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"Did you get bullied, or fell in love and fell out of love..."

Qiu Cen heard the faint voices coming from the living room, and unconsciously grasped the quilt with both hands.

He lay quietly on the bed, and was already awake when Lao Qiu came in.

Just too lazy to move.

The body is like the gear of the hair shaft after a long time of work. It is difficult to move because the teeth are crooked and the grooves are not aligned.

He didn't think about anything, and his mind was empty. He felt light when lying on the bed because of his illness, as if what he was lying on was not a soft bedding, but a cloud of nothingness.

Then the phone rang.

He slowly moved his hand out of the quilt, picked up the phone and glanced at it.

Lin Jian.

His current voice still hurts when he speaks, and the few words he struggles to speak are extremely hoarse and ugly. Let Lin Jian hear that this man can put down the whole family and fly over to watch him all the time. He really can't answer his phone.

So he hung up and clicked on WeChat.

Eyes accustomed to the darkness were illuminated by the strong light on the page, so he had to squint. After he got used to it, he found Lin Jian.

It turned out that Lin Jian sent him a message while he was unconscious.

Lin Jian: The New Year's money gets soft [Picture]

Lin Jian: Have you eaten?

Lin Jian: What about people?

Lin Jian: [Sudden Appearance.jpg]

……

Lin Jian: Do I rely on people? ? ?

Qiu Cen looked at these few messages from him, and wanted to laugh inexplicably.

He twitched the corner of his mouth weakly, and moved his fingers to reply him.

Qiu Cen: At first, how old are you and you still have lucky money.

Lin Jian: The tradition in our family is that if you don't work and get married, you are considered a child.

Lin Jian: It's past seven o'clock, you just woke up?

Lin Jian: Drunk and dreaming.

Qiu Cen: Get out, I have a cold and want to sleep.

Lin Jian: Have a cold?How strange.

Qiu Cen: Very strange?

Lin Jian: It's not like everyone is wrapped up like a ball in winter, they can catch a cold [Arrogance]

Qiu Cen was still puzzled at first, but after hearing what he said, he thought about it and found that it was true.

He is really afraid of the cold and wears a lot of clothes in winter, but it's not as evil as he said.

Qiu Cen: There is something to talk about.

Lin Jian: It's okay. Seeing that you didn't reply to me, I asked what you were doing.

Qiu Cen: What else can you do, just wait.

Lin Jian: All right, you can rest if you catch a cold.See you at the beginning of school.

Qiu Cen: Good.

Qiu Cen put down his phone and felt his body start to feel cold. He reached out and touched his forehead. With his current body and senses, he couldn't tell whether his body temperature had dropped or not, but it seemed better than in the morning.

He slid under the covers, closed his mouth and touched his throat with his tongue, feeling a strange taste.

It hurts a bit and smells like blood.

I don't know when he will be able to speak normally.

After calculating the time, there are less than ten days until school starts again.

Qiu Cen sighed secretly in his heart, he didn't know what to think of, and his whole body shrank into the quilt.

Time flies so fast...

Li Tian was called back to God by the ringtone of Tim's cell phone.

He was originally sitting on the edge of the balcony basking in the sun, he opened his eyes and stared at a random point, but in the end he didn't know what he was looking at.

He took out his mobile phone that had been ringing for a long time from his trouser pocket, looked at the caller ID, and hung up.

Few people have ever looked for him, and the phone can be used for three days on a single charge.

Now he doesn't know that it hasn't been charged for a few days, and there is still 30.00% left.

The most frequent place to find him recently is the psychological counseling room.

He didn't want to pick it up on purpose, he did it on purpose.

That's fine now.

Nobody bothered to intervene, he could do whatever he wanted.

Want to sleep sleep, want to go crazy go crazy.

The days are also passing day by day, and the only thing he regrets is that he can't tell which day is today, whether today is yesterday or not.

Li Tian likes to sit here and bask in the sun recently. For this hobby, he even bought a reclining chair online.

In fact, sunbathing is too general.Because no matter the weather is cloudy or sunny, he just sits here when he is free.

Listen to the wind, the trivial sounds of the daily life of the residents in the downstairs community, the barking of cats and dogs...

Li Tian vaguely remembered that one day he fell asleep after listening to him like this.

When I woke up again, it was still dark.

I don't know where it is.

Many people or things in the memory gradually fade away and become blurred.

It was as if it had happened in a previous life.

No trace to be found.

The reason why he hung up all the calls from the counseling room was actually because he compromised.

I don't want to see a doctor.

It doesn't make sense anymore.

With his current appearance, no one will find him strange when he goes out.

At most, I think he looks thin and bony, too thin.

What he was doing, he didn't know.

Later, one day, he only felt dizzy, and when he woke up from the empty and empty dream, he realized that he had been ripped off the recliner and sat on the ground blankly.

There was a figure in front of him, sitting on a plastic bench, facing him.

The afternoon sun was coming in from the window, because of the angle, the place where he was was sunny, but the place where the man was was dim.

It seems that the whole person is hidden in the darkness.

Li Tian squinted his eyes, trying to see who the person who disturbed people's dreams was, but after looking for a long time, he still couldn't understand, so he lowered his head in disappointment.I hope that this person will leave quickly so that he can continue to lie down.

But the man spoke first.

"Puppy Li."

Hearing this sound, Li Tian was shocked for some reason, looked up almost reflexively, and blinked hard, thinking that this figure looked familiar.

"Who... are you?" Li Tian asked hoarsely.

But the figure didn't answer, but changed his address, a little jokingly: "Brother Li Tian."

"..." So familiar.

"Li Tian."

"..."

"Brother Tim."

"...You." Li Tian seemed to have an answer in his heart, but he seemed to be covered by a black curtain, blocking back the words he was about to blurt out.

The figure was getting closer, as if it had reached his ear.

"As long as you look at me, I will run to your side."

"...!"

Li Tian's pupils shrank, as if he had encountered something terrible, he raised his hand and grabbed the man's arm.

Pounced empty.

The outstretched hand grabbed the air, squeezed out the air in the palm, and clenched into a fist.

"..."

After a while, Li Tian looked around blankly.

Today is cloudy.

Where does the light come from.

Where did the shadow come from.

It was just that he fell asleep soundly and fell out of the chair.

He lay back on the chair again, feeling as if his whole body was floating in the air, helpless, and would soon pass through layers of clouds and mist, travel thousands of miles into the sky, and be ruthlessly thrown to the ground.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes suddenly, as if he had been thrown to the ground.

— am I awake?

he asked himself.

When Li Xiaodan opened the door and came in, he looked extremely messy, his clothes were hanging loosely on his body, and his smooth hair, which was always well-groomed, was also messy and messy all over his face.

When she saw the person sitting on the balcony, her eyes turned red instantly, and she staggered towards the balcony.

As if approaching the reclining chair timidly, she slowed down and took light steps.

She carefully looked at the person on the recliner.

Li Tian was still asleep.

It's been a week since we last met.

Li Tian has lost weight visibly with the naked eye, and the eyeballs in the eye sockets are covered with thin eyelids, making the eyeballs look extraordinarily large, and there is almost only a layer of skin left on the cheeks, which are sunken. On the bones, it even looked a little eerie, as if if his chest was not still rising and falling slightly, she would wonder if this man would have died.

Li Xiaodan unacceptably covered his mouth that was opened due to surprise, and muttered in his throat, afraid of waking him up, he could only choke in pain.

She knelt down in front of the recliner slowly, and put her hands on Li Tian's increasingly thin legs, the kneecaps under her hands were a little bit tight.She stretched out a hand and reached for Li Tian's face.

Li Tian didn't wake up.

Like a patient in a coma, no matter how outsiders shout, they will not open their eyes to see the past.

Li Xiaodan finally couldn't bear it anymore, and wept uncontrollably.

"...Why don't you tell me..."

Hu Dawei who came after seeing this scene was stunned, and finally retreated silently.

He turned on his phone and tapped the screen a few times.

Little White Rabbit who doesn’t eat carrots: We’ve arrived, and we’ll take him to the hospital right away.

The people over there must have been waiting, and will reply in seconds after receiving the message.

--good.Thanks.

Hu Dawei put the phone back in his pocket and leaned against the wall.

Hearing the heart-piercing cries in the room, he also felt the corners of his eyes wet, and he had to raise his head desperately to keep it from flowing out.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry it took so long to update, the main text has been completed, and all updates are completed today.