My buddy is crazy

under the river

(Mochuan's perspective)

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Ordinary people have a saying, Luoshui has a hundred miles of moons, and Mochuan has a hundred miles of mountains.

I don't know what these words describe in the common world.When I was walking around in the mortal world, when I heard this sentence, I was always out of my mind, and I was no longer in the mood to care about the words of mortals.

"A Jing," she beckoned to me, "A Jing, come, I will show you the sword art."

Every time I hear "Luoshui", her shadow flickers in front of my eyes.Knowing that she was gone, I couldn't help but walked towards that phantom, as if I could go back to Bai Zefeng once I walked there, and be a well-behaved little disciple by her side, respecting her and helping her all the way.

lo river.lo river.lo river.

When Luohe came to see me for the first time, I saluted her, and she looked surprised, obviously not knowing that I knew her long ago.Since I was a child, I knew that I was rescued by Luohe Peak Master and returned to the sect. The grandmother who took care of me always reminded me of her kindness. I was still young at that time, and I always imagined that she was my relative. For some unavoidable reason, she was fostered nearby. But they couldn't recognize each other.

Seeing the surprise in her eyes, I instantly understood how wishful thinking I was.She was just passing by to do charity, but I was thinking too much.At that moment, my childhood fantasies were instantly shattered, and later I was accepted as a junior by her, and my dependence on her gradually turned into respect.

I once thought, without that person, would I be able to turn from respect to love for Luohe?I always thought that afterimages of her come and go, and come again, but they can never replace that person.

The more I think about her, the more I understand that I can't love her, just like that person never thought of loving me.

It took me a long time to realize that Luohe taught me too well and protected me too much.If I follow my own destiny, I'm afraid I won't fall in love with others inexplicably, and I don't have a kind and naive attitude that can make a heart take root.

Being the peak master's junior is a perfect and good thing, the only downside is that the status is too high, I was young at that time, I would feel envious when I saw groups of outer disciples, and I always wanted to make friends with others of the same age. partner.I haven't learned to endure the emptiness of cultivating the Tao, but I'm not too stupid. I understand that most people in the sect only associate with me because of my status, and I have been pretending to be polite for a long time.

It's okay to be delusional, but I still meet such a person.

I still remember, Qingliu Yiyi, that person picked it up at will, it was a very annoying behavior, but he did it naturally, and with his appearance and demeanor, others seemed to be blaming him.I thought at the time that few people in the world were willing to really blame him.When I stopped him, he was willful and twitchy, he wanted to get close to me without saying a word, but just held my hand; if he really wanted to talk to him, he was shy and only answered when he was in a hurry; when asked his age, he would face me With arrogance, he only lied to me; when asked his name, he was unprepared, and casually revealed his real name to people he had only met once.

Later I realized that I was so wrong, that person wouldn’t bother to lie to me, and he didn’t bother to mess around with the younger generation. In his heart, I was probably like a willow leaf. The meaning of reservation is not worth thinking about.

If I recognize him right away, maybe I still have a chance to get out, but it's a pity that falling in love with He Qingmu is too easy, if you get stuck bit by bit, it's hard to get out.For a long time, I didn't realize my likes.Until I saw him with his clothes loose and with Luo He, I just wanted to ask if they were in love with each other, and when I heard Luo He say that he was a magician who studied magic arts, I suddenly felt relieved, and only then did I understand that I I was bound up and down by the thread of love.

I accidentally told Luohe about my "uncontrollable love", she asked me why I couldn't help it, for a while I didn't know how to answer, it seemed that a wicked fire was burning in my chest, and the fire burned all the way up, It turned into water and came out of the eye sockets again.I don't know which day it was, but He Qingmu just left. After a long time, Luohe didn't mention him to me again, and even became estranged from me.

I used to be the closest person to my senior sister on Bai Ze Peak, but I only found out from other people about this entanglement that Master Luo was in love.

She lied to me.My heart tightened for a moment, and suddenly I let go again.That's right, who she loves and hates is not a matter of my management, so there is no need to explain it to me.

For a while, there was nothing but emptiness in my heart.

Empty is also good.The heart can't live in peace at first, and if someone cuts out a piece, even if it is empty and hurts, the rest is your own after all.My plan was ingenious, but everyone knows that once the heart is given away, how can it ever come back.

Suddenly one day, the person I thought would never come back visited me as usual.Every time he comes, Luohe always avoids seeing him, and just pushes me to go. I have great friendship in my heart, and I am greedy for the chance to get along with him. When I go back alone, I can't stop feeling guilty, ashamed I don't concentrate on the Dao, and I feel a little ashamed that I have entered the room of two people who are in love, and I am still nostalgic for a few days.

When she first practiced the twin-sex exercise, Luo He didn't make the pros and cons clear, but she was ashamed of her behavior. Later, she directly borrowed the words of the "master" who didn't know if she was still alive. She changed the exercise and practiced a new exercise. Afterwards, the speed of my cultivation doubled, but I got used to it. After practicing for a long time, I finally had to admit the abnormality I noticed before——Luohe is not my relative, nor is it that she does not want to repay her kindness. Fa, probably made a mistake of nourishing gu to generate emotion.

Cultivators are the most jealous of demons, and they often come quietly when they come. Looking back now, my demons were probably planted when I knew that Luohe’s motives for saving me were not pure. Enter the part that was vacant before.I was blindfolded by Qiqing, the better she treats me, the more I feel resentful.

I blindly thought of Luohe in a bad way, and there were clues in what he did. Bai Zefeng's heart was gradually drifting away, but at the same time that the immortals were disbanded on the rainbow day, and the position of the immortals was changing from old to new, I didn't expect that Luohe was just really ashamed. He is really good to me, he only guards against being pushed out by Luohe to sacrifice the flag, but forgets to guard against the person who should be guarded against.

Only Luo He and I were trapped in the Mountain and River Palace. Luo He was clearly bewitched by me, and he clearly saw through me, but he just stood up and waved at me: "Ah Jing, I will show you the sword art."

After changing the skills, my comprehension of the formulas has already surpassed that of Luohe. I simply hated her for using the skills to take away my talent, but seeing her shadow of dancing swords, I thought of my grandma after playing around when I was young. nagging, "Baby, you have to remember the peak master, without her, you wouldn't be able to live as such a small briquette."

There was a hustle and bustle outside the Shanhe Hall, and the door of the hall was crumbling. I wanted to apologize to her, but she shook her head and told me to silence. She put down her sword and straightened her hair. Something made during refining.Along with the hairpin, there was also a pair of burgundy pendants next to her ears, but the ear pendants were offensive weapons, which had been consumed in the previous fight.

It just occurred to me that with her cultivation base, she should have changed to a more suitable defensive magic weapon.

The door of the palace collapsed, and I wanted to stand in front of her, but she still protected me behind, and finally relaxed after seeing clearly who was coming in.

It's He Qingmu, I haven't seen him for a long time, he seems to be taller, or because of his more imposing manner, he stands tall like a mountain.He drew his sword into the palace, and the bloody sword tip drew sparks on the ground. The sound was piercing, but he didn't notice it. He glanced outside the door, then at me, and ordered: "I've destroyed all the trash outside. Become a god, clean up by yourself."

Before I could respond, he frowned, and said again: "If you encounter something again, make good use of my name, and don't play yourself to death."

Hearing the wailing and cursing outside, I learned that he is Fangxin Mozun.

Once a hero saves the beauty, a couple of gods and immortals, there is no room for me to intervene.But he left as soon as he left, and in the end he insisted on looking at me from the corner of the eye again, with a half-smile.

I suddenly understood that Luo He obviously knew his identity long ago.Beginning disciples are always sure that cultivating the Tao is right, and cultivating demons is evil, but the more they go up, the more they realize that the line between good and evil is blurred.It's a pity that I didn't realize this level at that time. Looking at his red clothes, I only had one more thought in my mind——

I like him, I can't help it.

He Qingmu... Fangxin Mozun left easily, but I knew he would definitely come back.Even if Luohe suppressed my previous conflicting thoughts, the soaring cultivation in my body would always come to find the root of me for Luohe.I had prepared a lot of words in my heart, but when he came, I couldn't say a word.

I didn't speak, he didn't speak, it just ruined my bones and cut off my path of cultivation.

People say that the pain in the heart is greater than the pain in the body. It’s probably a lie. My body hurts so much that I can’t turn it around. When the pain finally subsides, the heartache is wrapped up layer by layer, but it’s not inferior to the body pain.

It's just that I like someone, why did I become such a mess.It's just a heartache, why can't I stop asking knowingly, opening my mouth to say something stupid... I asked him: "Brother Mu, is it for Luohe?"

Seeing him nodding, the many words I had thought about finally came back, and I said to him: "I have nothing to do, go find her."

I thought, that's fine too.When the love is over, the cause and effect are cut off; when the heart is dead, the demons seem to die along with it;