I'm a thousand years older than you

Before Master left, there were very few things that bothered Guan Ning.This is not because she always solves the problem quickly, but because when she encounters something that requires hard thinking, if it doesn't matter to her, she will forget it; That matter is very important, so she will go to Master for help, and Master will give her the most reliable assistance every time.

Many people misunderstood that she was sent to Wuyi at a young age because she was not favored at home, but in fact it was quite different.As the only daughter in the family, she is the jewel in the palm of the head of the family. She is pampered in different ways every day, so she wants to find some trouble for herself.At that time, she was just a naive little girl, and after the first few days of entering Wuyi, she began to regret it.Leaving the comfortable life at home, but coming here to play with knives, guns and sticks, his skin would be torn apart... I am afraid that he would want to come here if he is not a fool?

Fortunately, she is not the only fool.Many of her juniors also came here on their own initiative. For example, Wan Dan, the current leader of Wuyi, entered Wuyi with such a little ambition of "elimination of violence and peace"—although later, when facing the enemy Judging from the degree of cruelty, completeness is the biggest "violence" and "badness".In addition, there is a master who has gone through the crusade of obscurity and can enjoy the rest of his life in peace. He wants to take care of this group of little hairy children without being the head of the family.

There are very few women in the black clothes, except for the master, there is only her.Although in teaching Kung Fu, the master will not relax just because she is a girl, and will not let water in the daily training.But outside of training, the master did treat her better than other disciples.

The master's name is Lan.When Guan Ning asked for the first time, the master smiled and wrote "Mountain Breeze" stroke by stroke from top to bottom on the sand with a dead branch.Guan Ning opened her mouth and asked, "Is Master's surname Shan?" It made everyone laugh.Master rubbed her head and said with a smile, "Lan."

"Lan".She recited this name, and felt that it was really the most suitable name for Master.Both gentle and strong, just like a master.

The immature little girl did not have such lofty goals, nor did Wu Yi come here because her family had no one to rely on. Even she herself couldn't figure out why she relied on such a little "early adopters" thought at that time, She became Master's apprentice, and she was still the oldest disciple.But she felt very lucky. The tears she shed at the beginning were quickly wiped away. She often looked up at Master's back and felt that she must become like Master.

She hopes that one day she will grow into a tall and straight adult who can proudly hold a sword and walk across the world, and stand in front of the master proudly, as if showing a piece of work, and tell the master that she is as brave and strong as the master.

But none of her wishes came true.Before she could hold any power in her hands, the master left, and now, knowing the whereabouts of the master, in front of the master's grave, she failed to be brave and strong, and instead shed tears.

She is not that kind of strong girl from the bottom of her heart, and she even has a little weakness and evasion in her character.For example, she doesn't like to face problems, and she likes to ask Master for help when encountering things. She thinks that no one likes herself like this, and only a strong person like Master is suitable as an object to look up to.So she wanted to be that kind of person, but she never seemed to be able to.

She didn't know how she spent the hundreds of years after Master left.I only know that I am not as strong as I imagined, and I have studied for hundreds of years like my master's calm attitude, but I haven't gotten a little bit of superficiality.Wan Dan watched her getting more and more depressed, but he didn't dare to say anything to her. It just so happened that Shizi asked someone to accompany the young master to Xijing, so he ordered her to go, probably to divert her attention.

Later, she met Bi Yao.

She is a person who is used to hiding her personality, such as the most vulnerable and deceitful part, which was there when she was a little girl, and has been kept in her now, and she doesn't want anyone to see it.She couldn't pretend to be calm and calm like her master, so she could only be heartless and careless most of the time, hoping that only she would know that she was actually very weak—because she had been in contact with "" A master who is insulated from the word "weak", she naturally thinks that everything about the master is good, and the opposite character of the master needs to be well hidden and cannot be shown in front of outsiders.

At first, she felt that Bi Yao was very similar to herself.Because Bi Yao always seems to be very silent, as if there are thousands of things hidden in his heart, but only half of them are said-you don't know whether this is what he really wants to say.She felt that Bi Yao, who looked calm and calm on the surface, might be a talkative person with a lot of thoughts in his heart, so she paid more attention to it when communicating with her on weekdays.Soon she discovered that not everyone was like her. Under the appearance of Bi Yaosiwen, there was really a taciturn heart hidden.

The interaction between the two was soon broken, because Bi Yao was ordered to return to Fengqi Mountain, and she stayed in Xijing like an ordinary person every day, watching dramas and shopping, strangely, occasionally thinking of Bi Yao that face.

Although Bi Yao is not the same as Master at all, she always has an intuition, she feels that Bi Yao gives people the same feeling as Master, a feeling that people want to rely on.However, the two are not exactly the same. She is like a little girl who has been bullied and wants to go home to find an adult to help her. But for Bi Yao, she thinks that the other party is the kind who can make people put their backs to his people.

This idea came to her by accident while watching a martial arts drama, in which the hero and heroine faced the enemy back to back, and she somehow substituted Bi Yao's face.

When I came back to my senses, even I was very puzzled, and I really wanted to find someone to answer it, but in Wen's house, there were only the puzzled young master, the nagging Uncle Fang, and a chicken who couldn't speak at all. , Guan Ning had no choice but to give up.Because of the personality that doesn't like to make trouble for himself, he quickly put such doubts behind him.

Thinking about it now, that was probably the beginning of all fate.

Guan Ning put her hand on the tombstone of her master - not the one on the top of the extreme cold, but another monument she erected at the burial place of her master. The standing man said softly, "Master, I'll bring him to you to have a look, are you satisfied?"

The breeze gently blew a strand of hair on her forehead, and she casually tucked it behind her ear, and said to Bi Yao, "Come here quickly."

Bi Yao didn't look this way a second ago, he seemed to be looking at the distant sky in a daze, but the moment Guan Ning made a sound, he immediately walked over: "What's wrong?"

"I want Master to take a closer look at you." Guan Ning patted him on the shoulder with a smile.

Bi Yao's injury has completely healed. Although his complexion is still pale, he is not as bloodless as before. This injury has made him thinner, and his facial features have become more deep and three-dimensional. Guan Ning's heart beat faster when he glanced at it. For a moment, he patted his chest and thought, why is he still so handsome?

Bi Yao has been standing still, looking at the tombstone, making people feel that he is really undergoing some kind of review.Guan Ning took his hand with a smile: "Okay, Master said that enough has been seen."

Bi Yao nodded and followed her lead: "What did Master tell you?"

"She said, the young man looks good, but she doesn't know how much she likes us Guan Ning?" Guan Ning looked at him with a smile, and suddenly remembered something, "Hey, I don't seem to know when you fell in love with me Yes, when is it?"

Bi Yao glanced at her, then turned his head slightly.

Guan Ning reached out and forced his face back: "I said, it's hard to fall in love with Mensao! Answer quickly, or I'll get angry."

Probably because her false complaints played a role, Bi Yao held her hand tightly: "Five years ago."

Guan Ning opened her mouth wide: "Five years ago? Five years ago, you were sure you liked me?"

Bi Yao nodded, and Guan Ning asked curiously: "How did you find out? Actually, I also thought I had a crush on you before, but I just confirmed it not long ago! Isn't this a very long process?"

Bi Yao moved his lips: "It's not long."

However, there was no more to say after this, Guan Ning pretended to be angry: "Hurry up, tell me."

Later, the taciturn Bi Yao suffered the biggest torture since he fell in love—making him tell the story of someone he had a crush on back then.

This story is actually very simple. On a certain evening five years ago, the setting sun outside was shining with warmth, and the afterglow was shining on a certain figure on the sofa. The figure shrugged slightly, accompanied by the sound of gasping, crying. .

Bi Yao had never seen anyone's tears. When he saw it for the first time, he was so flustered that he didn't know what to do. He didn't know whether he should go forward to comfort him or turn around silently. He was not good at comforting anyone, not even good at talking, but he was also He was reluctant to turn around and leave, as if some sorcery had locked him in place.

He just stood there stupidly, didn't know where to put his hands and feet, he probably sensed someone behind him, Guan Ning turned around, and Bi Yao saw a tear-stained face, and his heart moved.

Guan Ning quickly turned back, and when she looked over again, her tears had already been wiped dry. Although her eyes and nose were still red, she did not cry anymore.She pointed at the TV embarrassingly: "The plot is so touching."

Bi Yao also casually asked, "What plot?"

Guan Ning opened her mouth, unable to answer.Bi Yao knew in his heart that Guan Ning was crying not because of the TV episode, but because of something sad.But he also saw that the girl didn't want to talk, so he shouldn't ask.This was just an episode of his one day in Xijing, somehow, the girl who pretended to be strong in the evening remained in his mind.

Bi Yao stuttered and finished telling such a not-so-exciting story, and turned to see Guan Ning's reaction.To his surprise, Guan Ning did not show a disappointed expression of "Is that so?", but an indescribable expression, as if thinking about something.He seriously thought about what he said just now, and felt that there was nothing inappropriate except for the lack of excitement in the expression, which seemed dry, and it was not worthy of Guan Ning's serious expression to think about it.

And... why does it feel like she's about to cry?

Bi Yao became nervous, and his words became a little flustered: "Is it boring? Shall I repeat it?"

Although it should be boring to talk about it again.

"No." Guan Ning shook her head lightly, "You spoke very well...you are the best."

Bi Yao was confused, and she smiled slightly in her heart.The evening that Bi Yao mentioned, she must have thought of her master and shed tears secretly.Originally thought that Bi Yao fell in love with her only after seeing her "heroic appearance", but he never thought that at such an early age, when Bi Yao first fell in love with her, it was because of her weak tears.

It turned out that even if I failed to become the person I wanted to be, even if I felt that I was not good enough... In this world, there will be fools who really like it.