add to the chaos

Just like Hu Dawei didn't ask Qiu Cen how he knew that Li Tian had such a serious illness, Qiu Cen never asked Hu Dawei about Li Tian's situation since he sent the last message.

Simply because Li Tian has already arrived at the hospital, they will know what they should know.

Even if he is not there, Li Tian is safe.

It's better than procrastinating.

——He just knew that Li Tian would not accept treatment honestly.

Originally, he treated himself as absurdly "just live", and most likely it was Qiu Cen who was pulling him forward, so he was willing to give his hopeless life a little strength and walk in the direction of "good".

Qiu Cen is his "good" direction.

Once Qiu Cen is gone, he won't be "good", and he won't bother to be "good".

But now he will not and cannot appear in front of Li Tian, ​​but he has to save him.

It's like a normal person, no matter how indifferent and ruthless he is, he is unwilling to see another normal person go to perish with his own eyes, and his body and mind rot.

Regardless of "like", this is human nature.

What's more, Li Tian is not an ordinary existence to Qiu Cen, or to each other.

very special.

In this way, it seems that this is what he should do.Qiu Cen thought.

An ancient divorce letter once wrote, "If you end your grievances and let go of your knots, don't hate each other. One parting and two lenient each live happily."

He laughed at himself and felt that he had the same meaning for Li Tian.

But they should be "no grudges, no knots and no hatred" is more appropriate.

"Oh, Cen'er, does Li Tian really have a mental problem?"

At this time, Qiu Cen was walking side by side with Lin Jian to the classroom, when he asked in a deliberately low voice, he stopped unconsciously.

He glanced at him, very surprised in his heart.

How did he know?

Only Hu Dawei could tell him.

"Tsk, don't look at me like that," Lin Jian shrank his neck, and really betrayed Hu Dawei, "Hu Dawei slipped his tongue while playing games, and no one else knew, so I asked you—Li Tian's boyfriend. "

Qiu Cen: "..."

He looked at him for a long while, turned his eyes uncomfortably, avoided the strong curiosity in his eyes, and made his tone sound normal: "It's nothing, don't talk nonsense."

Lin Jian stared at him for a while, then said carefully: "...Okay, I'll just treat him as a common cold and go to the hospital."

"You know that—he's in the hospital?"

"...You don't know?" Lin Jian asked him back.

"I know—" Qiu Cen glanced at him, and was almost caught in the loop, "What's so good about your broken game?"

"It's because you don't understand...Hu Dawei and the two of us started gangsters, and half of them died...He recently stayed in the hospital for nothing, just like Li Tian's imperial maid, he was called away without looking back. .”

Qiu Cen sneered, "It can be seen that your broken game is not attractive."

"It's as if you haven't had a fight... When you go to find Li Tian, ​​remember to call me, and I will also go to express condolences. After all, it is my mother's family..."

"Get out," Qiu Cen gave him a white look, "It's not necessary."

Although it looked relaxed, when everything calmed down, Qiu Cen sat in the corner, his ears automatically blocked the knowledge points that the teacher was pouring beans on the podium, thinking about the above conversation, he couldn't help but wryly smiled.

When are you going to find Li Tian?

There is no way to go anytime.

He was afraid that Li Tian would throw the medicine in the trash can after seeing him.

Yes.

Li Tian will definitely do that.

To drive him away.

He knew why Li Tian pushed him away again.

He knew it from the moment he calmed down.

—he always knew.

Just don't want to face it.

Qiu Cen would rather believe that Li Tian just doesn't like him anymore.

I don't want to work hard anymore.

tired.

That's far easier than accepting that "we like each other but can't be together".

——Sounds really hypocritical.

Qiu Cen stared at the randomly spread books on the table, and smiled with his mouth hooked.

After class, Qiu Cen and Lin Jian waited for everyone to leave before walking out slowly. It has been more than a week since school started, and the temperature is slowly rising. Before long, the trees, plants and flowers on both sides of the road should sprout.

Spring is coming.

As the two walked, Lin Jian suddenly smiled, and raised his chin a little further away: "Isn't that Zhong Xin? He came to look for you?"

Qiu Cen was originally aimless, but now he looked up after listening to his words.

Just after leaving the teaching building, there were two people standing beside the vending machine at the door.

Zhong Xin and Chen Kanglin.

Qiu Cen walked over quickly.

"Find me?"

"Hi Senior Qiu, Senior Lin," Zhong Xin raised her lips and smiled, "My brother is looking for you, do you want to chat with me?"

Lin Jian looked at Chen Kanglin curiously.

"This is... your brother?"

Qiu Cen was startled, just remembered that Lin Jian didn't know Chen Kanglin, and had never met him.

Immediately smiled, reminded: "Do you still remember when you hung up the campus network for three days, you played hooligans on Cuihua, and there were so many people..."

"……it's him?"

Lin Jian was quick-witted and reacted instantly, but he was not sure and hesitated.

He recalled that after the work was over that day, a few people went to dinner together, and discussed why there were so many theatergoers in Lover Poe, where there were always few people in winter, and finally Big Eyed told them that it was because a graduate came to do it. Report……

"...you are the graduate who gave the report?"

In fact, there is still a lack of attributives. What he really wants to say is - are you the graduate who escaped my 40-meter knife to give a report?

But Chen Kanglin didn't know what was going on in his heart, he smiled peacefully, indicated that he was right there, and stretched out a hand, "Hello, I'm Chen Kanglin."

"..."

Lin Jian looked at his gentle and harmless face, then looked down at his outstretched hand.

I really don't want to hold it.

After all, because this person is not good at giving a report someday, he is chosen to gather the audience when he is making a fool of himself. Even if it is not a big deal, it is a shame after all.

Lin Jianbuyi loves to eat everything except Lin Jian who doesn't like to suffer.

"Come on, go get something to eat."

Qiu Cen laughed dully, knowing what he was thinking, he raised his hand and patted Chen Kanglin's palm casually, then turned his head and asked Lin Jian, "Let's go?"

Lin Jian reluctantly responded and pushed him: "Let's go."

A total of four people, three men and one woman, went to the big plate chicken at the gate of Xiangmen.

It was the time when school was over at noon, and the big plate chicken was full of people. The four of them waited for a while before they got their seats. Because the weather was getting warmer, a few of them didn't want to eat shabu-shabu, so they only ordered food and drinks. Come down and chat.

"You've known each other long ago?"

Lin Jian looked at Qiu Cen and Chen Kanglin, from their eyes, it could be seen that they were quite familiar.

"I met last semester." Qiu Cen said.

"Last semester?" That was a long time ago.

"Yes," Chen Kanglin nodded and laughed, "I heard Qiu Cen mentioned you, it's very interesting."

Lin Jian raised his eyebrows, and tapped the table with his index finger, "What's so interesting?"

Chen Kanglin looked at Qiu Cen thoughtfully, as if thinking about whether he should expose the faults in the world, seeing him smiling and nodding, he carefully said: "Spinach meatball soup..."

Lin Jian slapped the table violently, then turned to stare at Qiu Cen—you said all of this? ? ?

No way, the black history of bear children.

You can't ask, it would be embarrassing if you asked.

Qiu Cen laughed out loud, patted him on the shoulder to comfort him, and then pointed to Chen Kanglin: "He is in the department of psychology, you can talk to him about any difficulties in your heart."

"Get lost," Lin Jian patted him away, "You're the only one who talks too much."

Zhong Xin didn't know about the "Spinach Ball Soup", she was extremely curious, and stretched out her hand to tug Qiu Cen: "Tell me what's going on."

"No, no, no," Qiu Cen waved his hand, glanced at Lin Jian, and said in a low voice, "I'll tell you when he's not here, and you can tell your little sisters."

Zhong Xin: "Ha, okay, and the last time he robbed a civilian girl in school, it can be seen that Senior Lin is really a person with a story."

Lin Jian: "..."

What am I doing wrong?Shouldn't you be eating?Or shouldn't he be handsome?

The waiter came over with the dishes, Chen Kanglin and Zhong Xin sat in a row, and he was on the outside, hiding inside to serve the dishes.

So he tilted his body and said with a smile: "He often talks about you, which shows that the two of you are very close buddies."

"Don't worry, I don't care about buddies who talk about my dark history everywhere."

"Don't pay attention to him," Qiu Cen squinted at him, already familiar with it, "I'm used to him."

"... "

Several people looked at each other and laughed together.

Zhong Xin sighed and leaned back on the chair, "It's still comfortable to get along with boys."

"That's not right, it's not a group of four and eight like you little girls." Lin Jian said.

"You know this as well?"

"I—Xiang Da knows everything, your every move can't escape my eyes... Oh, what are you doing?"

Lin Jian got hit on the head and turned to stare at Qiu Cen.

Tilting his head back, thoughtful: "You started talking nonsense before the wine was served?"

"Tsk."

Chen Kanglin smiled suddenly, and everyone turned their eyes to him. He said, "I also have a similar feeling, for example, I feel younger."

Zhong Xin conditioned reflex: "Brother, you are not old."

Chen Kanglin shook his head helplessly, noncommittal, "I know it myself. I used to go to the bar for a drink after work, but now I just want to lie in bed and sleep after work. But it's okay, I'm still young at heart."

"Hey, don't talk about this," Qiu Cen shrugged, "You can think about this in the dead of night when you can't sleep, sleep when you want to be sleepy, and forget about it the next day. It's another day full of energy."

The latter sentence was said in a choked voice, which sounded very funny.

It just eased the slightly gloomy atmosphere at this time.

Lin Jian is worthy of being his close buddy who wears a pair of shoes together, and he will continue to work hard: "Remember, don't make any middle school decisions in the middle of the night, or you will regret it to death when you wake up."

"Yeah." Chen Kanglin nodded with a smile, and took the lead, "What about you? Do you have any plans for your junior year?"

The dishes were already served, and the four of them moved their chopsticks together and continued to chat.

Lin Jian shook his head and asked blankly, "Is it so early?"

Isn't there still one year left, so I have to think about it now?

Qiu Cen also shook his head and spread his hands, "Our major has no future, and we are studying at Zhuang University."

"Then change careers." Chen Kanglin said.

Looking at him, Qiu Cen inexplicably recalled that he had also discussed future plans with Li Tian.

At that time, he also joked that he would be the No. 8 boss in the future and raise Li Tian as the boss's wife.

"..."

……never mind.

Think about what those do.

The topic didn't go any further, and the four chatted casually, because Zhong Xin had a class in the afternoon, and they didn't want to stay any longer, so they went back to Xiang University after dinner.

Today, Chen Kanglin was very busy, so he sent them to the door, and then he glanced at Qiu Cen, his eyes flickered, but he didn't say anything.

Knowing that he had something to say to him alone, Qiu Cen patted Lin Jian on the shoulder and told him to go back first.

Lin Jian didn't take it seriously, and left with Zhong Xin.

The two slowed down and walked behind them, and also walked towards the school, without speaking for a while.

Qiu Cen really didn't have anything to say, he simply kept what was on his mind, and didn't bother to bring it up and say it again, which not only made himself irritable, but also made trouble for irrelevant people.

But Chen Kanglin obviously doesn't think so.

Qiu Cen knew that he came today to "enlighten" him.

A little nervous and daunting.

So I don't even know how to speak.

As he was walking, Chen Kanglin suddenly smiled, looking at him with soft eyes, "Why, it's been going well recently?"

"..."

Qiu Cen looked into his eyes and subconsciously paused.

Another pair of deep and radiant eyes appeared in front of his eyes.

It's a little different from Chen Kanglin's.

"..."

He blinked hard, forgot about this thought, and turned to think about Chen Kanglin's words.

I don't know why, every time he speaks, he always says this sentence.

--How are you recently?

- You look bad.

——Is it going well recently?

Every time he heard such words, no matter how nervous he was, Qiu Cen could always breathe a sigh of relief.

He Gu Qie regards this as a common method used by psychiatrists to regulate patients' emotions.