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My name is Mi Quan, the rice of rice, the spring of hot springs.There is no unusual name, just like my life is ordinary, not amazing, about 170 tall, neither tall nor short, my parents are small civil servants, well-off but not rich, but I am quite satisfy.

I am really a very lazy person. I do things for 3 minutes. I can lie down and never sit, and I can sit and never stand. My homework is always delayed until it can no longer be delayed. Going to the toilet, dying of thirst and resolutely not drinking water before going to bed.

But for a person like me who is so lazy that I can't help but spurn myself, there is one thing that I have miraculously persisted for almost 20 years.

If nothing else, I also have an eerie sense of right that I'm going to keep going.

Yes, I like Shangguanyao, I have actually persisted for 19 years.

Shangguanyao and I are people from two different worlds. She and I have almost nothing in common, ah yes, except for one thing, that is, she is a woman just like me.

The Shangguan family is a big family for generations, business, politics, law, medicine, police, underworld and white ways... Almost every corner of this secular society has the power of the Shangguan family involved.

As for the Shangguan family, in the bloodline from the father's generation to the grandson's generation, there is only a female doll, Shangguanyao, who can imagine with her butt how much she is a child favored by heaven.

Unfortunately, spoiled.

Shangguanyao's personality is capricious. I have been with her for more than ten years. I have the most experience. They say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but even though she has automatically added N layers of filters in my eyes, I have to smile wryly. Admittedly, her temper is really not good.

Although she doesn't need my filter bonus at all.

Undoubtedly, in the eyes of outsiders, Shangguanyao is perfect, beautiful, enchanting, with a deceptive sense of fatality in every gesture.

There is never a shortage of boyfriends by her side, handsome and wealthy men kneel down under her pomegranate skirt one after another begging for mercy; Waiting to be ordered.

But all of these are not the reasons why I like her.

I am a kind-hearted person, you may not believe it, but at first I fell in love with her because I pitied her.

How ridiculous isn't it?

What's even more ridiculous, I always thought that I was different from Shangguanyao.

This is the most stubborn idea I hide in my heart, but I dare not tell anyone, I know, if I say it, they will laugh at me and say ugly things, and even in the end, I will Shaken, wondering if I have an abnormal brain like they said.

But I was indeed the one who stayed with her the longest.

Even though Shangguanyao might not care, but also, Shangguanyao might not care about anyone except herself.

Maybe you will wonder how people with such disparity in status and status as me and her have the opportunity to know each other.

I met her in kindergarten, an ignorant and ignorant child, without the concept of money and interests, just instinctively playing with the people I like.

Obviously, no one can bear Miss Shangguan's princess disease - even if she is very beautiful.

But I'm probably a weirdo, and this is probably Yan Kong's sorrow. Seeing that arrogant doll raised in isolation with disdain, I just felt pitiful at the time.

This damn sympathy made me sad now

I started to get close to her, even though she disdains, ridicules, and treats me like a plaything.

Having said that, I feel that this is probably the reason why I can stay with her for the longest time.

I have no ambition and will not interfere with her private life, but I will only appear when she is most sad and uncomfortable, and will be briefly used as a punching bag or a crying object by her-probably only then, she will think of me.

This also greatly satisfied her vanity. It would be beneficial but not harmful to have an extra follower who knows current affairs.

I have been with her for more than ten years like this, from the initial sympathy to the inexplicable liking, until now, the habit has been carved into the bones.

I knew that I was a bitch, and my reason once persuaded me to leave, but I looked directly at my heart, and I found out sadly that I am very happy about this.

As long as I can stay by her side, I am willing to do anything, even die—die?I was startled and started to panic, but in the end I realized that I would rather die than lose her!

I would jump for joy when she broke up, because every time at this time, she would take the initiative to find me and talk about how bad the man who just broke up with her was.

Even if it's only three days, a new man will appear next to her, and at this time, I will leave consciously.

Hmm...by the way, curse the man who took her away from me.

I think she knows that I like her. Her double quotient has inherited the excellent genes of the Shangguan family, which is ridiculously high.

But if she doesn't tell the truth, I don't dare to tell the truth.

If you don't say anything, you can still stay by her side as a friend. If you say anything, there may be nothing left.

That's right, that's how cowardly, for me, nothing makes me more desperate than leaving her, so, cowardly, whocare?

I thought that my life would go on like this, after all, my heart hurts a lot, and I got used to it when I became numb.

Just like I fell in love with her habitually, it has become an indispensable part of my life.

But I have to praise that philosophy of life - life is not only the mess in front of me, but also the wedding invitation from my ex.

Although Shangguanyao is not my ex, I never expected that she would get married so early.

My world completely collapsed the moment I received this news...

The author has something to say: Except for short stories, I will not publish long articles unless there are more than ten chapters in manuscript!

This article is expected to end in 5 chapters, try to update it every day

emmm——While I still have passion.

Sure enough, a lazy scum like me is not suitable for writing articles_(:з」∠)_

(Find a successful excuse for laziness...)