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An egg that breaks from the outside is food, but if it breaks from the inside, it does not necessarily mean life. It may also be that the egg liquid is smelly, and even the eggshell is rotten.

Seeing Zhen Dawei looking for Zhan Yun, Gu Qingqing felt gloomy for a moment.She didn't wait in the hospital to wait for Zhanyun to get off work, and went home early in a daze.

She was preoccupied with preparing dinner. She was going to make scrambled tomatoes with eggs. When she hit the last egg, she just picked it up before cracking it. With a chirp, it bloomed in the air in her hands. The smelly and black egg liquid Mixed into the original golden egg liquid.

Someone on the Internet once summed up the five bad things, the rain at the end of a long drought, a drop; encountering an old acquaintance in a foreign country, a creditor, a night of flowers and candles in the bridal chamber, dreaming; the first nomination for the gold list, the same name; cracking the last egg, it stinks.

The last item topped the list. It’s a pity that the first few eggs were poured out, but they were so smelly that they couldn’t be swallowed.

If it was Gu Qingqing from before, she would probably take a small spoon and isolate the rotten eggs little by little, saving as much as possible.But today, when Gu Qingqing was about to hesitate whether to scrape the rotten eggs out with a small spoon, her stomach churns.

She put down the bowl and rushed into the toilet like a thousand torrents, but when she lifted her pants, her stomach felt like a knot, entangled with pain.She counted the days, it was time to come to the aunt.

Gu Qingqing's diet and sleep have been irregular since she started working, and she doesn't pay attention to exercise, so her body is terribly weak. Every time she visits her aunt, it's like dying once.But no matter how painful it was, she endured going to work, fearing that the boss would ask for leave because of her opinion.

Yang Mei also told her more than once, asking her to go to the hospital for an examination and recuperation, but she felt sorry for the money.

Always feel young, just bear it.There was a unit physical examination before, and it was found that her heartbeat was disordered and her cervical spine was slightly compressed. The doctor advised her to take a vacation, but she was afraid of losing her job, so she carried it hard.Once, in the middle of the night, she was almost out of breath, and Yang Mei was so scared that she almost called 120.

Since she resigned, she has become more stressed. She has worked so many part-time jobs just to support herself, coupled with a broken relationship, she sometimes suffers from insomnia all night.

Gu Qingqing is fat, especially her lower body. She also knows that this is caused by her endocrine disorder, and she is prone to cold feet and cold palace. Every time she comes to her aunt, she starts to suffer from back pain, chest distension, and diarrhea.

As usual, she thought it would be good to endure these few days.Enduring the pain and going back to the bedroom, he wanted to lie down on the bed and rest, but when he was only a step away from the bed, he fell down and passed out.

When she woke up, her nose smelled of disinfectant, her eyes were filled with white walls, and her ears were crunching red bayberry gnawing on an apple.

Turning around, the old aunt in the hospital bed next door was infusion, and smiled at her, "The little girl is awake." Gu Qingqing smiled politely at the aunt.

Concentrating on eating the apple and bayberry, I realized it, swallowed the apple in a hurry, showing a worried look, "My ancestor, you are awake, I am so worried that I can't even eat...uh..."

An untimely belch started, which honestly proved Yangmei's "don't think about tea or food."

"You sent me to the hospital?" Gu Qingqing frowned, her head hurt a little, and she felt uncomfortable all over, "It's already dawn."

Yang Mei stretched her waist and waved her hand, "Of course not. When my small three-wheeler brings you over, you'll be dead. I don't know which restaurant you're lying in right now. I called 120."

As soon as these words came out, Gu Qingqing didn't care, but the old aunt in the next bed rolled her eyes, the little girl was too open-minded.

"Hey, hey, Tong Yan Wuji." Yang Mei hurriedly babbled, "I bought breakfast, but you can't eat it yet. The doctor said you have to do a blood test on an empty stomach."

Gu Qingqing remained silent, Yang Mei flicked the bag on her head and said worriedly, "Won't it break her head? She was stupid before, but she is really stupid now."

"You just broke your brain." Gu Qingqing pulled her paw away in disgust, "If I'm stupid, it's your fault. If you don't move, call me stupid. Let me ask you!"

Seeing Gu Qingqing's serious look, Yang Mei sat upright, with a serious and extremely serious expression, "Ask, master."

"How much is the 120 for the car? How much does the physical examination cost?"

Sure enough, Gu Qingqing was still the same Gu Qingqing, and money was still her main concern.

Yang Mei spread her hands, "The fare is 200 yuan, and after the physical examination, it's less than [-] yuan."

"I'm fine, let's go home." Gu Qingqing lifted the quilt and was about to go down.

"Okay, let's go home." Yang Mei knew that she would feel sorry for the money when she woke up, so she took out Gu Qingqing's wallet from her bag and threw it to her, "I didn't have enough cash when I paid. I asked you if you were stupid, how did you write the password on the card?"

"You have paid all the money! Can I get it back!" Gu Qingqing became anxious when she heard this. Apart from the fine sweat on her pale face, she was actually still feeling uncomfortable physically, with a particularly painful stomach.

"You think the hospital is run by my family, of course I can't refund it!" Yang Mei pressed her on the bed, dissatisfied, "Money is more important than life. It's only a few pennies, and you're in such pain."

Gu Qingqing said stubbornly, "What kind of illness is this? Just bear with it and it will pass."

"Okay, just lie down, you don't know how high the rate of sudden death among young people is now!" Yang Mei was really worried, "It was reported in the news this morning that there was a girl who was only 25 years old and thought she was just having diarrhea. I didn’t go to the hospital, and it turned out that the bowel cancer was terminal and I couldn’t be rescued.”

Gu Qingqing always felt that Yang Mei was scaremongering, even if there was such a thing, it would definitely fall on her head.

"Gu Qingqing's physical examination!" The nurse who made the rounds came in, and Yang Mei hurriedly helped her up, and followed the nurse out.

After filming, electrocardiogram, B-ultrasound, blood test, heart rate measurement, etc., after one set, Gu Qingqing hurriedly fell apart, and lay paralyzed on the bed as soon as he returned to the ward.

The most difficult time was waiting for the results. Although Gu Qingqing thought that this time it would be the same as before, she just endured it and wasted 2000 yuan, but when she got the test results, her mind went blank.

"What did I say, I told you to come for the examination earlier, and you insisted on not listening, and insisted on taking your money." Yang Mei held the report to the test report, sighing while reading it.

"What's wrong with the little girl?" The old aunt in the next bed was leaning against the head of the bed after the transfusion, drawing her eyebrows and eyes, and seeing the two of them worried, she asked.

"Auntie, I'm going to have an operation..." Gu Qingqing turned to look at the old aunt, "Acute gastroenteritis and appendicitis are concurrent, and the appendix needs to be removed..."

"Hey, that's not all. Cardiac dysfunction, cervical spondylosis, and... special pickiness." Yang Mei slapped the report on the bed, "How do I know such a poor boy like you?"

"Appendix removal is just a minor operation now, so don't worry, just relax." The old aunt comforted, "But heart problems and cervical spine problems are not trivial matters. Don't think that it doesn't matter if you are young now. Don't worry about it. The pressure is too great, living is just a practice, no matter how you live it is also a game, let yourself be happy."

Gu Qingqing nodded and asked, "Auntie, your body..."

The old aunt put down the lipstick in her hand and said with a smile, "I have advanced gastric cancer, and the critical illness notice is probably on the way."

Compared with the old aunt's indifferent ridicule, Gu Qingqing and Yang Mei looked stunned, and Yang Mei said straightforwardly, "Auntie, you are joking, I think you are in good spirits. You are about to be discharged from the hospital."

The old aunt laughed loudly, "I'm going to attend a song and dance party for the elderly in the afternoon, how about it, the makeup is pretty."

The two nodded quickly, and said again and again, "Pretty, good-looking!"

"Auntie, you have such a good attitude." Gu Qingqing was not without envy, "Your family must be very happy."

"Little girl, I think you are too worried, don't put too much pressure on yourself. You young people understand the truth, but you just can't let it go." The old aunt looked at Gu Qingqing as if she was looking at herself Like a child, full of love.

She was full of emotion and said, "That's the same thing. People live, but they live for themselves. It is a practice. Love, family affection, and friendship are all courses of this practice. No matter what the result of the practice is, whether it is successful or not , don’t lose yourself, be happy, health is the most important thing. Some pressures are imposed by yourself, don’t think about it, just do what you want, be cool and unrestrained.”

Gu Qingqing nodded thoughtfully, and heard the old aunt continue, "Life is long. When you die, you will find that it is only a moment. If you say short, you will live longer than those who went earlier. several years."

Although the aunt was still smiling, her voice was obviously choked with slight sobs, "I am 53, and compared to my wife and daughter, I have already made money. It is also time to go down to accompany them."

Gu Qingqing was taken aback. The old aunt may have been in the hospital for a long time, and few people chatted with her. After catching Gu Qingqing, she opened up the conversation, "My wife had an accident more than ten years ago. It’s about the same size, the one from last year left.”

Speaking of this, the tears in the aunt's eyes can't hold back. "It's a natural disaster for my wife to leave, and there's nothing anyone can do about it, but my daughter, if she's still alive, I just want to tell her, just be yourself, don't worry about others, just be happy."

"Auntie, I'm sorry." Gu Qingqing's eye sockets were originally shallow, and now she couldn't help but shed tears. She hurriedly got up and took out a tissue to wipe her tears.

"My daughter is just like you. She loves money. She just wants to save more money so that our mother and I can live a good life. A girl who is almost [-] is not willing to add new clothes to herself. She has talked about a boyfriend. She is about to I got married, but broke up just because my husband scolded me a few words. I was working alone in other places, and I worked several jobs at the same time. I was so busy that I couldn’t eat well, and he lied to me that the work was easy. Salary is also okay, if you are sick, you can bear it."

My aunt's tears were like floods from a collapsed dam, and she became more and more sad as she talked, "I was very ill last year, so I told me to go to the hospital for a look, ankylosing spondylitis and heart disease, and she passed away after a short period of time."

Gu Qingqing also cried like a tearful person. She hugged her aunt, wanting to comfort her but didn't know how.When her parents passed away, she had just lost two close relatives in a freshman year. The feeling of the sky falling could not be expressed clearly in words.

The aunt may feel that this is a bit out of character, so she wiped her face with a tissue and comforted Gu Qingqing, "Seeing you is like seeing my daughter, little girl, don't think that aunt talks too much, be nice to yourself, if you If you don't treat yourself well, how can you expect others to treat you well. My daughter is just too stupid, but I am very happy that I have such a daughter. "

"Auntie, don't be sad. If you don't dislike me, treat me as your daughter. My parents died when I was in college." Gu Qingqing wiped away her tears and took a deep breath. Force a smile.

"Of course you don't dislike it. It's too late for Auntie to be happy with such a goddaughter." Auntie didn't expect that Gu Qingqing was an orphan.He hugged her and stroked her head to comfort her.

Yang Mei was also touched, thinking that it had been more than a year since she ran away from home, and she wondered if her family missed her.

"Auntie, I really didn't expect you to be alone." Auntie wiped away Gu Qingqing's tears, but Gu Qingqing wiped more and more tears. Looking at her auntie, she remembered her parents and told herself not to Cry, but just can't stop.

"Oh, she's not alone. She has a grandma in her hometown, and her second uncle's family." Yang Mei became a little angry when she mentioned this, and poked Gu Qingqing with her hand, "She is a bit stupid, her parents She died in a car accident, and the other party paid 30 yuan in compensation. As a result, her grandmother and second uncle said that they wanted to repair the house in their hometown, so they took the compensation for themselves. Her tuition fees for college were all earned by scholarships and part-time jobs. Auntie, do you think she is stupid like this!"

Auntie hugged Gu Qingqing tightly in distress, "What a silly child."

"Not only that, their hometown is very patriarchal. Her second uncle's family has two sons, and her grandma tried her best to favor the second son's family. When her parents were alive, her grandma didn't like her. His parents After she passed away, she even said that she was a girl, and she was going to marry sooner or later, so she sold her parents' house in the country, and gave the money to the second child, saying that it was for the two grandchildren to go to school!"

"This is too much!" The aunt was also very angry when she heard that, "The palms and backs of the hands are all meat, how can this be done!"

"It's not bad." Yang Mei nodded her forehead, "Everyone treats her like this. After she started working, she insisted on remitting money to her grandma every month. Now she has lost her job and works four or five part-time jobs every day. It's not easy." , and half of the money I save will be sent to my hometown. I am sick but I am not willing to spend a penny.”

Gu Qingqing had only told Yang Mei about these things, and when he mentioned them today, Gu Qingqing's tears couldn't stop her.

"What a filial child." Auntie's eyes were full of love and compassion, "It's okay, everything will be fine, life, as long as you don't give up on it, it won't give up on you either."

"She is a typical person who is kind and bullied! Auntie, tell me, if she suffers from some incurable disease, she will live a life of injustice." Yang Mei felt distressed and angry, and smashed the statue with a pillow Gu Qingqing, in the end, just fell gently on the back.

"Injustice." Gu Qingqing raised her head from her aunt's arms, choked with sobs and said, "Did I suffer from an incurable disease?"

"Aren't you stupid!" Yang Mei raised her hand and gave her another pillow.

"Doctor Zhan?" The nurse who made the rounds saw Zhan Yun standing outside the ward, and called out, "Why are you here?"

Zhan Yun turned around and smiled gently, "It's okay, I was just notified that there is a patient in this ward who needs appendix surgery, I'll come over to check on the patient's condition."

"Oh, let's go in." The nurse was about to open the door and go in.Zhan Yun waved his hand, "Forget it, I'll go and see others first."

The nurse understood, and went into the ward by herself, "Gu Qingqing, Zhao Huiyi is going to check the ward."

The aunt in the ward, surnamed Zhao.

The person Zhan Yun wanted to see was not an outsider, but Zhan Muyang, her sister-controlling cousin of Red Spicy Chicken at the time.

At this moment, Zhan Muyang was blocked in the ward specially arranged by Zhan Yun, looking straight at Feng Mian doing this and that like a heavenly king.Zhanyun pushed the door in, teasingly said, "Feng Mian, just let him get used to it, he said that he doesn't need surgery for his hemorrhoids, just rest and taboo. Take a look, he's really seriously ill now. To be hospitalized early."

"Sister, you don't love me anymore! Sure enough, if you have a boyfriend, you won't treat your younger brother as your younger brother! Hmph!" Zhan Muyang pouted to vent his dissatisfaction, Feng Mian quickly stuffed an orange in his mouth, full of doting.

"Where is my boyfriend, how many times have I told you that I haven't confirmed my relationship with Zhen Dawei yet." Zhan Yun shook his head and said to Feng Mian, "The surgery scheduled for him is tomorrow morning. Appendectomy, let him do it."

"Sister, he is performing an operation on me, why are you telling him?" Zhan Muyang was very dissatisfied.

Zhan Yun shrugged, "The operation requires the signature of the parents, of course I told him."

"Who said he is my parent!"

Zhan Yun shrugged his shoulders noncommittally, turned around and left, leaving the cover coaxing Zhan Muyang dotingly.

But when Zhan Yun returned to the office, he kept thinking about that little fat man in his mind. It was a strange feeling. It wasn't pity or reading a joke, but an inexplicable distress. She worked really hard.