under the river

(Mochuan's perspective)

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I didn't think about seeing Luohe and Fangxin again, I just wanted to deal with the affairs at hand and live in seclusion, but I was not ready yet, but I heard He Qingmu's voice transmission, calling me to the palace.

I walked over calmly, unable to figure out what he wanted to do.

Fangxin hugged Luohe, her face calm and calm.Luo He in his arms looked extremely tired, his eyes stared at me for a moment, and finally closed.They don't seem to be like this to let me see their affection.

She seemed to be asleep, and was placed on the ground by her heart, her face aged instantly, and after a while, she turned to ashes and scattered on the ground, like someone's careless maid scattered ashes on the nobleman's new clothes.

They...shouldn't be...she should get what she wanted, and be united with the one she loves...but on this earth...

He Qingmu didn't insist on a word, and was about to leave after making a move.Everything suddenly became clear. He is a legendary power who has lived for thousands of years. God can't help him, Buddha can't help him. If he really loves him, how can he not even keep the life of a junior?Luohe had a bright future, why did he suddenly have a fellow demon cultivator who can talk to him?Where did the exercises from our "master" come from?

I should be afraid, I thought my voice would tremble, but the exit was much more steady than I thought: "Brother Mu, how do you know that there is something wrong with the exercises?"

He lit a spark at the tip of his finger, not knowing what he was thinking.I raised my voice and asked him, "Why didn't you answer?"

He spoke back, saying it was all about a position of dominance.I was in a trance for a while, and the slightest soreness climbed up my veins. I should have fallen down, but I kept standing up and talking to him, and my inner demons supported me to deal with him——I want him to understand that I am in such pain. I want him to sacrifice his life to Luohe, and I want his dominance to become the biggest joke in the world.

I want to join him.

Fangxin seemed to enjoy my self-inflicted humiliation. Not only did he agree to my request, but even after discovering my true intentions, he only raised his voice and made up a story to threaten me.Why bother?Lovesickness is deep, I knew how painful it was.

I set the date of the uprising to the day of the Dao Dao Ceremony. Under the red silk all over the floor is a battle formation, and the guests who greet you with smiles are enemies who are demanding their lives.I stabbed the knife into his heart with my own hands, and I was extremely happy for a moment.I expected that he had a back move, and let him use the scroll to explode the spirit circle, poisoning his heart, even if he left, he wouldn't be able to last long.

Later, Fu Qingyang found him.Xifang demon Lord Fu Qingyang was Fangxin's little apprentice. I know Fangxin Demon Lord has such an apprentice. It is said that the two broke up on bad terms, but I didn't expect him to come to take revenge.Looking at him, I was really startled, not because I was afraid of fighting, but because I suddenly realized that He Qingmu was really killed by me.

During the fight between me and him, Demon Lord Xifang kept his hands and mouth not idle, but the story in his mouth was completely different from what I experienced.He said that both Fangxin and Luohe were reluctant to use me as a prepared pawn, one and two paved the way for me, he said that Fangxin's whole body was reserved for me, and he said that Luohe committed suicide because of... Please me.

Xifang showed her demonic appearance, and slashed at me with a big knife, and only asked, "What's good about you? She also died for you, and her heart died for you..."

Speaking of this, he suddenly laughed: "It's a good death. He takes human life too seriously and too lightly. A Buddha is not a Buddha, and a devil is not like a devil... He probably wants to use his death to make you feel relieved about the past. Think so." Lightness, the heart is dead, the senior sister is dead, Yi Shui is weak, you have become a god respected by everyone, why do you let go?"

He smiled with tears all over his face, I thought about his words, and took the knife abruptly, Xifang vented her anger and withdrew her offensive.

I asked him: "You call Luohe Senior Sister?"

He nodded, regardless of his embarrassment, instead he asked me: "Why are you crying? You don't regret it a long time ago. Who do you expect to take pity on you now?"

I didn't cry, I was disturbed by my demons, every time I heard Luohe's name, I couldn't help but feel sour.Fu Qingyang didn't seem to be looking for revenge, he just came here to torture me with what he knew, cut him with a knife, and after finishing a sentence, Xifang left without hesitation.I didn't take his word for it.If it wasn't for the fact that the cultivator's memory is too clear, I wouldn't even think about a word he said.But every time the past came to my mind, these words always accompanied my demons from the dark, making it difficult for me to be at peace.

When thoughts of self-doubt arise, the inner demons are even more difficult to suppress.I misunderstood a lot in the past, and the people involved in the past also misunderstood a lot. I blame myself, and I also blame them for never saying anything.I seem to understand how blurred the line between good and evil is.Righteous people also pursue profit, and evil people also pursue profit. The morals of this world have long been unclear. Even if the truth is true, it may be false to say it.

I remembered that He Qingmu was always discussing Dao when getting along with me. I used to think that he was too rigid and boring. In fact, he did this only because in his heart, I have more or less the status of a disciple.My liking for him, apart from my self-inflicted humiliation and his indifference, if I really want to talk about it in detail, I'm afraid he would be disgusted.

My chest has been emptied by the two people who were connected with me in my previous life. I don’t know how long I can hold on with the demons in my heart.Fu Qingyang succeeded in revenge, I have no hope of ascension, and I can only hold on to the position of Tianzun.

I originally thought that the absurdity of the world was nothing more than that, but it wasn't until Shanhe Temple had a new visitor that I really understood what absurdity is.

There was a thunderstorm not long ago near the Luoshui in the mortal world. After the thunder, the river went against the sky, surging upwards, but finally fell back quietly. When Yi Shui went to deal with it, he saw a watchman on the mountain. A big demon with no cultivation base, his eyes were red, and the demon energy behind his back was so sharp that he moved forward against the current. Yi Shui gave up the position of demon master on the spot, but he was slapped until he vomited blood.

"He said, 'I don't cultivate demons'," Yi Shui complained to me through voice transmission, "Even if I'm blind and can't see the demon energy, can it be the right way to beat others to death if I don't like a single word? "

Yi Shui said that the person called himself "Lingyun", and after he finished speaking, he coughed and gloated.I see what she means.Since you don't want to be a demon king, you want to become a fairy.This Lingyun decided to come to me, so as not to waste the momentum of his birth.After gloating, Yi Shui was silent for a while, and only said, "If you don't want to fight, you can come to me."

I turned her down.

With the mentality of waiting for death, I waited until the aura of demonic aura surged to the sky. He had a good looks, but he spoke out of the ordinary, and when he saw me, he just said, "I have something to ask for your help."

I was about to refuse, but saw that he was holding a hexagram of white jade in his hand. It was so familiar, I subconsciously reached out to snatch it, and suddenly repeated the mistake of Yi Shui.While I was vomiting blood on the ground, the other party watched me vomiting blood and repeated: "I have something to ask for your help."

The man obviously couldn't hear the word "no", so I nodded and just stared at the thing in his hand.

"Come and cut a dress."

Coughing out the backlog of blood, I looked at the person and confirmed: "The immortal wants me to cut clothes?"

He nodded: "Use my spiritual sense to cut a piece of clothing."

These words were quite sensational, I was stunned at the moment, and the other party said impatiently, "I want to use my spiritual knowledge to tailor clothes for my old friend. When you see He Qingmu again, give him the clothes."

This person spoke in a relaxed manner, as if he was an old friend of that person. The blood in my mouth turned into thorns, and I wrote the words: "Fangxin Demon Venerable..."

He pointed, and I couldn't speak anymore.He knew that his heart was dead, but he just didn't want me to tell.The visitor looked sullen: "When he comes back, give him the clothes."

Loosening the restraint on me, his hand lit a few rows of black and red flames in the air, and the flames twisted out of the formula, Lingyun only said to me: "Just do it like this."

I shook my head.

The other party didn't expect my refusal, all movements stopped at one point for a moment, paused and then said: "How do you agree?"

"Your Excellency, ask someone to help, at least explain the cause and effect clearly?"

He was silent for a long time before he said, "I want to win his love."

"Your Excellency, you want people to fall in love with you because of a piece of clothing?" I haven't had the opportunity to understand He Qingmu's preferences too deeply, but even if I only know this person briefly, I know that he won't do it because of a piece of spiritual knowledge. The clothes are tempting.

Lingyun's eyes met me, and she shook her head: "I made a request to make myself regret it. If I don't go to Yangmou at this time, I will have no chance in the future. If he wants to be sincere, I will clean everything up and give it to him." Sincerely...in fact, we didn't care at first...who would have thought that things in the world could really hurt?"

I didn't understand, so I cast my eyes on Lingyun. He was in a daze for a moment, and then continued to explain: "I can't go into too much detail... This was originally a gambling game in the upper realm... I originally only wanted to win the gambling chips, but now I really hope he likes me. Maybe we both did it wrong..."

It's no wonder that he is from the upper realm.The implication of this person is that Fangxin was originally from the upper realm, which surprised me a bit.I'm emotional inside, I don't know what they're betting on, but Zuo is just using the lower world as a board toy to turn the world upside down.Maybe I should be angry, but there is only a little sweetness in my heart, He Qingmu is an immortal monster, I don't need to feel so guilty anymore.

"If I don't get rid of the spiritual knowledge mixed with greed, he won't believe that I really love him, and I won't believe it myself," Lingyun lowered her eyebrows, "I am the most greedy among the three. I propose to let him be rebellious and helpless."

I clenched my fists violently, and released them in anger. That person came from the upper realm, and I was like a dust ant in his eyes, so I probably didn't deserve to feel sorry for him.

The man looked calm and said in an intimate tone: "I originally thought, if life goes well, why would he bother to love someone? If you let him get close to others, what if he loves others?"

Looking at Lingyun, I feel that there is nothing good about Ascension to the Upper Realm.I ignored him, but he still talked to himself: "I thought the lower world should be as thin as a cloud of smoke, but it turns out that entering the mortal world really hurts."

Lingyun finished feeling, and pointed to the burning formula: "Throw away the greed, I will probably be chaotic, and when you use the formula, you will have a curse, so that you can't reveal what you talked about today. Give it to others... even if you see me later. You help me, I promise it, tell me, what do you want?"

Hope arose in my heart: "Can your honor bring the dead back?"

"No."

She can't come back.Her name haunted me like a curse.lo river.lo river.lo river.

Lingyun's words pulled me out of my demons. He looked at me and said, "You are haunted by demons, you are dying."

"Is there a way for your honor to eliminate the demons?"

"No. You wear the finished robe first. It can't eradicate your demons, but it's enough to keep you alive until he comes back."

Anyway, I was already a dead person in his eyes, and my words were more wanton: "Your Majesty's promise is too light."

"After you die, I will use the soul-casting technique to protect your soul. You can't get back to your cultivation, but you can come back quickly with the foundation of your previous life. The soul-casting technique will help you forget to wash away your old sufferings and demons." I won't follow you any more."

He said so in detail, obviously not to let me choose, and he has already set a reward for me.I'm not as powerful as others, so I nodded to do my job, and cut a spiritual robe with a magic trick. The other party just glanced at it and left without looking back.

In the next hundred years, this aura "immortal" never appeared again in the realm of comprehension.

The reunion with Fangxin seems to be much earlier than I thought, and it seems to be much later.

He Qingmu was pressed down by the formation, tears fell on his face unscrupulously, and I was in a daze for a moment.Except for a face that is exactly the same, if you look closely at this person, there is almost nothing the same as Fangxin Mozun, and everything is the same as the He Qingmu in my mind back then.

I hated him for being ruthless back then, I also hated him for being ignorant now, and even more I hated him for coming to the lower realm to round their "gamble" without any scruples.What should I say?The phantoms and pain that have been difficult to get rid of for a hundred years, the pain that pulls the muscles and bones when convulsing at night, it is false to say that there is no resentment or hatred in my heart, but I really want revenge, but I can't do it.

I don't want to care how much he remembers, and I don't want to know whether he really remembers. I rescued him from the formation and wanted to ask about the past, but I couldn't get the words out of my mouth.Looking at the gratitude in his eyes, I couldn't help thinking that he probably remembered everything, and his pitiful face was just to mock the people who came to "save" him.

"Fangxin, let's go, don't come back."

Not to mention giving away the spiritual robe, it is difficult for me to take another look at him at this moment. I have planned this meeting for a hundred years in my heart, but when I really saw it, I had no choice but to run away.Thinking that the things that should be done in response to Lingyun must be done, I silently followed Fangxin again.He really enjoys playing dumb, and after being teased by Lu Lan, he just stood there with wide-eyed eyes.

He obviously doesn't need my help, but I still can't help but save him.I asked him why he didn't leave, maybe it was because of the gambling, but he didn't answer.I didn't know what to say for a while, I hated and resented, but I could only sigh "Luohe is innocent".Even if I am his abandoned son, Luohe is always his long-term apprentice, no matter what the reason is, he should always make a move... He Qingmu looked at me with bright black eyes, pretending to be weak, and spoke wildly: "No one in this world is innocent ?”

I thought my anger had subsided in a hundred years, but he said a few words, and the demons that hadn't disturbed me in a hundred years reappeared again. With this anger, I sealed his spiritual aperture together with Lu Lan, bringing him He returned to Shanhe Palace, not to mention that he failed to fulfill the agreement to send the robe, and even put him in a kneeling position for revenge.

I knelt behind him, and in my eyes was still the infatuated love that I couldn't get rid of for some reason.Who is not innocent in this world?Luo He is innocent, his heart is innocent, and I am also innocent... Or, no one is innocent, and I am not for any kindness, resenting him for not loving me, and only using Luo He as a cover.

Living like this is torture, I am more and more like a walking dead, just appearing as Tianzun on the occasion where Tianzun should appear.When Lingyun came out and took away my heart, I only had a bit of the absurdity of watching a theater in my heart.Fangxin may be teased by his old friend, but it is more likely to be teased by his old friend out of love. I don't want to give this spiritual robe to them as a token of love, and I don't feel that I am breaking the contract. Anyway, He Qingmu can't pretend The weak will naturally come to ask for it.

He Qingmu didn't come, Lingyun came first, he lost part of his spiritual consciousness, he looked crazy, so he couldn't help but ask me where Fangxin was going, he couldn't find anyone, he walked more quickly than when he came, I don't know how to wash it off Madness was brought into the white shell again.

It wasn't until a new guest came to the Palace of Mountains and Rivers that I realized that I had forgotten something strange.Kong Ji came to the door and restrained me with three or two moves. I suddenly remembered that I missed the most important thing when I was tailoring clothes for Lingyun... At that time, I was busy being indignant at the inhumaneness of the Ascension Cultivator. The most important" such blunt words, even forgot to guard against the third person who did not show up in this bet.

After figuring this out, I quickly matched up the past events. When I first found out that He Qingmu was Fangxin Mozun, I found out a lot about his past. Bewitching, I thought it was an infatuation, but now that I think about it, the Buddha's obsession should be just because he was about to lose a bet.

The left and right are no match for the person in front of me, so I bluntly asked the person, "What does your lord want?"

"You are very transparent, very interesting," the man straightened his clothes, "I want you to give me your cultivation."

He waved his hand, and a tactic directly hit my spiritual consciousness, which is less scruple than Lingyun.I endured the pain to avoid the words I couldn't say, and just wanted to try my best to cause some trouble for the players in the game.I smiled and asked: "Your Excellency's practice of Buddhism is more straightforward than that of a pure devil. But I'm also surprised that you don't want that person's love, but you only want my cultivation?"

"He even told you these things? I'm not a Buddhist cultivator, and my identity as a Buddhist is just a stumbling block for me... As for He Qingmu's love, I'm just trying to figure it out," Kong Ji narrowed his eyes, With a mocking tone, "But it has nothing to do with Your Majesty."

I couldn't figure out what these people from the upper realm wanted to do, so I simply pointed to Lingyun's old promise and looked forward to the afterlife. Maybe because of this, seeing He Qingmu again made my heart feel softer Get up, "If there is no peak master, how can you, a rascal, survive."

Aside from love and hate, I seem to owe He Qingmu my life.

Kong Ji underestimated me too much, he unleashed my cultivation at will, and finally missed a move.I untied He Qingmu's curse, borrowed a kiss to get over the cultivation base, and my heart was full of joy...

As Lei Guang approached, looking at Fangxin's eyes, I suddenly became sure that this He Qingmu didn't even have any fragmentary memories. He probably wasn't trading, but he was really an innocent pawn.Enmity and enmity are intertwined, I have been tired for too long, and I suddenly picked up the memories of the first time I met... I must at least tell him that the Buddha is not empty and silent, and he must not be the aura of madness since he was born... Lei Guang is more than I thought Faster... It seems a bit late for me to speak...

"Ah Jing," Luohe was wearing the elder's uniform of the sect, with wide sleeves, revealing half of her wrist, she stood under the green willow and waved to me, "Come here, we should go back."

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