Gardenia ABO

Gu Yuanchen said, "Of course."

He added: "If you're sleepy, we'll talk about something tomorrow." He looked at Ji Mu's thin cheeks, reached out and wiped the jam from his mouth, and said softly, "Ji Mu, I'm sorry."

Ji Mu resisted and avoided Gu Yuanchen. He couldn't understand this apology, and he couldn't think of why Gu Yuanchen wanted to apologize to him.

Just at the moment when he ran away, his stomach growled, and half a bottle of jam whetted his appetite.It was rare for him to want to eat something, probably because the child in his belly was hungry.

He complained that his stomach growled at the wrong time every time, and he was extremely ashamed. He only heard Gu Yuanchen ask with concern: "Do you want to eat dumplings? I happen to be hungry too, and the dumplings made by Mrs. Zhang are delicious. I will cook them for you." A little, okay?"

As long as Mrs. Zhang is around, there will never be a shortage of dumplings in the refrigerator.

Ji Mu couldn't help swallowing when he thought of the dumplings stuffed with shepherd's purse and meat in the refrigerator.He hesitated, because his stomach kept growling, and it's not good to be hungry in special times.

Furthermore, Gu Yuanchen has been exuding a faint bitter tea pheromone, which is the kind of soothing pheromone, which makes Ji Mu's vigilance slowly relax.

Omega is always in a passive state in front of pheromones.Gu Yuanchen is still the Alpha who marked Ji Mu. His pheromone is both an antidote and a poison for Ji Mu.

Surrounded by soothing pheromones, the discomfort that usually accumulated on Ji Mu's body was dispelled a lot.

After the child in the womb sensed the father's pheromone, it was as if he had found the quilt on the bed, greedily asking for every bit of warmth, and was unwilling to let go no matter what.

Ji Mu felt the child's peace of mind, and his heart softened.He thought, even if it is for the children.

Ji Mu took the initiative to take out the dumplings in the refrigerator, and thanked Gu Yuanchen, "Let me cook it."

"No, you go to rest, I'll be fine soon." Gu Yuanchen took the dumpling from Ji Mu's hand without saying a word.

As long as there is a touch of smoke in the kitchen, it will look much warmer.

The end of September in country C is already early autumn, and the temperature at night will be much lower than that during the day. Ji Mu’s pajamas are very thin, the kind of shorts and shorts. The scar on his calf is conspicuous. If it was in the past, Ji Mu would like to cover it .But now, it doesn't matter who sees it, he is Ji Mu, not someone else.

Gu Yuanchen thoughtfully took off his suit jacket and put it on Ji Mu's shoulders.Ji Mu was enveloped by his bitter tea fragrance, both greedy and frightened.

"No need..." He shrank his shoulders, feeling uneasy about Gu Yuanchen's kindness, and a little flustered.

Gu Yuanchen said: "The cold in early autumn is the hardest to get rid of. You are pregnant, so be careful."

Ji Mu breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that he cared about the children.

He ridiculed himself in his heart for being affectionate, nodded lightly, and accepted Gu Yuanchen's kindness.The clothes smelled of Gu Yuanchen's pheromones, and Ji Mu's nerves, which had been tense, were relieved in the long-awaited appeasement pheromones.Therefore, he was hungry, and even the feeling of hunger was so clear.

Even the pain in the glands that have always been painful has temporarily disappeared, and the feeling of vomiting has been completely suppressed. For the first time in these months, he felt so refreshed.

He sat comfortably, took a sip of a glass of warm water, and came alive in this brief moment.

It has to be said that the Alpha pheromone that has been marked is ten thousand times better than the artificial Alpha pheromone.Ji Mu suddenly remembered that during the day, Lu Qiuyuan said that he would ask Gu Yuanchen to spend three hours a day with him and give him enough comforting pheromones.

Could it be that Gu Yuanchen was called over by Lu Qiuyuan in the middle of the night?

If this is the case, probably he will be disgusted by Gu Yuanchen again later, or is he loathed?

Ji Mu sighed in his heart, but he couldn't care less.He touched his stomach subconsciously and thanked it.Tonight, I should be able to sleep soundly for the first time in a long time.

The aroma of the dumplings came out of the pot, the shepherd's purse was fragrant, and the pork in the stuffing was slightly greasy, but it was completely absorbed by the shepherd's purse.A plate of dumplings was drained in a colander and brought to Ji Mu.On the side, is a small dish of vinegar.

Ji Mu was really starving, and almost devoured the dumplings.

Gu Yuanchen handed him a tissue and asked him to eat slowly.Ji Mu nodded perfunctorily, but kept chewing in his mouth, showing no intention of stopping.

Gu Yuanchen hasn't had a meal with Ji Mu face to face like this for a long time. He actually has no appetite, so he silently pushed his share over: "Don't worry, eat slowly."

Ji Mu didn't eat Gu Yuanchen's share, but he was obviously not full.Gu Yuanchen had no choice but to symbolically eat two: "I'm full."

"Are two enough?" When Ji Mu said this, his eyes never left the plate of dumplings.

"Ah."

Then Ji Mu lowered his head and ate Gu Yuanchen's share, which was probably the most he ate since he was pregnant.My stomach was full and I didn't feel like vomiting.

He hiccupped comfortably, and as before, he immediately covered his mouth, and it took him a long time before he blushed and said, "Thank you."

He thought that his sensible thanks would make Gu Yuanchen happier, but he didn't expect that this strangeness would always push Gu Yuanchen away when he wanted to get closer to him.

Gu Yuanchen couldn't bear the suffering any longer, and reached out to hold Ji Mu's hand: "Actually, I, I just came back from country H, and I met Han Sen."

"Uncle Sen? Is he here?"

"He still has something to do, so he can't come to see you immediately." Gu Yuanchen said.

Ji Mu didn't pull out his hand in a daze, he let Gu Yuanchen hold it, and stared at Gu Yuanchen blankly.

"I have already obtained evidence to prove your innocence. The Ji family can no longer threaten you. I will settle the account with them, and I will protect you." Gu Yuanchen said in one breath, "What happened in the past is about Ji's family. I know everything about my family and yours."

Maybe it was because the window was not closed, a sudden gust of wind blew a strand of hair on Ji Mu's forehead.In the garden of this villa, not a single flower is blooming, and the faint fragrance of green grass passes over the tip of the nose.

Ji Mu couldn't help shivering, feeling his whole body was icy cold.

Gu Yuanchen felt his loneliness and squeezed his hand even more tightly: "I'm sorry, Ji Mu. I really didn't expect this to happen. I only know that you are having a bad time, but I don't know how bad your life is. Xu Zeda Tell me everything, from the beginning to the end, the person I like has always been you. I'm sorry, it's my fault."

"..."

Ji Mu didn't expect to hear this from Gu Yuanchen's mouth, his eyes were reddish, tears were hidden in his heart, and he couldn't flow out.He held back, endured, never to hear these apologies from Gu Yuanchen.

He felt strange.

"why……"

"what?"

"Why do you want to apologize to me?" Ji Mu's eyes were confused, and he said dully, his palm pressed against Gu Yuanchen's hand, which was still slightly cool, "I did something wrong and lied to you, why do you want to be right? I apologize?"

He doesn't understand.

…………

Gu Yuanchen was taken aback, and then hurriedly said: "I shouldn't have distrusted you, I shouldn't have asked you to wash the mark, I shouldn't have taken so long to find you, and I shouldn't have said so many exaggerated things to you. Ji Mu, it's me Wrong, I was so wrong."

"No!"

But because of Gu Yuanchen's "I was wrong", Ji Mu pulled out his hand fiercely, his eyes widened, and his emotions couldn't be calmed down. They piled up in his body like a volcano that could erupt at any time.Gu Yuanchen lit a flame into the volcano, it was tiny, but once it fell into it, it would explode.

Because Ji Mu had sentenced himself a long time ago, he couldn't get out: "You are not wrong, you don't need to apologize to me, I did the wrong..."

"The curtain of the season..."

"Don't apologize to me, I don't want you to apologize to me...I don't want to." Ji Mu hurriedly got up and backed away frequently.

Gu Yuanchen's heart was stabbed countless times, he was the one who forced Ji Mu to be like this, he was the one who offered the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Ji Mu covered his face in despair, and repeated: "What did you do wrong? Don't apologize to me..."

The more apologetic, the more sarcastic.

The shackles in Ji Mu's heart were tightened countless times, leaving scars. They were scabbed and then torn, festering in the summer.Gu Yuanchen can trample on it, accuse it, tear it apart, but he cannot apologize to it.Because this kind of apology is a knife, it is mocking Jimu and denying Jimu.

It's just because after Gu Yuanchen learned of his past, all the apologies he made were pitiful.

Gu Yuanchen was pitying Ji Mu, pitying him for being abandoned by fate, pitying him for growing up tragically and unfortunately, this kind of pity, just like taking him to play in the gardenia garden back then, killing people without leaving a trace, terribly terrifying.

Ji Mu still remembers what Gu Yuanchen told him the day after he got the mark——

"I just felt sorry for him at the time, I can't even remember what he looked like."

But what about him?

Because of this little charity, he has been looking forward to Gu Yuanchen for so many years.

In order to get Gu Yuanchen, he was forced to stand on the cusp of the storm, and he worked hard to become what Gu Yuanchen liked.In order to stay by Gu Yuanchen's side, he also cruelly did some things against his will.He fell willingly, in exchange for Gu Yuanchen's scolding and spurning.

He is shameless, despicable and shameless, and he is not worthy of Gu Yuanchen.What kind of person he is, he knows very well in his heart, why should he be a little more pitiful and repeat the jokes of the past.

Ji Mu won't believe it anymore, now he is not alone, he has to protect the child in his stomach.If he foolishly believes in this mercy again, I am afraid that what awaits him next time will be "death without a place to bury him", right?

He has also woken up a long time ago, in fact, Gu Yuanchen doesn't like him at all.

Gu Yuanchen's liking was just an illusion, a momentary mistake.

Because if Gu Yuanchen liked him, even if Gu Yuanchen had half of his feelings for him, he would not be willing to push him away indifferently, without listening to a single explanation.Even in the end, he actually had to rely on his children to avoid being taken away by Ji's family.

He struggled in the predicament and climbed up by his own pain.

During this period of time, he was trapped in the Gu family's villa, and the pain in his glands made him unconscious.He fell asleep in a daze and woke up in excruciating pain.He kept asking himself why his childhood was like that, why did he go through those things?Where is the key to unlock the shackles, who can save him?

He found himself complaining about a lot of things all the time because he couldn't change it, and it felt so bad.

He also originally thought that Gu Yuanchen could be the key, he originally thought so wishfully.

The sky fails to fulfill people's wishes, and Ji Mu's luck has been bad.

Fear permeated and heated up during this month, and Ji Mu's heart was completely sealed up, wrapping himself like a silkworm spinning silk.He's waiting for a new student and doesn't know if he'll make it through.

Children are his only hope.

Therefore, there was a voice in his ear warning him: "You are not alone now, you still have a child. You can't go down this vortex, and you can't fall into it again. Don't let the child become the second you, the second you." Two bastards, the second vile."

This miserable life does not need another heir.

The voice in his head became more and more clear, attacking Ji Mu's fragile nerves: "Don't accept him, don't trust him, reject him, run away from him. He doesn't love you, Ji Mu, he doesn't love you, he's just pitying you .You lied to him, how could he love you?

"If he loves you, how can he be willing to treat you like this? If you were him, would you be willing to drive him away without listening to his explanation, would you be willing to let him wash the mark, would you be willing to let him be taken away by Ji's family?" , would you be willing to leave the weak him in this villa for a whole month?"

"You are so pitiful. After seeing your past, everyone wants to show you some pity. He is not sincere."

"He doesn't understand the real you. When he understands, an upright person like him will still abandon you, hate you, and spurn you."

"Haven't you figured it out yet?"

Ji Mu was defeated by this void voice, and kept saying to himself: "Stop talking...stop talking..."

Gu Yuanchen said anxiously: "Ji Mu, what's wrong with you? Calm down—"

"what--"

The moment Gu Yuanchen touched the season curtain, he got up like an electric shock, and looked at Gu Yuanchen in a panic, his eyes were full of helplessness and confusion.He seemed to be standing in a desert, with sand and rocks everywhere, and nothing else.

The wind whizzed past, and Ji Mu's heart became a plate of sand, boring and empty.

What Gu Yuanchen never expected was that just a few words of apology from him had already blown away the remaining smoke from the extinguished flame.

Gu Yuanchen was heartbroken and unwilling to give up: "I have done so many irreversible things, and the damage to you has already been done. I know you will not accept me easily, but please give me a chance, and I will make it up to you. I will always protect you. I swear, I will be your Alpha, and I will always trust you."

Gu Yuanchen was still approaching, but at some point, the stars in Ji Mu's eyes had disappeared.

The night was full of stars, and now there is only endless blackness left.

In the past, if Gu Yuanchen could say such words, Ji Mu would be moved to tears, throw himself into his arms, and say words he likes to him.It's a pity that now, he only feels scared.

Ji Mu clenched his teeth, not relaxing for a moment, not even soothing pheromones could calm him down, he refused: "You also said before that you should trust me, but you didn't...I don't need you to believe me either. I don't need it, I don't need it."

Don't repeat the mistakes of the first time, the mental "broken bones" are especially terrible.

After Ji Mu could no longer fall into it, he lost Gu Yuanchen for the second time.

He almost blurted out: "Si, since you already know the truth, don't blame me...Can you let me leave here?"

The author has something to say:

I boiled some strawberry jam by myself today, I really admire my craftsmanship, how can it be so good.When Mrs. Zhang retires, I will go to the Gu family to be Mrs. Onion.