu Wendao went out to drink water dry-mouthed.He glanced at the wall clock subconsciously. It was already nine o'clock in the evening, and Xu Qingzhou still didn't call himself tonight.

During the months between the two places, they would call each other every night and chat for several hours.In fact, neither of them is talkative, but they can talk for a long time about trivial daily things, and no one wants to hang up the phone first.Chu Wendao felt that it was quite fresh to leave this matter to himself, and it was like returning to the affectionate love mode when he was a teenager.

It's just that this situation was suddenly interrupted last week. Xu Qingzhou seems to be very busy these days. Chu Wendao still calls occasionally, but every time he hears that the other party is tired but still tries to answer his questions, his heart is full. Worried, but didn't ask much.

Sometimes, what others don't want to say, never be the first person to know.This is the most basic tolerance.

Chu Wendao stretched, thinking that he should go to wash and sleep first.I don't know if Xu Qingzhou has taken good care of his body after being busy recently, so he has to take a vacation to M City as much as possible.

Just as he put down the water glass, the phone on the table rang.Chu Wendao's heart skipped a beat, and he picked it up without hesitation.

Maybe at the second he picked up the phone, he still condemned himself for being reckless, but when he heard the slight breathing sound from the receiver, that bit of bitterness disappeared.

For a long time, the atmosphere was eerily silent.

Chu Wendao stood where he was, as if he heard Chu's mother calling him not far away. He wanted to respond, but he was surprisingly afraid to move.Until he heard the call of mosquitoes and flies in his ears.

"teacher……"

Chu Wendao raised his right hand and clenched the elbow of his left hand, humming.

"Grandma, she..." Xu Qingzhou's voice gradually disappeared, as if he had slipped into a small cave and could no longer find a way out.

Chu Wendao recalled that afternoon, when the warm sunshine lightly covered the old man's peaceful side face.Life is especially like a candle, when the wick is snuffed out there is nothing left.