Confessions of soul and flesh

Maybe I finally understood my mind

One Mimi Lu Xinghai x Gu Weinan

Wushan's hometown is not far away, and it takes more than two hours to get there by train. However, he has concentrated on working in recent years and has not been back several times.After getting off the train, there is a direct bus to the county seat. The aunts and uncles live relatively close to each other, and they take care of each other, and the festivals are also more lively.

Wu Shan took the wine and cakes he had bought in advance, and went to his aunt's house first. My uncle was at home alone. It was said that my aunt had gone to the hospital to accompany her in bed. After exchanging greetings with the old man, she got up and went to the county hospital.

Wushan's aunt used to be a nurse here. After her sister's accident, she used all the contacts she could find to finally settle her down.When Wu Shan opened the door and entered the ward, the old man was sitting on the chair in front of his mother's bed, holding hands with the younger sister who never responded.

"Auntie, I'm back to see you."

"Yo, Shanshan is here, look, your son is coming back to see you coming."

The aunt got up and vacated the chair for Wu Shan, and picked up the kettle beside the bed to pour water for Wu Shan.

"Shanshan, sit here and talk to mom."

"Mom, I'm here to see you."

He took his mother's pale and rough hand and rubbed it gently in the palm of his hand, just like when he was bullied when he was a child, his mother hugged him and stroked his forehead while comforting him.

"Auntie, you can go back first, I will accompany my mother for a while."

"Okay, talk to her well. Auntie will go to the market to buy fish for you. In the evening, I will ask your uncle and the others to come back and eat together."

"Thank you, aunt, you are tired."

The weather-beaten hand patted him on the back, and the aunt put the poured glass on the window sill to cool, then took two oranges from the cabinet, stuffed them into Wu Shan's hands, wiped his eyes, and turned around without saying anything up.

The small ward was quiet again, only the regular ticking of the machine, reading the mother's dusty life.

"Mom, I haven't been back for a while, you miss me."

"..."

"I miss you too. I recently changed jobs, and I have a part-time job. There are quite a lot of them. I can earn more than 1 yuan a month. I can send a lot of money to my aunt. My son is promising..."

"..."

"Also, Mom, I recently... met someone I like."

"..."

"He is very nice. He is a music student. He listened to a lot of nice pieces for me, and we even went to concerts together."

"..."

"It's just very strange. When I heard someone playing the piano, I didn't know what was going on, and I cried. It's quite embarrassing."

"..."

"I think you'll like him too."

"..."

The boy's voice gradually became quieter. Wu Shan stood up, lay down gently beside his mother, rubbed his head against her face, and choked up. The small mournful cry did not disrupt the rhythm of the machine. In the empty room, only the sound of ticking echoed. he.

"You're not paying attention."

Lu Xinghai buried himself on Gu Weinan's body, and put his two long legs on his shoulders to run through him. Feeling the absent-mindedness of the people below him, he was naturally a little unhappy.Gu Weinan didn't hear what he said clearly, he was attracted most of his attention by the mirror directly above him that reflected the combination of the two.

He could clearly see the back of the man pressing down on him. He was well-dressed, with broad shoulders and thin waist, which formed a great contrast with the naked, blushing and moaning self biting the back of his hand.Do rich people like to play like this?

"You...didn't you say...ah, let's talk about music...ha..."

"Shh, you are the music."

Gu Weinan was so pushed by him that he couldn't say a complete sentence, physical tears overflowed his eyes, his pink tongue couldn't help but stick out to seduce people, the hot skin sticking together made people fascinated, the violent pleasure was holding him up to the sky, Cloud... where's the cloud?Except...

Why are you thinking about him at this time?

Lu Xinghai pinched his chin and wanted to kiss him, but Gu Weinan stubbornly put his arms across his face, preferring to bite his own skin than let go, the next best thing, Lu Xinghai bit his fragile Adam's apple, Gu Weinan After snorting twice, he shot directly, the tightness of his back hole made Lu Xinghai growl so much, and followed him to the top.

The burnout after orgasm makes people lazy, Gu Weinan lay naked on the bed to return to the customer service, Lu Xinghai was afraid that he would be cold and simply covered himself up, with his chin resting on his fragrant shoulder,

"Shen... don't press me down."

"So ruthless, I thought we were quite compatible."

Gu Weinan ignored him, a regular customer took a picture of Mozart's "Requiem" the day before yesterday and was anxious to deliver it, saying that he had to get it tomorrow, which was a bit difficult.Lu Xinghai stared at his customer service interface, stretched out his hand and typed a few words: Good dear.After being slapped by Gu Weinan, he quickly deleted it.

"My own Taobao store?"

"Well, I can give you a discount if I need anything."

It’s a little regretful to say it, the general manager of the country doesn’t look like he will let him post it.

"Tell me the store name."

"Whale Spirit Classic, Whale's Whale."

Gu Weinan glanced at the time on his phone, and it was almost time to pack up and go back, so he got up and prepared to take a shower.

"Got to go?"

"Plane at seven o'clock."

"If I go over next time, can we still meet?"

"It's fine to eat, just go to bed."

Lu Xinghai nodded thoughtfully, watching Gu Weinan tie up his hair and walk into the bathroom, and dialed his own number on his phone that had not been turned off.

After checking in and passing the security check, Gu Weinan arrived at the boarding gate at 06:30, and he called Wu Shan:

"Wushan, have you returned to the city? Please help me."

"Well, you just arrived at the dormitory, you said."

"I'm still in Shanghai, and I won't be able to go back until later. There is a customer who is in a hurry to deliver the goods and must receive them tomorrow. Can you..."

"Okay, I'm fine now, I'll go find it for you, and send it to SF Express in time."

"I'll send you the photo on WeChat, the "Requiem" leaflet, I remember it's on the third shelf."

"no problem!"

"Thank you, I'm going to board the plane, and I'll bring you something delicious when I go back."

"Thank you brother, safe journey back."

"Bye-Bye."

After hanging up the phone, it showed two missed calls. Seeing that it was Wu Rui again, he simply blocked his number, checked in and boarded the plane, and asked the flight attendant for a blanket and pillow. Gu Weinan turned off the phone, wrapped himself in the blanket and fell asleep after a while.

When the plane landed, there was water on the windows, it must have been raining, Gu Weinan turned on his phone and returned a few customer service messages and found that the battery was running low, so he simply turned off his phone to save power.I took my luggage and went to the taxi stand. Perhaps because of the weather, there were so many people waiting for the taxi. It took half an hour to arrive at him.

It was almost 11 o'clock when I got home. Gu Weinan took the suitcase and walked into the elevator. He didn't know if Wushan's courier had been delivered. As soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw that the door of his house was open. Crowding four men,

Wu Shan, Wu Rui, and...the two policemen looked at him in unison.

what's the situation?

It turned out that when Wu Shan came to his house to help him deliver the goods, he happened to meet Wu Rui who was blocking people at the door. He was already angry because Gu Weinan didn't answer the phone. Called the police to report that there was a thief at home, but Wu Shan insisted that Gu Weinan called him here, and that he had a password to open the house. It was difficult for the two policemen to contact Gu Weinan, and the phone kept shutting down, so he could only wait here for him to come back.

Gu Weinan, who finally explained clearly, sent the two police officers away first, then turned around and kicked Wu Rui out. Looking at Wu Shan who was sitting silently on the chair in the living room, he really felt wronged.

"Sorry, I..."

"It's okay, brother."

Wu Shan raised his head to look at him, his eyes were still clear and bright, without any resentment,

"Wu Rui, that bastard..."

"Why do you want to be with such a person?"

Now Gu Weinan was wronged, why?Why is he the only one who meets so many bad people?Because you are cheap?Because you are not good enough?Because you are not worthy?Gu Weinan slid down against the wall and sat on the living room floor.

"I just can't live without their bodies, I'm a bloody fucking gay! Are you satisfied?!"

He sat on the ground with his head in his arms, like a lamb falling into the water, his rain-stained coat trembled and dripped water. He didn't dare to look at Wu Shan, and he didn't dare to tell him that this damn gay still likes you and wants to marry you. Take it for yourself.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have asked this, I just wanted to..."

Wu Shan knelt down in front of him, gently stroking his head with his hand,

"I just want to tell you that I can replace him if you want."

The touch was so gentle, caressing Gu Weinan's heart one after another, he slowly raised his face, and met those sincere and friendly eyes, he saw that there were fragments of stars living there.

Wu Shan stood up and went to the door to change his shoes.

"The disk you mentioned has been taken by SF Express, and it will be delivered tomorrow. Then I'll go back first? See you tomorrow."

The boy hid himself behind the closed anti-theft door, his heart was pounding, Gu Weinan lay down lightly on the floor, covering his eyes with his hands, what did he mean just now?

and also...

I may not only have a little bit, like him.

TBC

"I'm just greedy for his body and I'm cheap" "You're greedy for me too"