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Cheng Liao was a little distracted throughout the second half, and Lin Yi noticed it.He didn't know why he paid attention to Cheng Liao's distraction.He looks normal.He laughed when Ding Qing complained about Ding Lang, and drank when everyone said they should respect each other for being idiots forever.But his eyes were wandering, as if he was fascinated by what he was thinking, and he only listened to their conversation with his ears open, without distraction at all.Is it because of the incompatible answers?

Lin Yi felt that his answer was all right.When he was in the second year of middle school, Cheng Liao transferred to another school and went back to the first year of junior high school. Although everyone went upstairs and downstairs, and sometimes met in the morning, they would go to school together, but they were no longer close.He went to the city in high school, and Cheng Liao continued to receive a scholarship in the county. Later, because of the monsters of those magical parents, he left in a panic, and Cheng Liao completely lost contact.

He even asked Cheng Liao why he answered that way when those few were not paying attention. Cheng Liao looked at him through the mirror and said that he had slipped his tongue.Lin Yi felt that it was boring, so he didn't ask any more questions.

But in the next few days, he was scratching his heart, thinking that Cheng Liao was too powerful. He was quiet when he was a child, but he learned to dig holes quietly when he grew up.He was so angry that he went to check Cheng Liao's Moments, which he hadn't seen yet.

"This man is really a little old man!" Lin Yi only had one sentence in mind.

Cheng Liao's circle of friends is too single.Every Tuesday and Thursday, there is an experiment site, full of blood.At other times, I basically don't post anything, maybe there is nothing interesting to post.Song Diudu, on the other hand, liked every bloody picture.

Lin Yi searched for a long time, and finally found a different one among the visceral wounds of a pile of corpses, and almost ignored it too quickly.This picture is a golden retriever, thank you for writing.The time was May [-]th, the day before their reunion.

But Lin Yi couldn't understand whether he was thanking the handsome golden retriever, or thanking someone through the golden retriever.

Cheng Liao locked the phone screen and continued to write yesterday's experiment report.Lin Yi posted a circle of friends to shout out to Ding Lang. "It's Friday night again, it's time for a routine, see you Langyue." With a selfie.

It should have been taken at home or by the window of the company. The light is very good, and you can see the fine hair on his face.The glass of the opposite building refracted the sunlight, and there happened to be a beam above his head, which had the color of a rainbow.very nice.So Cheng Liao stared blankly for almost half an hour.

The two sisters of Qinglang are very interesting, and he also likes Langyue.But he can't meet again by chance, he wants to follow his own way.At that time, he didn't know that he had to obey his heart first.

Lin Yi and Ding Lang begged Ding Qing to make them special fried rice. Ding Qing really wanted to beat these two debt collectors to death.Unable to stay in the bar covered in oily smoke, he left first.Lin Yi was left sitting at the bar to hang out with Ding Lang and watch Hu Yin make drinks.Hu Yin didn't talk much, and Ding Lang chattered at the bar counter asking him to make various recipes he hadn't heard before, poisoning Lin Yi to death.Lin Yi didn't look at it, and turned around to look at the door.

Just as he was thinking about the color of the light at the entrance, it seemed that the color of the light was not very good-looking. If Ding Lang should change it, someone brought two glasses of wine and sat down next to him.

The boy, who looked like a boy who couldn't be called a teenager, looked him straight in the eyes and pushed one of the cups in front of him.There is a smile on the corner of the mouth, and there is a pear dimple, which is very sweet.Let go of the cup, draw a line with your fingertips along the bar, and touch Lin Yi's arm.

The boy's voice was also sweet: "Brother, please drink a cup of warm desert."

Very good, the name of the wine is also very straightforward.

Lin Yi picked it up and smelled it, then put it down again, and looked at the boy with a smile, and said, "I don't like the smell of rum, it doesn't suit me. But we are quite compatible." The boy smiled even happier , "We have the same attributes, so it's suitable to lie down and talk about poetry and songs."

The boy probably just looks small, but he is actually a man of the world.Otherwise, how could he hold back his eyes and not give Lin Yi one?He just turned around and left, even leaving the wine for Lin Yi to drink.

Ding Lang watched the whole process, laughing like a fool.He admired Lin Yi to death: "My dear brother, you are too ruthless. The one who was very popular recently, if he tells you, you don't want to find true love in Langyue."

That's right, Lang Yue is an authentic gay.Maybe only Cheng Liao didn't notice it.Ding Lang didn't intend to be gay when he opened the bar, it was just an ordinary bar.But I don't know why, not long after the opening, the customers stabilized in waves, and everyone went out and told people that Lang Yue was gay.

Lin Yi said it was because Ding Lang was too obvious as the boss.

Lin Yi pushed the cup of warm desert to Ding Lang, and said, "Drink, Boss Ding, shut up. But I really don't think I can find true love in Langyue."

Ding Lang still couldn't stop, "Hahahaha, I don't care if you find true love or not. You get rid of your virginity first, and then you talk about it. If you say you are the next one every day, you may be brand new for the rest of your life." .”

Lin Yi still laughed, and said, "Even if I'm the one below, I'll be brand new for the rest of my life. You idiot, don't curse me."

"Fuck, aren't you, are you really from the bottom?"

"Are you really an idiot? Can you take some calcium tablets? I haven't used both. How do I know whether I'm on the top or the bottom or the left and right?"

Ding Lang was overwhelmed by this divine theory, and said: "No, no, you have to use this before you know? I'm fucking speechless. How about you lie down and I'll help you see if you are the one below." .”

"Say it again, I'll record a sound for you and let Ding Qing listen to it. After she listens to you, you still have a whole body, so I'll let you try it, good boy."

Damn it, the enemy is too shameless, Ding Lang didn't want to talk, so he rolled his eyes at him and left.Wishing you always new and brand new.

Lin Yi was not talking nonsense, he had never considered this issue.The only thing that matters to him is meeting the person he loves.But it seemed too difficult for him.

He didn't even follow the usual path to find out that he likes the same sex.

When Lin Yi was in adolescence, every time he got up in the morning and needed to wash his underwear, he would think about what dream he had the night before, but there were neither boys nor girls in the dream, not even cats and dogs, and the most common thing was crawling. Stepping on the empty stairs, climbing a mountain and falling, or running desperately.

And he never experienced what is called a heartbeat in his adolescence.In high school, his deskmate liked the study committee members, but the tall and strong boys were all girls.I folded a thousand origami cranes for the study committee member as a birthday present, and forced Lin Yi to help when I folded them too slowly.Remember what the study committee member likes to eat, bring breakfast every morning, and secretly put it in her table.Later, the study committee member fell in love with the monitor, and the boy secretly cried. Lin Yi didn't know how to comfort him.

Lin Yi may be envious of his deskmate, but he doesn't know why he doesn't have someone he's attracted to.Later, when I went to university, I met Ding Lang and met a lot of sensuality in Ding Lang's bar.Some people are straightforward and enthusiastic, and can kiss in a bar with just one look.Some people, like his high school classmate, cried secretly in the bar after falling out of love.There are even scenes of jealousy.

At that time, he understood physiologically that he didn't like the soft and fragrant female body, only the slender and straight male body was attractive to him.But his mind is still blank, and he doesn't know where to find the psychological attraction.

Sometimes he wondered if he was afraid.Looking at Lin Boqing and Ms. Du's love for decades, he wondered if he was afraid of spending his whole life obsessed with one person like Lin Boqing.Lin Boqing was very lucky to meet Ms. Du and was willing to repay him equally.What about him?He is their son, and he may love someone as wholeheartedly as they do, but will that person repay him equally?If he couldn't, he didn't dare to imagine what would happen to him.

Perhaps it was this fear that kept him from loving anyone.

However, sometimes he sees the love between Ding Qing and Xiao Xianrou's boyfriend, and Ding Lang's heartbeat, and he is very afraid that he will be lonely for the rest of his life.

Is it more terrifying to be alone, or to be empty and silent?

He had asked Qinglang siblings this question.Ding Lang is a hedonist, but he never bluffs when he should be serious.Ding Lang only told him that he was more afraid of regretting one day, regretting that he had wasted so many good days.

But Ding Qing is rational.I will promise that when you love, you will be devoted, and when you leave, you will be free.she answered him thus.

Lin Yi felt that he couldn't do both, and that his life might be over.

So I drank too much this day, and pretended to be 45 degrees in the circle of friends.

"Does anyone love me? I want to love someone."

This night, Cheng Liao received a call from the old professor who rented the house to him. The other party said that his daughter would come back from abroad in half a month. Please Cheng Liao moved.

After Cheng Liao finished writing the report, he visited the agency for two hours, dazzled by the information on the Internet, and his eyes hurt from reading it, so he went to sleep.

I still wanted to take a look at Lin Yi's Moments before going to bed, and saw this update.The only friends they had in common were the three who had been drinking that day. Qinglang and his brother sent blessing expressions in unison, and Song Diudu followed suit.

Cheng Liao kept looking at this, forgetting that his eyes hurt and he was going to sleep.He had a few fights in his heart, and in the end he followed suit with an expression as if he had compromised.

Then he sent a message to Lin Yi.

"Do you have an intermediary that you are familiar with? I want to rent a house again, can you help me?"

The author has something to say:

The first integer chapter, (*^▽^*)

The reminiscence chapter is basically over here, and there are some memories later, but it will not be as long as the previous one.

This chapter is also the end of the reunion part, and after that, the two of them try to get closer.

Grateful.