time has waited for me

After coming out of the store, Ai Qingying was in a state of extreme excitement, Jing Xian couldn't see what was wrong with him.It only cost more than 2000 yuan to buy a dozen pieces of clothes. Is he so satisfied?

On the contrary, Jing Xian felt a little sad, thinking, since they all came out anyway, they might as well have another meal together.

During the meal, have a good chat with him, completely untie the knot, and everything will be fine in the future.

Jing Xian thought he was very pitiful, he didn't wear good clothes, and he didn't live well, so he took him to the most expensive store in the mall.

Ai Qingying was completely unaware of Jing Xian's thoughts, he never expected to drink milk tea, buy clothes for him, and take him to dinner!

He thinks this persistence is very meaningful!

His face was full of joy, when he was eating, he helped Jing Xian to pull the chair very attentively, and helped him to heat the chopsticks and spoons with boiling water, and he didn't care about eating himself, he only cared about picking vegetables for Jing Xian.

Jing Xian had to say, "What's wrong with you."

"I'm happy!"

"...As for being so happy?"

Ai Qingying spoke convincingly: "Of course! I waited for so many days, and finally waited for you to talk to me, and you bought me so many clothes! You even took me to dinner!"

"..." Let Jing Xian feel even more sad, he is really a very pitiful person.Those words stuck in his throat, and suddenly he couldn't bear to say any more.

Forget it, he thought, let's talk about it after dinner and send people home, at least let people have a good meal.

An hour after eating, it was still raining outside, Jing Xian confessed: "Take out a coat and put it on when you get off the car later, the temperature outside is very cold."

"Then I'll get you one too."

"why?"

"I'll wear it for you!"

"...Why should I wear it?"

Ai Qingying took it for granted: "You take me home, at least go to my house to drink something, I'll make you tea! My house has very good tea!"

Jing Xian thought of his small dilapidated house, where does it look like there is tea?There is not even a serious drinking cup, only disposable paper cups.

Jing Xian didn't say much, anyway, they explained clearly in the car when they arrived.

He drove quietly, but Ai Qingying didn't have a moment of peace. He kept talking, first asking him what name he wanted to give the little panda, and then saying that when the little panda mother gave birth, they went together to wait for the cub to be born, and said that they There is a performance next week, and I asked Jing Xian if he would come to see it, and what Jing Xian likes to eat, so he will invite him next time.

Jing Xian was so noisy that he could only say "hmm" from time to time.

Finally arrived at the downstairs of the bar, Jing Xian said: "Here we are."

"It's here?" Ai Qingying turned around in wonder, arrived so soon?He saw that it was Qingying Bar, "Why are you here?!"

"Otherwise where are you going?"

Only then did Ai Qingying realize that he was so excited that he completely forgot to tell Jing Xian the address of his home. He wanted to bring Jing Xian back to his real home. He wanted to take Jing Xian home for tea. He wanted to speak again, but Jing Xian has already looked at him: "Let's talk about business."

"Oh." He sat up straight, and he was also very concerned about what happened that day.

Jing Xian looked at him like this, and didn't know where to start. Today he is a bit pitiful, wet and coquettish. Jing Xian thought about it, and didn't say "duck" first. What is it? As for the glorious thing, this person is good in nature, and perhaps he has no choice but to embark on this path, and Jing Xian couldn't bear to always tell him face to face.

Jing Xian said: "The reason why I left without saying goodbye that day was because I found out that you might have made a mistake about our relationship."

"Hmm." Ai Qingying waited honestly for his words.

"I admit that there are some inexplicable fates between the two of us. For example, we can choose the same day and the same place for suicide. For example, we wanted to sleep once and then died, but we were arrested and sent to the police station, including many encounters later— —" Jing Xian didn't know, except for the first and second encounters, Ai Qingying deliberately did the other encounters.

Jing Xian continued: "I also admit that we have had close contact several times, because of these things, I have more feelings about life, I am very grateful to you, especially those days when I went out to play last time, thanks to your help , I just saw the true appearance of the engraved stone. But this kind of relationship is carried out on the premise that both of us as adults agree and respect each other, I will not look down on you, and you should not trample on my sincerity at will."

"Trample?" Ai Qingying didn't understand.

Jing Xian pursed his lips for a moment, and finally said: "That day, a girl came to you."

"Uh, it seems that they did come to knock on my door." Ai Qingying thought about it carefully.

Jing Xian's complexion was not very good in the car, and he looked up at him: "Then what else is there to say?"

"What do you mean there is nothing to say?"

Jing Xian was slightly annoyed, seeing that he was unwilling to open his mouth, he said angrily: "I have searched the Internet! You often sleep with your fans! Those two girls were sent to your door to sleep with you that day! You did open the door and let them in What do you think of me?! I have misbehaved, and it is wrong to sleep with someone who has no feelings, but I have never underestimated you, why do you look at me like this! Why do you treat me like this!"

Ai Qingying was dumbfounded: "What are you talking about?"

Jing Xian pursed her lips and stopped talking, Ai Qingying thought about it carefully, not knowing whether to laugh or cry: "My brother, what are you talking about?!"

Jing Xian ignored him, and Ai Qingying said helplessly: "When did I sleep with my fans? I never sleep with fans!! That day, there were indeed two girls who knocked on the door, and then they left with my teammates That day, we were in a meeting. After the meeting, I left and knocked on your door. No one answered. I thought you were sleeping. I kept looking at the gift you gave me. After a while, I knocked on the door again , people said you have checked out and left! It scared me to death!"

"..." Jing Xian looked at him in disbelief.

"I really, really, really don't sleep powder!"

"Then what happened on the Internet?"

"How do I know! What's going on on the Internet?"

Jing Xian took out the phone, found the page, and handed it to Ai Qingying: "Look for yourself, they even have the location! There are also photos of the hotel suite!"

Ai Qingying actually took it to read it. After watching it for a while, he was even more speechless: "This eldest sister's writing skills are too good. You see, this post was broadcast live on March 3 last year. I also remember that day. , because there is a performance, it is indeed good in Beijing, and it is indeed good to live in that hotel. Every time I go to this hotel, this room is also good, but at that time, I was writing a song in my room! I What kind of fan did you sleep on!"

"..." Jing Xian looked at him incredulously.

Ai Qingying took out her mobile phone, rummaged through the photo album, and handed it to Jing Xian: "My dear brother Jing Xian, please see, I was humming the melody all the time in order to memorize some impromptu melodies. shoot."

Jing Xian took it in his hand and looked at it. It was true that the camera captured the table, and there was Ai Qingying's watch on the table. The date and time could not be faked.

So... Is it really made up on the Internet?

Jing Xian suddenly realized that he was indeed an idiot for believing such low-level internet posts.

Ai Qingying said again: "You left without saying goodbye just because of this matter?"

There was a sense of collapse and speechlessness in the words, Jing Xian's face was a little burned, it was very embarrassing, this matter itself was very embarrassing, and what was even more embarrassing was that he told the other party face to face and questioned him.

Ai Qingying looked up to the sky and sighed, then lowered her head to look seriously at Jingxian again, looked at it for a while, and said, "Why are you so cute?" Still a little disappointed, "Why can't you trust me more."

"We didn't know each other well at all!" Jing Xian felt ashamed and uncomfortable, he immediately unlocked the car and urged, "Get out of the car! Go!"

"I do not go."

Jing Xian glared at him, and Ai Qingying smiled: "I didn't expect that you still care about me! Then I will also write posts on the Internet, just you and me! Keep it better than that big sister!"

Jing Xian was angry in his heart, but he was angry with himself, angry that he was an idiot.

He was so angry that he couldn't hide his face anymore, Ai Qingying didn't dare to offend him again, and immediately said: "Don't be angry, don't be angry with me, I like to talk nonsense. You just said, come with me Going out to play is very fun, then as long as it is a weekend or a holiday, when I go out to sing again, you go with me? After a long time, don't we get acquainted?"

"I'm not going, and I don't want to get acquainted with you." Jing Xian took the opportunity to say again, "There is one more thing, I have to make it clear to you. This relationship between us is over."

Ai Qingying was a little reluctant when he heard the words, but he changed his mind, since he found out what he wanted, he must pursue Jingxian well in the future, end the absurd previous relationship, start a serious pursuit, and start the next brand new relationship , there is nothing wrong with that.

There is an end before the beginning!

He nodded obediently: "OK."

Seeing that he answered so happily, Jing Xian was a little surprised, but he also relaxed, although he still felt a little sad.

Jing Xian said again: "There are still some things, I said it last time, I hope you can start a new life. It is not easy for you to make money, don't waste money in the future, and I hope you can completely say goodbye to those identities in the past .”

Ai Qingying was amused in her heart, did she still treat him like a duck?

He immediately said: "Actually, there is one more thing, you also misunderstood."

Jing Xian immediately stared at him, and his voice became tense again: "What else is there?"

Who else has he lost!

"Uh, that's...why do you think I'm that?" Ai Qingying saw that he was tense again, and he found that Jing Xian never mentioned the word "duck" to his face, so he had to ask this first.

"Didn't you tell my friend?" Jing Xian looked at him, "The money I gave you, you still say that's what, and you always say that, don't you mean that in what you said."

"Uh..." Ai Qingying looked at Jing Xian's staring eyes and said, "Actually, I was joking..."

"Are you kidding? Is it interesting to make such a joke?" This time, Jingxian's face collapsed, and his voice was even unsteady, "Are you deliberately misleading me? Watching me have fun?"

Ai Qingying was frightened and hurriedly said: "No, no, I didn't mean to tease you on purpose - I, I did it a long time ago, and I quit a long time ago! Really!"

Jing Xian glared at him incredulously, and Ai Qingying hurriedly stated: "Don't worry! Really! It's never happened a long time ago! Your friend suspected me at that time, so I can't completely lie to him! But I really Haven't done this in a long time! Really!"

Jing Xian looked at him carefully and found that his face was sincere, it should be true, right?

"You really don't have to worry about me, I'm only singing now! I'm rehearsing every day, and I don't go anywhere!" Ai Qingying regretted it immensely, it was him who took this matter too easily, and Jing Xian was too thin-skinned.

Of course Ai Qingying didn't know how troubled Jing Xian was by this fabricated identity.

This is when he has accepted that the person is a duck, telling him that it was never, just joking, is what really breaks him down.

Ai Qingying looked at him sincerely, Jing Xian slowly let go of that tone, and said to him: "Since it happened a long time ago, you must not do this again in the future."

"sure!"

Jing Xian thought about it carefully, and it was quite good, and he was finally able to rest assured, and he urged: "Since you like to sing, you should sing well. If you want to buy new headphones or a new guitar, and you don't have enough money , I can lend you money, but you must not repeat your previous life, and you must not spend money indiscriminately."

"Then I can go to you often?" Ai Qingying quickly grasped the point.

Jing Xian choked, and said coldly: "No, unless you really need urgent money, don't come to me again, especially don't come to my work to find me again. Our relationship ends here. Do you know? ?You have to be positive, study hard, and save money seriously.”

"Know it."

It's one thing to know, another thing to act on it, and he doesn't dare to act rashly to anger Jing Xian.

"I've said everything I need to say, get out of the car."

Ai Qingying was reluctant to get out of the car, he was actually curious about why Jing Xian's reaction in the lecture hall was so big that day?After hesitating for a while, he didn't ask, for fear of irritating Jing Xian.

He had seen Jing Xian's true fragility.

He has gained too much today, he reached out to lift a few bags in the back seat of the car, and said with a smile, "Then I got out of the car?"

"Ah."

Ai Qingying opened the door and got out of the car very neatly.

Sadness suddenly filled Jing Xian's heart, this should be the last time we meet, right?

He tried hard not to look back, when Ai Qingying slammed the car door, he finally looked back, and Ai Qingying was also standing outside the car looking at him.

Light rain was falling outside, falling lightly on Ai Qingying's body.

They looked at each other through the window for a while, Jing Xian pressed the car window, looked at him for a while, and said softly: "I wish your new life is bright and brilliant."

Ai Qingying raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, it was inevitable, his new life would have an extra "love", and it must be bright and splendid.

Ai Qingying told Jing Xian: "Your will be too."

Jing Xian smiled at him: "Thank you."

After finishing speaking, Jing Xian reversed the car and left without looking behind him again, even though he really wanted to.

Along the way, my heart was empty, and I thought it was difficult to get rid of it, but I didn't expect to make it clear in a few words.

In the future, this relationship will really end here, right?

Jing Xian couldn't help laughing at himself, he knew in his heart that he couldn't forget that person, maybe it was that person's body, maybe it was his smile, or his singing voice, maybe even if he got along with him again, he would really like this person.

But they are doomed and should not have any results.

It has nothing to do with that person's identity, otherwise he wouldn't have slept with that person over and over again in the first place.

What he cared most about before was that the person was playing tricks on him, but now he realized that the person did not lie to him, nor did he disrespect him, let alone treat him as a superficial fruit, and he has been working hard to live.Anyway, he is rich and knowledgeable, so he is afraid that he will not be able to teach and support that person.

It's because, in his life, there can no longer be any fork in the road, he doesn't want to disappoint his parents, and he doesn't want to lose himself.

He understood the reason. When he got home and went upstairs from the parking lot, he was still a little bored.

When he entered the door, he had just inserted the key into the keyhole when the phone rang.

He took it out to read the WeChat message sent by the kid, and asked him: Brother Jing Xian, are you home?

Jing Xian replied immediately: I just got home.

He pushed open the door and was about to turn on the light when the kid said again: Brother Jing Xian, I want to tell you something.

Jing Xian replied: What?

Jing Xian reached out to press the light. The moment the light turned on, he lowered his head and saw two new sentences from the child:

Brother Jing Xian, I fell in love with someone.

I want to tell him.