The Brightness of Disqualification in the World

Foreword:

I've given you my heart and I don't know how to give you more. ——Xi Zhimu

For your love, I cannot get warmth because of it, but I am riddled with holes and scars because of it. ——Ming Jiang

Ming Jiang stood in front of the large French window, it wasn't for the breeze blowing through his hair, the slightly flipped hem of his clothes showed his thinning figure, Xi Zhimu stood at the door, his heart ached, he had to bend down to ease the pain.

It has been a month since he was brought back by him.At first, Ming Jiang was still at ease, but as time passed, Ming Jiang's anxiety became more and more obvious.Xi Zhimu saw it, but couldn't open his mouth to let him go.

Ming Jiang stood in front of the window for a long time, the tingling pain on his forehead forced him to lie back on the bed.

Last night he had the dream that he hadn't had for a long time again.

In the dream, he raised a knife and killed people one after another, and then he returned to the man to return.Then go on to the next task.This dream seemed to include all his short 18 years of life.But he himself was like an outsider, watching himself in his dream continue to kill.

Was he a killer before he lost his memory?So in the past, Xi Zhimu, what role did this man play by his side?What is the reason for the sense of relief and satisfaction in seeing this man every time he comes back from a mission?

Who erased his memory?

"I'm Ming Jiang. If you turn into a ghost and come to claim your life, don't find the wrong person."

Was that cold and indifferent voice really his own?

Ming Jiang lay on the bed, feeling that everything was a bit unreal now.It seems that he is not the person who lives a stable life like he is now.

I miss it so much.Miss his amber eyes, miss his warm smile, miss his voice.

Ming Jiang's consciousness gradually became chaotic. Before going to sleep, he thought: If he is really a killer, if he still dreams about the past, then he hopes that there will be people he is familiar with in it, let him see their appearance, and see if he will kill How many innocent people were killed.It would be even better if there was Shao Ze, let him take another look at Shao Ze's handsome face, he was afraid that he would forget.

For many years later, Ming Jiang thought of such a person for no reason. He made him full of expectations for the future, but he completely failed to appear in his future.

Xi Zhimu stood silently at the door for a long time, and finally slowly stepped forward to cover the sleeping boy with a quilt.His fingertips hung by his side and moved, but he couldn't resist touching the man's eyebrows.The slender fingertips slowly traced the picturesque eyebrows and eyes of the man, and the cold eyes were softened by the sleeping face of the man.

He was afraid that he had been poisoned by this man.He has always known that since he brought this person back, the heartache has not stopped for a moment.

let it go.He told his stubborn self.Let go, this person does not belong to him.It is impossible for him to tie him down for the rest of his life, the boy who grew up by his side will no longer belong to him.

Ming Jiang, who had been imprisoned for a long time, suddenly felt a little uncomfortable seeing the scenery outside.The main reason is that he didn't believe that person let him go just like that. After all, that person was so obsessed with him that he wanted to swallow him up and merge into one.

Forget it, take care of him.Finally, I can go back and find Shaoxuan.It's just why Shao Ze didn't come to him for so long?

Ming Jiang came to the villa where he and Shao Ze lived according to his memory, but he didn't expect to be told that the villa had been sold.Going to Ling's Technology was also told that the company had changed hands.

Ming Jiang stood on the side of the road in a daze, unable to remember where she was or what she was doing for a while.

Choose less, does this mean you don't want him?

He suddenly remembered the last place of the rotten peach blossom that Shao chose before, but no matter what, he never heard from the other party again.

Ming Jiang shuddered, secretly telling herself that she was thinking too much.

He walked slowly along the street, not knowing where he was going or where else he could go.

"Huh? It's you!" A clear male voice sounded, and a hand fell on Ming Jiang's shoulder.Ming Jiang habitually grabbed the hand of the visitor and pulled it hard.

Before Yan Bai understood what was going on, he had already been thrown over his shoulder to the ground.

Ming Jiang was expressionless.

Yan Bai looked at him instead.It suddenly occurred to me that this young man was the No. 1 killer in the world. Even if he lost his memory, his instincts were still there, and it was because of his carelessness.People who are difficult to deal with are difficult to deal with at any time.

The boy's eyes were indifferent, not cold, but indifferent without any emotion, as if everything in front of him was just a dead object, unable to attract his attention.

Yanbai got up neatly, patted the dust off his body nonchalantly, and was about to speak, but saw the young man walking past him with a blank expression.

"Hey! Wait a minute. Ming Jiang." Yan Bai hurriedly called for someone, and walked around Ming Jiang to stop him.

Ming Jiang finally looked up at this unreliable looking man.

"You know me?" The boy's voice was as indifferent as his own.

"Hmm." Yan Bai looked at Ming Jiang carefully, and said in thought, "You haven't recovered your memory yet?"

"Who are you?" Ming Jiang was secretly vigilant.This person might have something to do with his amnesia.

"Smoke white."

........

Yan Bai tidied up the guest bedroom, went to the living room and looked at the boy sitting on the sofa, just wanted to slap himself.I don't know how things got to this point.Why is he so stupid, he was coaxed back home by the young man in a few words, it was still his home.But seeing that the boy has nowhere to go, let's take him in as hard as he can.

"Can you tell me what's going on?" Ming Jiang's tone softened seeing that this man kindly took him in.A pair of charming phoenix eyes are also a little softer.

Yan Bai poured a glass of water for the boy, and told the whole story.

That day, Ming Jiang accepted an order from the Patriarch of the Xi family to encircle a doctor.This doctor used to work in a research institute under the name of Xi's family. He accidentally developed a drug that can erase people's memory. Many people on the road were interested in this drug, and the news spread like wildfire. Doctor Hearing the wind and wanting to escape from here, Xi Zhimu wanted to stop him when he heard about it, so he couldn't let him go with the medicine, so he sent Ming Jiang to kill him on the spot if necessary.But they never expected that people from all walks of life would send people to guard the doctor, wanting to seize the opportunity to take away the doctor. If they could get rid of the number one killer Ming Jiang by the way, these people would be willing.After all, Ming Jiang was like Xi Zhimu's sharp blade, he could strike wherever he pointed, and his arrows never missed.Removing him is equivalent to removing Xi Zhimu's arm.But obviously they underestimated Ming Jiang's strength. At the last moment, the doctor injected the medicine into Ming Jiang's body, and she was killed by Ming Jiang in the next second.Ming Jiang, who had completed the task, had a drug attack before she had time to report it to Xi Zhimu, and was picked up by Ling Shaoze.

These things were told by Yan Bai from Ling Shaoze's subordinates. On the day Ming Jiang was brought back, he was the one who checked Ming Jiang's body.

"So, you are a person who chooses little." After a long silence, Ming Jiang spoke slowly.

Yanbai was shocked.Never expected this young man to be so sensible.Most people struggle with their past memories.Moreover, because the medicine given to Ming Jiang was a small dose, he had studied it before, and if he explained this clearly, Ming Jiang would definitely recover her memory.Shouldn't it be confusing to think of the past suddenly?Should he praise that the person who can be admired by the Patriarch of the Xi family and Ling Shaoze at the same time is really extraordinary, or should he praise the young man for his calmness and wisdom?

"Where is Shao Ze? I want to see him." Ming Jiang didn't wait for Yan Bai to speak, and then made her own request.

Yan Bai sighed, and resigned himself to calling Ling Shaoze.

Ling Shaoze came very quickly, he seemed to know that Ming Jiang was here, and he also knew that he had been with him for half a day, going to various places they had been to together.

Ling Shaoze carefully looked at the young man in front of him for several months, he seemed to have lost a lot, and his complexion was not very good.He was not in good health, and today he was struggling to find him for a long time. Ling Shaoze felt a little distressed and wanted to shake the boy's hand, but he didn't dare to meet the boy's indifferent eyes like obsidian.

"Let me ask, and you answer." While Ling Shaoze was looking at himself, Ming Jiang also carefully looked at Mr. Ling, who was all-powerful in Europe, who he thought was the only love in his life, the only one he could trust with all his heart, He can even deliver his body and mind to the lover he thought.

"Today, I'm looking for you, you know?" Ming Jiang slowed down and asked the first question.

"...Yes." Ling Shaoze couldn't figure out what Ming Jiang was thinking, his throat seemed to be blocked, and he uttered a word stiffly.The voice is ruthless and cold.After speaking, Ling Shaoze regretted it, and sure enough, the color of the young man's rose-colored lips faded a little.

Why is he so stupid, doesn't he know how to speak softly and softly?

"Then..." Ming Jiang's heart suddenly ached, and he took a deep breath, "That day, my father came to see me, why did you leave without waiting for me?"

Why?Why didn't you take him with you, why did you leave him?These questions, Ming Jiang has been thinking over and over again in the past few months, thinking over and over again, back and forth, but there is no result.Is there a reason for choosing less?Then why not tell him?He didn't come to him in these days, so who did he think of him?Is it a lover?Or was it a strange plaything that he encountered because he lost his memory?

Thinking of this, Ming Jiang suddenly wanted to hit someone.

Ling Shao chose to remain silent.

Why?At that time, he waited for him for a long time and didn't see him come back to him, so what are you waiting for?In his heart, Xi Zhimu is always the most important thing. Even in the few months he was with him, he never expressed his heart to him, and the young man regarded him as his lover. Tell him he is his lover.He also wanted to go forward and ask the young man, who do you want to go with, and who do you want to stay with.But he dare not.

Ming Jiang looked at the man in front of him in silence, the pain in his chest made his eyes red.But after all, his memory has recovered, and he is no longer the young master who was cared for by Ling Shaocho like a blank sheet of paper.The turbulent emotions were quickly suppressed by him, and his pair of phoenix eyes returned to indifference, and he looked at the man in front of him indifferently, which made him not know what to do.

Ling Shaoze couldn't come up with an answer after thinking for a moment, and when he looked up, he saw the young man's expression, the stranger's eyes, which made his heart ache in shock.

Sure enough, restoring the memory will not work, right?

Ling Shaocho's thoughtful expression instantly subsided, and he changed into the face that seemed to be a smile that was not a smile that had been cultivated for a long time in a superior position.

Ming Jiang suddenly had nothing to ask.

Ling Shaoze saw that obsidian-like pupils flickered, and the black ink flowing away was like starlight, which would melt into tears in the next second.It's a pity that the ink color didn't turn into tears in the end, but turned into a sharp blade and hit him fiercely.

Yan Bai was in the bedroom listening to the dead silence outside, when suddenly there was a ping-pong sound.He hastily opened the door and looked, but saw two people sitting opposite each other huddled together, one was more ruthless than the other, and it was bound to kill the other.Where is the appearance of falling in love at the beginning?Yan Bai pondered, this seems to be called 'love each other and kill each other'?

Ming Jiang punched Ling Shaoze in the face, Ling Shaoze punched him in the stomach, Ling Shaoze was beaten to the side, Ming Jiang took a few steps back, and forced himself to swallow the fishy sweetness in his throat .

The two stopped in agreement.

"Ah Jiang"

"Choose less, we might as well not see."

Better not to?

Better not to.

Ling Shaoze froze for a moment.

It's better not to see... He is, do you regret meeting yourself?