time has waited for me

Jing Xian couldn't sleep.

After saying goodnight to each other, the phone rang again under the pillow, he took it out to look, kid: Brother Jing Xian, I am still waiting for you to invite me to dinner, I also want to tell you in person, how good is the person I like, I I also want you to know that there is no shame in falling in love with a man, and finding someone you like is the happiest and happiest thing in the world.While worthy of the envy of the whole world, it is also worthy of the blessing of the whole world.

Jing Xian finally pulled his lips and smiled, is the kid still afraid of him committing suicide?

When the previous emotion came up, I was indeed a little sick again, and I didn't have the courage to face the eyes of others, and the woman's sharp "dead homosexuality" was always in my ears.Later, when he was interrupted by the mistakenly connected video, he regained his composure, and after chatting for so long, he became much better.

Yes, he still has a lot to do.

He was lying on his back, holding his mobile phone, looking at the ceiling, and finally fell asleep slowly.

In the morning, Jing Xian got up on time, brushed his teeth and washed his face, and went to work earlier than usual.

When he stopped at the intersection and waited for the red light, he looked ahead in a daze. Someone knocked on his window. He thought it was a traffic policeman, but when he looked back, he was shocked. It was Cyan who had disappeared for several days.

He was in a daze, and Ai Qingying tapped again.

Ai Qingying pointed to the red light, indicating that it was about to turn green, and told him to open the door quickly.Confused, Jing Xian actually unlocked the car, and Ai Qingying immediately opened the car door with a smile and got in the car.Before Jing Xian came back to his senses, he had fastened his seat belt and said with a smile, "The green light is on!"

Only then did Jing Xian regain his senses, it was not good to drive people out of the car, so he stepped on the accelerator and drove the car away.

Jing Xian didn't speak all the time, and when he drove out of an intersection, he was about to ask Ai Qingying why he was here, but Ai Qingying said to herself: "I met you here a few times before, I guess you live nearby, I'm here today Come try your luck! Sure enough, I met you again."

Jing Xian had no doubts, drove the car, and asked, "Didn't I say that we will never meet again?"

"But I have something to ask you."

"...You talk well." Although Jing Xian said so, he didn't reject it in his heart, especially after last night, and heard the familiar, coquettish and obedient voice again, he found that he was quite happy and comforted, My heart is also warm.

Ai Qingying smiled heartily: "What time do you go to work in the morning? If we have time, let's go have breakfast together!"

"I don't want to throw up again."

Ai Qingying smiled exaggeratedly again, and said, "When I was waiting for you at the gate of your unit, I saw a baked egg forest, which seems to be very popular recently. Let's buy it and eat it together in your car?"

Jing Xian ignored him, and he acted like a baby again: "How about it?"

Jing Xian glared at him at the red light, and Ai Qingying blinked at him earnestly: "Are you okay? I really have something very important to ask you."

"Okay." Jing Xian agreed, and guessed by the way, "Is the little panda cub about to give birth?"

"Haha, not yet, but soon!" Ai Qingying was very happy. It can be seen that Jing Xian really likes little pandas, so he kept it in his heart. This gift was well chosen!

When he arrived near his unit, the car was parked on the side of the road. Ai Qingying got out of the car and went to buy soy milk from the whole family, and then went to the baked egg forest next door to buy several packs of freshly made toast. Open the package and pass it to Jing Xian: "Eat more, I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought them all, without any strange sauces."

Jing Xian was helpless: "Can't you save some time?"

Ai Qingying smiled and said nothing, just stared at him and ate a piece, Jing Xian nodded and said "it's okay", and he ate it too.

Jing Xian asked him, "What's the important thing?"

"The last time in Urumqi, you played for us, didn't you?"

"Well, what happened?"

"Last night, we posted that video on Weibo."

"Yeah." Jing Xian knew that during the performance, they asked a photographer to record it below.

"The response was great. They all praised you, and there were people who were crazy about you. Of course, they also praised our band by the way, haha, thanks to you."

Jing Xian was slightly stunned, and smiled: "That's good. I also want to thank your band for giving me this opportunity. I was also very happy that night."

Ai Qingying nodded with a smile, said while eating: "We're going to perform in Wuxi this weekend, it's a newly opened livehouse..." Ai Qingying didn't eat last night, and sat in front of Jing Xian's house all night, thirsty, He was also hungry, so he couldn't help but eat a little fast, so Jing Xian frowned: "Slow down."

Ai Qingying smiled at him, picked up the soy milk and drank it with her head up. She drank too quickly, and some dripped from her mouth. He didn't know it, so she continued to eat the toast and said, "We are the first band to perform on stage, uh—"

Jing Xian stretched out his hand, wiped away the soy milk marks on his mouth with his fingertips, and said speechlessly, "Can't you slow down, and no one is going to grab you." As he spoke, Jing Xian took out a tissue to wipe his hands, and faced Ai Qing With a slightly startled expression, Ying realized his actions just now, and he was immediately embarrassed again.

"Hey." Ai Qingying opened her mouth wide, "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Want to come up with something new, can I ask you to perform it again?"

When Jing Xian heard that this was the case, he didn't care about embarrassment, but began to think seriously.

He really likes the atmosphere of the band and the performance, but he can't always meet this person, and he can't always participate in this kind of activities. He thought about it and refused: "Sorry——"

Ai Qingying interrupted him: "Don't refuse me. It's the weekend, so it doesn't take up your working time. Wuxi is very close. We can take the high-speed train there, and it doesn't take an hour. Let's go on Friday night, and we can visit Nanchan Temple! Perform on Saturday night, and go to Yuantouzhu or Lingshan Giant Buddha on Sunday! Come back in the evening, it will not affect your work in the slightest, and you can go to bed earlier!"

Jing Xian was a little moved again, and after thinking about it, no, it was agreed last time that we would never see each other again, so he refused again: "No."

Ai Qingying looked at him with disappointment and aggrieved Baba, and then pulled out her phone to show him: "Look, the comments below are all asking that fairy brother to perform again last time. I don't mean anything. Entanglement. As for these lovely fans, okay? On behalf of my fans, my teammates, and our entire team, I solemnly invite you."

Jing Xian looked at the phone in his hand, indeed, everyone sincerely praised him and looked forward to him.

It has to be said that this made him feel warmer after being scolded by pointing his nose face to face.

He thought of the night in Urumqi again, it was indeed a very good night.

He hesitated for a minute, then nodded: "OK."

Ai Qingying smiled in surprise: "Really?!"

Jing Xian couldn't help laughing, and nodded: "Yeah."

The two chatted about the performance for another ten minutes. When Jing Xian was about to go to work, Ai Qingying was very consciously preparing to get off the car. Jing Xian handed him all the unfinished toast: "Take it and eat it. Remember to eat slowly."

Ai Qingying mentioned them obediently.

When unfastening his seat belt, Jing Xian asked him, "How have you been recently?"

Ai Qingying smiled and said: "I obediently listen to you and try my best to enrich my life. I am very happy!"

Jing Xian was very happy, and smiled slightly: "That's good."

"What about you? You have to live happily! We agreed at the time!"

Jing Xian thought about what happened yesterday, but didn't show it on his face, just smiled and nodded.

"Then I'm leaving? You come to the bar after get off work at night, and we all discuss it together."

"Okay." Jing Xian watched him get out of the car, until he drove into the gate of the unit, the man was still standing where he was, standing in his rearview mirror.

After nine o'clock, colleagues arrived one after another. Jing Xian was watering the asparagus on the window sill with a watering can. ?!"

Another colleague came in a minute earlier, and almost jumped up and screamed: "I see! The handsome guy is here again!"

"I brought several bags of breakfast! This is another breakfast delivery!"

"I just said he didn't give up!"

"I hope that little girl who doesn't know who she is will stop being so cruel!"

After finishing speaking, colleagues greeted Jing Xian: "Morning! Jing Xian!"

"Morning." Jing Xian turned around and faced them with a smile on his face.

The two colleagues were almost blinded by his smile, Jing Xian had already turned around again, carefully watering his asparagus.

The sun was shining outside the window, and he looked up. Among the golden leaves, there was the blue sky and the most beautiful autumn day.

Jing Xian showed a big smile at No Man's Sky.

Being able to have such a beautiful morning, he has enough electricity to pretend again, he will try his best to live, and he will try his best to be happy.

Going to Wuxi to perform was naturally decided by Ai Qingying on the spur of the moment.

Last night, he had nothing to do, and searched a lot of information about depression on the Internet. It seems that it is difficult for non-depressed people to truly understand and empathize with their sensitivity and fragility.Ai Qingying is not a psychiatrist, so she doesn't dare to act rashly, but it's always a good thing to take Jing Xian out to play more, let him see more colorful worlds, and let him feel real happiness.

The last time I went out to play, Jing Xian was very happy.

He uploaded that video on the Internet, and only then did this release this morning.

After Jing Xian entered the unit, he waited for a while, then turned around and walked away, smiling as he walked, perhaps because of his fragility, Jing Xian is very soft today, all the thorns have softened, soft, he really wants to Reach out and hug.

It's a pity, I'm afraid to scare Jing Xian.

Ai Qingying contacted a psychiatrist, and after leaving the museum, he took a taxi to the doctor's place. He had to go for a consultation.

After get off work, Jing Xian drove to Qingying.

Ai Qingying was already waiting for him downstairs, it was November, it was already dark, Ai Qingying was standing under the street lamp, and Jing Xian saw him and his shadow from a distance.He also saw Jing Xian, before Jing Xian's car stopped, he ran over with a smile.

Jing Xian immediately recognized that he was wearing the windbreaker he bought for himself. The windbreaker is very thin, only one layer, isn't it cold?

"You're here!" Ai Qingying spoke to him, Jing Xian pushed down the car window and nodded, "Stop here, so you can back up when you go." Ai Qingying pointed in a direction, and Jing Xian parked the car as he said .

When he got out of the car, he couldn't help it. He asked, "Aren't you cold?"

"Huh?" Ai Qingying wondered.

"This dress is too thin and it's cold at night."

Ai Qingying's face was indifferent: "It's neither cold nor cold." After saying that, he laughed again, "This is the clothes you bought for me!"

Jing Xian felt a little sour again, feeling that he was so pitiful, probably because he had nothing else to wear except this dress.Jing Xian almost opened his mouth again, and took him to buy clothes, but fortunately, he stopped in time, after all, they can't have any other relationship, especially the money relationship, which will cause the other party to misunderstand.

After parking the car and going upstairs, Ai Qingying's teammates were already there.I don't know if Ai Qingying had greeted him in advance. When he was in Lanzhou and Urumqi before, his teammates had joked about the two of them, but now they didn't joke at all. Seeing him coming, they all happily called him "Jing Dashen".

Jing Xian raised the corner of his mouth to smile at them, and greeted them one by one.

Everyone was even more surprised and admired. They didn't get along for too long at that time, and Jing Xian still remembered their names!

Ai Qingying originally wanted to go to dinner first, but it was Jing Xian who said to discuss the performance first, so he gave up.

The teammates are of a high level and have good personalities. Jing Xian has always liked them. The discussion meeting was very pleasant and efficient.

Jing Xian has always been a capable and hard-working person. He had almost memorized Qingying's songs when he was in Urumqi last time.It’s just that last time, Qingying’s new album was not performed. This time, she plans to perform songs from the new album. Ai Qingying took out some scores: “Here are some new songs, let’s see which one is suitable for you. Add guzheng."

Jing Xian subconsciously said: "Just the pure music "Pigeon"."

Ai Qingying was stunned, and Jing Xian finally came to his senses. His teammate said first: "Master Jing, you have even heard our new album!! We never engage in publicity!"

Jing Xian had no choice but to say: "I bought your new album, I like it very much."

Ai Qingying's gaze became scorching instantly, and his teammates asked him excitedly: "Which one is your favourite, Master Jing?"

"Well, I like the pigeon best."

"Hahahaha! That's written by Cyan! He did it all!"

"..." Jing Xian became a little embarrassed, and Ai Qingying was smiling. He sat on the side with Jing Xian, and his teammates sat on the other sofa. There was a low table in the middle of the sofa, and he kicked the table. , gesturing to the teammates who were leaning forward and backward with laughter: "Keep going!"

The teammates laughed for a while before continuing the discussion.

After making a preliminary plan, Jing Xian played it a few times, and they changed some arrangements, and it was almost nine o'clock in the evening.

Ai Qingying went out halfway, not knowing what to do, Jing Xian was playing the piano at the time, so she didn't bother to ask.Seeing that the time was about the same, Jing Xian planned to go home, and his teammates didn't stay with him for long, Jing Xian said embarrassedly: "I will practice again when I go home."

"Haha!" Link laughed, "Master Jing, what are we worried about? You should rest when you should!" Then he said, "Master Jing, why don't you join our band?"

Jing Xian was a little hesitant. If he really joined the group, it would seem that he was really a friend, but he really couldn't break the relationship with that person.

Jing Xian apologized, "I'm sorry."

The others hurriedly said: "It's okay!!" Then they said, "We believe in God Jing! If you don't know anything later, we can discuss it next time we meet!"

Jing Xian smiled at them again, seeing that Cyan hadn't come back, he subconsciously waited for 10 minutes, but still didn't come back, he got up and said goodbye and left.

Jing Xian walked out of the bar door and walked to his car. He just opened the door and was about to get in.

"Jing Xian!" Ai Qingying's panting voice came from behind him, and he immediately looked back when he heard the sound, Ai Qingying came running with a few bags in his hand.

Rushing to him, Ai Qingying held on to the car door and gasped for breath.

Jing Xian couldn't help saying: "Slow down." He turned around again, found a bottle of mineral water from the car, and handed it to Ai Qingying, "Drink some."

Ai Qingying received it with a smile, and handed a few bags to Jing Xian: "Here."

"what?"

"Egg tarts, Lilian egg tarts." Ai Qingying had already stuffed the bag into his arms, "When we were in Lanzhou, we agreed to go back to Shanghai to buy Lilian egg tarts for you."

"..." Holding the hot egg tart box in his arms, Jing Xian's palm couldn't help being warmed by ironing.

So I went out temporarily to buy him egg tarts?

Jing Xian rubbed the egg tart box with his hand, and his rationality told him that he should refuse. What's more, he didn't particularly like sweets. The reason why he ate two in Lanzhou that day was because egg tarts were slightly sweeter than fried chicken and French fries. Well, a little bit, he was indeed hungry.

But the feelings couldn't be stopped, he didn't return the egg tart, but just nodded: "Thank you."

Ai Qingying immediately smiled happily.

Jing Xian didn't dare to look any further, turned around and sat in the car, after thinking about it, he looked up at Ai Qingying who was wearing a thin windbreaker outside the car.

He thought that when he went to Wuxi on the weekend, he could use his thanks for letting him participate in the performance as an excuse to buy some clothes for Ai Qingying, and this time, he would even bring winter, spring, and summer with him. Come and set it up.

Jing Xian pressed the car window: "I'm leaving."

"it is good!"

"I'll come over after get off work tomorrow, don't go to my unit to look for me."

"it is good!"

Jing Xian drove the car away, and as soon as he left the block, he couldn't help but stop at the side of the road, and turned to look at the three boxes of egg tarts on the passenger seat.He took out his mobile phone, took a picture with the help of the street light outside the car, and carefully graded it with special software before uploading it to Moments. He inexplicably wanted to record the ordinary and extraordinary moments of this autumn night.

Soon someone will comment.

Kid: looks delicious! !

Jing Xian replied to him: Hmm [smile]

The kid replied to him again: Who bought [wit] for brother Jingxian.

Jing Xian thought for a while, and replied seriously: a very warm and lovely person.

Ai Qingying, who was walking shoulder to shoulder with his teammates on the side of the road, was about to eat hot pot, when he saw this sentence, he immediately jumped up happily on the spot, and his shadow was stretched even longer.

Teammates grabbed him: "What are you looking at! Let's take a look too!"

Ai Qingying waved them away and scolded with a smile: "Get out! Don't tear my clothes! Our family Jingxian bought them for me!"

"Oh oh oh~~~Your family Jingxian! My god Jing agreed!"

Ai Qingying smiled and pushed and shoved with them, and the group continued to walk towards the hot pot restaurant.

Ai Qingying didn't reply again, but the smile remained on her face.

That being the case, let him, a warm and lovely person, warm Brother Jingxian's life in all aspects!