Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 38

It is hard to forget the taste of eating a meal cooked by one person. The familiar taste, familiar dishes and familiar voices all emerged in his mind.

It was something he had never thought about that lively and lovely little sister visiting him from such a distance.His mood was actually a little excited. His gray mood that lasted for so long was finally more colorful.

But he was also a little puzzled, why didn't Ziqiu explain?Is there any special reason.Ziqiu didn't talk, he didn't ask.

Ziqiu stared blankly at him who was in a daze.His pensive look fascinated her so much.Why is his smile so beautiful.

He ate all the food and vegetables, and she looked at the empty box in her hand.Thinking, how happy she would be if she could cook for him for the rest of her life.She will definitely change her tricks, go to all the vegetable markets, and let him eat carefully cooked meals every day.He must have been raised white and fat.

Ziqiu wiped his oily mouth with a tissue, as gentle as caring for a child.

She likes watching him eat the most.She watched him eat it with big mouthfuls, and it looked delicious and delicious.People who cook like that will feel very happy.

Ziqiu took good care of her.I always cook it for him in different ways, and every meal is not the same.Her child who likes spicy food so much is so used to it that he doesn't even put any chili peppers because of his illness.For more than [-] years, Ziqiu, who is addicted to spicy food, has become used to eating clear meals in the past few months.

He really hasn't felt meticulous care for a long time.

"Tibet's scenery is beautiful, but unfortunately I haven't had the chance to appreciate it yet. When you are well, take me to see it." She tilted her head, sat on a small bench, leaned against the bed, and looked at him with big eyes .

"Well, but I don't know how long you have to wait!" He smiled lightly, sitting on the bed, stretching his long arms.

"How long can I wait!" Ziqiu's face flushed slightly, and the sun was shining on her body from the window, so warm.

The drowsy Ziqiu suddenly remembered something.Time to wash his hair.Ziqiu quietly walked out of the ward with a water bottle and a large basin in both hands.

"It's time to wash your hair!" Ziqiu brought hot water and two large basins.

"I'll do it myself." Iwaki said shyly.

"Then I'll give you a bath." Ziqiu said with a joking smile.

"Let's wash your hair." Iwaki said hastily.

"Look, it scares you. With Li Hengyi here, it's not my turn!" Ziqiu supported him, got up, and sat on the low stool beside him.

"Bow your head." Ziqiu put her hand in front of the water, she was afraid that the water would be too hot, although she had tried many times, she was still worried.

The transparent and pure water, like a warm river, flows through Ziqiu's fingers, flows through Yanmu's hair, and drips into the ocean of love drop by drop.

Ziqiu gently rubbed a lot of bubbles on his head with both hands, and blew them with his mouth, flying them around.She likes bubbles, she laughs happily.He heard Ziqiu laugh, and he laughed too.

The smiles of the two were melted into bubbles, even if they would burst in an instant, they had seen such happiness before.

In the morning, he opened his eyes and saw a faint light through the gauze.He gently removed the gauze, turned his face, and looked at the girl lying on the bed next to him.Looking at that familiar face, especially the deep scar on her chin.Xu Yanmu knew that the girl in front of him was Xia Ziqiu.He failed to protect her well when he was young, and he still can't protect her now.

In an instant, his heart was deeply touched, and a warm current gushed out from his heart and moistened his eyes.

She is Ziqiu, the girl who always hides behind him; the girl who is afraid of dogs, the girl who brings him breakfast.

I haven't seen you for many years, and I have grown into a big girl.Memories of that summer flooded his eyes.

He remembers the way she was wronged and crying, that warm summer; he also remembers the way she loved to eat, like a greedy cat; he remembers the taste of the food she sent her; The sweater she gave, and her head being clamped by the iron gate; he still remembers the pitiful look of her falling down while riding a bicycle.Looking at her dying and tightly closed eyes, for the first time, he felt a strong sense of fear and nervousness, fearing that she would die in front of his eyes; he still remembered a lot. . . . . .At that moment, all the pictures of the past flooded in front of my eyes.

Suddenly, he saw Ziqiu move his hand, and he was a little nervous.Then I saw her turn around and rub her eyes with her hands.He hurriedly put on the gauze, pretending he didn't know anything.

At this moment, his mood was as if a beam of light was violently piercing through the dark fog.

Under Ziqiu's care, his body recovered quickly.Now he can get out of bed and walk.The doctor also said that it was Ziqiu who contributed the most.Whenever she heard such words, she always giggled.

Tibet is so cold in winter, he will be discharged from the hospital soon.It's just that the gauze is still around the eyes, and the doctor said that it can be removed before leaving the hospital.

Ziqiu cooked the meal and sent it to the ward.I didn't even see him in the ward.He disappeared, where will he go?She searched upstairs and downstairs, but couldn't find it.

She burst into tears.The nurse comforted her and said, "Don't worry, I saw him in the corridor before."

Ziqiu squatted at the door of the ward, looking aggrieved and pitiful.Suddenly, her eyes were covered by a pair of warm hands.

"Guess who I am?" Yanmu lowered his voice deliberately.

"Your eyes are healed!" Ziqiu jumped up from the ground, turned around and saw those deep smiling eyes.

"Well, thank you Ziqiu!" The tall Yanmu looked down at her with a smile.

"You actually know who I am! Why didn't you tell me the first time!" Ziqiu was deliberately angry, turned and walked to the ward.

"You know who the patient can't see and you don't tell who you are?" Yanmu complained deliberately and walked to the hospital bed, picked up the water glass on the table and was about to drink.

"Be careful it's hot!" Ziqiu hurried up, took the cup from him, and kept blowing on it.

"Children!" Yanmu couldn't help laughing seeing her seriously doing things.

"Who are you talking about? Look at me, how tall I am! Compare it! Oh! I'll take out the food!" Ziqiu thought of the food, put the water glass in his hand, and hurriedly brought over the food in the box .

"Eat!" Ziqiu handed him the chopsticks.

"Are you afraid of me?" Yanmu said something, which made Ziqiu puzzled.

"Who's afraid of you! No way." She stuck out her tongue.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Ziqiu organized everything in advance.

"Why did you come to Tibet? Why did you come to Tibet? It's so far away and so cold. It hurts me." Xu Yanmu straightened his clothes and said to Ziqiu who was busy making the bed.

"No reason. I just like it." Ziqiu knew that he wanted to talk to her.She didn't want to let him know so soon.Judging from the current situation, it doesn't seem very good.

"What a wonderful hometown." Xu Yanmu stared out the window.Outside the distant mountains, I think of my home thousands of miles away.

"Don't you come here to settle down too." Ziqiu said confidently.

"I'm different from you." Xu Yanmu turned to look at her with a dignified expression.

"Same." Ziqiu's stubbornness broke again.

"I don't believe it." Xu Yanmu looked at her with a smile.

"Believe it or not." Ziqiu looked at him seriously.

"But I..." Xu Yanmu hesitated to speak but didn't know how to explain it clearly to her.

"But I know what you're going to say..." Ziqiu was afraid that he would say something about his love for Ruoran, so she wanted to say it first.

"What?" Xu Yanmu looked at her curiously.

"Say you don't like me!" Ziqiu paused for a while, holding back his strength, and said with red eyes.

"..." Xu Yanmu didn't know how to answer.

"I don't care, I like you, I like you! I really like you!" She dropped the quilt in her hand, and quickly turned around to give Yanmu a big hug.She murmured in his arms that she didn't know where the courage came from.

"I really like you, I really like you." At that moment, the long-lasting depression in her heart collapsed in an instant, and she hugged him tightly, afraid that he would disappear too.

"I...you..." For a moment, he didn't know how to answer.His hand stroked Ziqiu's hair.Maybe he should have thought that she came so far just to find him and take care of him.Yes, he should have thought of it a long time ago, but he was unwilling to have such a result.

His heart has already gone with Ruoran, to that cold world with no exit.He couldn't give Ziqiu what he could never give.

He remembered the letters that Ziqiu had written to him, and he returned them one by one.Just as firm as his promise to Ruoran.

i have seen

There is a girl

from the morning light

with a blush

wandering in the cold alleys

her shadow

Pulled by the warm light for a long time

Those hasty footsteps stopped at that crossroads

a long time

her eyes

hidden silver ocean

overflowing sadness

crushed into love by the years

flowing on soft nibs

engraved on the cold letterhead she held tightly

She is like a statue with a soul

Aloof

gaze into the distance

moss on bluestone

all blooming her appearance

when a sunset

in her hair

set her trembling body on fire

Dreams torn apart by her red fingertips

flying like snowflakes

like those forgotten youths

she turned around

disappear into the night

twinkling stars in eyes

Fall on the ground

light the way

disappear at the end of the alley