double struggle

When Chu Wendao woke up, he found that the side was empty. He got up, took the shirt next to the bed, put it on, and walked to the kitchen.Xu Qingzhou was heating milk. He leaned against the door and laughed unconsciously.Xu Qingzhou was startled, and looked back at him.

"Why do you get up so early?" Chu Wendao walked in and put his arms around Xu Qingzhou's waist.

"There is a meeting in the morning, and I'll be out soon." Xu Qingzhou lowered her head and buttoned Chu Wendao's shirt, touching the back of her hand to her neck, "The teacher also said that I am not afraid of catching a cold even if I am hot or cold. "

The weather is hot recently, and the temperature of the air conditioner in the bedroom is adjusted very low at night.Especially last night when the two of them were fooling around for another night, Xu Qingzhou caught a cold and spoke with a slight nasal voice.Chu Wendao was overjoyed, and felt that the way Xu Qingzhou softly lectured people was very novel, and he hugged him for a long time.

After Chu Wendao finished washing, Xu Qingzhou had already put on his shoes and was ready to go out.He swallowed the hot milk, dragged Xu Qingzhou past him, and printed the milk stains around his mouth on the other's cheek.

Xu Qingzhou had no choice but to push away while smiling.

"Is teacher going out today?" He noticed that Chu Wendao had also changed his clothes and asked.

Chu Wendao said: "Well, I opened a salary card when I was in M ​​University. Some time ago, I thought that I would never use it anyway. I went to the bank to cancel it at noon."

"Where does the teacher go to the bank?"

"It's near the school... just in time to pick you up after finishing."

"Ah... then teacher, you have to go early." Xu Qingzhou glanced at the time and said, "The school released a new policy last week, and many students go to the bank to handle business every day."

Chu Wendao frowned, and secretly scolded the Academic Affairs Office of M University all over.When he was still at M University, the school leaders often changed the order day and night, and the students were tossed a lot, so he set up a public account for complaining, and sent tweets every day to complain about the school's new policies.More and more students paid attention, and even many teachers also paid attention silently. Later, the official account became bigger and bigger, and when the school leaders realized that something was wrong, there was no way to stop it.

"Then I'll go earlier." Chu Wendao sighed helplessly.

Xu Qingzhou said "um", paused when she stepped out of the door, and then backed away.Chu Wendao was wondering if he had forgotten to bring something, and was caught off guard by his neck, with a soft touch on his mouth.He just froze for two seconds, then held the back of Xu Qingzhou's head and deepened the kiss.

Before he knew it, Chu Wendao seemed to be sinking into this sticky relationship.He was clearly in his thirties, and he had long since lost that lingering energy, but when Xu Qingzhou unreservedly expressed his dependence on him, he found that he had lost the reason to refuse.

Whenever he thinks about that night, he will feel in a trance.At that time, why could he reject this child so cruelly?The more he thought about it, the more confused he became. Looking at Xu Qingzhou's face, he still couldn't figure it out.

Forget it, he told himself.

In the end, Chu Wendao went out an hour earlier than planned, but even so, Xu Qingzhou's words came true.He glanced at the queue number in his hand, and then looked up at the display screen, reckoning he had enough time to go out for a stroll before coming back.

With that in mind, he did just that.

Last year, a comprehensive shopping mall was built near M University, which attracted many students.Chu Wendao hadn't been there before, and just remembered the old clothes in Xu Qingzhou's closet, so he took advantage of this time to pick out some clothes.

When buying clothes, he pays attention to the quality, but the price is second. He thought about what kind of clothes are suitable for Xu Qingzhou's figure, and found that Xu Qingzhou's body looks good in everything he wears.He didn't think too much about it anymore, as long as he liked it, he took it to the checkout, and the salesman next to him stared blankly.

"Sir, in fact, it would be better for you to wear a larger size." The salesperson finally couldn't help but reminded.

Chu Wendao smiled when he heard the words, and handed her the clothes in his hand. "I bought it for my family," he said.

Chu Wendao walked back slowly with several bags of clothes.It didn't take long for him to get out of the mall after shopping for clothes with a clear goal.When we got back to the bank, we had to wait more than half an hour before it was his turn.

"Have you finished class?" Chu Wendao sent a text message to Xu Qingzhou as soon as he came out of the bank.

After waiting for about 5 minutes and not receiving a reply, Chu Wendao knew that Xu Qingzhou was probably busy now.It would take about 10 minutes to walk from the bank to M. He thought for a while, then went back to the parking lot and put the things in his hand into the car first.This tossing back and forth took another ten minutes.

In fact, Chu Wendao just wanted to shorten his stay at M University. Ever since he met Zhang Zhiyuan last time, he began to reject this place subconsciously.I can't say what kind of mood it is, it's like after the Chihuahua he raised when he was a child passed away unfortunately, his heart was indeed sad, but after a long time, he felt indifferent.But at the same time, he will no longer have the idea of ​​keeping a pet.

He walked slowly in the direction of M University, his eyes touched the western restaurant not far away, and he suddenly remembered that the taste of this restaurant was good.In the past, he and Zhang Zhiyuan didn't like to start a business at home, so they often came to this restaurant for dinner after class.The memory is pulled far away, but the days can be counted, and it turns out that only half a year has passed.

I don't know whether Xu Qingzhou likes to eat western food, Chu Wendao picked up his mobile phone, stood under the tree and planned to send another text message to Xu Qingzhou.During the typing gap, he raised his eyes inadvertently, and his fingers on the screen stopped in mid-air.

Not far away, Chu Wendao saw Zhang Zhiyuan walking towards the door of the western restaurant.Not only him, but also a tall woman by his side.They were very close to each other, and Zhang Zhiyuan lowered his head from time to time, as if he could hear each other's voice better that way.

Chu Wendao watched them walk in, and their figures disappeared at the end.And the other side of that end is the future that he can't touch.He smiled softly, lowered his head and re-edited the text in the dialog box.

One minute after the text message was sent, Xu Qingzhou called.

"Teacher? You came out of the bank?"

There was some noise on Xu Qingzhou's side, Chu Wendao stood by the side of the road and waited for the red light to turn green.The big M sign was across the road from him, walked across the zebra crossing, and then passed the boulevard, where Xu Qingzhou was waiting for him.

"Well, I'm looking for you now. Where are you?" he asked.

"I'm in the gymnasium." Xu Qingzhou explained, "This week is a school basketball game, and today it's just the turn of class one. The students in the class invited me to watch."

Xu Qingzhou has a good relationship with the students. If there are any activities in the class, he will often be invited.

"Do you know basketball?" Chu Wendao said while crossing the zebra crossing.

Xu Qingzhou was silent for a long while, and finally choked out two words: "No."

"I'll teach you next time." Chu Wendao walked towards the gymnasium. Fortunately, the gymnasium was not far from the school gate, so he didn't need to spend a lot of time.

Xu Qingzhou smiled: "No, I can't learn. The students came to me... Where have you been?"

"To the lake, almost there."

"Well, I'll wait for you."

Chu Wendao listened to the busy tone of the mobile phone, and unconsciously quickened his pace.

The gymnasium was not as lively as Chu Wendao thought. There were a few sparse students packing their things in the stadium. It was estimated that the basketball game had just ended.He couldn't help feeling sorry, he wanted to experience more of the excitement of his college days, but it was a step too late.

Chu Wendao walked around the gymnasium and found Xu Qingzhou who was sitting on the side.People are good-looking, and they are so conspicuous wherever they are placed.Xu Qingzhou also saw him, and wanted to reach out to say hello, but he was holding an unscrewed fruit orange in his hand, and he was in a hurry.

"Look at you." Chu Wendao rubbed Xu Qingzhou's hair funny, and sat beside him.

Xu Qingzhou handed another bottle of fruit orange beside him to Chu Wendao: "The student gave it to me, and I took an extra bottle."

"Even the students know you like orange juice."

"Probably because I see it often."

Chu Wendao actually didn't like such a sweet drink, but he didn't care about Xu Qingzhou's kindness, so he simply took two sips and put it aside.

"What are you looking at?" When he came over, he found Xu Qingzhou looking thoughtfully at the basketball court.

Xu Qingzhou blinked, and her ears turned red inexplicably.

He whispered: "Just thinking about the past."

"Huh?" Chu Wendao was very curious, not knowing what relationship Xu Qingzhou had with the basketball court.

Xu Qingzhou glanced at him, and the fingers on his knees began to move nervously again.The students on the basketball court quickly cleaned up the venue, and without the sound of footsteps going back and forth, the sound of each other's breathing seemed empty.

"Teacher, do you still remember the faculty basketball game a few years ago?" Xu Qingzhou asked after a long time.

Chu Wendao seldom participated in the cultural and sports activities organized by the school, and those few basketball games were certainly memorable.

"That's it - you scored a three-pointer and caught up with the score." Xu Qingzhou pointed to a certain point on the basketball court, and there was a brilliance in his eyes that Chu Wendao had never seen before.He didn't dare to speak out, for fear of interrupting Xu Qingzhou's memory.

"And I'm sitting here too, taking your picture."

Xu Qingzhou withdrew his arm and looked at Chu Wendao intently.He is the most beautiful when he smiles quietly, like the spring breeze in March, and the autumn in October.

Chu Wendao seemed to hear his heart beating, and he was brought back to the depths of his memory by Xu Qingzhou.It turned out that at the moment he didn't know, there was such a person who quietly walked into his life standing in a corner.

"I remember, at that time you replaced the classmate who was in charge of taking pictures." He sighed and stood up.Xu Qingzhou was held by his hand, and he stepped on the road he walked.

"Well, maybe I fell in love with you at that time." Xu Qingzhou said.

Chu Wendao didn't turn his head or speak, but tightened his gripping fingers even more.

As the sun sets, the rays of light pass through the leaves dimly, and the lotus flowers on the lake are also dyed a natural red.There weren't many people on the boulevard, and even if someone passed by in a hurry, they still held hands.

Chu Wendao has his own castle in his heart, few people come in, and more people go out.He watched all this with cold eyes, but after struggling for a long time, he still wanted to share the world he had carefully shaped.

"Qingzhou, if you weren't the substitute for taking pictures at that time—" Chu Wendao paused, and didn't continue.

Xu Qingzhou looked at him quietly, with the glow floating on his face, adorning this beautiful young man.

"Teacher, if there is no that time, there will be a next time." He said with a smile, "Because of your existence, I am like this."

Chu Wendao was stunned for a while, then raised his lips helplessly.

"Thank you."

The glow in the sky is getting darker and darker, it has not disappeared, it just changed the angle to illuminate another world.There are him and him in that world, and there are bits and pieces of time that flow slowly.

end.

Special episode. Peer

Another number on the calendar was crossed out. Xu Qingzhou lay on the table, turning the pen with his fingers, still feeling incredible.In the blink of an eye, a long time has passed. It has been more than half a year since he moved to City G to live with Chu Wendao.Winter is coming in a hurry, seeing that the weather is getting colder and colder, but the Spring Festival is getting closer.

Xu Qingzhou yawned lazily, threw down his pen, turned around and threw himself on the bed.He was the only one left in the big house. Father Chu and Mother Chu took Chen Xintong to Chen Shanshan's house, and they didn't come back until around nine o'clock in the evening.And Chu Wendao went on a business trip last week. According to the procedure, he should be back today, which is why Xu Qingzhou didn't go out with Chu's parents.

The sky outside the window gradually became dark. Xu Qingzhou glanced at his mobile phone and found that it was only five o'clock in the afternoon.He had nothing to do left and right, so he simply went to the kitchen to wash the vegetables he bought this morning.The flight Chu Wendao was on was delayed, and he happened to be able to eat hot meals when he came back.

Xu Qingzhou used to only cook some home-cooked dishes, and the taste was barely edible, but now after more than half a year, his cooking skills have improved significantly.After all, he was embarrassed to let Chu's mother cook all the time, so he often rushed to help. The more he watched, the more skills he learned.Chu Wendao praised him several times, saying that his culinary skills surpassed his own by a lot, but Xu Qingzhou didn't take it seriously.In his heart, Chu Wendao was much better than himself.

He looked at the white mist curling up from the purple clay pot, misty, and couldn't help but see God.It was at this time that he heard the sound of the door opening in the distance, and almost subconsciously, he dropped the spoon and ran out.

I have missed it for a long time, and I can't wait for a moment.

Chu Wendao unzipped the down jacket and threw it to the side of the sofa.He looked at Xu Qingzhou with a smile and spread his arms forward.Xu Qingzhou also laughed, and threw herself into Chu Wendao's arms in three steps at a time.This kind of welcome has become a habit.

Chu Wendao was carrying the cold outside, so Xu Qingzhou rubbed against him twice, probably because he wanted to be warmer.

"Where are your parents?" Chu Wendao stroked Xu Qingzhou's hair and asked.

"I went to my cousin's house." Xu Qingzhou touched Chu Wendao's chin, his beard was pricked and his fingertips itch, "Let me help you shave."

Chu Wendao bit Xu Qingzhou's index finger lightly, and said with a smile: "No, are you cooking? You go to work, I'll take a shower first, it's freezing outside."

Xu Qingzhou didn't insist either, and finally pestered and exchanged a kiss with Chu Wendao before letting go.

Chu Wendao hadn't felt this way for a long time. No matter how many days he went abroad, no one cared about his whereabouts like this except his parents.Every time I go back to my home, the room is dark and cold, I'm cold and hungry, and I don't want to move when I lie on the bed.He is clearly still a young and strong young man.But I have experienced the life of the elderly living alone for a long time in advance.

In winter in the south, the house is still cold.Chu Wendao just put on a set of pajamas, and couldn't help shivering as soon as he got out of the bathroom, and quickly turned back to put on his coat again.Hearing the noise from the kitchen, he kicked on his slippers and walked.In fact, he has already eaten the plane meal on the plane, and he is not hungry now. It can be seen that Xu Qingzhou is busy up and down for himself, and he can't say anything more.

"What are you thinking about?" Chu Wendao hugged Xu Qingzhou's waist from behind, and kissed the exposed skin.

Xu Qingzhou finally came back to his senses, picked up a spoon and scooped up the soup.He shook his head, maybe because he was greedy for the long-lost hug, so he let the little kisses fall on his face and neck.

Chu Wendao stared at him for a long time, then reached out and turned off the fire.Xu Qingzhou said "Ah" in surprise, and stared for no reason.

"Don't you want to drink soup?" Xu Qingzhou asked.

Chu Wendao rubbed Xu Qingzhou's waist with both hands, then went down more and more, then lifted the corner of his clothes and stretched in.He touched his stomach under his clothes, and it felt soft. It is estimated that Chu's mother has raised him well recently.Afraid of the cold, Xu Qingzhou shrank involuntarily.

"I'll drink it later..." Chu Wendao licked Xu Qingzhou's lips wetly, tempting vaguely, "Let's do something else now."

No matter how dull Xu Qingzhou was, he understood what was going on, blinked, and suddenly smiled.

"Aren't you tired just now?" He turned around and hugged his lover's shoulder.

"Not tired yet." Chu Wendao kissed Xu Qingzhou's lips, and reached out to pull down the other's trousers.

Xu Qingzhou was dizzy from being kissed. Xu hadn't been close to anyone for a while, and suddenly his limbs felt a little weak, so he could only rely on the kitchen table behind him for support.

"Hmm... wait..." He held down Chu Wendao's hand that had been touching down, and he wanted to take off the apron on his body.

Chu Wendao knew what he meant, and chuckled vaguely.Flipping his wrist, he imprisoned Xu Qingzhou's hands behind his back. He asked Xu Qingzhou to sit on the kitchen table, and Xu Qingzhou obediently did so, blinking his eyes wet with emotion in confusion.

"You don't need to take it off, that's it." Chu Wendao's bad taste came again.

Xu Qingzhou blushed suddenly with shame, wanted to refuse but didn't have the courage, opened and closed his mouth, so he had to accept his fate and wronged himself.The longer he followed Chu Wendao, the more he could find that this man was not as well-dressed as he looked.There are countless bad ideas hidden in the bottom of my heart.

Just when he was hesitating, his trousers had already been pulled down to his knees, and his thighs and buttocks were cold.He moved uncomfortably, trying to get away from the black gold sand kitchen counter underneath.After all, Chu Wendao still felt distressed, so he asked people to turn their backs to him, and changed their hands for support.

"Well..." The buttocks were gently stroked, and when Xu Qingzhou was intoxicated by this little tease, a cold liquid was smeared between the buttocks, and something was gently probing and opening up a shameful place.

"When did you...bring it for lubrication..." he asked intermittently.

Chu Wendao teased while expanding, "I brought it over after taking a shower."

After finishing speaking, he patted Xu Qingzhou's red skin and made a loud sound.He has always been gentle and slow in doing this kind of thing, and he will only proceed to the next step when he has expanded enough.Just like now, when Xu Qingzhou couldn't bear to grab Chu Wendao's arm anymore, he buried himself deeply in the other person's body.

Xu Qingzhou resisted screaming at first, he always seemed to love to hide his emotions.Of course, Chu Wendao always had a corresponding method.Chu Wendao bit the tip of his ear, pushed up Xu Qingzhou's blouse, and lingered on his chest.

Normally, this would be just a little fun during sex, but now there is an extra layer of apron that looks like a cover-up, it seems special.

I don't know if he has the same idea, Xu Qingzhou's face turns redder.

"Is it comfortable?" Chu Wendao leaned close to Xu Qingzhou's ear and asked in a low voice.

Xu Qingzhou endured the collision again and again, his mind was spinning in a daze, and he couldn't understand what Chu Wendao was asking for a moment.Chu Wendao asked twice more as if unwilling to give up, Xu Qingzhou was annoyed by the question, so he simply turned sideways, pressed the back of Chu Wendao's head and kissed it.

It seemed that someone suddenly laughed, and then it seemed that someone was panting.In the end, even the sound of each other's breathing could no longer be distinguished.

Chu Wendao sat on the bed contentedly, caressing the carcass leaning on his lap in a casual manner.Not knowing where he touched, Xu Qingzhou moved slightly, and then changed his posture without any trace.Chu Wendao looked down and found that Xu Qingzhou's side waist had a faint cyan color.It is estimated that when he was messing around in the kitchen just now, he knocked somewhere unknowingly.

"Excuse me, does it hurt?" He got up and wanted to find the medicine box.

Seeing this, Xu Qingzhou quickly wrapped his arms around his waist, refusing to let him go.After each tenderness, he becomes more clingy.Although in normal times, he is clingy enough.

"We'll calculate tomorrow." He said almost coquettishly.

Chu Wendao couldn't resist him, so he lay down back to his original position.As the night got darker and the chill got heavier, he pulled up the quilt until it wrapped them both tightly.

Just half an hour ago, Father Chu called back and said that it was too late, so he stayed at Chen Shanshan's house.He and Xu Qingzhou were left in the huge house, and it felt good to be quiet and relaxed.

"By the way, I ran into Wu Xia when I was on a business trip." Chu Wendao hugged Xu Qingzhou and said.

Xu Qingzhou blinked in surprise.Some time ago, Wu Xia sold the bar, leaving the words "to travel" and never heard from her again.Although he and Wu Xia are good friends, he has never asked about what he shouldn't ask, and he knows nothing about it except that he occasionally receives postcards from his friends.It was just a slight guess that Wu Xia's actions might have something to do with Sun Hai and that ex-boyfriend.

"Is he okay?" After thinking for a while, he could only ask such a question.

Chu Wendao nodded: "It's not bad. It seems that his next destination is to go abroad. I heard that the environment in Australia is very good."

"Oh..." Xu Qingzhou was relieved, and after a while, he sighed again, "It's finally good to go out for a walk."

"Envious?" Chu Wendao pinched Xu Qingzhou's ears.

Xu Qingzhou naturally felt a little envious. After all, he has stayed in that small area of ​​M City since he was a child.In the past, I still had a few thoughts, saving money and planning to go out to improve my knowledge during the winter and summer vacations.But later on, this thought gradually faded away.Perhaps as people grow older, their drive to wander will also decrease.

"Find a time, let's go and apply for a visa." Chu Wendao said, "Sun Hai said not long ago that he was going to Australia for business, so we'll be with him. We will separate from him when we arrive, and we will go on our honeymoon."

Xu Qingzhou was surprised at first, but then couldn't hide his inner joy.He propped himself up, grabbed Chu Wendao's shoulder and kissed him.Probably apart from this, he has no other way to express his gratitude.

"Teacher, you are so kind." He said sweetly.

Chu Wendao said "um", these days he has received too many similar compliments, so much so that he thinks his character is very good.

"Or, after going to Australia, there are other places we can go. Where else do you want to see?"

Xu Qingzhou thought seriously, and after a long time, he still had no clue.

"Actually, it doesn't matter where you go." He raised his lips happily as he thought of something, "As long as you are with the teacher, you will be happy wherever you go."

Chu Wendao froze for a moment, then shook his head helplessly.

"Okay, then we'll go wherever we go together."

"Ah."

Chu Wendao watched Xu Qingzhou's eyes quietly, and stroked his eyebrows with his thumb.He found that no matter how much time has passed, the years seem to have left no trace on Xu Qingzhou's body.

Just like the boy of yesterday.

"Teacher?" Xu Qingzhou noticed that Chu Wendao was in a daze, and called out.

"Qingzhou." Chu Wendao suddenly showed a serious expression, and said something ridiculous, "Then we are going to the ends of the earth, are you ready?"

Xu Qingzhou blinked in a daze, probably because he felt that Chu Wendao's words were too inconsistent, so he burst into tears with joy.

"How can there be so much money?" He hugged Chu Wendao's neck until the laughter was snatched away by his pressed lips, and the smile in the corner of his eyes was still lingering.

"Just pretend you haven't heard of it." Chu Wen was bewildered and embarrassed by his sudden stupidity.

Xu Qingzhou shook his head: "How?" He took Chu Wendao's hand, clasped his fingers, and the rings on each other's ring fingers flickered under the light.

"Since you said it, then you must honor it." He raised his head and said proudly, "A gentleman can't follow up on his words, and he can't go back on his words."

Chu Wendao sighed: "Okay, I don't regret it."