This weekend, I couldn't stay in bed because I made an appointment with my friends to go to the amusement park.

In fact, I am very repulsed by this activity. Two single women running to the amusement park are not purely looking for abuse?But it’s better to go out and look for abuse than to make potatoes at home. Who told me that I can’t stand the loneliness of the “outsider”.

After brushing my teeth, washing my face, and then putting on some eye-catching makeup, my friend has already rushed to call me to remind me.

"Ten o'clock, you know... Who said I'm always late!"

While talking on the phone with a friend, I applied concealer to my left wrist.It is strange to say that a young man who cherishes life like me has a dark history of wrist cutting, and what is even more strange is that I have no memory of this at all.

Tsk tsk, my memory is so broken, it must be premature aging.

After hanging up the phone, I raised my wrist to face the sun.The color of the scar is slightly lighter than the surrounding skin, so it should be fine if you don't look carefully.Immediately afterwards, I put on a dress, stepped on the sun, and took the bus all the way.

The bus was crowded as usual, I staggered with the flow of people for a while, and finally managed to grab the handrail and stand firm.Before I could catch my breath, I noticed something strange, as if someone in the car was spying on me.Speaking of which, densely populated places like buses and subways are a breeding ground for perverts.

I looked around inside the car, but I didn't find any suspicious person, of course, it may be because of the obstructed view.

Fortunately, the car drove all the way, and Mr. Abnormal didn't move. I was able to get out of the car safely and meet up with my friends.

We went early, and the amusement park had just opened, so we didn't have to wait in line.But I still can't be happy, because I always feel that the owner of that gaze has followed me out of the car, and is always near me!

I couldn't help but wonder if that person was screaming with me when I was on the jumping machine.Did that person sit next to or behind me on the roller coaster?

As time went on, my cranky thinking didn't stop, but intensified, and it was driving me crazy.When I walked out of the entertainment facility again, I finally thought of some dangerous possibility.Could the person who has been following me be my stepfather?That's what I told Ninzuzu and Chotaro yesterday that I might come back to find my stepfather at any time?Thinking of this, my body trembled uncontrollably. It was obviously summer, and I only felt waves of cold on my body.I tugged at my friend's arm and pretended to be calm and said to her:

"Do me a favor."

A few minutes later, we came out of the toilet and saw a man who looked like a headless chicken at the corner of the corridor.

"Changtaro, why are you?"

There was unconcealed surprise in my tone.

Hochotaro saw me, first heaved a sigh of relief, then smiled at me awkwardly, his wheat-colored face was as red as the setting sun.We looked at each other in silence for a while before he stammered to explain:

"After listening to what you said yesterday, I was very worried. It happened that there was no performance today, so..."

Although Chotaro made me tremble with fear before, I still couldn't bear to see his embarrassed appearance, so I nodded slightly to express my understanding.

"So, who notified you of my whereabouts? Don't tell me, you stayed outside my house all night yesterday."

Hochotaro looked at me, then quickly glanced at a corner of the corridor, his Adam's apple twitched, and finally said firmly:

"I can't tell you."

"..."

I think I must be very helpless now.Mr. Chotaro, you can either tell me directly, or simply keep silent.Or, are you sure Takeshi Momoshiro's porcupine head is well hidden?

Because of Chotaro's appearance, I was completely reduced to a traitor in my friend's heart. She left me and left angrily.

I felt very innocent, but Chotaro stood beside me with more innocent eyes than mine.So, when he hesitated to speak for the Nth time, I patted him on the shoulder and said:

"Let's go."

Hear me say it, he's jumping into high spirits as quickly as a child.

On the return bus, I luckily waited for an empty seat.I sat down, and Chotaro stood beside him, covering both ends of the position with his arms, enclosing me in his protective circle.Then suddenly asked me:

"Do you remember how we met?"

I raised my face and replied:

"Of course I remember, it's no wonder so many nosy people don't remember."

That was the first day I transferred to Ice Emperor. On the way to the car, I found that some pervert had cut my skirt. I wanted to grab him with my own hands, but was blocked by Feng Changtaro at that time.Afterwards, Chotaro not only gave me his place, but also took off his school uniform and put it over my knees, covering my torn skirt.

Chotaro looked down at me, his face was very red, but his tone was as warm as it was then.

"But that man has a knife and is very dangerous."

I looked back at him steadily, remembering that this good boy in front of me once belonged to me, and my eyes felt numb.Why on earth would I break up with him?

I thought he would send me home, but he took me to an unexpected place---Hyodi Academy.A few years after graduation, standing in front of Bingdi's majestic school gate again, many memories flooded into my heart at once.Chotaro and I walked along the tree-lined path to the tennis court we hadn't seen for a long time.Even though it was the weekend, there was a group of students gathered on the field. Take a closer look, some of these people were wearing formal clothes, some were wearing casual clothes, some were male and some were female.

We quietly sat in the auditorium and watched the teenagers swinging and running vigorously in the stadium. The shouts of the teenagers in the stadium, the cheers of the girls in the auditorium and the intermittent cicadas from the trees next to them converged into a roaring crowd. Come youthful.

"Is the region racing now?"

"No, it should be the Kanto competition. You are still the same as before, and you can't figure out the time of the competition."

Hocho Taro spoke a little slowly, and every word revealed a taste of nostalgia.

Well, I just found out that I was so incompetent when we dated.

After watching in the audience for a while, I asked Chotaro if he wanted to go down to instruct his juniors, but he refused with a smile.

"I think it's better for creatures like seniors to live in the school history."

When he said this, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his whole face was bathed in the sun, his divine appearance was almost enough to make me fall in love with him again.

Later, we went to the previous class -- of course we went in through the window.The layout of the classroom has not changed much, but the desk that belonged to me has changed several owners.I walked from the front of the classroom to the back of the classroom, and quickly looked around.

"Are you going?"

Chotaro stood in front of the blackboard slot and asked me across most of the classroom.I nodded, and he quickly ran in front of me. I thought he would open the door directly, but his hand stopped before touching the doorknob. Chotaro just stood there, his back a little bent, and he didn't say a word. .

"what happened?"

Chotaro turned around, leaning his back against the door, and there was a button lying in the palm stretched out to my eyes.

"Zhenhong, do you remember this button? You tore it off my school uniform."

Chotaro stuffed the button into my hand, and said cautiously:

"Zhenhong, shall we get together again?"

Before I could speak, he pulled me into his arms and kissed me unexpectedly.After so many years, Ho Chotaro's kiss is still so tender and green, which makes me suspect that I am the only girlfriend he has ever dated.

When I opened my mouth and bit his lips lightly with my teeth, I finally remembered that this was the place where I dedicated my first kiss to Chotaro.But it was a not-so-pleasant first kiss, I remember I had an argument with Chotaro, he mercilessly shook off my hand and was about to leave, I ran up angrily, slammed the door shut and pushed him down On the wall, biting his lips fiercely with his teeth like a beast.

Chotaro resisted fiercely, and after a while, our mouths were filled with a strong smell of blood.Then, I took the initiative to end the kiss, and tore off the button of his school uniform, yelling at him viciously:

---Why don't you recognize me?Only Miike Makoto likes Hocho Taro, and only I like you!

Ho Chotaro suddenly stopped his kiss and looked at me helplessly.

"Zhenhong, why are you crying. I'm sorry, I... I shouldn't force you."

Chotaro used to show a similar expression whenever I acted like a baby.Suddenly, I thought I was back in the past.

It wasn't until I tasted a bitter taste in my mouth that I belatedly realized that I was crying.The memory is obviously very vague, but the pain in my heart is extremely deep.I heard myself asking him in a crying voice:

"Why don't you recognize me?"

Hocho Taro's body shook, with a complicated expression on his face, then he suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged me very hard.My chin hit his shoulder, and before I could cry out the pain, I heard him say:

"Don't be afraid. Zhenbai is gone. From now on, you don't have to deliberately wear a skirt, and I can recognize you at a glance. Don't be afraid."

I was almost imprisoned in Chotaro's arms, and his arms were tightly wrapped around my waist, making me think that I would suffocate in a second.The glass on the window frame of the rear door reflected my wet tears and dazed expression.

Chotaro's answer didn't make me happy at all.

I feel like I have to take back my previous sentence. There are men in this world who confuse their girlfriends with other people. They are simply assholes!

Chotaro's words made me feel bad.I declined his offer to take me home. At eight o'clock in the evening, it was already dark, and I was walking alone on the road. Rows of street lamps dragged my shadow very long.There were intermittent footsteps behind me, but when I turned around, I saw only the empty street.

"It's time to come out, you've been with me all day."

The footsteps stopped suddenly, and after a while, a person slowly turned out from a dark corner not far away.He walked under the streetlight step by step, raised his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and smiled at me calmly:

"Senior Shinozu, why is it you?"

I was still surprised by my tone, so that when he approached me, he shrugged clearly and asked:

"Looking at you, you should have encountered this situation more than once today? Let me guess, it's that idiot Chotaro?"

I sighed and nodded in acquiescence.

"Would you like to have a drink?"

He raised his chin and motioned me to look at the bar a few meters away, the one I would patronize every weekend.

"Ninzu-senpai didn't wait for me on purpose, did he?"

"Who knows."

As Yuji Ninata said, he put his hands in his trouser pockets and walked in front of me very chicly. If I ignore the successful smile on the corner of his mouth, I think I will have more courage to convince myself that it is a coincidence.

Hey, I'm so tired.Can they stop!

When I saw Sakaki Taro leisurely drinking red wine in the bar, I realized that I was still too naive.

"Ah, what a coincidence to supervise."

Hearing Yuji Ninzu say this seriously, I just want to give him a blank stare without hesitation.At this moment, Sakakitaro raised his red wine glass and looked at me. The corners of my mouth twitched, and I forcefully pulled out a flattering smile.Unexpectedly, instead of acknowledging it, Sakaki Taro gave me a cold look.

Later, I reluctantly sat at the same table with them.The light in the bar is a very comfortable and dim blue. After sitting opposite Sakaki Taro, I realized that his outfit today is a bit weird.That rose red suit, which was worth a lot of money at first sight, was fine, but the problem was his meticulously tied tie.

In addition to its own light pink color, this tie also has clusters of yellowish red, as if the bloodstains were not washed clean, the result of years and years.

In my impression, Sakaki Taro is a person with mild cleanliness. I remember that his family has a golden retriever, so he will carefully use the glue roller to move the clothes back and forth several times every day. He did not expect to wear such a tie to go out now.I found it difficult to understand, but because I was concerned about Sakaki Taro's cold personality, I pretended not to see it.

When several people get together to drink, they naturally want to chat.

I asked Yuji Ninzu:

"Last time you said that you were a doctor, what kind of department? Ask clearly, so I can ask you to see a doctor next time."

Ninja Yuuji shook the red wine in the glass, and smiled at me mysteriously.

"Psychiatry."

"...Forget it then."

My expression was probably stupid, and he burst out laughing without hesitation.

I became angry and didn't want to pay attention to Renzu. I turned my head, only to find that Sakaki Taro was looking at me intently, with a confused expression.After a while, he saw that I found out, and he still looked at me calmly.On the contrary, I quickly looked away in embarrassment, and looked down to see his strange tie again.

Could it be that Sakaki Taro's strange attitude towards me is all because of my mother?

"Do you still like your mother?"

I suddenly became a little dazed. It was my own voice, but it sounded a little strange.I don't know how to describe it, but I definitely felt that during the few seconds when the words came out of my mouth, I was in a daze, as if I didn't even control my consciousness.This discomfort disappeared quickly. I woke up like a dream, and saw Sakaki Taro opposite me with a drastic change of expression. I waved my hand quickly to explain.

Unexpectedly, he stood up suddenly, leaned his whole body across the table, and grabbed my left wrist.

bang.

The glass fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

Sakaki Taro's rough fingers accurately touched the scar left by cutting my wrist.I looked up and saw his scarlet eye sockets, and heard him ask me in a deafening voice:

"Who are you!"

He was so strong that he almost broke my wrist. I opened my mouth, but before I could say anything, tears came out of my eyes.

"It hurts, let go!"

Yuji Ninata finally stopped watching, he stood up and tried to break Sakaki Taro's hand, but failed.So he sighed, and said in a convincing tone:

"If she is really white, how can she still be indifferent when she sees your tie?"

This sentence is very effective. After hearing this, Sakakitaro immediately let go of the shackles on me, and fell back on the chair as if he was weak, with a slumped expression.

I looked down at Sakaki Taro from a high position, and the dim light hit his face, which made people feel hopeless. I couldn't help but feel sad, and felt that a certain part of my body was screaming.

"I'm not feeling well, let's go first."

There are so many things out of control today.

I picked up the bag on the seat, stepped on the shards of glass on the ground, and ran out without looking back.

There were thumping footsteps behind me, and after a while, Takeshi Momoshiro ran up to me and blocked my way.He looked at me with some concern:

"what happened to you?"

I replied fiercely:

"Are you willing to come out now?"

He giggled twice, and said innocently:

"I'm afraid of annoying you, don't you want to see me?"

I stared blankly for a while, and finally broke through my tears and laughed.

So, Momoshiro Takeshi no longer followed me secretly, but walked side by side with me.

"I heard that you rented the apartment in the opposite building?"

"Ah, how do you know."

I smiled and avoided answering, and continued to ask:

"Public expenses?"

"Where there is public money, I pay for it out of my own pocket."

"Then you paid for the tickets and the car to the amusement park at your own expense?"

Takeshi Momoshiro didn't dare to look at me, and nodded sadly.Looking at his appearance, I suddenly felt that being a policeman and doing what he is like is pretty hard work.

We parted at the door of the apartment, and before he turned to leave, I said half-seriously and half jokingly:

"Don't spy on me."

"I won't do such a thing. Don't worry, I just want to catch your stepfather. If he doesn't show up, I will move out after this month."

Standing in front of me was Takeshi Momoshiro with a straight back and a serious expression that didn't match his hairstyle. I couldn't help but believe that he would be a good policeman.

I came home exhausted, took a shower and lay in bed.

Maybe it's thinking day by day and dreaming at night.

That night, I actually dreamed of Zhenbai.

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