Rebirth stay away from Lao Tzu
Chapter 41 Meaning
Even if the matter of environmental protection is over, no one actually came to check it anyway, and the matter of fines was also ignored.
The winter camp lasted only about ten days. After New Year's Day, Qi Xuanlou also came back to take the final exam. The review materials he provided were popular throughout the second grade. Students in every class desperately searched for someone to copy Qi Xuanlou's materials.
It was Ning Ye, who was enjoying the review gift package provided by Qi Xuanlou's classmate alone, and also had an indifferent expression on his face, especially ignorant of good and bad.
When the exam was about to finish, Qi Xuanlou received a call from the school where the winter camp was held——University A, asking him to confirm his recommendation intention and fill out the form to deliver to them before January 1, otherwise he would be regarded as giving up the recommendation.
Qi Xuanlou's performance this year is really good. Basically, it can be said that Qingbei can pick at will and wait to enter the national team.
They finished their final exams on January 1th, and received their report cards and winter homework on January 10th. There were two days in between, and Qixuanlou invited everyone to go to the B&B in the mountains to play.
The biggest problem was Ji Shaoheng. He didn't want to go at first, but he didn't know how to communicate with his family, so he decided to go anyway.
Qi Xuanlou built a seven-seater off-road vehicle, including the driver, there were only six people, and they left the city early in the morning.
This homestay is located in the depths of the Fuyun Mountains, surrounded by thousands of mountains, quiet and elegant, and there are natural clear springs circling and winding, very leisurely.If summer comes, you can feel the coolness when you enter the mountain, and the temperature can be at least three degrees lower than that in the city.Although it is winter now, there is no excitement in spring, summer and autumn, but the snow has not yet melted, and it is a different kind of scenery.
Ning Ye used to like to be lively and didn't like this kind of quietness, but now looking at the snow-covered road outside the window, she also feels that quietness is better than quietness.
Qi Xuanlou was originally sitting in the co-pilot, and after taking a break, he drove Ji Shaoheng to the co-pilot to sleep. Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen sat in the middle and played two little bees and guessing boxing games. Qi Xuanlou and Ning also sat in the last row , long legs, a bit crowded, Qi Xuanlou didn't care about his image anymore, took off his shoes and sat cross-legged on the seat, leaning halfway between the car door and the back of the car seat, with two pillows on his back, squinting his eyes to look at Ning Ye.
Ning also closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, but Qi Xuanlou had a strong sense of presence, so how could he fall asleep.
After walking for about an hour, the car finally stopped at the entrance of the hotel.
Ning Ye moved while touching his neck and got out of the car. He saw that the blue brick Daiwa was built on the mountain, and the whole block of stone slabs meandered up. The buildings were hidden in layers of greenery, but under the greenery, It can also be seen that there are layers of white snow, and there is a crisp bird song from time to time, which makes it more quiet.
Liang Feng stood in front of the car and sighed: "Wow, I didn't even know there was such a place here."
Qi Xuanlou came around from the other side of the car: "The parking lot is here, and you have to walk up. Let's go."
A group of people walked up the Qingshiban road. Liang Feng had never been to such a place before. Usually, he either traveled or stayed in the city. It was a very noisy way of playing. Now he looked around and felt that Novel and interesting.
Ning also thought he was ashamed, so he hung on the tail of the team and walked slowly.
Gradually, Qixuanlou also fell behind, and the three people in front were fast and slow like monkeys. Just now, they were still two or three steps ahead, but in a blink of an eye, they ran forward a dozen steps, and they almost lost sight of anyone.
Ning also asked: "Where will you be recommended? Have you decided?"
"Not yet." Qi Xuanlou had a very subtle smile on his face, "University A requires the form to be submitted before January 1, but the official list of the national team will come out on February 31..."
Before he finished speaking, Ning also understood: "Is there still such a thing? Was it like this before?"
Qi Xuanlou shook his head: "I didn't notice."
Ning also said, "Then what are your plans?"
"I don't really want to go to University A. If I'm in Yucheng, I might think about it, but University A is in Luo'an, so I don't really want to go." The road was a bit slippery, and Qixuanlou gave Ning Ye a hand, "I think we should I believe that A can be fair and just, and even if I am slandered, it is because I am not good enough to be slandered.”
Ning also nodded. These are indeed beyond their control, but after thinking about it, he still said: "Where you go to university is not important, what matters is what you want. Do you want to go to Tsinghua University, or do you want to participate in international competitions? If you really want to participate in the competition, you have to consider the attitude of University A.”
Qi Xuanlou turned to look at him, and suddenly smiled: "I want you most now."
Just now, he was still talking about business, but his painting style changed in a second, and the energy that Ning Ye had managed to get together broke up again with a screech.
Qi Xuanlou pushed him: "Are you angry?"
Ning gave him a blank look.
Qi Xuanlou deliberately said: "I think Xue Xiaoman treats me very well, are you jealous?"
"Oh, speaking of her." Ning also said, "I gave Xiaoman the bracelet you gave me. She wears it a bit too big, so I'm going to change it to a smaller size."
Qi Xuanlou drooped his face, stretched out his left wrist, and rolled up his sleeve for Ning Ye to see.
He also wears an identical one on his wrist, which is hidden under his winter sleeves, so he can't usually see it.
Ning Ye's eyes moved from Qi Xuanlou's wrist to his face, and then back to his outstretched hand, shrugged and walked past him.
Seeing his indifferent attitude, Qi Xuanlou felt his teeth itch with hatred.
It's really his own money!Earn it yourself!It took me a long time to save enough to buy two bracelets!
He actually gave it away when he said he would give it away? !
Didn't you say that you would rather throw it away than pass it on to others? !
big liar.
When they checked in, Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen didn't care at all, they said they could live in one room, Ji Shaoheng also said it didn't matter, he could share the room with Ning Ye, Qixuan Building quit, and simply opened five rooms for five people .
Ji Shaoheng took the key wordlessly and left.
We split up to take a rest and get ready to have lunch together.Ning also threw himself on the bed, stretched into a big character, originally just wanted to rest for a while, but unexpectedly fell asleep amidst the occasional birdsong outside the house.
During lunch, Qixuanlou came to call Ning Ye, and he knocked for a long time before opening the door. He was still a little confused, pulling his hair to gather himself.Qi Xuanlou saw that a strand of hair on his forehead was sticking up, so he smoothed it out for him.
Ning also avoided him defensively and didn't allow him to touch his hair, but he didn't really care.
Qi Xuanlou feels that his temper is getting better and better now, especially for Ning Ye, he has a kind of unusual tolerance, as if because he knows that the journey will be difficult, he doesn't feel how difficult the journey is.
Anyway, it's good to keep walking like this.
After dinner, the sun was just right and there was no wind.Liang Feng got an ice trolley out of nowhere, asked the front desk and said that the river was not deep, and the water was just past the calf when the current was at its peak in summer, so he pushed it to the surface of the water for a try.
Freezes well.
This is the oldest kind of ice cart. In fact, there are two ice skates on the bottom, with a wooden board on it for people to stand on, and two ice picks to assist sliding.
Liang Feng stood up happily and called Ning Ye: "Ning Ye Ning Ye! Come and push me! Give me a boost!"
Ning Ye put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket and kept shaking his head.
Liang Feng called Ji Shaoheng again: "Ji Shaoheng! Give me a push!"
Ji Shaoheng was standing by the river, jumping with his feet together, probably trying to jump out of a hole in the river, when he heard Liang Feng calling him, he ran over with a strange cry: "I play too, I play too!"
Liang Feng shouted: "I'll play first! You push me first! I'll push you again!"
Super childish, kindergartner-like dialogue.
Liang Feng half bent over, and was pushed back by Ji Shaoheng to slide up. He laughed and slid forward while using the ice pick to control the direction. The laughter was hearty, spread far away, and then echoed back.
Qi Xuanlou was in the same posture as Ning, with his hands in his pockets and his back leaning against the tree, looking at the other three people playing around on the river.
The two stood side by side against a tree.
After watching for a while, Qi Xuanlou suddenly said: "Liang Feng is really happy."
"Yes." Ning agreed.
Qi Xuanlou asked: "What about you?"
Ning also turned her head to look at him, and saw that he was also looking at her, there was no oppression, possession or conquest in his eyes, only softness.
like old friends.
Ning also smiled: "I'm fine too."
Qi Xuanlou cast his eyes on the river, the three people over there were already playing crazy, Ji Shaoheng and Liang Feng were standing on the ice cart together, Xu Qingchen pushed them hard to slide back and forth, and the laughter came, and there was a kind of Youthful vitality: "Sometimes I feel you are very close to us, and sometimes I feel very far away. What are you unhappy about?"
"I'm not unhappy, it's because you think too much." Ning Ye casually said, "Don't everyone have a similar life every day, and it's impossible to have something special to be happy all the time."
"The eyes are different." Qi Xuanlou said, "Although you have a good relationship with them, you have always maintained a relatively appropriate distance. Ji Shaoheng likes your alienation, so he always likes to ask you to play. The relationship between Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen is better. Originally, among you, you should be the center, but you backed down. Haven't you thought about the reason?"
Ning also grinned: "I haven't thought about it, and I don't think there is any need to think about it."
"You know I don't mean that." Qi Xuanlou said, "I just hope you can be sincerely happy."
Ning didn't really want to have a heart-to-heart talk with him, so she kept silent and didn't answer.
After a while, Qi Xuanlou said: "When you fight with someone, your expression is a hundred times more vivid than it is now. In fact, sometimes I think that is the real you, like the rumored you."
The corner of Ning Ye's mouth raised an arc: "Okay, what do you want to say, just say it."
Qi Xuanlou said after a while: "I have nothing to say, that's all I want to say."
An artificial hot spring was dug in the back mountain. After dinner, a few boys went there to pass the time together.Ning didn't want to go either, he was nestled in the room watching TV, after a while someone knocked on the door, he went to open the door and saw it was Qixuan Tower again.
Ning Ye blocked the door with a worried look on his face: "What are you doing?"
"They all went to play in the water. I'm bored by myself, so I came to play with you." Qi Xuanlou knocked on Ning Ye's chest, "Open the door."
Ning stepped back and let him in.
Qi Xuanlou got in, saw the TV was on, and sat down at the end of the bed.Ning didn't care, he got into the bed again, covered his legs with the quilt - just came down and opened the door, he felt that it was still a bit cold in the mountains.
Qi Xuanlou turned around and saw that Ning Ye was covered with a quilt, kicked off the slippers himself, sat back, grabbed Ning Ye's half of the quilt and put it on his lap.
Sitting like this felt uncomfortable, Qi Xuanlou completely leaned back on the head of the bed, in exactly the same posture as Ning Ye, with his long legs folded and hidden under the quilt, the quilt was pulled up and placed on his waist, his hands crossed naturally hanging down on his lower abdomen place.
His eyes fell on the TV program the whole time.
Ning also watched his natural and skillful movements the whole time, and even forgot to hit him out.
After being stunned for a while, the two became sitting on the bed together, with the same quilt draped over their bodies.
Ning also turned to look at Qi Xuanlou.
Only then did Qi Xuanlou seem to notice that the atmosphere was a little strange, he turned his head to look at Ning Ye, and smiled at him: "What's wrong?"
Ning also frowned, and glanced down at Qi Xuanlou's legs: "I'm going to bed, let's go back to your place."
"It's still early, it's not even eight o'clock." Qi Xuanlou looked at him as if he was insane, "Ji Shaoheng said that we'll have supper together when they come back. There will be a bonfire in the front yard at night, and there will be a chef roasting a whole lamb. Don't you go ?”
Ning also frowned and did not speak.
Qi Xuanlou knew that he was awkward, so he purposely moved closer to him, so close that he could feel his breath, his eyes were bad: "You think too much, I just feel a little cold."
"If you talk again, get out." Ning was not happy, his eyes were fierce, and he opened his eyes fiercely under the slightly dizzy light, baring his teeth and claws.
"Don't talk." Qi Xuanlou suddenly pressed Ning Ye's hand through the quilt, and looked at him quietly for a while.
His eyes are soft and descriptive, full of fascination.
Ning couldn't bear to be stared at by him like this, as if he saw himself in his previous life, so he struggled to push him away to stay away.
"Don't move. Ning Ye, don't move." Qi Xuanlou's voice was soft, begging, and hypnotic.His hand tightly pressed Ning Ye's hand under the quilt through the quilt, and slowly moved closer, closer, so close that he could hear his breathing, so close that he could hear his heart beating like a drum.
Ning also seemed to be possessed, immersed in Qi Xuanlou's gaze, his mind went blank, and let him get closer, closer, so close that his lips almost fell.
Ning also turned his head abruptly, Qi Xuanlou's kiss landed on his neck, hot.
He struggled and jumped to the ground in a hurry, turned around and picked up his down jacket and walked out. When he reached the door, he realized that he was not wearing shoes, and he leaned against the wall to put on his shoes.
Qi Xuanlou caught up, and Ning Ye was still wearing his shoes, with his head down, and his T-shirt was baggy, revealing half of his shoulders.He didn't understand why Ning was always like this, obviously he was not disgusted just now, even his eyes were misty as if he was bewitched, obviously he was not indifferent, obviously he was not the kind of person who wronged himself because he cared about other people's opinions, but why did he Just not? !
The lights were at the door, and Qi Xuanlou turned on all the lights at once.
The room suddenly went dark, except for the dim and changing light of the TV.
Qi Xuanlou hugged Ning Ye from behind, and buried his face in his neck.
His voice was painful: "Why... why... I don't know why... You obviously don't hate me, but why do you always treat me like this..."
Ning Ye was torn with mixed emotions, it wasn't that he wasn't heartbroken, he was so excited that he was going crazy.
Every time I clamored in my heart not to care about Qi Xuanlou's life or death, even if I use him as a bed partner, enjoy being pursued by him and wait for some day to get impatient and then get rid of him, as long as I can hug and kiss him, everything is fine.
But reason can always come back the moment he falls off the cliff, telling him to rein in the precipice, not to make mistakes again, never to make mistakes again.
Ning also bit the tip of his tongue, broke away from Qi Xuanlou's arms, and reached out to pull the doorknob to get out.
Qi Xuanlou refused to allow Ning to leave, and dragged him back. The half-opened door was kicked by Qi Xuanlou and it was re-locked. He pushed Ning Ye on the back of the door.
Qi Xuanlou's chest heaved and he couldn't see his expression clearly against the light behind his back.Ning also lowered his head halfway, in a bad mood, self-defeating and frantically thinking about forgetting, who knows how long he can live in this life, what's the point of restraining himself like this?Even if life goes smoothly without being hurt by love, but if you are just liked by others, you can no longer experience how to love others, you can't feel love, and your life is as plain as water, like a walking dead, what's the point?
Darkness brings people a sense of security, presumptuousness, chaos, and no need to care about the consequences.
Out of control, not responsible.
Ning Ye grabbed Qi Xuanlou's neck, hugged him and leaned down towards him, raised his head and kissed Qi Xuanlou's lips accurately.
Qi Xuanlou obviously didn't react, he was a little stiff, but soon he was ecstatic, his breathing suddenly became heavy, he was holding Ning Ye's hand, he went over to wrap Ning Ye's waist, and brought him to him with the other hand. She also intertwined her hands and clasped the back of Ning Ye's head, kissing him frantically.
Lips and tongues intertwined, kisses that overturned like a storm, and seemed to be wrestling, no one wanted to gain the upper hand, and they would not give an inch.
Qi Xuanlou's hands were dishonestly running around, his kissing skills were young, all due to his enthusiasm, and Ning Ye's tongue hurt from sucking.Ning was not to be outdone, or maybe he had suppressed it for too long, and patted Qi Xuanlou's head to signal him to let go, but instead the tip of his tongue ignited in his mouth, licked and slid over lightly, making Qi Xuanlou's heart tremble, And he refused to give him pleasure, light and slippery like a snake.
Occasionally Ning Ye let go to take a breath, Qi Xuanlou felt unbearable, and pressed and kissed him viciously until Ning Ye satisfied him again.
Ning Ye was wearing a wide T-shirt, and Qi Xuanlou's hand slipped in easily along the hem of his clothes, and touched Ning Ye's thin and tight back, and further up, the bones were clear and palpable, and the waistline was clearly curved. There was a small depression that he couldn't help touching repeatedly.
Ning Ye's breathing became heavier, and he obviously groaned.
As if giving Qi Xuanlou encouragement, he intensified, stretched his hands down to wrap around Ning Ye's waist, pressed him against his body, Ning Ye leaned back, with the door behind him, and Qi Xuanlou's overwhelming enthusiasm in front. kiss.
Once the depression is released, Ning also seems to be crazy. After two kisses, he wants to bite Qi Xuanlou. It hurts, but it is not unbearable pain. It was like electricity, and even the tailbone could feel the numbness.
It was the first time Qi Xuanlou kissed seriously, his mind went blank after being stimulated, and he gnawed back at Ning Ye even more fiercely, wishing he could swallow him up in one gulp.
Accompanied by the sound of the TV program, there was an ambiguous sound of breathing and kissing in the room.
Keep temperature, speed, tenderness and anger.
Freeze today, illusory, splendid and admiring.
Although Ning Ye was dizzy just now, he still woke up earlier than Qi Xuanlou. He clearly felt Qi Xuanlou's stiff desire through the jeans between his lower legs.
Like a bucket of water poured down.
Ning also pushed Qixuanlou away, half bent over, with his hands on his knees, and part of his back against the door to support himself barely standing.
Qi Xuanlou was out of breath, his chest heaved violently, his eyes were burning, his mouth was dry and he reached out to grab Ning Ye's arm, but Ning Ye drew a circle around him.
Then Ning also slid down the door and squatted down.
Qi Xuanlou felt that the feelings about kissing that he had thought about were all wrong. It turned out that it was not a simple touch of lips, but a possession and dedication born from the bottom of his heart. He wanted to give him the best, to let him He is happy and wants to get corresponding feedback from him.
He simply felt that Ning was too good, no matter how he looked at him, he felt happy in his heart, and he also squatted in front of him, reaching out to hug him.
Ning also shook his head and pushed him away: "Don't move."
Qi Xuanlou thought that Ning was also afraid that he would make progress, and he was embarrassed, so he leaned over and kissed his ear: "Get up first, don't squat in the corner."
Ning Ye took several deep breaths, calmed down his mood and body, and looked at Qi Xuanlou with dampness and unfading emotions in his eyes: "You go back first."
Qi Xuanlou looked at him with bright eyes, his eyes were straight, his chest heaved and his desire was clearly discernible.
Ning also pushed him: "Go take a shower, hurry up, they should be back later."
Qi Xuanlou understood what Ning Ye meant, and it was his first time. He was a little embarrassed, and wanted to tell Ning Ye that I would help you, but he couldn't say it out loud, and was afraid of offending Ning Ye, so he hesitated for a while, and whispered : "Then I'll go there first, and I'll come to you later."
Ning Ye was still squatting, but Qi Xuanlou kissed the top of his head again and pulled him up.
Ning also leaned against the wall, let the door open and waited for him to open it and go out.
Qi Xuanlou couldn't hide his smile. Seeing that Ning was also emotional, he thought he was awkward, and said, "I seem to like you more than ever before, so I really don't want to leave."
Ning also pushed him towards the door with one hand.
Qi Xuanlou laughed, slightly afraid of shocking him: "Understood, I will ask you to go out for supper later, and you should clean up."
He tidied up his clothes, quietly opened the door and went out.
Ning also locked the door, and stood at the door for a long time, thinking that he was going crazy.
Kissing with Qi Xuanlou was still so exciting, he almost reacted the moment he touched him.
The body can't lie, and Ning also sadly found that no matter how much he deceived himself, he couldn't deny this reality—he still looked forward to Qi Xuanlou, would still be teased by him, would still want to possess him, and be possessed .
Ning also turned on the light in the bathroom and got in.
In the large mirror opposite the washbasin, the young boy's face was reddish, and the corners of his mouth were slightly swollen.
Ning Ye stared blankly at himself in the mirror for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand and slapped himself forcefully.
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Don't be in a hurry. Don't be in a hurry.
"Keep the temperature, speed, tenderness and anger." - Eason Chan "Salon"
The winter camp lasted only about ten days. After New Year's Day, Qi Xuanlou also came back to take the final exam. The review materials he provided were popular throughout the second grade. Students in every class desperately searched for someone to copy Qi Xuanlou's materials.
It was Ning Ye, who was enjoying the review gift package provided by Qi Xuanlou's classmate alone, and also had an indifferent expression on his face, especially ignorant of good and bad.
When the exam was about to finish, Qi Xuanlou received a call from the school where the winter camp was held——University A, asking him to confirm his recommendation intention and fill out the form to deliver to them before January 1, otherwise he would be regarded as giving up the recommendation.
Qi Xuanlou's performance this year is really good. Basically, it can be said that Qingbei can pick at will and wait to enter the national team.
They finished their final exams on January 1th, and received their report cards and winter homework on January 10th. There were two days in between, and Qixuanlou invited everyone to go to the B&B in the mountains to play.
The biggest problem was Ji Shaoheng. He didn't want to go at first, but he didn't know how to communicate with his family, so he decided to go anyway.
Qi Xuanlou built a seven-seater off-road vehicle, including the driver, there were only six people, and they left the city early in the morning.
This homestay is located in the depths of the Fuyun Mountains, surrounded by thousands of mountains, quiet and elegant, and there are natural clear springs circling and winding, very leisurely.If summer comes, you can feel the coolness when you enter the mountain, and the temperature can be at least three degrees lower than that in the city.Although it is winter now, there is no excitement in spring, summer and autumn, but the snow has not yet melted, and it is a different kind of scenery.
Ning Ye used to like to be lively and didn't like this kind of quietness, but now looking at the snow-covered road outside the window, she also feels that quietness is better than quietness.
Qi Xuanlou was originally sitting in the co-pilot, and after taking a break, he drove Ji Shaoheng to the co-pilot to sleep. Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen sat in the middle and played two little bees and guessing boxing games. Qi Xuanlou and Ning also sat in the last row , long legs, a bit crowded, Qi Xuanlou didn't care about his image anymore, took off his shoes and sat cross-legged on the seat, leaning halfway between the car door and the back of the car seat, with two pillows on his back, squinting his eyes to look at Ning Ye.
Ning also closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, but Qi Xuanlou had a strong sense of presence, so how could he fall asleep.
After walking for about an hour, the car finally stopped at the entrance of the hotel.
Ning Ye moved while touching his neck and got out of the car. He saw that the blue brick Daiwa was built on the mountain, and the whole block of stone slabs meandered up. The buildings were hidden in layers of greenery, but under the greenery, It can also be seen that there are layers of white snow, and there is a crisp bird song from time to time, which makes it more quiet.
Liang Feng stood in front of the car and sighed: "Wow, I didn't even know there was such a place here."
Qi Xuanlou came around from the other side of the car: "The parking lot is here, and you have to walk up. Let's go."
A group of people walked up the Qingshiban road. Liang Feng had never been to such a place before. Usually, he either traveled or stayed in the city. It was a very noisy way of playing. Now he looked around and felt that Novel and interesting.
Ning also thought he was ashamed, so he hung on the tail of the team and walked slowly.
Gradually, Qixuanlou also fell behind, and the three people in front were fast and slow like monkeys. Just now, they were still two or three steps ahead, but in a blink of an eye, they ran forward a dozen steps, and they almost lost sight of anyone.
Ning also asked: "Where will you be recommended? Have you decided?"
"Not yet." Qi Xuanlou had a very subtle smile on his face, "University A requires the form to be submitted before January 1, but the official list of the national team will come out on February 31..."
Before he finished speaking, Ning also understood: "Is there still such a thing? Was it like this before?"
Qi Xuanlou shook his head: "I didn't notice."
Ning also said, "Then what are your plans?"
"I don't really want to go to University A. If I'm in Yucheng, I might think about it, but University A is in Luo'an, so I don't really want to go." The road was a bit slippery, and Qixuanlou gave Ning Ye a hand, "I think we should I believe that A can be fair and just, and even if I am slandered, it is because I am not good enough to be slandered.”
Ning also nodded. These are indeed beyond their control, but after thinking about it, he still said: "Where you go to university is not important, what matters is what you want. Do you want to go to Tsinghua University, or do you want to participate in international competitions? If you really want to participate in the competition, you have to consider the attitude of University A.”
Qi Xuanlou turned to look at him, and suddenly smiled: "I want you most now."
Just now, he was still talking about business, but his painting style changed in a second, and the energy that Ning Ye had managed to get together broke up again with a screech.
Qi Xuanlou pushed him: "Are you angry?"
Ning gave him a blank look.
Qi Xuanlou deliberately said: "I think Xue Xiaoman treats me very well, are you jealous?"
"Oh, speaking of her." Ning also said, "I gave Xiaoman the bracelet you gave me. She wears it a bit too big, so I'm going to change it to a smaller size."
Qi Xuanlou drooped his face, stretched out his left wrist, and rolled up his sleeve for Ning Ye to see.
He also wears an identical one on his wrist, which is hidden under his winter sleeves, so he can't usually see it.
Ning Ye's eyes moved from Qi Xuanlou's wrist to his face, and then back to his outstretched hand, shrugged and walked past him.
Seeing his indifferent attitude, Qi Xuanlou felt his teeth itch with hatred.
It's really his own money!Earn it yourself!It took me a long time to save enough to buy two bracelets!
He actually gave it away when he said he would give it away? !
Didn't you say that you would rather throw it away than pass it on to others? !
big liar.
When they checked in, Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen didn't care at all, they said they could live in one room, Ji Shaoheng also said it didn't matter, he could share the room with Ning Ye, Qixuan Building quit, and simply opened five rooms for five people .
Ji Shaoheng took the key wordlessly and left.
We split up to take a rest and get ready to have lunch together.Ning also threw himself on the bed, stretched into a big character, originally just wanted to rest for a while, but unexpectedly fell asleep amidst the occasional birdsong outside the house.
During lunch, Qixuanlou came to call Ning Ye, and he knocked for a long time before opening the door. He was still a little confused, pulling his hair to gather himself.Qi Xuanlou saw that a strand of hair on his forehead was sticking up, so he smoothed it out for him.
Ning also avoided him defensively and didn't allow him to touch his hair, but he didn't really care.
Qi Xuanlou feels that his temper is getting better and better now, especially for Ning Ye, he has a kind of unusual tolerance, as if because he knows that the journey will be difficult, he doesn't feel how difficult the journey is.
Anyway, it's good to keep walking like this.
After dinner, the sun was just right and there was no wind.Liang Feng got an ice trolley out of nowhere, asked the front desk and said that the river was not deep, and the water was just past the calf when the current was at its peak in summer, so he pushed it to the surface of the water for a try.
Freezes well.
This is the oldest kind of ice cart. In fact, there are two ice skates on the bottom, with a wooden board on it for people to stand on, and two ice picks to assist sliding.
Liang Feng stood up happily and called Ning Ye: "Ning Ye Ning Ye! Come and push me! Give me a boost!"
Ning Ye put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket and kept shaking his head.
Liang Feng called Ji Shaoheng again: "Ji Shaoheng! Give me a push!"
Ji Shaoheng was standing by the river, jumping with his feet together, probably trying to jump out of a hole in the river, when he heard Liang Feng calling him, he ran over with a strange cry: "I play too, I play too!"
Liang Feng shouted: "I'll play first! You push me first! I'll push you again!"
Super childish, kindergartner-like dialogue.
Liang Feng half bent over, and was pushed back by Ji Shaoheng to slide up. He laughed and slid forward while using the ice pick to control the direction. The laughter was hearty, spread far away, and then echoed back.
Qi Xuanlou was in the same posture as Ning, with his hands in his pockets and his back leaning against the tree, looking at the other three people playing around on the river.
The two stood side by side against a tree.
After watching for a while, Qi Xuanlou suddenly said: "Liang Feng is really happy."
"Yes." Ning agreed.
Qi Xuanlou asked: "What about you?"
Ning also turned her head to look at him, and saw that he was also looking at her, there was no oppression, possession or conquest in his eyes, only softness.
like old friends.
Ning also smiled: "I'm fine too."
Qi Xuanlou cast his eyes on the river, the three people over there were already playing crazy, Ji Shaoheng and Liang Feng were standing on the ice cart together, Xu Qingchen pushed them hard to slide back and forth, and the laughter came, and there was a kind of Youthful vitality: "Sometimes I feel you are very close to us, and sometimes I feel very far away. What are you unhappy about?"
"I'm not unhappy, it's because you think too much." Ning Ye casually said, "Don't everyone have a similar life every day, and it's impossible to have something special to be happy all the time."
"The eyes are different." Qi Xuanlou said, "Although you have a good relationship with them, you have always maintained a relatively appropriate distance. Ji Shaoheng likes your alienation, so he always likes to ask you to play. The relationship between Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen is better. Originally, among you, you should be the center, but you backed down. Haven't you thought about the reason?"
Ning also grinned: "I haven't thought about it, and I don't think there is any need to think about it."
"You know I don't mean that." Qi Xuanlou said, "I just hope you can be sincerely happy."
Ning didn't really want to have a heart-to-heart talk with him, so she kept silent and didn't answer.
After a while, Qi Xuanlou said: "When you fight with someone, your expression is a hundred times more vivid than it is now. In fact, sometimes I think that is the real you, like the rumored you."
The corner of Ning Ye's mouth raised an arc: "Okay, what do you want to say, just say it."
Qi Xuanlou said after a while: "I have nothing to say, that's all I want to say."
An artificial hot spring was dug in the back mountain. After dinner, a few boys went there to pass the time together.Ning didn't want to go either, he was nestled in the room watching TV, after a while someone knocked on the door, he went to open the door and saw it was Qixuan Tower again.
Ning Ye blocked the door with a worried look on his face: "What are you doing?"
"They all went to play in the water. I'm bored by myself, so I came to play with you." Qi Xuanlou knocked on Ning Ye's chest, "Open the door."
Ning stepped back and let him in.
Qi Xuanlou got in, saw the TV was on, and sat down at the end of the bed.Ning didn't care, he got into the bed again, covered his legs with the quilt - just came down and opened the door, he felt that it was still a bit cold in the mountains.
Qi Xuanlou turned around and saw that Ning Ye was covered with a quilt, kicked off the slippers himself, sat back, grabbed Ning Ye's half of the quilt and put it on his lap.
Sitting like this felt uncomfortable, Qi Xuanlou completely leaned back on the head of the bed, in exactly the same posture as Ning Ye, with his long legs folded and hidden under the quilt, the quilt was pulled up and placed on his waist, his hands crossed naturally hanging down on his lower abdomen place.
His eyes fell on the TV program the whole time.
Ning also watched his natural and skillful movements the whole time, and even forgot to hit him out.
After being stunned for a while, the two became sitting on the bed together, with the same quilt draped over their bodies.
Ning also turned to look at Qi Xuanlou.
Only then did Qi Xuanlou seem to notice that the atmosphere was a little strange, he turned his head to look at Ning Ye, and smiled at him: "What's wrong?"
Ning also frowned, and glanced down at Qi Xuanlou's legs: "I'm going to bed, let's go back to your place."
"It's still early, it's not even eight o'clock." Qi Xuanlou looked at him as if he was insane, "Ji Shaoheng said that we'll have supper together when they come back. There will be a bonfire in the front yard at night, and there will be a chef roasting a whole lamb. Don't you go ?”
Ning also frowned and did not speak.
Qi Xuanlou knew that he was awkward, so he purposely moved closer to him, so close that he could feel his breath, his eyes were bad: "You think too much, I just feel a little cold."
"If you talk again, get out." Ning was not happy, his eyes were fierce, and he opened his eyes fiercely under the slightly dizzy light, baring his teeth and claws.
"Don't talk." Qi Xuanlou suddenly pressed Ning Ye's hand through the quilt, and looked at him quietly for a while.
His eyes are soft and descriptive, full of fascination.
Ning couldn't bear to be stared at by him like this, as if he saw himself in his previous life, so he struggled to push him away to stay away.
"Don't move. Ning Ye, don't move." Qi Xuanlou's voice was soft, begging, and hypnotic.His hand tightly pressed Ning Ye's hand under the quilt through the quilt, and slowly moved closer, closer, so close that he could hear his breathing, so close that he could hear his heart beating like a drum.
Ning also seemed to be possessed, immersed in Qi Xuanlou's gaze, his mind went blank, and let him get closer, closer, so close that his lips almost fell.
Ning also turned his head abruptly, Qi Xuanlou's kiss landed on his neck, hot.
He struggled and jumped to the ground in a hurry, turned around and picked up his down jacket and walked out. When he reached the door, he realized that he was not wearing shoes, and he leaned against the wall to put on his shoes.
Qi Xuanlou caught up, and Ning Ye was still wearing his shoes, with his head down, and his T-shirt was baggy, revealing half of his shoulders.He didn't understand why Ning was always like this, obviously he was not disgusted just now, even his eyes were misty as if he was bewitched, obviously he was not indifferent, obviously he was not the kind of person who wronged himself because he cared about other people's opinions, but why did he Just not? !
The lights were at the door, and Qi Xuanlou turned on all the lights at once.
The room suddenly went dark, except for the dim and changing light of the TV.
Qi Xuanlou hugged Ning Ye from behind, and buried his face in his neck.
His voice was painful: "Why... why... I don't know why... You obviously don't hate me, but why do you always treat me like this..."
Ning Ye was torn with mixed emotions, it wasn't that he wasn't heartbroken, he was so excited that he was going crazy.
Every time I clamored in my heart not to care about Qi Xuanlou's life or death, even if I use him as a bed partner, enjoy being pursued by him and wait for some day to get impatient and then get rid of him, as long as I can hug and kiss him, everything is fine.
But reason can always come back the moment he falls off the cliff, telling him to rein in the precipice, not to make mistakes again, never to make mistakes again.
Ning also bit the tip of his tongue, broke away from Qi Xuanlou's arms, and reached out to pull the doorknob to get out.
Qi Xuanlou refused to allow Ning to leave, and dragged him back. The half-opened door was kicked by Qi Xuanlou and it was re-locked. He pushed Ning Ye on the back of the door.
Qi Xuanlou's chest heaved and he couldn't see his expression clearly against the light behind his back.Ning also lowered his head halfway, in a bad mood, self-defeating and frantically thinking about forgetting, who knows how long he can live in this life, what's the point of restraining himself like this?Even if life goes smoothly without being hurt by love, but if you are just liked by others, you can no longer experience how to love others, you can't feel love, and your life is as plain as water, like a walking dead, what's the point?
Darkness brings people a sense of security, presumptuousness, chaos, and no need to care about the consequences.
Out of control, not responsible.
Ning Ye grabbed Qi Xuanlou's neck, hugged him and leaned down towards him, raised his head and kissed Qi Xuanlou's lips accurately.
Qi Xuanlou obviously didn't react, he was a little stiff, but soon he was ecstatic, his breathing suddenly became heavy, he was holding Ning Ye's hand, he went over to wrap Ning Ye's waist, and brought him to him with the other hand. She also intertwined her hands and clasped the back of Ning Ye's head, kissing him frantically.
Lips and tongues intertwined, kisses that overturned like a storm, and seemed to be wrestling, no one wanted to gain the upper hand, and they would not give an inch.
Qi Xuanlou's hands were dishonestly running around, his kissing skills were young, all due to his enthusiasm, and Ning Ye's tongue hurt from sucking.Ning was not to be outdone, or maybe he had suppressed it for too long, and patted Qi Xuanlou's head to signal him to let go, but instead the tip of his tongue ignited in his mouth, licked and slid over lightly, making Qi Xuanlou's heart tremble, And he refused to give him pleasure, light and slippery like a snake.
Occasionally Ning Ye let go to take a breath, Qi Xuanlou felt unbearable, and pressed and kissed him viciously until Ning Ye satisfied him again.
Ning Ye was wearing a wide T-shirt, and Qi Xuanlou's hand slipped in easily along the hem of his clothes, and touched Ning Ye's thin and tight back, and further up, the bones were clear and palpable, and the waistline was clearly curved. There was a small depression that he couldn't help touching repeatedly.
Ning Ye's breathing became heavier, and he obviously groaned.
As if giving Qi Xuanlou encouragement, he intensified, stretched his hands down to wrap around Ning Ye's waist, pressed him against his body, Ning Ye leaned back, with the door behind him, and Qi Xuanlou's overwhelming enthusiasm in front. kiss.
Once the depression is released, Ning also seems to be crazy. After two kisses, he wants to bite Qi Xuanlou. It hurts, but it is not unbearable pain. It was like electricity, and even the tailbone could feel the numbness.
It was the first time Qi Xuanlou kissed seriously, his mind went blank after being stimulated, and he gnawed back at Ning Ye even more fiercely, wishing he could swallow him up in one gulp.
Accompanied by the sound of the TV program, there was an ambiguous sound of breathing and kissing in the room.
Keep temperature, speed, tenderness and anger.
Freeze today, illusory, splendid and admiring.
Although Ning Ye was dizzy just now, he still woke up earlier than Qi Xuanlou. He clearly felt Qi Xuanlou's stiff desire through the jeans between his lower legs.
Like a bucket of water poured down.
Ning also pushed Qixuanlou away, half bent over, with his hands on his knees, and part of his back against the door to support himself barely standing.
Qi Xuanlou was out of breath, his chest heaved violently, his eyes were burning, his mouth was dry and he reached out to grab Ning Ye's arm, but Ning Ye drew a circle around him.
Then Ning also slid down the door and squatted down.
Qi Xuanlou felt that the feelings about kissing that he had thought about were all wrong. It turned out that it was not a simple touch of lips, but a possession and dedication born from the bottom of his heart. He wanted to give him the best, to let him He is happy and wants to get corresponding feedback from him.
He simply felt that Ning was too good, no matter how he looked at him, he felt happy in his heart, and he also squatted in front of him, reaching out to hug him.
Ning also shook his head and pushed him away: "Don't move."
Qi Xuanlou thought that Ning was also afraid that he would make progress, and he was embarrassed, so he leaned over and kissed his ear: "Get up first, don't squat in the corner."
Ning Ye took several deep breaths, calmed down his mood and body, and looked at Qi Xuanlou with dampness and unfading emotions in his eyes: "You go back first."
Qi Xuanlou looked at him with bright eyes, his eyes were straight, his chest heaved and his desire was clearly discernible.
Ning also pushed him: "Go take a shower, hurry up, they should be back later."
Qi Xuanlou understood what Ning Ye meant, and it was his first time. He was a little embarrassed, and wanted to tell Ning Ye that I would help you, but he couldn't say it out loud, and was afraid of offending Ning Ye, so he hesitated for a while, and whispered : "Then I'll go there first, and I'll come to you later."
Ning Ye was still squatting, but Qi Xuanlou kissed the top of his head again and pulled him up.
Ning also leaned against the wall, let the door open and waited for him to open it and go out.
Qi Xuanlou couldn't hide his smile. Seeing that Ning was also emotional, he thought he was awkward, and said, "I seem to like you more than ever before, so I really don't want to leave."
Ning also pushed him towards the door with one hand.
Qi Xuanlou laughed, slightly afraid of shocking him: "Understood, I will ask you to go out for supper later, and you should clean up."
He tidied up his clothes, quietly opened the door and went out.
Ning also locked the door, and stood at the door for a long time, thinking that he was going crazy.
Kissing with Qi Xuanlou was still so exciting, he almost reacted the moment he touched him.
The body can't lie, and Ning also sadly found that no matter how much he deceived himself, he couldn't deny this reality—he still looked forward to Qi Xuanlou, would still be teased by him, would still want to possess him, and be possessed .
Ning also turned on the light in the bathroom and got in.
In the large mirror opposite the washbasin, the young boy's face was reddish, and the corners of his mouth were slightly swollen.
Ning Ye stared blankly at himself in the mirror for a while, then suddenly stretched out his hand and slapped himself forcefully.
The author has something to say: I am afraid that this chapter will fail the review
I don't really know the scale either. . . . . .
Don't be in a hurry. Don't be in a hurry.
"Keep the temperature, speed, tenderness and anger." - Eason Chan "Salon"
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