Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 36

Last night, Ziqiu fled from Xu Yanmu in a panic.

She stood by the street for a long time, unable to believe that he looked so haggard and lonely now.It completely submerged the appearance in her heart at the beginning.

He is only 27 years old.But now no matter how he looks at him, he looks like a thin bearded uncle, or even a slovenly old man who lives alone.

What happened to him?What went through would make him who he is now.She felt sorry for him, very distressed.But no matter what he looks like, his dark eyes are still deep.

The night in Tibet was so cold and the temperature difference was so great that she couldn't help but sneezed a few times.Put all the clothes you can wear on your body, and wander the streets like a clown.

She is very hungry.With trembling hands, he opened the zipper, and it took him several times before he opened it.Is it frozen?Her heart just froze.

She struggled to take out a piece of bread and a bottle of milk from her bag, and ate with great gulp, biting hard.At this time, she felt very uncomfortable, her nose was sore, and tears rolled in her eyes.

She squatted, leaning tightly on the electric pole by the side of the road, and finally found a place to rely on. Now she feels so tired!so tired!so cold!

Her legs were numb and soft, as if there were many small bugs gnawing mercilessly.She tried to move, but her legs didn't work.Could it be that her legs were frostbitten? She was a little scared.Tears flowed instantly.Lying on your knees crying loudly, what are you crying for?She didn't know, was it wronged, confused, or self-inflicted?

Tired of crying, she looked at half of the bread and milk left in her hand.Eat, make sure you are full, she doesn't want to starve to death or freeze to death.Salty tears were swallowed together with the sweet bread.

The night was cold and silent.She looked up at the sporadic dim street lights on the side of the street, and stood up slowly while holding on to the telegraph pole.He tightened his collar, pulled his cuffs, and reached out to stop a taxi to the nearest hotel.

After a few minutes, she got out of the car and walked into the hotel, and chose the cheapest single room.

Finally able to unload the backpack on her back, she collapsed on the bed like a deflated balloon.All kinds of thoughts are breeding in my mind, what should I do?what to do?

He didn't know her at all, even if he stood in front of him, he wouldn't recognize her.How ridiculous!Years make people grow up like this.It can be seen how painful the process of growing up is, making a good person beyond recognition.

He must have encountered a lot of sad things, and must have been in pain, otherwise how could he become like this.Something made him lose his former self.Is it Xiao Ruoran?Did her leaving take away everything from him?

Then how much he loved her!What a deep love made him sad.Let him forget his former appearance, let him fall into the abyss of pain.

The more she thought about it, the sadder she became, and the more she thought about it, the more painful it became.She didn't want to see him like this, how could he be so decadent in his prime.

Ziqiu tossed and turned, and stayed up all night.

When the sun shines through the glass and hits Ziqiu's face from the window, she feels the warmth that she hasn't seen for a long time.She rubbed her eyes and looked around, everything was so strange, like a dream.

Close your eyes, then slowly open them.She took a deep breath, and a carp jumped up from the bed, failed to stabilize, and fell on the bed again.She smiled and stood up.

Well, let's start everything from scratch.

She was wearing a long gray down jacket with a hood and soft fur on the hood.He even wore two pairs of pants.A pair of long johns, and a pair of down trousers that are thick with down.This is what my mother bought for her during Chinese New Year last year.At that time, I still laughed at my mother, and I definitely couldn't wear it in winter.But my mother was afraid that she would freeze and insisted on buying it.It seems that my mother is always foreseeable, and she can't help admiring it.

After looking in front of the mirror for a long time, I am not used to seeing myself wrapped up like a rice dumpling.Like a slow penguin.Make a face in the mirror and go out with a small satchel on your back.

She went to the store next to the hotel to buy a bottle of water and a bag of biscuits for breakfast and lunch, and then walked to Xu Yanmu's community.

Based on the route taken by taxi last night, she came to Xu Yanmu's residence.After asking a few uncles and aunts who were exercising and shopping for vegetables, I finally asked about the house to be rented out.It should be the building that the aunt said yesterday.

Ziqiu found the landlord and looked at the house.The fifth floor, one bedroom and one living room, five hundred yuan.In this way, she moved the simple luggage to the new nest.Although the furnishings of the house are old, but after her intelligent and hardworking skillful arrangement, the warm and tidy nest finally made her smile.

On the first night of living in the small nest, Ziqiu was so excited that he couldn't sleep.Because she could actually see Xu Yanmu cooking in the kitchen from the bedroom window.

For this familiar yet unfamiliar person, Ziqiu waited with mixed feelings. After so many years, she could finally see him again, and every day in the future, she could see him.Very happy!Happiness like never before!

She just stood by the window and watched carefully, not wanting to miss a tiny movement.

She saw Xu Yanmu slowly adding water to the pot, Ziqiu thought, he must be preparing to cook noodles.

She saw him cutting tomatoes, and she was nervously afraid that his clumsy hands would cut off the flesh.

She saw that he didn't use chopsticks to stir the noodles after putting them in the pot, she sighed deeply, how could such noodles be delicious.

She watched him pick the noodles into the bowl with great effort, she was really panicked by his actions.

She saw him put seasoning in it, but there was no chili.She shook her head regretfully, time will eventually change too much.Spicy taste, how can you live without spicy taste, life is worse than death.

She saw him walking into the inner room carrying noodles, but that figure was gone.

She was still watching stupidly, thinking that he should finish eating.It's time to do the dishes.Don't be too lazy to wash the dishes.

Ziqiu was still watching, looking at the bowls, spoons, pots and pots in the kitchen.She actually thought that if it was the pots and pans in his hands, it would be a very happy thing to be held warmly in his hands.

After a while, she watched him enter the kitchen to wash the dishes, put them away, and turn off the lights.

Ziqiu wished to stare his eyes like a magnifying glass, see his every move clearly, and write down his likes and dislikes.

It was raining outside the window, pattering.

Ziqiu leaned against the window, quietly listening to the sound of dripping raindrops, silently looking at the opposite window.

The next day, when the sky was getting dark.She had messy hair, rubbed her sleepy eyes, and crawled out of the bed.Anxiously pulling aside the curtains, lying on the window sill, staring at the opposite kitchen of 502 with his face pressed against the glass.It's a pity that it was very quiet and I didn't see anything.

Could it be that he doesn't eat breakfast, how can this work!No wonder it got so dark!so thin!Ziqiu was thinking in his heart.

She got up quickly, washed up briefly, and went out.

She went to the supermarket to buy cartons of milk, and when she boiled eggs in the morning, put them in warm water to keep warm.

Every morning, when Xu Yanmu came back from running, he could see a bag of breakfast on the doorknob.Warm breakfast served in an insulated bag.

There was also a note inside, but nothing was written on it, just a picture of a wide-open mouth stuffed full of food.

When Xu Yanmu saw it the first day, he was puzzled.Who misplaced it?Maybe someone's kid was playing with it.However, for several days in a row, the steaming hot breakfast appeared on time, he felt very strange.Curious, who would be so kind to him?Worried that he would be hungry if he didn't eat breakfast.Who has done a good deed without leaving a name?He is also paying attention quietly, but he hasn't noticed any special person appearing recently.

Yanmu runs, Ziqiu also wants to go.Only in this way can we get closer to Xu Yanmu.

There was no way she would lose such an opportunity to be close to him.However, it is very difficult for her who is sleepy

When she was in college, she was the one who couldn't wake up even if she slept from Friday night until next Monday morning.So getting up at five o'clock is very difficult.She has been staring at Xu Yanmu's staircase for many days. Be there on time at 5:[-].

She decided to set the time until 2 a.m., and pressed the alarm as many times as it rang.It went on and off, and she was so dazed that she heard the clang of the iron door downstairs. The sound was not too loud, but she could hear it clearly.

The speed with which she dresses and washes quickly can only be described as astonishment.I have to say that the power of love is really great.

Ziqiu ran behind him slowly and dazedly, yawning step by step, dragging his legs that didn't seem to be his, desperately running forward.However, she still couldn't keep up with Yanmu's footsteps after all.He was thrown so far away that he couldn't even see his back in the end.

Hey, she was a little sad and depressed.She raised her head and looked at the quiet sky, the halo of the moon gradually disappeared in the distant and cold sky.I can't even see the stars. The sky without stars is like a big black cloth that has lost its color. It looks so depressing!

Ziqiu shook his sore neck, tears welling in his eyes.Even the distant moon can closely follow behind him.And she, who was so much closer to him than the moon, couldn't even see her shadow.

After a while, more and more people came to exercise.It turns out that so many people cherish their bodies very much.Only a slob like her would be reluctant to get up a little bit early in bed.From running to walking, Ziqiu waited every second for him to appear in front of her again.

Finally, after turning the third time, she saw Xu Yanmu running from the opposite side.He lowered his head, unable to see his face clearly, but his slightly long hair was swinging wetly in the air, as if he was desperately trying to get rid of the sweat.He was running so fast that Ziqiu passed by before he could see clearly.

Round and round.After Xu Yanmu ran 5 laps, he slowly slowed down.He was sweating profusely and ran at a leisurely pace.Looking at his tall and thin back, she really wanted to run up and grab his clothes, and followed him in a desperate manner.She wanted to tell him that she was Ziqiu.However, time has stolen courage.

When deciding to do something, it is easy to make up your mind, but it takes more courage to persevere in that state.

The sudden appearance of a big dog broke the tranquility.She was most afraid of dogs in her life, except of course the little puppies that could be played with in the palm of her hand.

She ran away in fright, subconsciously running towards Xu Yanmu.Like grabbing a life-saver.

The big dog saw her running and ran after her.Her scream attracted Xu Yanmu who was running in front, but before Xu Yanmu could react, he was hit by a person.

Ziqiu hid behind Xu Yanmu, and the big dog wagged its tail and licked her shoes.Ziqiu grabbed the clothes on Xu Yanmu's back firmly.

"Go away, go away!" she said timidly to the dog in a trembling voice.

"It won't bite. Dabai, come here." Xu Yanmu stroked the fur of the big dog with his hand.

"Dabai!" What a lovely name.

Ziqiu looked at the big dog in surprise.It was the first time she saw a dog grow so big, and when she guessed it must have lived for many years, she couldn't help touching the scar on her chin, it was terrible.

She stared blankly at Xu Yanmu squatting down, gently stroking the dog's fur.

"I'm sorry to scare you." Xu Yanmu looked at the nervous Ziqiu and said.

"Oh. It's okay, it's okay, I'm afraid of dogs." She stuck out her tongue and said awkwardly.

"New here?" Xu Yanmu looked at the girl in front of him and felt a little familiar.

"Um, yes." She was afraid of revealing her secrets, turned around and left.

Do you feel familiar too?Xu Yanmu looked at the dog beside him, wondering why he kept yelling at Ziqiu's receding back.

What he didn't know was that the dog often hid behind the door and saw her putting breakfast on the doorknob of his master's house.