Rebirth stay away from Lao Tzu

Ning also said: "I won't make my parents sad because of you. If my parents ask me to leave you one day, I will leave you. It's so unfair to you, can you do the same?"

Qi Xuanlou was taken aback for a moment, but quickly replied, "No."

Ning also struggled out of his arms.

"I have the confidence to make your parents like me." Qi Xuanlou raised his eyebrows, "You don't have to worry."

"Take back your inflated self-confidence." Ning was not polite, "My parents like you very much now. But when they find out about this, they may even kick me out. Don't you After thinking about it, I can tell you right now that they can't accept this kind of relationship."

Qi Xuanlou replied quickly: "Then let's get married."

"What?" Ning also thought that he had heard wrong, marriage?

"Find the right lesbian and sign the prenuptial agreement." Qi Xuanlou must have already considered it, "I don't care about those false names, why does my household registration book have your name written on it, or since you can't have children, I would rather do it this way." I don’t want children or anything in my life. As long as I can be with you, these things are fine, and I can hide it from others for the rest of my life. We can buy houses door to door or up and down, and no one cares when we get married. If you want, we will go abroad to find a surrogate. You have a wife and children, and your parents will divorce after a hundred years."

Ning was also dumbfounded.

This approach is not infeasible, but too uncertain.What if the female lovers broke up?What if one of the fake plays really did it?What if he or Qi Xuanlou really did a fake show?Thinking about it more, what if there is a malicious attempt to seek wealth and kill one's life?What if they threatened with evidence?

How dare you bet on humanity?Ning also felt that it was not feasible.

But having said that, a person like Qi Xuanlou with a particularly strong sense of territory can tolerate such a stupid method, and he is indeed going all out.

"Let's talk about it later." Ning also calmed down a little now, the depression in the hospital just now slowly faded, and he didn't want to think about it anymore, "Let's talk about it next time."

Qi Xuanlou pursed his lips, raised the corners of his mouth, leaned over and kissed Ning Ye: "Don't talk about it, you are mine."

Ning also pushed him away.

He came up again: "Why don't you tell me again carefully. Just the few sentences in the middle, although you have been refusing to admit it, but I know what your heart is, or if you don't like me, don't you Will put up with me for so many years. I've waited long enough to give you whole sugar instead of powdered sugar."

Ning also hugged his neck and kissed him back, and waved him off: "Okay, let's drive. You say you are sick, and you insist on self-torture. I have said that feelings are one thing, reality is another." What’s the matter, you still have to make yourself unhappy, don’t you?”

"I don't care, it's one thing that you like me too." Qi Xuanlou touched his face, hey, the previous hugs and hugs and mutual help, this time is the sweetest.

Sui and Song did not participate in the Spring Festival Gala this year, and he and Ning also spent the New Year at home.

Qi Xuanlou didn't go home, Ji Shaoheng didn't go home, and even Wen Shanshan didn't go home.Ning Ye's family was still the same. The New Year's Eve dinner started at six o'clock in the evening, and it was almost nine o'clock after dinner.There are many people in the family, Ning also thought about it, went back and changed clothes and prepared to go out.

Sui Ruan stopped him: "Where are you going tonight?"

"Ji Shaoheng and Wen Shanshan are not going home. I'll go to Ji Shaoheng's place to see them." Ning Ye said, "Don't worry about it, go play mahjong with the auntie and the others."

Sui Ruan took a deep look at him: "Is it because Qixuanlou didn't go home?"

Ning also nodded.

"Go." Sui Ruan took a deep breath, "Don't come back too late, the road is not safe, if you don't plan to come back, call your mother, otherwise I will always worry about you. Come back early tomorrow morning, and give my grandparents New Year's greetings .”

Ning didn't expect that his mother would open the back door for her so openly, but when she thought about women always saying what she meant, if she really didn't come back, she might be talking about it for a whole year, and she was a little uncertain what she meant for a while.

Sui Ruan helped him tidy up his clothes: "I know that you have a good relationship with that Qixuanlou and Ji Shaoheng of your company. They are all high school classmates, right? I heard from your father that Qixuanlou is very stable, and he does things vigorously. , it's really good to be friends with you. Go."

That strange feeling came again.

Ning also always felt that he was thinking too much. Before he went out, he made an appointment with Qixuanlou, and the two arrived at Ji Shaoheng's house almost one after another.

Ji Shaoheng and Wen Shanshan were eating and watching TV programs. When they saw Ning Ye and Qi Xuanlou, they asked them to enter the room, and found bowls and chopsticks to invite them to eat together.

Neither of them knew how to cook, so they had booked a full set of New Year's Eve dinner in the hotel long ago, and it would be delivered to the door in the evening.

Ning Ye had just eaten, so he thought about it for a while; Qixuanlou ate more casually at night, so he ate a little more now.

Wen Shanshan asked: "Ning Ye, the three of us are unloved and unloved, what are you doing when you come out for Chinese New Year?"

"Condolences to the single dog." Ning did not change his face.

Shanshan and Ji Shaoheng covered their chests to show they were shot, but Qi Xuanlou smiled and pretended not to hear.

Wen Shanshan was still sensitive after all, her round eyes darted back and forth on the two of them, her expression in disbelief: "No, you two..."

Qi Xuanlou took the opportunity to show off and smiled hypocritically without saying a word.

"The vision is too bad!" Wen Shanshan complained, "And whoever has the longest standby time is really superior. Is it too late for me to regret it? Although the time is not long enough, my gender has an advantage!"

Qi Xuanlou pushed her away from Ning Ye.

"Stingy ghost." Wen Shanshan sat back resentfully, "It's amazing to be a regular."

Ji Shaoheng watched them quarreling, with a smile on his face, his eyes were bent, and the smile was obvious.

Who would have thought he had depression?

The four of them played until twelve o'clock, and Wen Shanshan went to bed first to nourish her skin. Ji Shaoheng had developed a habit of going to bed early and getting up early in the past few months, and he was already sleepy. The new sheets and duvet covers let them do whatever they wanted, so they hurriedly withdrew together.

Only Qixuanlou and Ningye are left.

Ning also planned to go to bed, he had to get up early tomorrow.Qi Xuanlou naturally followed him into the bedroom. There are three bedrooms in total, Ji Shaoheng and Wen Shanshan occupy one each, and Ning Ye and Qi Xuanlou can only squeeze one bed together. This arrangement is very in line with Qi Xuanlou's expectations.

Ning Ye came out of the shower and saw Qi Xuanlou sitting upright waiting for him.He felt that Qi Xuanlou's expression was too serious: "What do you want to say?"

"Come here." Qi Xuanlou said, "Come here."

Ning also walked over, and Qi Xuanlou habitually stretched out his hand to hold him.

Qi Xuanlou was sitting on the bed, Ning Ye was standing in front of him, looking down he could see the hair on top of his head.

There are two spinners on Xiaoman's head, Ning also thought about it.

Suddenly, a warm circle was wrapped around his finger.

What the hell is this?

Ning didn't bow his head and could feel that Qi Xuanlou had put a ring on himself.

He didn't say anything else, and after wearing it, he clasped Ning Ye's hands with his hands upside down, and took Ning Ye's hand to hug Ning Ye's waist.His face was pressed against Ning Ye's chest: "Wearing my ring, you are mine. I will not give up just because of a virtual assumption. If we encounter problems, let's find a way to solve them. I can always give you If you can find a way to get the best of both worlds, don't worry."

Ning also blurted out: "How are you sure, is it because you spent time on me that you are so persistent, or is it because you have feelings for me that you can persist for so many years?"

Qi Xuanlou looked up at him, slightly puzzled.But he quickly answered Ning Ye's question: "Because I love you, I spent time on you, and I was able to be persistent for so many years. If it wasn't because I couldn't control my feelings, why didn't I stop dying in time?"

"Then what if there is no relationship in the future?" Ning Ye said.

"I never thought about it." Qi Xuanlou said, "I never thought that one day I would stop loving you."

Ning also broke away from him, lowered his head and spread his palms, looking at the ring on his ring finger.There are two plain rings on the top and bottom, with a circle of broken diamonds in the middle. Generally, men's wedding rings will not wear this style. It is a little exaggerated and not solemn enough.

But it's just right for Ning Ye, and that's the reason, it's more like an ordinary accessory, that's all.

He twirled the ring and turned his gaze slightly, Qi Xuanlou cooperatively stretched out his own palm to Ning Ye to see.

He also has an identical one in his left hand.

"I gave you a bracelet, do you still keep it?" Qi Xuanlou looked down at his hand, "Many boys wear that. Let's wear this ring and that bracelet staggered. Elders only You will think it is an ordinary jewelry, do you think it is good?"

Ning Ye's throat rolled.

He was really moved, touching this small ring, as if after wandering and thirsting for 20 years, he finally found a place where he could rest and drink.

Those pains, scars, struggles and violence that will accompany in the future are not as good as this little sweetness in front of me.

.

After the year Xiaoman was going to go abroad, Ning also went to see her before leaving.

She lost weight again, her big eyes were sunken, and she looked listless, sitting on the bed covered by a quilt.Seeing that Ning also came, she cheered up and chatted with Ning Ye for about ten minutes, but her energy obviously couldn't keep up, and she leaned on the blanket and rested with half-closed eyes.

Ning also remembers the time when she had a little dreadlock of grandma's gray, not long ago, but Xue Xiaoman was still in high spirits at that time, and when she smiled, there were witty vigor in the corners of her eyes and brows.

Seeing that she was tired, Ning also let her rest, and went outside to talk to Xiaoman's mother.

When carrying Xue Xiaoman on her back, her mother's eye circles were always red, and she could bear it at first, and she started to cry after saying two or three sentences: "Recently, the spirit is getting worse and worse, the kitchen boiled an egg in the morning, and there is still leftovers. It's half a bowl. I just hold the food in my mouth, I can't swallow it, I wait for it to melt and eat a little, and I say I'm full... These days I can't even eat an egg, let alone porridge..."

She wiped away her tears: "Don't look at Xiaoman can still smile at you when you come, she can stay silent for a whole day when there are no outsiders at home. Her father and brother and I talked to her, and she was annoyed before she even spoke. , she has a very bad temper. You can still persuade her to cheer her up, but she looks very happy every time you come, and she cries when you leave..."

"Auntie, don't talk about it." Ning couldn't take it anymore, "Maybe there will be a turnaround, don't give up..."

Mother Xue took out a tissue: "If she loses her temper with us again, who would blame her? Auntie thought, why didn't I get this disease? Xiaoman is only in her twenties, and her life hasn't started yet. Woolen cloth……"

She bowed her head and couldn't continue.

Ning didn't know how to comfort her, and it seemed that her mouth was so clumsy that she couldn't even speak.

Before leaving, Ning also went back to look at Xiaoman.She fell asleep, heard the movement and opened her eyes to look again. Her eyes were dark and heavy. Seeing that it was Ning Ye, she said in a hoarse voice, "Sixth Brother."

"Sleep if you want." Ning Ye went to her window and helped her tuck the quilt, "I won't see you off tomorrow, and I'll catch you when you come back."

Xiao Man grinned and smiled: "Okay."

"Then I'll go first." Ning Ye took out a small golden Buddha from his pocket and pressed it under her pillow, "You wear this too, I wish you well."

She glanced at the little golden Buddha, and called Ning Ye again: "Sixth brother."

Ning also patted her head.

"Don't make Qi Xuanlou wait, just stay with him." There was a small smile on the corner of her mouth, "I went to Fucheng to see you on New Year's Day that year, and after the party was over, I heard him tell you That's it. It will be ten years in a blink of an eye. Don't wait until you lose it like me. You will regret it. He treated you so well, I..." She paused, "I think it's very good."

Ning also turned her head away.

Xiao Man took out another thing from under the pillow, it was Ning Ye's amulet from last time.She handed it to Ning Ye: "I've never seen you have this, so this is from Qixuanlou, right?"

Ning also said: "You don't care where I got it, you take it."

Xiaoman shook his head, and forced it back to Ning Ye: "He gave it to you, but I don't want it. I want the little golden Buddha you gave me, and I will take it with me when I leave tomorrow. When I come back... I will give you one too."

"Okay." Ning also repeated, "When you come back, you will give me one too."

Mother Xue sent Ning Ye out.Before saying goodbye, she looked at Ning Ye with regretful and sad eyes: "I don't know when Auntie will come back after leaving. It may be a long time before I see you next time."

"Relax and take care of your health," Ning Ye said.

Mother Xue smiled palely.

Ning also said goodbye to her, went out the gate, and saw Qi Xuanlou leaning on the car with his coat collar turned up, waiting for him.Qi Xuanlou came here with Ning Ye, but he didn't go in.

Seeing that Ning also came out, he straightened up and looked at him worriedly.

It was still very cold outside in the first month of the month, the wind was blowing on the face and body, and it was completely cool.

Ning also walked over, Qi Xuanlou asked him: "How is it?"

Ning also nodded and shook his head again.

"Get in the car first, it's cold outside." Qi Xuanlou stuffed Ning Ye into the car, walked around the front of the car and sat in the driver's seat, and comforted Ning Ye in the car, "Don't think about it."

Ning also lowered his head and was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "I always feel... this is probably the last time."

The author has something to say: Xiaoman: He treats you so well, I can't compare to him.