A scheming first love dressed as a school grass

It saw the green grass, the blooming flowers, the gurgling stream, the running and joy, it stood up tremblingly, expecting to blend in, and saw the bloody fight... Looking back is Mother's warm embrace is very safe. It wants to shrink back, but it can't bear curiosity and anticipation.

He used to be ignorant about love, thinking that he was independent and strong enough.However, without knowing it, he stepped into the illusion of seductive love. He devoted himself wholeheartedly and chased hard, unaware that there was a cold blade besides honey in front of him.

It is precisely because of giving sincerity that it hurts especially when being stabbed, and the ignorant mind can be completely sober.Sometimes, I am very grateful to Qi Yao, because he is indifferent enough to let him, a little fool, see his heart and situation clearly, and learn a lesson, so that he can wake up in time, so that he is not hopeless .

Leave him with scars, thinking that reason and pain are enough to convince myself to forget him.However, the boy's initial heart is always unforgettable, and his mind is sober, but his heart can't go back to the beginning.

Qi Yao is like a rose with thorns, it is tempting to pick it, but it makes people's hands full of blood.Even so, he was still attracted by his beautiful appearance and his warm colors.

He approached with a purpose, thinking that he was sober, even because he discovered Qi Yao's goodness and Qi Yao's feelings, he felt guilty and couldn't bear him.But he didn't know that at that time, he was the one who fell deeper.

During that time, Qi Yao became the background of his life, the core of his vision, and occupied all the gaps in him.He knows all Qi Yao's likes and dislikes, he knows his sufferings and pains, and he cares more about him than himself.

Maybe it's because this good that he thinks is false is too easy for Qi Yao to get, so he doesn't cherish it, and only treats him as an ordinary passerby.You can use, deceive, doubt at will, and don't care about his feelings.

At that time, in Qi Yao's eyes, he was just a cheap product.

In fact, it was too late when he realized the epiphany, and what he did was already hopeless.

Some likings are not easy to say, it will become a terrible habit, seep into your limbs, penetrate into your bone marrow, take root in the depths of your soul, and become an addiction that is difficult to get rid of. Bloody and bloody, in pain.

If you can't pull it out, then bury it. If you bury it deep enough, you won't think of it easily, it won't hurt, and you won't have the courage to touch it again.

Xu Mi thinks he has succeeded, and he is doing well in the world without Qi Yao.However, Qi Yao appeared and shattered his ridiculous self-deception.

Seeing Qi Yao walking towards him, the false peace in Xu Mi's heart was broken inch by inch.How funny, his heart would still tremble because of Qi Yao.Why do you want to like Qi Yao again, he told himself, it's really impossible.

Slowly, he found that he had broken down the guarded heart wall. He was closed to everyone, but he couldn't do it to Qi Yao.No matter how much he hides it, he will still reveal it.

Like is like, sometimes the mouth can not say, sometimes the heart can hide, but the body can't.

So, give each other a chance?Should he be brave?Do you want to trust Qi Yao again?

Xu Mi looked into his eyes, waiting for his answer, and also waiting for her own.

Qi Yao didn't raise his hand to wipe away the tears that blocked his vision, but reached out to gently wipe away the tears falling from the corners of Xu Mi's eyes, resisting the choking in his throat.

Then word by word, clear and powerful: "As long as you want."

As long as Xu Mi wanted to, he would wait for as long as he wanted.No longer touch Xu Mi's Ni Lin, no longer touch Xu Mi's pain, no longer force him to get out of the protective shell.He knew that this guy was the frightened little turtle, and he was willing to wait slowly outside, waiting for Xu Mi to poke his head out and look at him.

There is no longer any resistance in his eyes.

He stretched out his hand and gently covered the back of Xu Mi's hand. He didn't speak any more, but slowly clasped his hand with Xu Mi's cool hand until the five fingers clenched tightly, and the warm palm was close to each other.

Until she felt that Xu Mi had no resistance, she couldn't hold back her tears.

Xu Mi felt the big hand holding him tightly, felt the temperature when the palms were close together, and met Qi Yao with moist eye sockets. He found that Qi Yao's eye sockets were also red. He couldn't hide that sincere and hot gaze.

There are expectations and apprehensions in it, all because of him.

Qi Yao was waiting for him, felt the torment of this waiting, felt the same tormented feelings in the past, and suffered the same grievance.

Will they continue like this?

A faint tangled look appeared in Xu Mi's eyes, and soon disappeared without a trace.

Qi Yao like this deserves to be trusted again, right?Qi Yao is not someone who makes promises easily, he will definitely do what he said, so, should we try again with him?Maybe it turned out not to be as bad as I thought.

Qi Yao's uneasy heart suddenly settled down when he felt the coolness on the back of his hand, the moist heat from his eye sockets gushed down like a spring, but the corners of his mouth raised uncontrollably, and the arc became wider and wider.

The strength of the clasped hands tightened, and Xu Mi's face was held in the other hand, his eyes were gentle and hot.

Qi Yao lowered his head, pressed against his forehead, looked at him seriously and intently, tears fell on his face, and merged with his tears.

Seeing the tears in his smile, Xu Mi felt the chords in his heart be plucked, raised his head unconsciously, put his lips on his, licked it lightly, and then moved to his face and eyes, pulling him The salty tears were licked clean.

The moment he kissed, it was like fireworks blooming in Qi Yao's mind, and his dark world had light again, with brilliant colors.

Xu Mi's lips were very soft, the hot and humid temperature, and the gentle movements made him feel that he was cherished and cared by Ah Mi.The chest is filled with pleasure, from hell to heaven, nothing more.

Qi Yao felt with his heart, felt Xu Mi's sincere affection that was ignored by his eyes before.Until Xu Mi's lips left his eyelids, he opened his gentle smiling eyes and stared at Xu Mi like a fool.

Xu Mi was also looking at him, and decided to take that step, he had to do it with heart, so as not to disappoint each other, he had already tried.

Facing Xu Mi's clear eyes, and his eyes fell on his bright red lips, Qi Yao, as if bewitched, slowly lowered his head and approached, and then approached until the two lips were soft.

If it was Xu Mi's kiss, it was a gentle breeze and drizzle, while Qi Yao's kiss was a violent storm, oppressing people so hard to breathe.

Xu Mi felt like he had climbed a thousand-meter-high peak, but also felt like he had fallen into a hot flame.His reason was melted, his consciousness became dull, and his body was hotter than when he was drugged.

Qi Yao seemed to use this method to tell him how intense his feelings were.

Bearing it passively, the palms he held were sticky, and his heart was beating very fast.

Xu Mi opened his eyes in a trance, wanting to see his current appearance, just in time to meet Qi Yao's dark eyes stained with passion and desire, which seemed to be burning with a black flame, and the center of the flame was Xu Mi's face.

The lips were swollen and painful from being sucked, and no one let the other go first.In the deserted ward, the temperature gradually climbed.

I don't know how long it took, but Xu Mi only felt that for a long, long time, his consciousness entered a space full of temptations, and he gradually became sober again, and his eyes became clear again.

Qi Yao looked at his blushing face, watery eyes, dry throat, opened his mouth and said nothing for a moment.

After a while, both of them breathed much calmer.

Qi Yao pursed his lips, held Xu Mi's shoulders with one hand, and looked at him intently: "A Mi, I love you." I used to find it difficult to say such words, but now I can't help but want to express them. not enough.

The person you like looks at you with the gentlest voice and the most affectionate face, expressing his passionate love.

Xu Mi's heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably, and his body temperature, which had just dropped, rose again, and even his head was dizzy from the heat.

"Ami, I love you."

Qi Yao said it seriously, and repeated it many times.

Seeing Xu Mi's blushing face, Qi Yao's eyes were full of smiles, he hugged him, and continued to say softly: "A Mi, I didn't know how to love before, and I was afraid of hurting you." , I will tell you with actions in the future, I will cherish you, love you, and never let you get hurt in the slightest."

Kissing his forehead lightly, Qi Yao continued, "Thank you for giving me the chance to change. I won't let myself go the way I used to, and I won't let you go through that again."

Seeing the sparkle in Xu Mi's eyes again, Qi Yao lowered his head and kissed him gently like he did to himself.

"Ami, you look really good when you smile. I hope I can keep seeing you smile in the future. I don't want you to cry because of me."

When the words fell, Xu Mi's tears became more.

Qi Yao panicked and kissed his eyelids in a random and gentle manner.

"Qi Yao, let's study together in the days to come."

Learn how to love others, how to love yourself, how to make love more sweet.

Qi Yao paused, and said subconsciously: "I'm not good at studying, but I will work hard." Ah Mi is willing to study with him, which means that they will have a future, not just a cooperative relationship.

Before, he never felt how important his academic performance was to him, but now he realizes that the gap with Xu Mi in this aspect is too big, and it is difficult to catch up.Let him have a little heart jam.

"Okay, let's work together."

Xu Mi smiled and looked at him seriously.Maybe the days to come are more worth looking forward to.

"You don't think I'm stupid, do you? No, I'm not saying I'm stupid, but I didn't think about studying hard before. I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up for a while, and I may not be able to go to the same school as you."

Qi Yao looked at him cautiously, his voice became lower and lower, and his already hoarse voice was a little vague now.

Xu Mi's smile froze on his face, was he not expressing clearly enough?

Seeing Xu Mi's sudden change of face, Qi Yao's eyes flickered, hiding his lost emotions, and forced a smile: "Don't worry, even if you can't go to a school, I won't let you go abroad to study alone. I'll just move my job there, we won't have a long-distance relationship."

What a magical brain circuit, Xu Mi suddenly lost all sadness and emotion, so he wanted to open his head to see what was inside.

He was still talking about his plans for the future, going further and further away, even involving where the wedding will be held.

Qi Yao looked down and realized that Xu Mi's face was even worse, thinking that he was bothered about his marriage. After all, the relationship between the two of them is not stable now, and he doesn't feel safe enough.

She looked at him in a panic, not daring to speak.

"Pfft."

Xu Mi endured it for a long time, really, this person is too imaginative.

In fact, after hearing so much from him, I also know that Qi Yao has him in his future plans, and Qi Yao is taking their relationship very seriously.

Qi Yao looked at Xu Mi with strange eyes, not quite understanding the change in his expression.

"Qi Yao, what I mean by learning is our relationship. You said you don't know how to love, but in fact I don't know how to love, and I don't do well either."

Xu Mi looked at him seriously and explained to him.It is difficult to take this step, but even if he is still afraid, he will work hard and look forward to the future.

After hearing this, Qi Yao's ears felt hot, it's over, he misunderstood, Ah Mi really thinks he is stupid now, right?

"Ahem, I will work harder on this."

Qi Yao looked into his eyes with a calm face.

"it is good."

Xu Mi yawned as he spoke, it must be very late now.

"Ami, go to sleep, I will watch by your side, there will be no danger anymore."

Qi Yao said softly.

"What about you? Don't sleep?"

Xu Mi lay down following his movements, looking at his swollen eye sockets and pale face, she was also a little worried.

"I'm not tired, just watching you sleep."

Qi Yao said the truth, he is full of excitement now, as long as he looks at Ah Mi, he doesn't want to close his eyes.

"Are you sure? Let's take a nap and go to the sofa."

Xu Mi persuaded.

"I watched you fall asleep and go over."

Qi Yao sat down on the chair, covered Xu Mi with the quilt, and looked at him without blinking.

After staring at him for a while, Xu Mi's heartbeat tended to speed up again, and he quickly closed his eyes.

Xu Mi thought that he would not be able to fall asleep either, after all, it was difficult to calm down quickly after what happened just now, but feeling that he was beside him, his hands were wrapped in his warm hands, and his heart was inexplicably peaceful.

Hearing Xu Mi's steady breathing, Qi Yao pursed his lips, lowered his head and kissed his hand, and put his hand back under the quilt.He rested his elbows on the table, propped his head on his palms, and just kept looking at him like this.

All the pain subsided at this moment, and even the air was sweet.

In the early morning, when Xu Mi opened his eyes, he saw half of Qi Yao's exquisite face.He fell asleep on the table all night.

Reaching out to touch his face, it was soft, slippery, and a little cool.I really don't cherish my body, I just got out of the hospital not long ago.

Thinking this way, he didn't feel angry at all.

Xu Mi looked at him sideways, looking very seriously and meticulously.

I often looked at him like this before, but I never saw him sleeping so soundly, even the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, which was obviously a very uncomfortable posture.

Suddenly his eyelashes fluttered, he opened his sleepy eyes, and softly called out "Ami".

I thought he was awake and was about to say something, but he closed his eyes again.

Xu Mi unconsciously curled his lips, got up from the bed, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Qi Yao dreamed that Ah Mi was celebrating his birthday, and said that he would give him the best gift in the world, and asked him to close his eyes and not open them.He closed his eyes obediently, and after waiting for a long time, he didn't hear Ah Mi's voice, so he opened his eyes quietly.

There was a hazy white in front of his eyes, which gradually became clear, and Qi Yao's consciousness followed. Looking at the empty hospital bed, his heart shrank fiercely.

Where's Ah Mi?

Qi Yao staggered to his feet, half of his body was numb, he looked every direction in the ward, and there was no familiar figure?

Which one is a dream?Did Ah Mi really forgive him?

Qi Yao stood there in a daze, panicked and restless.

"Ami."

He murmured, feeling depressed.Was it true last night?right?

"Qi Yao, why are you standing there?"

When Xu Mi came back from washing, he saw Qi Yao standing upright, not knowing what to do.

Is it an auditory hallucination?Qi Yao turned around suspiciously, and saw Xu Mi right in front of him.

Without a trace of hesitation, he walked over quickly and hugged him tightly.The touch on his hand told him that it was real now.

He hugged him so tightly that Xu Mi couldn't breathe and didn't understand what was wrong with him.She stretched out her hand and gently pushed him, then asked softly, "Qi Yao, what happened?"

Qi Yao hugged him, felt his existence seriously, and drove away the panic in his heart.

After a while, he let go of Xu Mi, smiled and said honestly: "I thought you left, leaving me alone."

His hair was messy, his clothes were not neat, and the panic in his eyes hadn't completely faded away.

Xu Mi raised her hand and patted him on the shoulder, looking at him seriously: "Qi Yao, I never leave without saying goodbye, don't worry."

Even at the saddest time, he left in front of Qi Yao.

Qi Yao's eyes flickered, and when he heard this sentence, he remembered his decisive back at that time. The panic at that time was no less than now, but he couldn't express it.

"I don't want you to leave me again."

Qi Yao said truthfully, his eyes were fixed on Xu Mi, as if he disappeared without looking at him.

"Qi Yao, isn't this like you? You didn't worry about gains and losses before."

Xu Mi looked at him with a smile, feeling that he was too tense now.

Qi Yao was silent for a while, and asked him: "Don't you like me like this?"

Xu Mi didn't hesitate: "I hope the person I like is happy."

Qi Yao's heart trembled, he smiled unconsciously, and lowered his head to kiss Xu Mi.

Xu Mi dodged in disgust, covered her mouth, her face was hot: "You haven't brushed your teeth yet!"

Qi Yao paused, turned his head unnaturally, and said, "I'm going to wash up."

Seeing how he didn't dare to speak to him in the end, Xu Mi laughed wildly in his heart.

In fact, that's what he said, he is not used to such intimacy anytime and anywhere, the door is still open.

He helped Qi Yao wash up before, so how could he really dislike him.

Qi Yao walked quickly to the bathroom, took a breath and smelled it on his hands first, and after confirming that there was no unpleasant smell, he felt relieved, brushed his teeth carefully, and washed his face before returning to the ward.

"Come and have breakfast."

Xu Mi has already started to eat, and Zheng Gang bought the breakfast.

"it is good."

Qi Yao walked over and was about to sit down opposite him when he stopped again.

"Ami, I brushed my teeth, can I kiss you?"

He asked openly, calmly as if he was just saying, can I borrow your eraser for a while.

Xu Mi took a mouthful of porridge and almost spit it out, looking at him with wide eyes.

When he didn't speak, Qi Yao took it as his acquiescence, and quickly walked over, leaning over and lowering his head, his movements were smooth and natural.

"Uuuuuuu..."

Xu Mi looked at Qi Yao's magnified face in shock, he really has a face, isn't he too dirty?

"It's so sweet."

Qi Yao cleaned up the plunder in his mouth before getting up with satisfaction, and said happily.

He doesn't like sweet porridge, but Ah Mi's is extraordinarily delicious.

Xu Mi's face turned red, especially when he saw the shocked An Yu.

An Yu didn't expect that the timing of his coming would be so coincidental. I really don't know why he had to worry all night, fearing that the two of them would cause trouble, and came here early in the morning.

Well, something happened indeed, something he shouldn't have seen.

Qi Yao also saw him, and when Xu Mi didn't notice, he glanced at An Yu provocatively.

Even if it was fake, he still hugged Xu Mi, touched Xu Mi, and couldn't bear it.

An Yu raised his eyebrows, but didn't feel anything.Even though Mimi entrusted him with what happened last night, he did not act kindly.

Maybe it's because I accepted it a long time ago. Seeing the two of them getting close, An Yu was only slightly sour, and was still interested in joking: "Did I come early and disturb you?"

Qi Yao glanced at him quietly, and when Xu Mi glared at him, he put on a kind smile again.

"An Yu, come in and sit down, have you had breakfast?"

Xu Mi avoided what happened just now, and asked him with a smile.

An Yu was about to say no, when she saw Qi Yao's face of resistance, she nodded with a smile, "It just so happens that I'm hungry too."

As he spoke, he walked over quickly and sat down beside Xu Mi.

Xu Mi didn't ask An Yu what he wanted to eat, but just gave him some.

Qi Yao pursed his lips and looked at them, the bun in his hand accidentally broke, and the hot soup dripped onto his fingers.

Xu Mi was scalded by the steamed bun just now, knowing the heat, his eyes changed immediately, and his tone was hurried: "Qi Yao, why don't you be careful, go take a shower with cold water."

He said anxiously, but also had an anxious expression on his face, but he just sat and didn't move.

Qi Yao was silent, got up and went to the bathroom.

"Aren't you going to take a look?"

An Yu saw it clearly, and asked with a smile.

"It's not like before, he can do it himself."

Worrying is of course worrying, but it is not necessary to do everything by yourself. The way he and Qi Yao got along before was abnormal.He is too humble, and Qi Yao is too high.

For this relationship to last, appropriate changes are necessary.

An Yu smiled, "That's right. In the past, you did too much and too easily. Over time, it became a matter of course and would not be cherished. This is the best way to do it now."

Xu Mi glanced at him with a smile, "An Yu, it would be great if you could share Qi Yao's EQ." Thinking of the topic of study last night, he is still a little speechless.

"Qi Yao is very smart, just teach him well."

An Yu smiled and said, his eyes were playful.

The words were so ambiguous, Xu Mi pretended to be angry and kicked An Yu, but An Yu didn't hide.

When Qi Yao came back with his hands covered, he saw the scene of them fighting happily. He stood still for a while, but he was actually a little angry. Thinking of what happened last night, the anger disappeared immediately.

Ah Mi's concerned eyes just now were not fake, he just didn't get used to him like before.This just shows that Ah Mi is really trying to change.

The corners of Qi Yao's lips were raised, looking at the sky outside the window, he felt bluer than before.

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