Shu Ke's Notes

The sun, which was still dazzling just now, is now hiding somewhere, and the rolling dark clouds quickly cover it from the northwest corner, and the bright white sky almost instantly seems to have spilled ink.Dazzling lightning split the city in half like a sharp sword, followed by rumbling thunder, like the roar of a god.

When the wind was mixed with raindrops, only a few people chose to stand under the eaves of the roadside shops to take shelter from the rain and take a break, while most complained about the rain that disrupted their rhythm, while walking quickly in a bit of embarrassment.

Passers-by are rushing to where they want to go, but the boy with his shoulders on his shoulders and a trolley case on the side of the road is wandering aimlessly, as if the rain is getting heavier, the sound of the car's horn, the noisy The crowd is generally isolated from him.

Cheng Shuke walked a few streets in the rain, only then remembered that he had an umbrella in his backpack.But when he took out his umbrella and held it up, his whole body was already wet.The winter rain was bone-chilling, and with wet clothes on his body, Cheng Shuke felt that his limbs seemed to be frozen, and he was still walking by virtue of inertia.

When was the last time you felt this cold?It seems to be the Art Provincial Unified Examination not long ago?At that time, I was wearing a thin suit and shivering in the cold wind, but I was reluctant to put on a warm down jacket for fear of wrinkling the clothes.The things in the memory obviously happened not long ago, but they seem to be far away from me.At that time, although he shrugged his shoulders and shrugged his back in the cold, his heart was warm, and the hand that was covering the palm of that person was also warm.But at this time, his hands were so cold that he had already lost consciousness, and his heart was already freezing cold.

Walking alone in a strange street, Cheng Shuke, who had nothing to do, felt terribly lonely.He thought this was his second home, but at this moment, he suddenly realized that this city had never belonged to him.At this moment, he wanted to escape from here, from this sad place that gave him warmth, pain, sweetness and torture.

When I got home, I had the expected cold and fever.As the saying goes, sickness comes like a mountain, but this time it was particularly violent.Since Shuke's birthday, Cheng's parents and mother's concern for Cheng Shuke has increased day by day.Cheng's mother knew that although her son was thin, he was always in good health. He had hardly suffered from any serious illness since he was a child, but this time he became ill suddenly, so serious that he was still talking nonsense when he was unconscious.Cheng's mother looked at her son lying on the hospital bed, feeling very distressed.Although she didn't know why her son came home suddenly, since he was sick, it was better to stay with his parents and take care of him.

... When I was in a coma, someone seemed to move my body, and something warm stroked me from the neck down. In my mind, I could vaguely see the appearance of that handsome young man with a naughty smile. He could make people smoke from anger when he opened his mouth. Goofy words: "Why, you will still live here from now on, eat mine, wear mine and sleep in mine, what's wrong with touching a few?" The warm touch moved to the lower abdomen again, and the scene in my mind dissipated like a passing cloud , the handsome young man also looked cute and blushing, his lips kissed all over my body, and he said love words that made people blush and heartbeat: "Shu Ke, I want you so much, when will you give it to me?" In an instant, the hand fell into warmth again, the scene changed again, and the young man with delicate eyebrows and eyes was vaguely in front of him.At this moment, he was covering my hand with a smile, and kept breathing on it: "How about this? Is it still cold?" The picture was frozen in the boy's tender eyes, and I wanted to reach out and touch his face , but in vain to catch nothing.A tear dripped from the corner of my eye, and the feeling of the tear running across my cheek was too clear. I suddenly opened my eyes, but I was looking at my mother with a worried face.

Mother Cheng was holding a hot towel to help Shu Ke wipe his body. When he saw him wake up, she put the towel aside and quickly put her hand on his forehead to test his body temperature. When she felt that the temperature was not so hot, she put it down a little. Hanging heart for a long time.She looked at Shu Ke and asked, "Are you awake? How do you feel? Are you hungry? Do you want some water?"

Cheng Shuke looked at his mother's face in a daze for a few seconds before recovering. From the surrounding white furnishings and the faint smell of disinfectant in the air, he knew that he was in the hospital.He closed his eyes dejectedly, and sighed: "I'm fine...just a little thirsty."

After hearing this, Cheng's mother hurriedly got the water. She mixed the mineral water and the hot water in the teapot in proportion to a temperature that was neither too hot nor too cold, and carefully helped Shu Ke to sit up.Cheng Shuke seldom sees his mother like this. He has always been used to getting enough food and clothing by himself, and his parents are very reassuring about him. Although he is an only child, he hardly ever does the life of a little emperor who stretches out his clothes and eats his mouth. .

Although Cheng Shuke looks thin and weak, he has miraculously been in good health since he was a child. Every time he sees his classmates taking sick leave and not even having to do their homework, he is very envious.I still remember a time when Ping Ping, a neighbor’s child, was sick. When he went to visit the doctor, he saw their whole family gathered around Ping Ping’s bed to ask about their health. I'm so envious that I want to have a good illness.But it was really his fault that his body was so "unsatisfactory", the biggest illness was just a low-grade fever, and he recovered the next day after taking antipyretics.It was Shu Ke's great regret in his childhood that he didn't have a serious illness and experience the feeling of being surrounded by stars.

But when Cheng's mother lowered his head while helping Shuke to drink water, Cheng Shuke found a few white hairs on his mother's temples, and his eye circles suddenly turned red.How long had he not seen his mother so closely?I don't even know when she had gray hair?

Cheng's mother didn't notice Shu Ke's abnormality, fearing that her son would be hungry after sleeping for a long time, so she hurriedly called Cheng's father to urge him to deliver the meal.

When Cheng's father boiled and delivered the lean meat porridge to his mouth, the familiar taste suddenly stirred Shu Ke's tear glands, and he could no longer bear the grievance and depression in his heart. The two people closest to him in the world Emotions exploded in front of him.At this time, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother didn't know what wronged their son had suffered, and they were anxious and at a loss. They clumsily coaxed their son with the most common principles, but Shu Ke's heart was instantly comforted.

No matter how many people in the world love and care for you, and how many people hate and misunderstand you, the people who love you the most are always your parents.Even if they are busy with work and rarely take care of their children like other parents, everything they give is still for you.On weekdays, Mileage Shuke rarely communicates with his parents, and he is particularly envious of the friends-like relationship between the children and their parents.But at this moment, he felt that he had grown up suddenly, looking at his mother who softly comforted him, and his father who was silently serving his porridge, such parents who were not good at words but were wholeheartedly thinking about him, how could they not be cute? ?

"I'm fine. It's just that I wanted to go to city B to take the exam, but I lost my train ticket and missed it. I'm just a little sad." Cheng Shuke smiled at his mother and wiped away the tears on his face.When the two heard that this was the reason, they were relieved and persuaded him, "It doesn't matter, there are still many good schools", "I heard that XX University's broadcasting is good" and other words.

Cheng Shuke's mood stabilized, and the grievance and anger in his heart gradually dissipated.He said to himself in his heart: It's okay, it's all over.Even if everything is lost, they must still be there.

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