get close to her, bend her

Gu Qingqing's life is nothing short of wonderful.

She felt that she had the most loyal boyfriend in the universe, and then she was cheated; she liked to eat grilled squid, so the boss fired her; that day she called auntie to the plump landlord, and the rent was raised; there was a kind of pain called her I was ill, but the one who got the surgery was my jealous rival...

There is a more painful one, which is lying on the operating table, watching the rival sharpen the knife, and then her aunt came in a hurry.The anesthesia injection has not been finished yet...

Zhan Muyang's operation was still early, but he couldn't stay in the ward any longer, dragging Feng Mian together to hang around outside the surgical area while wearing a mask.It just so happened that a driver who had been in a car accident came to rescue him, and he was pushed bloody to the operation. Zhan Muyang's ears trembled as he wailed, and he tightly clenched Feng Mian's hand, poking hard secretly.

"Relax, cutting hemorrhoids is a minor operation, similar to cutting the appendix." Feng Mian covered Zhan Muyang's hand, and gently took it away. This kid usually doesn't have much energy for work, and it hurts to catch people.

"Shut up!" Zhan Muyang's voice was muffled by the mask covering most of his face, and he could still hear the arrogant voice. "I'm going to that room for surgery later."

Feng Mian took a look, pointed to another operating room next door that showed "in operation" and said, "It should be this one. Right now your sister is cutting out the appendix."

Zhan Muyang stared at the door of the operating room with his eyes wide open, his burning eyes seemed to be able to see through.Feng Mian patted his head consolingly, and was pulled away by a disgusted palm. Feng Mian smiled and said to himself, he would be so scared to cry for an injection on weekdays, why did he have to have an operation this time.

The operation door suddenly opened, and several nurses pushed the patient with a white cloth on his head to come out. Zhan Yun finally explained, "Send it to the ward and tell the family to take it home."

"Didn't you just go in, why did you push it out so quickly!" Zhan Muyang grabbed Feng Mian in a panic. When he was filming a TV series, the patients who were unable to be rescued by doctors would be pushed out of the operating room with their heads covered with white cloths , and then the doctor said, "We tried our best."

Thinking of this, Zhan Muyang's eyes on Zhan Yun changed, "Notify the family to take it back? Didn't she just cut her appendix? Isn't it a minor operation..."

"There was an accident." Zhan Yun took off his gloves and mask, "Your surgery is ahead of schedule, so go back to the ward and get ready."

Zhan Yun has always been cold-faced, and his words are lukewarm, but at this moment, Zhan Muyang's ears feel terrible. His not very bright mind is full of the words "accident". Cut the appendix to death?What about cutting hemorrhoids...

With a bang, tears welled up in Zhan Muyang's eyes, and he rubbed against Feng Mian's chest, "I won't have surgery..."

Zhan Yun looked at him and shook his head, "This kid is sick again, so if you don't do it, then don't do it, you don't have to do it."

The nurse pushed Gu Qingqing back to the ward, startled Yang Mei, "It's over so soon?"

Gu Qingqing pulled down the white sheet on her head, poked her head out from the nursing bed, her face flushed redder than her aunt's, "I didn't do it, the doctor told me to come back in a few days."

Knowing the cause and effect, Yang Mei leaned back and forth with a smile, nodded at her and said, "Why are you so unlucky to have a period after surgery, hahahaha."

"Still laughing!" Gu Qingqing was about to die of embarrassment, and it was Zhan Yun who was the one who took the knife, so she was ashamed to throw it at the rival's house!

"Then you are going to go home." Yang Mei naturally knew what Gu Qingqing was thinking. Since the operation was not successful, she would definitely not spend money to stay in the hospital, and she was determined to go home.

"Where's Aunt Zhao?" Gu Qingqing realized that Aunt Zhao, who was in the same ward, was not there.

Yang Mei scratched her neck and said, "I didn't pay attention, she won't be here when I send you back to the operating room."

"I still want to say goodbye to her." Gu Qingqing didn't have anything to tidy up, and she could be discharged from the hospital as soon as she changed her hospital gown.

"Your aunt is done and has to have an operation. Don't you want to see her? Don't make it look like you can't see each other." Yang Mei couldn't help complaining when she saw Gu Qingqing's melancholy face, "You and I Said, I have to do it in two days, don't try to save money and get there!"

"Understood, I'm not really stupid!" Gu Qingqing sighed, she's been a little ghost, money is a good thing, but in case of life... Thinking of this, Gu Qingqing shook her head, It's hard to say which is more uncomfortable to live without money or to have money without life.In short, she should live well now, so that she can make good money, and she can experience what it feels like to have money but not spend it.

Gu Qingqing wrote a note and put it on Aunt Zhao's bedside, and left her phone number: Aunt Zhao, I'll come to see you in two days, take care of your illness, I'm still waiting for you to be discharged from the hospital, and be your goddaughter .

The two took a taxi back to the alley, and as soon as they turned a corner, they were approaching the door of the Taoist house. Yang Mei suddenly grabbed Gu Qingqing, leaned back against the corner, and asked nervously, "Qing, look at the door of our house." Are there two people standing?"

Gu Qingqing didn't understand what she meant, one leg had already stepped out.

"What are you doing?" Gu Qingqing looked at her as if she was visiting from the enemy's family, and was a little puzzled, "Hey, there are two people. Why are you running away..."

Before Gu Qingqing finished speaking, Yang Mei ran out of the alley, and the two men in dark suits at the door noticed the movement here, and they teleported to Gu Qingqing.

"Excuse me, do you live here?" One of them asked politely.

Gu Qingqing nodded, and became vigilant, reaching into the canvas bag and grabbing the phone.

"Feng...oh, Yangmei is renting with you." The man asked.

Gu Qingqing took a step back without answering. Based on his impression, he fumbled for the keyboard in his bag, wanting to call the police.

"who are you?"

"Don't get me wrong." Another man in a suit saw Gu Qingqing's nervousness, "We are Yangmei's... friends, we have something to do with her."

She didn't think Yang Mei would run away as soon as she saw her as a friend.

"Oh." Gu Qingqing glanced and found that there were only two people on the other side. She calculated in her heart that it was only 300 meters away from the entrance of the alley, and there was a large area of ​​old neighbors who set up stalls outside the entrance of the alley.

But how to run, she has not recovered from her serious illness and is already fat, even though 300 meters is not long, she will definitely run as hard as she can!

Gu Qingqing calculated the escape route, pretended to be surprised, and pointed at the two people, "Hey, Yangmei!"

Taking advantage of the two turning their heads, Gu Qingqing raised her thick legs and ran, shouting as she ran, "Uncle Wang, Xiao Liu, come and catch the gangster!"

If there are any advantages of the neighbors in the old alley, it is that they are easy to join in the fun and enthusiastic.

As expected of Gu Qingqing who has studied broadcasting for several years, the voice that came out of his dantian really shocked the uncles and uncles who set up the stalls.

The two men in suits realized that they had been deceived by Gu Qingqing. It seemed that Yang Mei was nowhere to be found today, and they didn't want to cause trouble.

After a false alarm, Gu Qingqing returned home and collapsed on the bed.Just laying down, before she came back to her senses, her old machine rang.

"Yangmei, where have you been?" Gu Qingqing rubbed her stomach. From the time she was hospitalized to when she was discharged from the hospital, she always had clear soup and little water, and the doctor wouldn't let her eat more. She was so hungry that she was so hungry.

"Qing, let me tell you, I'm going to hide for a few days, that person should leave, I'll go home and pack my luggage later, you open the door for me."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Qingqing was puzzled, who did Yang Mei provoke, she usually sells pancakes, why did she provoke the "black society"?

Reluctantly, he went to the kitchen, thinking about making something for himself, and saw that the bowl of eggs beaten the day before yesterday was still in the kitchen. Although the weather was not hot, there was a bad egg in the bowl, which could have been left behind. The clean egg liquid is now completely mixed together, a bowl of rotten eggs.

Looking at this bowl of rotten eggs, Gu Qingqing suddenly felt very much like herself.Her life until now is like this bowl of eggs, which used to be clear and bright, but suddenly there was a bad guy caught off guard.

Was the broken egg caused by her own qualitative change or the growth of external bacteria?She doesn't know now.

Gu Qingqing picked up the bowl, poured the egg into the sink and washed it down.Why should she, Gu Qingqing, live with such aggrievedness, not willing to eat or wear clothes, always thinking of others, hiding, yielding, afraid of offending others, but in the end it is always her who suffers and is wronged.She is not afraid of suffering or being wronged, but why should she do this?

Gu Qingqing, you are almost 30 years old. The ancients said that if you stand at [-], you will be proud of yourself!

Gu Qingqing made up her mind, took the eggs again and steamed an egg custard for herself. After eating and drinking enough, she helped Yangmei pack her luggage.

Yang Mei came back sneakily in the early morning, before Gu Qingqing asked what was going on, Yang Mei ran away with her luggage on her back like a thief.

The room instantly became deserted, and it was past 12 o'clock, but Gu Qingqing couldn't fall asleep.All this bad luck seems to have started with the video accident at Christmas.

Get up wherever you fall!

Gu Qingqing wanted to take advantage of the few days before the operation to apologize to the three parties involved at the time, as well as the magazine. She also wanted to go there. At that time, she broke the lens and was fired because she only paid half of the compensation. It took her to pay it off within a month, but the former director directly deducted her year-end bonus and salary.

Gu Qingqing flipped through the text messages on the elderly phone that she was reluctant to delete.Every time it reminded her that her mailbox was full, she would copy the messages sent by Zhen Dawei in a small notebook and then delete them.Now, except for the arrears message sent to her by a certain mobile phone, the mobile phone that can only store 200 messages has never been full.

There is a small bull head pendant hanging under the phone, which she bought when she and Zhen Dawei first met when they were shopping together, because Zhen Dawei is a cow.She also bought a pony because she is a horse.But at that time, because Zhen Dawei was afraid of bad influence, he didn't hang up the phone.

When they first met, Gu Qingqing was still immersed in the grief of losing her parents.It was Zhen Dawei who accompanied her through the darkest time.She wanted to be with him for the rest of her life.

Gu Qing slept soundly, went to the morning market early in the morning, bought a chicken for the first time, stayed up all morning, and took it to the hospital at noon.

Pushing open the door of the ward, it turned out that there was a stranger lying on Aunt Zhao's bed.She hurriedly pulled the head nurse who was rounding the ward and asked, "Hi, where's Aunt Zhao Huiyi on the second bed? I've been transferred to the ward."

The head nurse saw that it was her, "Aren't you Gu Qingqing from the first bed, I just happened to be looking for you."

Gu Qingqing followed the head nurse to the office.Looking at the letter handed to her by the head nurse, she was full of doubts, "This is?"

"This is what Zhao Huiyi left for you before she died." The head nurse sighed.

"Aunt Zhao... is gone?" Gu Qingqing dropped the thermos bucket on the ground and didn't react for a while.

"I didn't recover from the illness yesterday morning, so my condolences."

Walking out of the hospital, Gu Qingqing's eyes hurt terribly, and the tears were blown by the cold wind and fell on his face, causing pain.

She knows that people are fragile, just like her parents, who will never be seen again overnight.Just like Aunt Zhao, she smiled and said yesterday that she wanted to be her godmother, but she didn't even have time to say goodbye.

Originally, she thought that she had experienced the pain of her parents and had long been used to parting. But the heart is full of flesh, and every time it is a thorn, a thorn that pierces into the bottom of her heart and cannot be pulled out.The thorn hurt, but reminded her that she was still alive.

Gu Qingqing staggered to the platform, squatted down next to the stop sign, and opened the letter left by Aunt Zhao with trembling hands:

Xiao Gu:

Please allow Auntie to call you that.

Auntie can tell that you are living a very hard life. It is not easy for you to experience so much at your age, but don't lose confidence in life.

If you feel like you're living in hell, your life will only get darker.If you feel that you are in heaven, even if you see darkness, you can bravely overcome it.

Girl, I can see that you value relationships very much.But Auntie, as someone who has experienced it, wants to tell you that it is better to rely on yourself than anyone else.

You like a person, he is excellent.Then why should he like you?Because you are beautiful?rich?good body shape?No, a person who really likes you will not actually regard these as the basis for your lifelong companionship, but these are the stepping stones for most lovers to start their relationship.

The person who really cares about these things should be yourself.Take care of yourself and be a beautiful, healthy self.

Xiao Gu, it may be unpleasant for auntie to say this, but you must listen. After the operation, take good care of your body and lose weight. It doesn’t mean that being fat is bad.If it affects your health because of being fat, then it won't work.

You are a kind girl, but don't compromise without principle just because you are kind.Auntie thinks that you will be an independent woman in the future.

Take care of yourself and do what you love.In the last sentence, thousands of sails pass by the side of the sinking boat, Wan Muchun in front of the sick tree.All things look forward.

Old aunt: Zhao Huiyi

Sometimes the person who understands oneself is not necessarily the person who gets along day and night, maybe it is just a stranger who speaks his heart.Gu Qingqing was just a passer-by in Aunt Zhao's life, but she left the greatest kindness to herself when she was dying.

Gu Qingqing's tears couldn't be stopped at all. The bus passed by one after another, but she couldn't stand up because of crying.

A middle-aged woman in sloppy clothes was holding a broken porcelain jar, and was shaking the coins in it up and down.She walked up to Gu Qingqing, muttering, "Good job, good job."

Gu Qingqing sniffled, stood up with the stop sign, and searched her body for a long time, only to find that she didn't bring a wallet, and only one dollar for the bus was in her pocket.

She didn't even hesitate, and put it into the old jar of the other party.

The middle-aged woman expressed her gratitude mechanically, then turned around to find someone else to beg.

Yang Mei was very annoyed by these beggars. She had hands and feet and was in good health, but she pretended to be a beggar and cheated. She even warned Gu Qingqing not to be cheated.

It's not that Gu Qingqing doesn't know, but she thought, it's only one or two yuan, what if there is such a person who is really desperate.Gu Qingqing saw that the beggar was also in his forties or fifties, his face was flushed from the cold, his head softened, and he shouted, "Auntie!"

The person hurriedly turned around and shook the jar faster, with a hint of greed in her eyes. She might have thought that Gu Qingqing was going to give her money again, but Gu Qingqing looked at the thermos in his hand and poured out the chicken soup that had no chance to be sent out. Handed it to her, "I boiled this, it's still warm, I'll give it to you."

The man hesitated for a moment, but took it anyway.

Gu Qingqing checked the time, it was time to go home.She reached into her pockets hoping that a piece had been left out somewhere.The reality is, he has nothing on him.

She was familiar with the way from the hospital to home when she was pestering Zhanyun a few days ago. It took 40 minutes by bus, and less than 20 minutes by taxi without traffic jams. It took more than an hour to walk at her speed.

"Let's go back on foot, I think I've lost weight." Gu Qingqing took a deep breath, feeling a little pain in her lower abdomen.She endured it and adjusted her emotions. Just two meters away from the platform, she heard the sound of a horn honking behind her.

She habitually pulled over to give way, but the car stopped beside her.

"Little Fatty." Zhan Yun opened the car window and called out to her sideways, "Get in the car and take the road."

Seeing that it was Zhan Yun, Gu Qingqing wanted to refuse, but Zhan Yun had already got out of the car and opened the passenger door, "Come on."

"Thank you." Gu Qingqing got into the car with a thick face.

After fastening the seat belt, Zhan Yun was about to drive, but Gu Qingqing looked outside and said suddenly, "Wait." She took off the seat belt, opened the car door and went down, and walked a few steps to the person who was throwing the thermos into the trash can. In front of a middle-aged woman.

"Give it back to me!" Gu Qingqing grabbed the thermos and stared at the middle-aged woman. The beggar obviously didn't expect to be seen by Gu Qingqing. Before she could react, Gu Qingqing took out another dollar from the jar , turned back to the car.