Rebirth stay away from Lao Tzu

Chapter 42 Responsible?

Around 08:30, faint singing and noise could be heard outside, and after a while Ji Shaoheng knocked on the door: "Ning Ye Ning Ye, come out, the bonfire is lit in front, let's eat roast suckling pig!"

Before Ning could open the door, he ran to knock on the door of Qixuan Building.

Ning also didn't want to go, it was too cold outside, and he felt that staying in the room would make Qixuanlou run over again. After thinking about it, he put on his down jacket and prepared to go out and have a look.

As soon as the door was opened, Qixuan Building next door also just came out. Seeing Ning Ye, he smiled softly at him.

Ji Shaoheng ran away early and disappeared.

Qi Xuanlou stood and waited for Ning Ye to go together, and when he saw him walking under the spotlights in the corridor, he took a closer look at him, and felt that Ning Ye's lips were also fine, not obvious, not noticeable.

Ning Ye knew what Qi Xuanlou was thinking at the moment when he looked at it, and he was a little angry, but it was all his fault for being dizzy, and he had to bear his temper.

Qi Xuanlou felt that Ning Ye was willing to take the initiative to kiss him, but no matter what he meant, he would just accept Ning Ye's acquiescence, and let Ning Ye have a bad temper.

On the way together, Ning also asked, "I didn't ask you about your exam before, but your father...what's the matter?"

"That's it." Mentioning his father, Qi Xuanlou was a little cold, "That woman is about to give birth, it has nothing to do with whether I come out or not."

"Does your mother know?"

Qi Xuanlou paused: "I probably don't know."

Ning also asked a very practical question: "What if you give birth to a son?"

"It depends on whether he takes it back or not. It mainly depends on my mother's attitude." Qi Xuanlou said, "I don't care, but my mother must not be less. I don't think my father will divorce my mother. He has a good face. I can't stand people saying that his mistress is getting divorced. Either keep raising the child outside, or bring the child back and let my mother take care of it. My mother..." Qi Xuanlou smiled, a little sarcastic.

Ning also had an impression of Qixuanlou's mother. She was a woman who was so traditional that she even had some buns. The education she received since she was a child was that men earn money to support women, and women serve men at home. It is the original sin of women that they cannot bear sons and pass on the family line.

Such a person, let her divorce, I'm afraid I dare not even think about it.

He can also do such things as swallowing his anger and helping the third child take care of the child.

Ning also felt angry when he thought about it, Qi Xuanlou couldn't rub sand in his eyes, so he was probably too angry.

"Where's your dad?" Ning also said, "If it's a girl, don't you care? What's his attitude towards you now?"

Qi Xuanlou pursed his lips and smiled at Ning: "My dad's attitude towards me depends on you. If you treat me well, my dad probably won't want me; if you treat me badly, I'll see if I should keep pretending." Two years of big-tailed wolf, coax him again."

Ning also knew that he was talking nonsense again, so he raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

Qi Xuanlou said: "I don't care what my father thinks of me. If he betrays my mother, he betrays our family. When I go to university next year, I plan to be independent and earn enough money to support my mother. Encourage her to divorce my father."

Ning also felt his heart move when he heard it: "You can't accept your father's cheating, or you can't accept this kind of marriage relationship. After cheating, if you change your past, nothing will happen."

Qi Xuanlou thought for a while: "He once promised to be loyal. My mother has been with him for so many years, and she has suffered so much from nothing. Now that he has money, he betrayed my mother. I can't bear this."

"Then what if you haven't suffered?" Ning Ye asked again, "The two of you are together, living in luxury, and suddenly one day you find that you don't have any feelings. It's not as fresh and interesting as others, so you can try something new. Is this okay? "

Qi Xuanlou seemed to think that Ning Ye meant something, looked at him suspiciously, then remembered, and said nervously: "What do you mean? It means that if you are with me, after a long time you find yourself getting tired of me , are you going to leave me and be with someone else?"

Ning also looked at him like an idiot, thinking, this is not me, this is you.

Qi Xuanlou felt that he was thinking a little too much. After careful consideration, he decided to answer the question without diverging his thoughts: "I don't think I will, I can't bear betrayal. But... if I betray others..."

His voice paused.

Ning also knew his answer, and continued: "If you betray others, it depends on the situation, right? If it is beneficial, it is not impossible."

Qi Xuanlou stopped in his tracks.

Ning also stopped and looked at Qi Xuanlou: "Others can't betray you, but you can betray others. Don't you think you are terribly selfish?"

"Yes, I may be such a person." Qi Xuanlou said, "Pursuing the maximum benefit, you can weigh the pros and cons. If there is one child on one side of the railway track and five children on the other side, I will not hesitate to save it." Hesitant to save the other side. What about you, where are your shortcomings?"

Ning also looked at him: "It's not a matter of shortcomings. I may choose five children, but I will not betray the one I love."

"How can you be sure that you were still the one you loved at that time?" Qi Xuanlou asked, "Maybe you were in love once, got together later, and met someone you love more later."

Ning Ye looked up at the Qixuan Building, the street lights shone on Ning Ye's face, as if covered with a thin veil.His voice is also soft: "So I will be cautious. Once I am sure that I am in love with a certain person and let him know that I love him, I will continue to love him for the rest of my life."

Qi Xuanlou looked at Ning Ye deeply, but didn't answer.

Walk through the small path ahead, and you will find the front yard.There are already quite a lot of people in the courtyard, and the sound of music and cheers can be heard clearly.

Ning also continued to move forward.

Qi Xuanlou grabbed his arm: "Then what are we doing like this?"

"It's nothing." Ning also didn't look back.

Qi Xuanlou persisted: "Then you kissed me just now!"

Ning also stopped in her tracks and looked at him with a half-smile: "If you're married, you can empathize with someone else. Just kiss me casually. Do you still want me to be responsible for you?"

Qi Xuanlou was blocked by Ning Ye's own theory for a long time. He thought that Ning Ye had taken the initiative before and was going to let go, but he didn't expect to be messed up by himself again.

Looking at Ning Ye's back, Qi Xuanlou questioned himself for the first time.

Ning also needs to be sincere, dedicated, and never leave her for a lifetime.

I... can I really do it?

When Qixuanlou arrived at the bonfire, Ning also got together with Ji Shaoheng, Liang Feng and the others.Everyone was dancing around the bonfire, and Ning also mixed in with the crowd, and the firelight shone on his face, which was extraordinarily bright.

There were obviously many people there, but he was seen at a glance.

Someone sang nearby, singing a cheerful ditty in dialect, which gradually became a chorus, mixed with the beat.

Ji Shaoheng circled around the bonfire, and when he turned to Qixuanlou, he pulled him into the crowd, and someone he didn't know next to him put his hands on his shoulders, calling him to dance together, with a bright and happy smile.

Qi Xuanlou was gradually infected by such a happy atmosphere, put aside the messy things in his heart, and jumped up happily with everyone.

The roasted smell of the suckling pig came out gradually.

Ning also danced for a while, and saw two golden retrievers squatting beside him, staring at the suckling pig covetously, so he got out of the crowd and went to play with the two dogs.

The golden retriever was naive, and Ning also touched their backs, but they ignored them, and obediently lay on their stomachs waiting for dinner.

Ning Ye squatted beside the two of them, thinking of Qi Xuanlou's words just now for no reason, and turned his head to see that Qi Xuanlou was still in the crowd, playing innocently and romantically.

This basin of water was splashed just right, even more timely than the slap he slapped himself in the bathroom just now.

After eating roast suckling pig, the night was getting darker, the bonfire was loosened, it was cold outside, and the people playing around gradually dispersed.

Ning Ye went back and was going to sleep, but suddenly Ji Shaoheng knocked on the door again.

Ning also opened the door, and Ji Shaoheng stood at the door and winked at him: "Xing Xing, do you want to see it?"

"Don't look." Ning Ye said and was about to close the door.

"Don't, don't, don't, don't..." Ji Shaoheng carried the door, "Don't, the weather here is very good, there is no cloud at all, and there are the most bright stars in winter, do you know? Mars, Saturn, and Sirius are all famous Isn’t it beautiful? There are too many lights in Fucheng, so I can’t see it.”

Ning also looked impatient: "It's freezing in winter, do you want to see yourself? I want to sleep."

Said to close the door again.

Ji Shaoheng pretended to cry: "No, it's so boring to be alone, please come with me, I'll buy you hot coffee."

Ning was also annoyed to death by him, wrapped in thick clothes, put on a hat and scarf, and reluctantly came out again.

Thanks to being in a mountainous area, and most of the street lights were turned off after 10:30, Ji Shaoheng took Ning to find a place with few lights. When he saw a wooden bench, he took out his own cushion and laid it for Ning. Also sit.

Ning also didn't want to come, so he didn't show politeness to him now, and just sat down on his buttocks.

Ji Shaoheng was sitting next to him, also wearing a woolen hat, his whole body was leaning back on the back of the chair, his body was down, his head was resting on the back of the chair, his head was facing the sky, his arms were casually spread out on the back of the chair .

"Well, did you see that, the brightest one in the southeast, Sirius." Ji Shaoheng casually pointed out the way to Ning Ye, "Look there are three stars lined up in a line, follow them to the southeast, the brightest one It’s Sirius. Sirius, Procyon and Betelgeuse form a big winter triangle, and spring, summer, autumn and winter have their own big triangles, anyway, no one can see each other. Hey, maybe there are aliens on Sirius.”

Talking in a mess, Ning can sometimes keep up with his rhythm, and sometimes can't.

There are so many stars in the sky, and Ning also looks the same.

Ji Shaoheng sighed: "Of course it's different, every one is different."

By the campfire just now, Ji Shaoheng played like crazy.At the beginning, he still danced with the crowd, but later no one sang. After changing to outside music, he let himself go and held a small personal dance show by the campfire.

It dances really well.

Ning also remembered, and asked him: "You are laughing heartlessly every day, isn't breaking up so unbearable?"

"We didn't break up." Ji Shaoheng smiled proudly at Ning, "Who told you that we broke up?"

Ning also thought about it, er, no one really told me that Ji Shaoheng broke up with his boyfriend, it seems that Wen Shanshan said that the boy went to Yucheng.

Ning also couldn't help but laugh.

Ji Shaoheng said: "He went to Yucheng. Before leaving, we made an appointment to apply for the same university. We haven't contacted each other in the past two years. The family is under too much pressure. He doesn't want to hurt his parents."

"If you study like this, can you pass the university entrance examination?" Ning couldn't help pouring cold water on it.

Ji Shaoheng rolled his eyes: "Are you stupid? He didn't get good grades. I was the one who tutored him before. Now that he's gone to Yucheng, he's probably going to worry about pulling his hair all day long. My grades are good, too. Well, my family can’t let me apply to that school. I’m going to take an art exam, but I don’t want to study anymore, it’s boring.”

Really use the future to block love.

Ning also couldn't figure out how he dared to put all his eggs in one basket: "It's been almost two years, and you two haven't been in touch. What if he doesn't apply for you when you go to college? Or what should you do if he has good grades and applied for a better one?" ? Or, he doesn’t like you anymore and likes someone else, what should I do?”

Ji Shaoheng looked at him as if he was mentally retarded: "I made the choice, what does it have to do with him. I like him, but if he doesn't like me, then I can't help it. How can I know the result after several years, but If you don't try it, I know I'll regret it."

"Isn't life so wonderful?" Ji Shaoheng said, "No one knows what will happen in the next moment."

Oh yes.

Ning also sighed inwardly, for them, it was like this.

Life is full of novelties and unknowns, so I have the courage to fight for an unpredictable future.

But not to me, although many things have changed... But Qixuan Building is still the same Qi Xuan Building.

Frozen like a dog outside with Ji Shaoheng watching the stars, Ning Ye felt as if he was mentally retarded no matter how he thought about it.Ji Shaoheng, a snake spirit, refused to go back to sleep, and Ning Ye was about to fight him when his phone rang.

Qi Xuanlou asked: "Where are you?"

"On the hillside in the backyard, it was frozen like a dog." Ning Ye said, "Is there something wrong?"

"Why did you go there? With Ji Shaoheng?" Qi Xuanlou guessed that it was Ji Shaoheng, "If you don't sleep at night, why are you two blowing cold wind there?"

Ji Shaoheng giggled and shouted: "You don't care about us, don't you know about dating, watching stars and talking about life?!"

Qixuanlou stopped talking and hung up the phone directly.

Ning also kicked Ji Shaoheng: "What are you talking about?"

"Don't think I can't see it because you two are just pretending." Ji Shaoheng didn't bother to go around in circles with him, "Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen don't understand, don't I understand? Qi Xuanlou looks at your eyes and wants to put you in his pocket." Lie." He said Nunuzui, motioning to Ning Ye's face, "You tell me what's wrong with your mouth?"

This man is really annoying, Ning Ye kicked him again.

Ji Shaoheng didn't really want to gossip about what the two of them did: "The road is not easy to walk, I advise you two to be cautious. The situation of Qixuanlou's family is also quite special. His father has a big temper and saves face. If he finds out, it will be enough for you two. "

"His father knows." Ning also said lightly.

Ji Shaoheng didn't react: "What did you say?"

"He said, my dad already knew about it." Qi Xuanlou's voice came from behind.

Ji Shaoheng's posture remained the same, he looked back and saw Qi Xuanlou standing behind them, he sneered: "Why are you so anxious, you only ran over such a long way in a few minutes, I can still eat Ning Ye ah."

Qi Xuanlou rolled his eyes very rarely.

Ji Shaoheng asked: "Did you tell your dad? Or was it discovered?"

"I told him." Qi Xuanlou said, pulled Ning Ye up, and dragged Ning Ye to another chair to sit on.

Ji Shaoheng didn't even bother to laugh at his naive behavior, and his focus was on Qixuanlou's coming out to his family: "What does your father mean? Can you still tolerate you and Ning Ye at school to flirt with each other?"

"Hey hey." Ning also reminded him to pay attention to his wording.

Qi Xuanlou touched Ning Ye's face to see if he was cold or not, and he didn't care if Ning Ye avoided him: "I'm preparing for the exam in the past six months, and there are few students in school, so my dad can't control me."

"I still disagree." Ji Shaoheng inexplicably felt the balance, "I'm relieved."

Ning Ye: "Hey, what do you mean?"

"It's nothing interesting." Ji Shaoheng said confidently, "You two show your affection openly and aboveboard, can't I be jealous? Now that I know that you are not doing well, I am also happy."

this neuropathy.

Ning also gave him a white look: "Whoever shows affection to him, we are not together."

Ji Shaoheng didn't expect the magic turning point here, Qi Xuanlou has come out to his family, and they are not together yet?

Where is the meaning?

Ji Shaoheng frowned: "You two, are you still okay?"

Qi Xuanlou felt very ashamed and did not speak.

Ning also snorted: "I don't like him. I won't be with him."

Ji Shaoheng snorted, and turned his eyes around Qixuanlou and Ning Ye several times, and finally chose Ning Ye: "Then can I also line up? If I get dumped later, we The two can make do with it."

Ning also saw that he was choosing between himself and Qixuanlou for a long time just now, and knew what he was thinking. He was out of morals and wanted to scold him, but he didn't want to quarrel with Ji Shaoheng in front of Qixuanlou. , It's embarrassing enough, okay?

He held back for a long time: "Get out, I don't like boys."

Ji Shaoheng laughed exaggeratedly, like Zhou Xingchi.

Qixuanlou did not have the sharpness of Ning Ye and Ji Shaoheng. He just felt that Ji Shaoheng coveted Ning Ye. This incident made him a little unhappy. He stood up and said to Ning Ye: "Let's go, it's time to go back to sleep. Frozen to death." here."

Ning also felt that he was freezing to death, and he wanted to go back to sleep.

Ji Shaoheng acted like a demon again: "You two, how do you two sleep? One room or two rooms?"

"Shut up, you." Ning Ye glared at him, turned around and left first.

Qi Xuanlou didn't wait for Ji Shaoheng, and followed Ning Ye as well.

Ji Shaoheng shouted: "Walk slowly, wait for me! Are you afraid that I will find you live together if you walk so fast! But I have already found out!"

At this moment, there was no one outside anyway, so he was unscrupulous.

Ning also didn't want to talk to him, and felt that it was mentally handicapped for her to go out with him in the middle of the night to enjoy the cold wind and watch the stars.

Qi Xuanlou really hoped that Ji Shaoheng was right.

Ji Shaoheng also chattered, yelled, and didn't move, still looking up at the stars.

He sighed for a long time.

Ning also parted from Qi Xuanlou at the door, Qi Xuanlou wanted to talk to Ning Ye for a while, but Ning didn't want to talk to him anymore, and closed the door without even saying goodbye.

Standing at the door of Ning Ye, Qi Xuanlou couldn't help reminiscing about the passionate kiss they had at this door a few hours ago... and felt a little hot again.

Ning Ye, how could he be like this.

He was the one who rejected him, he was the one who took the initiative to kiss him, and he was the one who turned his back on him after the kiss.

I especially like him.

Qi Xuanlou went back to the room, took off his shoes and sent a text message to Ning Ye: It's cold at night, remember to put the quilt on.

Ning also looked at it and threw the phone aside, he didn't want to return this kind of information.

After a while, Qi Xuanlou posted again: If I promise to only like you for the rest of my life, will you accept me?

Ning also took a hot shower and came out. When he saw the news, he wanted to ask him how he could guarantee it, but he felt that it was quite embarrassing to say such a thing.

I shouldn't get along with Qi Xuanlou like this anymore. What happened at night shouldn't happen again, right?

Early the next morning, Ji Shaoheng went around taking pictures of the scenery with his camera.Ning also woke up at almost nine o'clock, went to ask for something to eat, and while waiting for the meal, he lay on the table and played with the two golden retrievers.

Liang Feng and Xu Qingchen went crazy, and there was no one in Qixuan Tower.

When it was almost eleven o'clock, several people gathered at the front desk from all over the place. Ning Ye was leaning on the fireplace with his eyes closed and dozing. Liang Feng went over to touch it, and felt that his body was warm and super comfortable.

Ning was also awakened. Seeing them returning in unison, he asked, "Why did you go?"

"Photograph."

"Playing with an ice cart."

"Wandered around a bit."

Ning Ye slept with his arms and legs loose, and when he moved a bit, he heard bones creaking.He asked, "Are you hungry? Do you want lunch?"

Everyone shook their heads.

Liang Feng suggested: "Being idle is idle, why don't we take a group photo? The riverside is very beautiful."

"The bluestone road is also very beautiful." Xu Qingchen pointed to the outside, "And it was built along the mountain, and the background is also beautiful when photographed."

The activist Ji Shaoheng has already jumped up and ran out to find a place to take a group photo.

Qi Xuanlou didn't care about it at first, but when he saw Ning Ye, he thought it would be good to take a photo. He got up and asked the young lady at the front desk if they had any recommended places to take a group photo.

The feedback given by the young lady is similar to what Ji Shaoheng and the others got. One is the bluestone road, and the other is next to the big rock by the river. There are mountains, waters and stones, and the mirror is very layered.

Liang Feng pulled Ning Ye up: "Let's go, don't fall asleep!"

Qi Xuanlou grabbed Ning Ye and said to Liang Feng: "Go and see the place first, Ning and I will also be here later to dissipate the heat from his body, don't catch a cold when you go out."

Liang Feng felt that Ning Ye's body was a little too hot, so he said to Qi Xuanlou, "Then hurry up and come here, I'll go and have a look first."

After speaking, he ran away.

Ning also broke his arm out of Qi Xuanlou's hands, put on his down jacket while walking, stood under the porch and said to Qi Xuanlou: "The physique is not so bad, I just don't want to run around with Liang Feng. Let's go, eat after filming." After a meal, we can almost go back."

The author has something to say: teaching·Qixuanlou·falling in love

In fact, we are far away from being together...my Wen Shanshan hasn't come back yet

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