Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 40

Xu Yanmu stayed with her in the hospital for two days.I go home every day and bring her meals.He hadn't taken care of others for a long time, and a sense of responsibility that he had never had before emerged spontaneously in his heart.

But for Ziqiu, this strong sense of happiness came too suddenly, she felt so unreal and vague.So much so that she kept thinking wildly in her mind.Did he accept her!It was she who moved him!Ziqiu pondered over and over again in his heart, what should he think.

After leaving the hospital, he accompanied her home.

"How do you know I'm here?" Sitting on the sofa, Yanmu said to Ziqiu who was staring at him intently.

"I won't tell you." Ziqiu smiled, looking down at the shoes.

"Then why pretend you don't know me." Yanmu looked at her with serious and deep eyes.

"Hmm... because I like it so much, I don't know how to start..." Ziqiu hesitated and said with a blushing face.

"Silly girl." Rockwood said.

"I like you, really, I have liked you since I was a child!" Ziqiu looked up at him and couldn't help but say.

"I like you too." Xu Yanmu smiled.

"I want to be your girlfriend and accompany you until you grow old!"

"I am married."

"But she's gone."

"She's always there." Yanmu said firmly, although he didn't want to see Ziqiu sad.

"Why?" Ziqiu cried and looked at him.

"I'll take you home tomorrow!" Yan Mu stood up, turned around and left.

"Xu Yanmu!" Ziqiu grabbed his clothes tightly.

Ziqiu desperately searched for a reason in his mind, any reason to stay with him.However, the more anxious she was, the more she couldn't find any reason.She ran up and hugged him, not letting him go.

"I don't want to leave. I just want to be with you, okay? I won't be your girlfriend, just stay with you like this." Ziqiu begged eagerly and incoherently.

"Fool!" Xu Yanmu's mood was complicated.

He didn't speak, and he didn't know how to say it, so that the damage could be minimized.He just stood there without saying a word, looking at the crying Ziqiu with determined eyes.In fact, his heart was on the verge of collapse. Looking at Ziqiu's pleading and desperate eyes, his sad crying sounded like sharp knives cutting his heart.

"Then you take me to eat roasted whole lamb tomorrow!" Ziqiu looked at him who was silent, and broke the silence.

"Okay, I'll take you there tomorrow." After speaking, he turned and left.

Ziqiu looked at his leaving back so resolutely, she collapsed on the ground in a daze.Now she cherishes the chance to get along with him as the last time.It's like grabbing a life-saving straw from the vast sea with great difficulty, and holding it tightly in the palm of your hand.

Ziqiu lay on the bed, counting the minutes, unable to fall asleep.Facing the mirror, looking left and right, I picked up the makeup bag that I bought in the drawer for a long time, and for the first time, I painted the light makeup that I thought I could do without a teacher.I am still not used to looking left and right in the mirror.

Unload and draw.

Unload and draw.

remove. . . . .

Hey, it's better to put baby cream on it and smile naturally in the mirror.She thought about whether to wear high heels or sneakers, and switched back and forth. Tired and sleepy, she fell asleep in a daze.

When she got up to go to the toilet at night, she forgot that her feet were not slippers.He got up from the bed in a daze, and fell to the ground before he could stand still.His forehead hit the side of the bedside table, and he suddenly got a big bag.Why. . . . . .Really bad luck.She took off her high heels and was still on the sofa, and went to the bathroom with her bare feet.

Early in the morning, she was awakened by a knock on the door.By the way, roast whole lamb.She rubbed her eyes, stretched her waist, and yawned.Hey, it seems that I haven't woken up yet.Oh, here he is.

"Good morning, comrade policeman." She quickly straightened her hair and clothes, and adjusted her smile before opening the door.

Seeing her, Xu Yanmu couldn't help laughing.She must have tossed and tossed for a long time, looking at the lipstick at the corner of her mouth that has not been wiped clean, the eyeliner and eyelashes are still stuck together in a mess, and the eyebrows are thick and thin.There is a large bruise under the messy hair on the forehead, and it should be said that there is also a bump that is not too big or small.

"Did you sleepwalk last night?" Xu Yanmu used his hands to get the false eyelashes that were about to be rubbed off by her, and showed them to her.

"Huh? Uh." Ziqiu hurried into the bathroom to wash his face frantically.

After Xu Yanmu waited for half an hour, she came out of the bathroom.Simple jeans and a cardigan.With a ball head, she is still so full of vigor and vitality.The face without makeup looks translucent and white in the sun.

"I feel like I'm old," he said

"No, that's because I'm too young." Ziqiu laughed with his mouth wide open.

"Can you drive me? Don't crush your seat." Ziqiu looked at the bicycle parked downstairs and looked at Xu Yanmu with a smile.

Xu Yanmu looks really handsome and energetic today.It was much more sunny than seeing him when I first came here.Although wearing a white coat, but very neat.Sitting behind Xu Yanmu's bicycle, she could smell the fragrance.

"If it's crushed, I'll use you as a wheel." Xu Yanmu showed his white teeth.

"When did you become so vicious?" She sat upright in the back of the car and grabbed Xu Yanmu's ears with her hands.

Xu Yanmu smiled and stopped talking.

Ziqiu put her hands around his waist, leaned her head gently on his back, and felt him tremble suddenly.Are you not used to it?Still don't want to?

Regardless, I just like it.Ziqiu closed her eyes, leaned firmly on his back, feeling his warmth.Is it really him holding the arms?It feels like a dream.

It's so real, but why does she always feel a cold and light feeling spreading between her arms, spreading, slowly becoming ethereal, illusory, and empty.

Yes, it's like hugging a cloud of air.

She was terrified, terrified by the cold feeling, and tears welled up from the corners of her eyes.You will not leave me.Right, no.I will not allow it in my life, I came to you so far away.She hugged Xu Yanmu even tighter.

So tight, so tight that Iwaki's waist was slightly painful.Her hands were exhausted with all her strength, as if she would fall if she let go, and her body would be smashed to pieces.

He dared not look back.He could feel the heavy liking coming from her body.He even felt scared.

She came so far, alone, just to find him!However. . . . .

Ziqiu's tears fell on his solid back with the wind.From being silent, to sobbing softly, to crying loudly slowly.She didn't understand why she cried more and more sadly.

She thought about missing him all these years, and she should be very happy to finally be able to stay beside him quietly.But she felt that he was getting farther and farther away from him, because he could never give him his heart.The sky is so blue, it gathers all the sorrows in the dome.As for Ziqiu's sadness, it turned into tears and dust.

Iwaki kept stepping on the pedal slowly.Kicking one foot after another, as if using all the strength in his body.He tried to slow down the time at this moment, and then slower.His eyes were red, and he swallowed back his tears.He didn't look back, he was afraid that once he looked back, he would never be able to let go.

Ziqiu cried and buried his head in his back and fell asleep.Messy hair fluttering wildly in the breeze.That sad face was still stained with tears, red eye sockets, red nose, fair skin.It was so quiet that Iwaki could feel her rapid heartbeat.

Xu Yanmu silently felt the warmth from his back.At this time, he thought of another girl in his heart.His dead fiancée, his first love.

She not only has Ziqiu's cuteness, but also has a tacit understanding with him that can enter the soul.The good times in those years were like a movie played countless times.Those tiny details will be magnified many times by him, and they will be used as a reference in reality.

The previous Xu Yanmu had died with her, leaving behind a lonely and sad body in the world.