Confessions of soul and flesh

It's finally here, the two-way crush? !

Wu Shan knocked on the door three times, but no one answered or opened it. The room was quiet, unlike last night's bustle. Gu Weinan's cell phone was still turned off. After thinking for a long time, Wu Shan pressed the password for the electronic lock, and the door clicked It opened with a bang.

Gu Weinan was still lying on the floor where he left yesterday, his face flushed, with a slipper under his head, and he winked at him wearily.Wu Shan was trembling with anger, took off his shoes at the door and rushed in.

"Didn't you get up after I left?"

"Well, maybe I have a little fever, I don't have the energy..."

"How can you do this?!"

After being exposed to the rain and laying down on the cold floor for the whole night, Wu Shan was so grown up that he didn't know how to take good care of himself. Wu Shan was anxious, but he was too embarrassed to attack him, so he hurriedly picked him up and walked to the bedroom. I can feel the scalding temperature. If I didn't come, no one would know if I would have died here?

As soon as he put him on the bed, Gu Weinan struggled to sit up again, pulled his coat,

"Dirty clothes..."

Wu Shan pressed down his limp hands, squatted by the bed and helped the man unbutton the windbreaker one by one, then the trousers, and finally pulled the man's frail and thin body out of the slim-fitting shirt, ignoring the spots on the snow-white skin , Tuck Gu Weinan into the soft quilt.

The medicine box in Gu Weinan's house is very conspicuous. It is a white tin box with a red cross printed on it. It is placed on the bar table in the living room. Gu Weinan often uses it to pad his notebook.Opening the medicine box to find the thermometer, Wu Shan found a box of antipyretics to check the expiration date, and closed the medicine box to boil water.

38 degrees 2, if the fever doesn’t subside after taking the medicine, I’m afraid I’ll have to go to the hospital. Wu Shan put the capsule in his hand and handed it to Gu Weinan’s mouth. The hot breath came over him, and the tip of his tongue was hot. He rolled up the pill and didn’t forget to lick it in his hand. Lick like a kitten drinking milk.

Wu Shan's face was hot, and just as he was about to pull his hand back, he was grabbed by the burning man and hugged him into his arms. Gu Weinan curled up into a ball, Wu Shan's hand was very comfortable to hold, let him hold it for a while, it will be fine after a while .

Wu Shan hooked the small bench next to him with his other hand, sat down by the bed, and let the man wrap his whole forearm into the quilt, like a child sleeping with a doll, and after a while he breathed evenly voice, interspersed with small unsteady groans.

Was it like this when he was sick before?Wu Shan rested his chin on the side of the bed and looked at him, his fragile sleeping face was stuck to the back of his hand, his forehead was plump, his skin was smooth and delicate, his eyelashes were black and dense covering his talking eyes, and there was a mole next to his nose, There is also one at the corner of the mouth. The upper lip is thin and the lower lip is thick. If you kiss him, it must be very soft.

Who left the marks on him?Wu Shan's thoughts drifted to a very bad place, did that person treat him well?Did he know he was sick?Will he take care of him like this, or will he be more gentle than himself?Gu Weinan fell into a deep sleep, and Wu Shan just sat by the bed to accompany him for the whole morning.

It wasn't until Gu Weinan turned over that he let go of Wu Shan's hand. The person who had been sitting in the same position for almost three hours was able to get away. Just when he stood up, his legs seemed to be run over by a needle board. He was afraid of waking him up. With a stabbing pain, he moved out of the bedroom.

Wu Shan cooked a bowl of noodles for himself, thinking that Gu Weinan might not be able to eat anything, and fearing that he would wake up hungry, so he simply steamed a bowl of egg custard, sprinkled with soy sauce and sesame oil, wrapped the side of the bowl with a clean cloth and put it on Gu Weinan's bedside On the table, another cup of hot water was poured to cool down, and a note was placed under the cup:

"Wake up and take the medicine again, and I'll come back after get off work."

When Wu Shan came back, there was already music in the room, Gu Weinan must have woken up once, the egg custard on the table was eaten clean, the pills were gone, the water glass was empty, he changed his position and continued to fall asleep, leaving a message There is a smiley face on the paper.

Wu Shan washed his hands, hung up his coat and went back to the bedroom, trying to touch the patient's forehead lightly, but he was hugged again as soon as he touched the tip of his hair.Gu Weinan woke up just now, hid in the quilt and waited for someone to come back, sweating profusely, he seemed to have regained some energy, the fever should have subsided.

"How do you know I like egg custard?"

Gu Weinan rubbed his arm against his face, Wu Shan tried to pull it out but failed again, so he had to let him,

"I don't know, but I was sick when I was a kid and I wanted this. Feel better?"

"Well, I feel hungry now, so it should be fine."

"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"I want to eat you."

Gu Weinan was thinking of teasing people again, turned his eyes to look at Wu Shan, and before anyone could react, he took his two fingers into his mouth, licked and sucked them flexibly with his tongue, and his hot and humid mouth burst open Wu Shan's nerves were disturbed, he jumped up as if his tail was stepped on, he quickly pulled his hand back, and hid it behind him,

"Don't make trouble! You are still sick!"

Gu Weinan looked at him and thought he was cute,

"Then...can I just recover from my illness?"

"What's inside, I have nothing to do, I'll go first!"

The furry cat blushed and issued a final warning, Gu Weinan had no choice but to pretend to be exhausted and continue to collapse back on the bed, acting like a baby in different ways:

"Don't go... Oh, I'm a little dizzy again, maybe I'm going to pass out in the bathroom soon!"

Wu Shan watched him twist his body in the quilt, and felt annoyed and amused, how old is this man, he looks like a child when he is sick.

"I'll do whatever I want to eat."

"I want to eat McDonald's! Let's order takeout."

Sticking his head out from under the quilt, Gu Weinan shrunk his body as much as possible, making himself look even more pitiful.Watching Wu Shan resign himself to his fate, he pulled the swivel chair and sat down. He happily picked up the charging phone beside him and placed an order for hamburger, cola and spicy chicken wings.

Junk food is good for the soul, and company is good for the soul. Eating junk food with someone you like is the best thing in the world.Gu Weinan giggled with a straw in his mouth, and Wu Shan looked at him with a chicken wing in his mouth. This person must be really happy today.

"What did you hear today?"

"Mozart's Serenade."

"It feels a little cheerful and exciting, and it doesn't quite resemble the name."

"Indeed, this should be regarded as Mozart's uniqueness. And the biggest feature of this piece is that it does not have any wind instruments, but only string instruments. The orchestra rehearsed when I was in school."

"You must be very good at playing the piano."

Gu Weinan stirred the ice cubes in the paper cup without saying a word. In fact, although his arm was seriously injured, it is still possible to continue playing the violin as a hobby.It's a pity that the car accident smashed not only his arm, but also his last hope as a performer.

"There is a chance...I will let you hear it."

Gu Weinan put down his cup and sat up, put on a nightgown and rummaged in the corner cabinet in the living room, Wu Shan looked at him curiously, and saw him coming back with a silver CD player with a pair of special earphones wrapped around it, put it on the In Wu Shan's hands.

"This is the guy who just started listening to classical music when I was in college. I don't need it now. If you like it, listen to it. It's a pity to let me here."

"Is it really possible? Thank you!"

Wu Shan caressed the smooth surface of the machine, imagining how Gu Weinan, who was still studying, cared for it every day, feeling like he had inherited a treasure once.Gu Weinan took another CD from the shelf and handed it to him,

"This is the master from the last concert, I think you will like it."

"It's too expensive."

"Then can you do me a favor?"

"Go ahead."

"I have some paper materials in my suitcase, can I trouble you to deliver them for me?"

"Okay, now?"

"Well, send it to my boss. He should be waiting for me in the store now, but I didn't go there today."

Wu Shan opened Gu Weinan's silver suitcase, and saw a stack of colorful audio equipment leaflets, and a few packs of... toffee beside it?Gu Weinan leaned against the wall and smiled at him, and felt a sweet taste coming out of his throat before he ate it.

"The white rabbit with a special flavor, I'll give you the bag of red beans, and the yogurt-flavored one for me to bring along with the leaflet."

It turns out that this is what Gu Weinan said was delicious, and it's too cute.After getting his things ready to go out, he turned his head and looked at Gu Weinan again,

"Will I be back in a while?"

"No, I'll sleep in a while, see you tomorrow."

"Well, go to bed and sleep."

"Got it, bye."

I felt a little regretful when I just pushed him out, it's a pity that I didn't hug him again, maybe it was because of illness and hypocrisy, Gu Weinan still wanted to talk to Wu Shan again, why don't we call later?Well, just ask him if he delivered the things.

When Wu Shan came to the entrance of the audiovisual store, he encountered Shangguan Bei pulling down the rolling shutter door. The two chatted briefly. Shangguan Bei was a little surprised to see the toffee in the bag. He just mentioned it to Gu Weinan accidentally. always remember.He looked at Tang and then at Wu Shan, a little humanity appeared on his usually indifferent face,

"Although I don't know where the two of you are, it's just a suggestion, stay with him more, he's afraid of being alone."

Thinking about Shangguan Bei's words, Wu Shan felt that he knew Gu Weinan a little more.Gu Weinan sent him a poking bunny emoji on WeChat, and he called:

"The things have been delivered."

"thank you."

"I think your boss is pretty nice."

"Your boss is also pretty nice, do you think about it?"

"Well, I'm considering whether to go back to the boss's house to thank him face to face."

"Don't come here, I'm already asleep."

"Then go to sleep, I'm hanging up the phone."

"Don't hang up, talk to me for a while."

"Okay, what are you talking about?"

"Anything is fine."

That night, Wu Shan stood downstairs at Gu Weinan's house and chatted with others until midnight, until the sound of regular and even breathing came from the phone, put down the hot phone, got on the car and walked to the dormitory, the moon shared his secret with the stars.

TBC