Gardenia ABO

With a pleading tone, Ji Mu tightened his pajamas, his knuckles turning white.

Gu Yuanchen couldn't get close to him even one step, so he could only release a large amount of soothing pheromone to him, otherwise, it would be easy for accidents to happen in Ji Mu's state.

Ji Mu's eyes dodged, and he was not confident at all: "Uncle Sen promised to take me away before. I will disappear in front of you, and I will never appear again!" His eyes gradually lost their focus, and finally lowered his head and said, "My child Just give it to me, stay in the Gu family, it is just an illegitimate child. I don't want my child to be like me, I don't want..."

After realizing it later, Gu Yuanchen finally realized what kind of mistake he had made: "Ji Mu, the illegitimate child I said at the time was really unintentional. Give me a chance, and I will prove it to you. I will definitely I will prove it to you!"

"why?"

"Because I like you, I love you, I didn't recognize myself until today. I can't live without you, nothing else, I like you. It was you in the email, and you are standing in front of me now!" Gu Yuanchen expressed his emotions constantly and eagerly, but he didn't know that Ji Mu had no way to retreat.

Before the words finished, Ji Mu's voice was exhausted: "But I'm just pretending!"

Ji Mu felt sad for himself, from the beginning to the end, completely sad: "I'm just pretending, I'm not as good as you think. You clearly know that I proposed to take away Ji Mu's pheromone, Ji Feng didn't think of this method at all. I really did anything to get you. I have done a lot of bad things for what I want."

He had originally planned to stop deceiving Gu Yuanchen: "I have hurt my classmates and teachers, and I have also tried to get those who bully me to be expelled from school and suspended from their jobs. I framed them for sexually assaulting me and tried repeatedly. But this is just an iceberg of what I did One corner, did someone tell you this, Gu Yuanchen?"

Standing in front of Ji Mu, Gu Yuanchen's heartbeat seemed to stall, and it blocked his throat in one go.He should have learned about this earlier, he should have gone to Ji Mu's side back then.

He didn't do anything, but he got Ji Mu's love for no reason.

Does he deserve it?He has since questioned himself.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Ji Mu pursed the corners of his mouth in a strange arc, neither smiling nor crying: "You only see my unfortunate past, but you can't see that I was in the past. What did I do, I'm different from you."

In order to survive, Ji Mu is not a kind person.

He has a flawed personality and extreme behavior. He has done many things that even he cannot understand.He will not make excuses for himself, in order to survive, in order to get what he wants, he is always doing some shady actions.

He is not a pure and kind person, he is different from a person like Gu Yuanchen who is full of morality and justice, they are fundamentally different.If Gu Yuanchen disgusted him once, there will definitely be a second time.

Ji Mu shook his head: "You despise me for everything I do, why do you have to pity me now?"

The feeling of pity for the other party can't last long. As an Omega, he won't even have pheromone in the future.What's more, even if his glands recover, the compatibility between him and Gu Yuanchen is only 40%. This is an iron-clad reality, and no one can resist its tragic direction.

If he was blinded by this bit of warmth and stayed by Gu Yuanchen's side, then one day, when the dirty things he did in the past were exposed again, would Gu Yuanchen drive him away again?Or, one day in the future, Gu Yuanchen will meet an Omega with a high degree of compatibility, who is a good match and likes each other. At that time, will he leave or not?

And if the child grows up a bit and develops affection for Gu Yuanchen, what should he do?Keeping the child, the child is the second self; taking the child away is tantamount to breaking his relationship with the biological father, which will hurt the child.

With so many questions piled up together, Ji Mu couldn't believe that Gu Yuanchen said he liked it.

He was momentarily confused when he thought of Gu Yuanchen, and he also knew his identity very well.

"I know exactly what kind of rubbish I am, and don't do things you regret just because of a moment of sympathy."

Ji Mu warned Gu Yuanchen like this.

The silence in the middle of the night was quiet, and after Ji Mu finished venting in one breath, the time seemed to be paused abruptly.Gu Yuanchen stood in front of him, took a long time to take a step, went to hold Ji Mu's hands tightly, and held down his trembling, Gu Yuanchen's heart was throbbing, and he kept vetoing: "Don't say that about yourself, you are not rubbish, you Never was..."

Gu Yuanchen's eye sockets were moist, he was the one who pushed Ji Mu to this point, his trust in himself had collapsed.

"I don't care about your past, and I won't regret it, Ji Mu."

"You obviously care."

"I don't care, you trust me once, for the last time, okay?" He longed for Ji Mu to believe him, just like before, and he couldn't wait to go back to the past.He is not familiar with the indifferent Ji Mu, but if he wants to understand Ji Mu, he must accept Ji Mu's true temperament.

Ji Mu looked at the excited Gu Yuanchen, his heart was already numb, even if it hurts, he would not frown.

He denied Gu Yuanchen, and told him exactly: "After you know my past, you say you don't care, it's because you are pitying me. Don't be fooled by the things in front of you anymore, you do care."

"That was my mistake, I was so wrong, but I love you... No matter what kind of person you are, I want to be with you." He was extremely selfish, and every word was in the wrong direction.

He says love to a man stuck in the mud without being the first to pull him out.Only two people standing in front of each other as equals can still be called love.Gu Yuanchen was clumsy, he tried his best to calm Ji Mu's emotions, but the more he caressed, the more wrinkled he became.

Ji Mu began to become expressionless, and the heart of this indifferent Gu Yuanchen was scorched by the fire and was also drowned by the rain.

Ji Mu said: "...When I was 11 years old, you took pity on me once. It was just a small effort for you, but I remembered it for so many years. For this reason, I made a big mistake. If it wasn't exposed, I will lie to you for the rest of my life, and I will never tell you until I die."

"Season Curtain—"

Ji Mu interrupted him: "You were bitten by a snake, and you still want to take it in again. Have you ever thought that if I continue to be with you, I will do more terrible things. If one day, you I met an Omega who is very compatible with you, and whenever you think about separating from me, I will take the initiative to destroy that Omega in order to protect you and my home, just like destroying Jimu."

He tasted the sweetness once, and he will make it more perfect the second time.

"I won't be with other Omega! If one day I betray you, you can hurt me by any means, and I will never fight back!" Gu Yuanchen told him firmly, suppressing his voice, but roaring every syllable.

Ji Mu twitched the corner of his mouth, with an attitude that Gu Yuanchen had never seen before. He was silent for a moment: "You asked me to wash the mark, and I washed it obediently. I did whatever you said."

"..."

"I like you, so I've always been very good." Ji Mu said, "But I got nothing except the scar on the back of my neck and the child in my stomach who I don't know if I can give birth smoothly. People can't die anymore The second time, you let me live."

When a relationship is broken, there is no way not to care about gains and losses.

Ji Mu went from affectionate to crazy, and then to the silence at this moment, just like when the water rose to a certain level, his soul drowned and died.

No sound could be heard in the water, every word of Gu Yuanchen became superfluous.

As the morning dawned, they stalemate to the end, and it was Gu Yuanchen who couldn't bear Ji Mu's weary confrontation with him.He compromised for the time being, and wanted to help Ji Mu go back to his room to rest for a while.The effect of soothing the pheromone is very good, Ji Mu's glands no longer hurt, and he should be able to sleep well.

But right now, Ji Mu's eyes are red, and he has no sleepiness at all.

He didn't want to face Gu Yuanchen anymore, so he entered the room quietly.Outside the room door, Gu Yuanchen supported his forehead, leaned against the wall, took a deep breath, feeling powerless all over.

Mrs. Zhang came out of her bedroom, and gently patted Gu Yuanchen's hand: "Master, go and rest for a while. You must be tired after you come back overnight." She was already woken up by their quarreling voices, but she didn't Just come out.Hearing the end, Mrs. Zhang felt distressed and helpless: "Mr. will come over later."

"Dad, what is he doing here?"

Mrs. Zhang replied: "I came here yesterday. I called you here. Mister took Master Ji to the research institute for an examination and changed the medicines. Mister called you several times yesterday, but you didn't answer." .”

Gu Yuanchen thought of the missed calls from Lu Qiuyuan on his mobile phone, rubbed his temples with a headache, and said hoarsely: "I know."

"Sir, he said he's going to move here. Master Ji is not in good health, so he has to see it himself to be at ease."

Mrs. Zhang urged Gu Yuanchen to take a nap in the room. The room she tidied up for Gu Yuanchen was next to Ji Mu, and it was also a master bedroom.

Speaking of which, Gu Yuanchen originally planned to move in this villa after he married Ji Mu.The layout of the garden was also planned early on. He really wanted to grow strawberries in the backyard just because Ji Mu liked it.Originally, he planned to plant roses in the front yard, but now that he thought about it, the thorns on the roses were sharp and had hurt Ji Mu long ago.

Gu Yuanchen's mind was very clear, he sat on the sofa in a daze for a while, not in any mood.

Mrs. Zhang made a breakfast and brought it over. It was simple toast with a glass of milk.She also put the leftover half jar of jam in front of Gu Yuanchen by the way last night: "Young Master, just eat something to fill your stomach, and I'll go prepare some hot food."

Gu Yuanchen stared at the half can of strawberry jam, and suddenly got up.

Mrs. Zhang was puzzled: "Master?"

"I have no appetite, let's go out first."

Gu Yuanchen stepped out of the gate quickly, drove an old car in the garage, and went straight to the largest supermarket in the city with a single mind.

He looks dusty and exhausted, and the trolley he is pushing in the supermarket is full of strawberry-flavored things, such as strawberry jam, strawberry candy, strawberry milk and several boxes of fresh strawberries.

Now is not the season for strawberries to mature. The boxed strawberries in the freezer are expensive, and usually 2-3 boxes are sold a day.Gu Yuanchen put them all into the cart without hesitation.Even though it was a cartful of sweets, his face was full of bitterness, and his face was full of loneliness.

Thinking that Ji Mu was still awake, Gu Yuanchen drove to the riverside for a circle.Finally, he parked the car in an open place, got out of the car and let the wind blow for a while.

Lu Qiuyuan's phone call came again: "I heard what Aunt Zhang said about what happened to you last night. Yuan Chen, if you still want to be with him, don't be in a hurry."

"I know."

"Find a way to relax." Lu Qiuyuan reminded him, "But if Xiao Mu still wants to leave in the end, you have to learn to let go. His mental state is not very good."

Gu Yuanchen didn't know this point, if he pressed harder and harder, it would only make Ji Mu fall into a dead end and continue to destroy himself.

As Han Sen said, the season curtain can no longer be destroyed.

Gu Yuanchen didn't return to the villa until around ten o'clock.

Lu Qiuyuan had already packed his luggage. He was sitting in front of the coffee table peeling apples. Pregnant Omega likes sour taste the most. Lu Qiuyuan picked some green apples specially.

Gu Yuanchen put the shopping bag on the table, took out a few boxes of fresh strawberries from it, and handed it to Mrs. Zhang.Afterwards, he put all the strawberry-flavored snacks in the storage tray on the coffee table.

Lu Qiuyuan looked at these snacks speechlessly, and put down the apple in his hand: "Even if you buy a whole strawberry garden and come back now, it won't help."

"Nothing is planted in the garden just to make a strawberry field."

"Are you really going to do it?"

"You said he would like it, so I prepared it. There are two gardens in the front and back of the villa that my grandfather gave me, and the one in the backyard is indeed intended to grow strawberries."

"Didn't you say it was unnecessary?" Lu Qiuyuan couldn't help laughing, "You have a temper that is bigger than a dog, but you can do things in silence."

"Dad, don't laugh at me." Gu Yuanchen was really upset.

Lu Qiuyuan stopped talking with him, and returned to the topic: "At least three hours a day, you must spare time to give Xiao Mu a soothing pheromone. The artificial Alpha pheromone has too many side effects, and he can't stand it."

It's just that Gu Yuanchen is more than willing to be three hours, he can be by Ji Mu's side 24 hours a day to give comforting pheromone.In the past, Ji Mu followed him, but now he follows Ji Mu.According to Lu Qiuyuan's words, it is "Feng Shui turns around".

He put the cut apple on a toothpick and handed it to Gu Yuanchen: "Xiao Mu came out to drink a glass of water just now, she must have woken up. You send the apple. If you have anything to say, think it through before you talk."

Gu Yuanchen hesitated for a while, and Lu Qiuyuan said, "Don't say anything until you think it through."

Alpha is no match for Omega in terms of emotional delicacy.Lu Qiuyuan can be regarded as Gu Yuanchen's military adviser, his son is so stupid, he has to lead the way and push him again.It's a pity that he has lost his way in his marriage, and he hasn't found the right direction so far.

Back then, the problem between him and Gu Qianming was the fit, which led to an Omega stepping in.Now, the problem between Gu Yuanchen and Ji Mu lies in the degree of compatibility in the final analysis, and I don't know what kind of luck the Gu family has had.

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