Shu Ke's Notes

When Cheng Shuke let go in a daze, Liu Shao's face turned pale from the pain, but he still kept silent, as if the matter had nothing to do with him.Even so, he still gritted his teeth and said [Sorry, I can't go to the exam because of something urgent, you can go by yourself. ] Edit it and send it out.Seeing that the message was sent successfully, regardless of how the other party responded, he threw the phone on the ground as if venting, and the fuselage was instantly torn apart.

Liu Shao seemed to be trying to hold back, but also gasped for breath like he was angry.Finally, he let go, slowly got up from Shu Ke, and stood silently beside the bed.

Cheng Shuke, who finally broke free from the restraints, was stunned—the teeth-shaped wound opened its mouth ferociously, and Yin Hong's blood flowed out, meandering across Liu Shao's wrist, and dripping, clicking... , leaving shocking marks on the floor.

In the space where the smell of falling needles could be heard, the sun shone brightly into the room, but it didn't bring any warmth to Shu Ke.The sound of blood dripping continued in the ears, the blood was still warm on the lips, and the shocking scarlet was in front of the eyes... A series of senses seemed to be infinitely magnified at this moment, and Cheng Shuke burst into tears in an instant, almost bursting out of his eyes.

If it is selfish to insist on stopping myself from going to city B for the exam, then why is it so obsessive?Shu Ke was a little confused for a moment.

Before I knew it, I had known the person in front of me for five months, and the two had changed from tit-for-tat "enemies" to peaceful "roommates", and later developed into intimate lovers.Although Liu Shao's character is domineering and indifferent, his concern for himself is not fake at all.Cheng Shuke thought he had understood Liu Shao's temper, knew why this person would glare at him angrily, when he would smile happily, and what he said would make him pinch his nose pamperingly ... But until then, Cheng Shuke realized that he had never really understood the person in front of him.

Liu Shao's paranoia and possessiveness towards him have reached the point of madness and hopelessness.

"From now on, you can't walk out of this door until [-]:[-] in the afternoon, when the last flight to City B takes off today." Liu Shao's face was expressionless, and his voice was like a cold robot.

Cheng Shuke was still worried about Liu Shao's injury, should he get stitches?Where to get bandaged?But when he heard the other person's words, he couldn't help but sneered. At this time, this person didn't even care about his own injuries, and was still obsessed with the job of "watching him" as always.Cheng Shuke really didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and after being extremely angry, he returned to calm.He sat quietly by the bed, only feeling that it was a terrible thing to have such a person deeply in love with him.

At this time, Shu Ke no longer dared to think about everything about Z University. Looking at the scene in front of him, he felt that he was a joke in the past five months.Since the biggest dream of Z was first formed in his mind, he has been working hard and moving forward towards this goal. When he finally got closer and closer to that dream, his closest "lover" took him away. His dreams were torn apart and torn apart, making him in agony.This satirical comedy, which sounds a little absurd, actually played out on me.

Liu Shao, I'm not your appendage, we are two equal people with two independent souls, why don't you understand?I like you is not just a simple sentence, it includes I believe in you, tolerate you, understand you, respect you, but what about you, once or twice, how did you treat me?You have the scars I brought you on your hands, bloody and painful.But why didn't my heart leave a scar because of you?The scar that had just grown was violently opened again, bloody and bloody, did you ever think about whether I hurt or not?

Time passed by minute by minute, and every second seemed to be delayed.The two sat on one side, each silent, one was thinking about how to clean up the mess in order to save it, while the other was thinking about how to cut the mess quickly.

Cheng Shuke sat by the bed blankly, his eyes were empty, and the scenes of the two people from acquaintance to acquaintance to love appeared in his mind: the unreasonable troubles at the beginning, the care in every possible way later, the laughter during the outing, the sweet tenderness on the birthday, the son Yes, the airplane model, the platinum ring on his hand... When he has made that decision in his heart, no matter what he thinks about Liu Shao's thousands of shortcomings, the bits and pieces in his memories still remind him that happiness and warmth are always better than disputes And more friction.But he knew that even so, as long as there was even a slight difference in some positions, the two of them could be on the verge of falling out, and then their swords were on the verge of breaking out.

After a long time, the slightly frowned brows finally flattened out, and Shu Ke, who had figured it out, showed a relieved smile, and said the first sentence the two broke the peace since their silence: "Liu Shao, I think we may not be suitable for each other." .” His eyes were calm but firm, not gasping as usual.

"I think it's time for us to separate." As soon as the words finished, Liu Shao, who was silently looking at the floor, suddenly raised his head and looked at him in astonishment.

The word breakup touched Liu Shao's nerves, he couldn't hold back immediately, and quickly explained his original intention: "It's not that I won't let you go, I'm afraid that after you go..." But Cheng Shuke didn't want to listen to him With an excuse, he interrupted him: "You don't need to say anything, I understand." Shu Ke raised his head, looked into the other person's eyes, and a sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. "I know what you're thinking, but unfortunately, you never know, and you don't care, what I'm thinking."

Liu Shao's heart was hit hard.

Cheng Shuke didn't bother to look at his bewildered expression, and felt that his hypocrisy was unappetizing.He went straight to the direction of his suitcase, but Liu Shao followed up sensitively. This behavior offended Shu Ke, who was already in a calm mood, and made him even more disgusted.

He bent down to pick up the backpack that was thrown on the ground in the confusion just now, took out his wallet from it, and then pulled out his ID card and threw it on the ground: "Here, my ID card is here, I can't go anywhere, from now on There are still more than nine hours until [-]:[-], and I don't want to see you during this time." After speaking, he pulled the suitcase and walked out the door.

Liu Shao watched his back go further and further away, but he didn't even have the courage to take a step forward.A farce broke up badly.The door slammed like the hammer of a judge's sentence.Only then did Liu Shao come to his senses, and only then could he feel the pain.

The blood on the arm had already congealed, leaving shocking bloodstains to witness the madness of the two just now.But this was nothing compared to the wound in his heart. He once again felt the long-lost heart being pierced by a knife.

There are still two happy and sweet witnesses in his hands, Liu Shao touched the outline of the ring thoughtfully.

Maybe, this time, I was really wrong.

The author has something to say:

You have to experience pain to know the value of happiness~(づ￣3￣)づ