Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 33

After walking out of the airport, Ziqiu took the car back to the attic.Shake all the way.

In the distance, the night is charming and the lights are bright.The undulating light strips are like a winding ribbon floating into the distance.There is a familiar spicy smell of hot pot and barbecue in the air.

Ziqiu stood on the roof, feeling the cool and damp wind whistling in his ears.She yawned comfortably, raised her arms, stretched her waist, and took a deep breath. The golden nest and the silver nest were not as good as her own kennel.Ziqiu finally understood the profound meaning of this sentence.Finally home, no fear, no nervousness, no loss of myself.

"Lin Muchuan, you bastard." She shouted into the night sky.

It was cold, and she shivered.Take the key out of the bag, open the door, turn on the light, and close the door.

Looking at the cozy hut, she threw down her bag and threw herself on the bed, it was so comfortable and soft, a warm sense of happiness lingered in her body, and she could finally sleep soundly.

When the alarm clock rang, Ziqiu was dreaming and drooling, is this the case for all foodies?She smashed her mouth, felt liquid flowing around her mouth, and quickly wiped it with her hands.Why is it so embarrassing and drooling again, didn't you just dream of eating barbecue?Do you need to be so hungry?

She looked in the mirror, looking a little tired.I tied up my messy hair and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Turning on the faucet and hearing the sound of rushing water, she felt extremely excited and hummed a song.Although she is often teased by Duo'er for her tone deafness.

When the warm water flowed through her body, all her exhaustion melted into the water.She wrapped herself in a lather full of foam, and it felt so good.

Suddenly, the landline in the house rang.She hurriedly rinsed off, changed into clothes and went back to the house.

It's Duo'er's call. It's been a long time since I called, and I finally remembered myself.Ziqiu wiped his wet hair with a towel, wrapped it up, and picked up the phone.

"Hello..." Ziqiu covered his mouth and said in a low voice on purpose.

"You are?" Duo'er was puzzled by the voice.

"Haha..." Ziqiu laughed loudly on the phone, almost out of breath.

"Get out of here, girl. Play tricks on me." Duo'er said angrily on the other end of the phone.

"Okay! Okay! I know it's you! Damn girl, even if the loess is buried up to my neck, I can still remember the voice. You are willing to call me." She laughed happily.

"Where did you go these days? Why did no one answer your phone calls. I'm planning to visit your place on the weekend. I don't think I will be abducted by Lin Muchuan!"

"Don't mention him in front of me in the future, please!"

"What's wrong with you guys!"

"Nothing! How are you doing recently?" Ziqiu hurriedly changed the subject.

"Well, I'm fine. Please first, let me tell you a secret." Duo'er said with a smile.

"Secret? What secret do you have from me! Are you looking for an opportunity to blackmail me?" Ziqiu smirked.

"If you don't believe me, pull it down! But don't cry from now on, you're going to die, just beg me with your nose dripping." Duo'er said disdainfully.

"Really, what's the secret!" Ziqiu asked.

"Please!" Duo'er laughed loudly.

"Little girl kneels down for you." Ziqiu pinched his nose and said softly.

"You'll kill me laughing." Duo'er said with a smile.

"Okay! Tell me quickly, when you come to me, I'll cook something delicious for you." Ziqiu couldn't help wondering what the secret was.The only way to tempt that greedy cat is to tempt Doer with something to eat.

"Xu Yanmu, I have news about him!" Duo'er's mysterious and intentionally low voice came from the microphone.

"..." Ziqiu was silent, and when she heard the words Xu Yanmu, her heart was suspended in the air.Not up or down.It's like being stuck.

"Ziqiu, are you listening?" Duo'er's high-decibel voice came from the microphone.

"I heard that he is single now and works as a policeman in Tibet!" Duo'er knew her heart, and must be very excited now.In fact, Duo'er was also very excited. When she heard the news for the first time, she hurriedly called Ziqiu.She knew how deep Ziqiu's love for him was, that silly girl was holding onto the youth's tail tightly, unwilling to let go.

She wanted Ziqiu to be happy, even if it wasn't related to happiness, she still hoped that Ziqiu would have a chance.Although it is best not to get many things, the regret before not getting them may be a lifetime of sadness.No matter what, she hoped that Ziqiu would give herself a chance, whether it was a new beginning or a painful end, it was better than wasting time for no reason.

"Really? Is it true? Really?".Ziqiu at this moment is very contradictory.The excitement and happiness that could not be concealed were revealed in the words.I finally waited for his news, after so many years.

"Really, the counselor said it. I just found out that Xu Yanmu is her college classmate today. As soon as she heard that you liked him, she immediately told me the news!" Duo'er eagerly proved her words.

"Duo'er, thank you! Come on! Give me a kiss!" Ziqiu blew kisses into the microphone.

"You can't find Bei soon. Give yourself a chance, whether he likes you or not, at least let him tell you in person, so that you can also make a break with the past." Duo'er spoke earnestly in the tone of a person who has experienced it. Lead the way for Ziqiu.

"Hmm. Alright. Let me think about it slowly. Either, or I will go this weekend." Ziqiu said while thinking, incoherent.

"Haha, silly girl, you are too impatient." Duo'er laughed loudly.

"I'll send you the address, be careful on the way!" Duo'er hung up the phone quickly amidst Ziqiu's silence.She knew that Ziqiu's heart might have flown to Tibet, so she didn't want to contribute to Telecom for nothing!

Ziqiu listened to the beep, beep, beep, beep, beep on the phone, but there was no response, and he still held the receiver to his ear blankly.Stupid, really stupid.She suddenly felt her mind go blank.what to do?Did you really decide to go like this?To go or not to go?

She was at a loss as to whether her life began to revolve around him again.It's hard to have such a little bit of give up.Can sleep peacefully without thinking about him.And now, why did he reappear in her life again.

This is a brand new opportunity for her, she told herself.If you miss it, will you regret it?Or give yourself a chance, don't ask the result.It's like standing at a crossroads, with thousands of thoughts and entangled hearts.

She crouched on the ground holding her head, shaking herself vigorously.She wanted to make herself more sober.It is wise to know how to choose now.However, her head was a mess.The more I think about it, the more chaotic I get, and I get a headache.

She buried her head deeply in her arms, crying softly.The thin shadow huddled up alone.Trembling and undulating in the dim light.Tired of crying, she leaned against the corner and fell asleep.

Sleep can make people forget the pain. If you can still fall asleep, it must not be the most painful thing.That night, she dreamed that Xu Yanmu was wearing a school uniform, riding a bicycle on campus, smiling and waving to her.She was riding a bicycle with him, talking and laughing.

Early the next morning.When she raised her head and opened her eyes, a ray of sunlight was warming her.She looked for the light and saw a brilliant golden color.There is a long way to go in the future, no matter the future, do the present well.Ziqiu raised the corners of his mouth and smiled at the sun.

She rubbed her numb legs and glanced under the bed.She seemed to suddenly remember something, and hurriedly crawled over to the bed.Lying on the ground, stretching his arms, he pulled out a large cardboard box from under the bed with great effort.

She patted the ash on it with her hands, and those fine dust swirled and rose in the air, how light and comfortable they looked under the sunlight.She opened the cardboard box and took out two thick notebooks and a bundle of drawing paper.

She sat on the ground with her legs crossed.Slowly unfolding the drawing paper, a familiar yet unfamiliar face appeared in front of her eyes.Such unforgettable eyes.She ran across his facial features with her hands, which was something she could draw with her eyes closed.She thought she hid him so deep, so deep, that somewhere in her heart, she became a deathbed.Now, just a smile saved him from the abyss, floating in front of his eyes, and he couldn't get rid of it.

That one, one, combined into a thick stack.She looked at his smile, she looked at him with a smile, those dense strokes, melted into thoughts, all drawn into these thin paper.It was a brief double image of her meeting him in youth.The disappearing youth gave these pictures full of memories a magical power, so that she could always return to a certain period of time when she touched them.

Since I miss you so much, go find him.She was thinking silently in her heart.This is also worthy of this thick note to record every bit of my miss for him over the past ten years.

She was sitting at the desk, resting her face on her hands, staring out the window absentmindedly.Her thoughts wandered to some corner of Tibet.What is he doing now? Is he sleeping?Is it still the same as before?Why single?There are many questions waiting for her to answer, and she has to embark on a long journey for her own happiness.

She cleaned up the house.Because she is not sure when she will come back, maybe soon or maybe a long time.After sorting out her things, she decided to check out, and then she went to the unit to resign.

"Ziqiu, didn't you go on a trip? You're back so soon?" the colleague asked as soon as he walked into the office.

"Huh?" Ziqiu was still thinking about how to answer.

"Didn't your family ask you for a week off to travel?" Her colleague looked at her and said

"Family? Oh..." She finally realized.

Lin Muchuan. . .She thought hard in her heart.

"I'm here to resign today." She said with a smile.Under the surprised eyes of her colleagues, she walked into the office of the HR manager.

"Are you sure you want to resign?" The HR manager held up the resignation letter written by her.

"Hmm! I've made up my mind!" Ziqiu smiled.

"For what reason, I want to know?"

"I want to visit Tibet, that is my dream place!"

"It's that simple 1"

"Well, sorry, thank you for taking care of me for so long."

"It's okay, go if you want, while you are still young!"

"Thank you!"

"If you come back someday, welcome to join the company again!"

"Really? Thank you!"

In this way, Ziqiu bid farewell to her place of work.

Back at the attic, Ziqiu looked at everything here with some reluctance.Now she was saying goodbye to the city that had followed in his footsteps.

Suddenly, she thought of Lin Muchuan.Where did that strange, good and bad person go?A person who appears suddenly and disappears without a trace.

After graduation, I was helpless and lonely when I first entered the society. Fortunately, I had him to accompany me, thank you!Although sometimes what he did made her grit her teeth, but in the end, Ziqiu forgave him.She likes to magnify the advantages of others in order to find reasons to forgive the shortcomings again and again.Ziqiu said goodbye to Lin Muchuan in his heart.

She watered the plants and trimmed the leaves.Then give the sealed carton and an envelope to the landlord for safekeeping.

"It's such a hurry to leave." The landlord aunt said reluctantly, she thought to herself, where can I find such a good tenant in the future.

"Auntie, I'm really sorry, the rent for the remaining two months will not be refunded, so I didn't tell you in advance." Ziqiu said apologetically.

"It's okay, do you need help? Where are you going?" the landlord aunt asked curiously.

"Go to Tibet. If Lin Muchuan comes back, please hand over the envelope to him!" Ziqiu looked at the landlord's puzzled look and said with a smile.

"It's so far away! I heard it's very cold in that place! Can your thin body bear it?" The landlady shook her head and said incomprehensibly.

"It's fine, I'm healthy! Tibet is the place I've wanted to go since I was a child." Ziqiu said with a smile.

"Then be careful on the road and wait for you to come back!" The landlady looked at her with pity.

"Well, yes, thank you!" Ziqiu's figure disappeared into the landlord's sigh.