not lonely

The next day, Zhong Qianyi asked for sick leave with the boss in charge.

Yesterday, I squatted in front of Du Mingcan's house for nearly an hour. When I finally had the strength to walk around, I realized that my limbs were sore.

It was already the middle of the night, and after being severely stimulated by Du Mingcan, he didn't dare to bother others to pick him up, so he drove home by himself.He didn't even take a shower, so he fell asleep with his clothes on.Unexpectedly, the next day, I developed a fever.

With a high fever of 39.1, Zhong Qianyi was sleeping in bed in the dark, when she heard someone knocking on the door.But he really didn't have the strength to get up and open the door, so he let the doorbell ring loudly and buried his head in the quilt.

It took a while for the doorbell to stop, but the spare mobile phone that was in the room before rang again.Zhong Qianyi pressed the mute button angrily, and threw it far away.

He is very tired and just wants to sleep.

In his sleep, Du Mingcan still had a bright baby face with a smile on Zhong Qianyi's face, he would hold Zhong Qianyi's hand and take him for several streets to eat delicious food, and he would feed Zhong Qianyi medicine with a distressed expression when he was sick.

He's hungry now, he's sick now.But what about Du Mingcan?He was forced to stay away from him by holding a bayonet.

When she woke up, the bright outline in front of her eyes gradually became clear, and Zhong Qianyi realized that he was not in the familiar home.

"Zhong Qianyi, you finally woke up." Next to him was Shen Lu who saw him wake up and stood up quickly.

"I said what's the matter with you. You knocked on the door and didn't open it. One cell phone was turned off and the other cell phone couldn't get through. If I hadn't heard the neighbor say that you looked bad in the morning, I knew you were sick and you shouldn't have gone out. You didn't go out today. It might be burnt to death at home, do you know that?"

You still haven't learned to take good care of yourself.

"Help me up, Shen Lu." Zhong Qianyi straightened up, and with Shen Lu's help, leaned against the head of the bed, "Did you send me here?"

"Otherwise? I heard from the big boss that you asked for leave, and then I thought about going to see you after work. It scared me half to death when I didn't think about it."

Zhong Qianyi smiled apologetically and said nothing.

Seeing him like this, Shen Lu knew he was uncomfortable, "Do you want to call Mingcan?"

Zhong Qianyi shook his head.

"in argument?"

Does it count?In fact, Zhong Qianyi didn't know whether the two of them had a fight, or... broke up.

"Because of what?"

"Because... Liao Tongxun..."

Then, in exchange for Shen Lu's expected smile.

Du Mingcan has been staring at his phone for an entire hour, calmed down for almost a day, and the time passed by every minute. His guilt, annoyance, and worry have increased in cubic multiples since Zhong Qianyi left his house yesterday. .But thinking of how that person hurt me yesterday, all the guilt, annoyance and worry were trapped in a small circle by something called self-esteem, and could not be released.

When Zhong Qianyi didn't really belong to Du Mingcan, he could forgive him for having another person in his heart, forgive him for ignoring himself intentionally or unintentionally for another person, and he didn't mind that many people around him who had thoughts about him approached him.But now, he has finally broken through all difficulties and achieved a positive result, but he seems to have become a narrow-minded villain who cannot tolerate the slightest coveting of his lover from outsiders.

She obviously planned to tolerate him from the beginning, but yesterday she used vicious words to attack him inexplicably, and even deliberately angered him with Zeyang.

When he finally made up his mind to call Zhong Qianyi, he unexpectedly received a call from Shen Lu.

"Does Mingcan have time? I want to talk to you about something. It's about Zhong Qianyi. Come to the cafe next to the People's Hospital. I'll wait for you."

He was confused, but because it was related to Zhong Qianyi, Du Mingcan was still driven by curiosity to go to the appointment.

Two cups of Americano coffee, two people have been sitting face to face for 10 minutes.

"Mingcan, do you know Zhong Qianyi?"

"What do you mean?"

"I think that if you love someone, you need to know everything about him, including his past."

"Shen Lu, do you think you know Zhong Qianyi better than me?"

Shen Lu saw that Du Mingcan's whole body was full of thorns when he mentioned Zhong Qianyi, so he couldn't help but think of himself.

It's all because of Zhong Qianyi's bad physique, making those who love him always feel like they are being attacked.

"You think too much. I came today to clear up the misunderstanding for you two. If you treat me as an enemy, I can leave immediately."

Following Du Mingcan's silence, Shen Lu began to slowly talk about Zhong Qianyi from before.

In that Liao Tongxun's movie, the past that has never been filmed.

"Did you know that Zhong Qianyi was blind until the age of 15? It was congenital. When Zhong Qianyi's mother was pregnant with him, she was in poor health. The doctor refused to give birth to him, but his mother insisted on giving birth to him." He lived in the incubator for a long time when he was born. So he was born weak and sickly. Others are fine, but this eye problem is very urgent.

"His mother passed away shortly afterwards, and his father also fell ill three years later. Before leaving, he was entrusted to my parents to take care of him. An invisible child, lonely, It's too pitiful. My parents rented out his old house and let him live in our house. That's when I met him.

"His parents left him a large amount of insurance before they left, and with the help of this insurance and my parents' help, he was able to get by.

"My dad is a doctor. Seeing that Zhong Qianyi couldn't see, he kept talking about wanting to perform an operation on him to heal his eyes. It happened that there was a little girl who was in a car accident at that time and couldn't be saved. That girl was a kind person. , entrusted her younger brother to sign the organ donation agreement, which happened to give the sex to Zhong Qianyi.

"Zhong Qianyi belongs to the kind of person who repays the kindness of a drop of water. After receiving such a great favor from others, he really wants to repay it. But there is an agreement for the operation, and neither the donor nor the recipient knows who the other party is. Who. So Zhong Qianyi asked my father to find out the whereabouts of the girl's only brother.

"That girl's younger brother is Liao Tongxun."

Seeing Du Mingcan's shocked expression, Shen Lu took a sip of coffee and continued.

"Liao Tongxun is also quite pitiful. His parents are actually prominent figures in the business and political circles, but they divorced early and started their own families. Except for money, they didn't give her siblings at all. Eldest sister like Mother, Liao Tongxun grew up with his elder sister since he was a child, and he has a very deep relationship. In addition, his elder sister's car accident has something to do with his parents. So he didn't even want their money. He really broke off relations with them .

"Later, Zhong Qianyi found out. He took the initiative to take the responsibility of taking care of Liao Tongxun. Seven or eight years have passed since he took care of Liao Tongxun."

I don't know whether it's because he feels sorry for Zhong Qianyi or because he sympathizes with Liao Tongxun, but Du Mingcan's expression turned dark.

"Xiaoyi is actually not easy. I am still a child, so I have to take care of another child carefully. I am not a rich person, so I have to save it for Liao Tongxun. I have to find something to do. Several times when Zhong Qianyi helped him fight, his body was covered in bruises."

"It's normal for Liao Tongxun to have feelings for Zhong Qianyi. But if you really know Zhong Qianyi, you will understand that he only regards Liao Tongxun as his younger brother.

"Du Mingcan, you are so jealous, you are actually quite wronged." Shen Lu drank all the coffee in his cup and said leisurely.

After Du Mingcan heard this, he immediately wanted to run out. The self-blame and regret made him want to hold his lover tightly in his arms, apologize, and ask for forgiveness.Tell him how much he loves you right now.

Before going out the door, Du Mingcan suddenly stopped as if thinking of something, and looked back at Shen Lu, "Shen Lu, thank you for telling me this."

"You don't need to thank me. I told you this not to help you, but I just don't want that guy to suffer any more." Unexpectedly, Shen Lu suddenly grinned bitterly, "He talks nonsense in a daze, so pathetic, I really don't want to see him again It's the second time."

Du Mingcan's heart was once again gripped fiercely, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

"Where is he now?"

"On the opposite side, 5311 in the inpatient building. He has a fever of over 39 degrees. If I hadn't brought him here, it would be too late for you to regret it today." Shen Lu stood up, walked out of the cafe first, and stopped when he passed by Du Mingcan, " I hope there won't be another time to make Zhong Qianyi suffer like this. Otherwise, without Liao Tongxun, I will snatch him away from you."

Seeing Du Mingcan galloping away, Shen Lu opened the door of the black Volvo parked next to him expressionlessly, and sat in. Finally, he couldn't help it, and sobbed.

Those past memories, through some reasons, are brought out of my mind again, and every time I read them, they become clearer.

I can describe in detail your every frown and smile at that time, I can perfectly guess your emotions, I can record every step we have gone through before, but I never expected that now, not long after, I can only I can comfort myself with these memories.

The more perfect the memory, the crueler the reality.How much I want to go bankrupt and exchange for the moonlight treasure box that can reverse time and space, and go back to the time when you still belonged to me.

I only hope that time will not change, you and I are still here.