I'm not from the same world as you

Xu Cen's lips were as soft as he had imagined, and when his lips touched his lips, the throbbing in Duan He's heart was like a volcanic eruption, out of control.

Duan He gently licked Xu Cen's lips, sucking slowly, Xu Cen's lips seemed to be filled with honey, every mouthful was sweet.

Xu Cen was stunned by Duan He's sudden action, he just stood there in a daze and asked Duan He to kiss him. Duan He found that Xu Cen didn't resist, and wanted to make more progress.

He left Xu Cen's lips for a while, put his nose to Xu Cen's nose, looked into Xu Cen's eyes, reached out and touched Xu Cen's wet lips, and then closed it again.

Duan He tried his best to break into Xu Cen's mouth with his tongue, he wanted to conquer the city, he wanted to get more.

But Xu Cen reacted at this time, and pushed Duan He away, his face full of disbelief, "What are you doing!?"

Xu Cen was shocked, annoyed, puzzled, and even had some happiness that was hidden so deep that he hadn't found it himself.Duan He's parents were in the living room outside, and he and Duan He actually did this kind of thing in the toilet.

Xu Cen lowered his voice and tried his best to control the anger in his heart, "What do you mean?!"

Duan He was suddenly pushed away by Xu Cen, his head cleared up for a moment, what was he doing?He is a man, and Xu Cen is also a man. Why do you have such emotions?

Xu Cen's face was full of anger, his lips were a little swollen from being sucked by himself, and they were still moist and shiny. Such Xu Cen was somehow sexy in Duan He's eyes.

He wanted to push Xu Cen down, and once again sucked Xu Cen's moist lips, and then...

Duan He was frightened by his own thoughts, what did he want to do?What kind of impulse does he have towards Xu Cen?The answer was in Duan He's heart, and Duan He was so shocked by this answer that he was speechless.

Duan He looked at Xu Cen with some emotions, his impulsiveness, his thoughts on Xu Cen, and the obvious changes in his lower body, all of which proved that the deep feelings in his heart were true Existent - he likes Xu Cen.

Xu Cen was still looking at him, waiting for his answer, but he couldn't give Xu Cen an answer right now, he didn't fully understand his feelings, and he didn't know Xu Cen's attitude towards this kind of feelings, and ……his parents.

Duan He's mind was in a mess right now, he said "I'm sorry" to Xu Cen, then opened the door and went out, and rushed into the kitchen alone with his head down, his dishes hadn't been washed yet.

However, Duan He, who was alone in the kitchen, couldn't calm down completely. He kept staring at the pile of dishes waiting for him to wash, and what happened in the toilet just now played back in his mind like a movie.

He is still in a daze now, his impulsiveness towards Xu Cen, what he did to Xu Cen, and the feelings buried deep in his heart that he just noticed have scared him so much that he has lost his soul now .

He was afraid, he was apprehensive, he was uneasy, the source of all these emotions was Xu Cen, but among so many emotions, there was no regret.

Yes, why didn't you regret it? !

Duan He was full of thoughts in the kitchen, and Xu Cen, who was still in the toilet, was also in a mess.

Xu Cen propped his hands on the sink, staring at himself in the mirror, his cheeks were flushed, his lips were swollen and bright under the light, there was still saliva on his lips, he didn't know whether it was him or Duan He, and there was still water in his eyes. The blurred expression, his own appearance, can be said to be lust^ω^.

Just now he acted like he was being bullied, and only he knew that when Duan He kissed him, although he was stunned for a moment, it was only for a moment.

Duan He's subsequent sucking, nose touching nose tip, Duan He stroking his lips, and the last action of sucking him are all clearly remembered.

During the whole process, he was in a state of default, and there was even a hint of ecstasy, a hint of indulgence, and even... enjoyment.

He himself understands his feelings for Duan He. Although he has never been in contact with such feelings before, Duan He is different. In his heart, Duan He is different from anyone else.

He relies on Duan He, he enjoys Duan He's tenderness, he is obsessed with the warmth of Duan He, including the feeling of "home" in Duan He's family.

He knew his sexual orientation, and also knew that his feelings would bring great trouble to Duan He and Duan He's family, so he kept restraining himself and kept warning that he and Duan He could only be friends.

But Duan He's outrageous behavior just now shocked Xu Cen. He didn't know whether Duan He was impulsive or it was just a joke.

He can't afford this kind of joke, and he must stop Duan He's tendency. In the living room outside the door are Duan He's parents. Duan's mother treats him like a son. He can't let Duan He go on this road.

Originally, Duan He was not on this road.

Therefore, he and Duan He can only be friends for a lifetime.

Xu Cen washed his face and applied cold water to his lower lip. No matter what purpose and emotion Duan He had for making such a move, he could only regard this "kiss" as a joke, or as a good friend The "intimacy" between.

Xu Cen came out of the toilet after tidying up. Fortunately, Duan He's parents didn't notice anything when he passed the living room. Xu Cen saw Duan He's figure in the kitchen.

Duan He was washing dishes in front of the sink, Xu Cen could tell that Duan He was very absent-minded.

Xu Cen hesitated for a moment, then walked over, and yelled at Duan He softly, Duan He was thinking about the mess in the toilet just now, and didn't pay much attention to everything around him, Xu Cen's voice suddenly came, Startled him.

Duan He didn't dare to look directly at Xu Cen, he turned his head, his eyes dodged and looked around, but he didn't dare to look at Xu Cen, he felt guilty.

Xu Cen calmed down, and said to Duan He in the most flat voice he could express, "I took what happened just now as a prank, no matter what your mood and purpose, I hope you will think more about it." Miss your parents."

After Xu Cen finished speaking, he greeted Duan's parents in the living room and entered the bedroom.

God knows how much effort it took him to say that sentence just now so nonchalantly, so indifferently.

mischief?Maybe this was originally a prank by Duan He, he shouldn't take it seriously, and he and Duan He can continue to be friends, but why is it still so sad?

Just like losing something he loved and losing all hope, the tearing pain emanating from his heart made him a little breathless.

In the bedroom, there is still Duan He's quilt and pillow that he personally carried in during the day, and there seems to be Duan He's breath on it.

They had to sleep on the same bed at night, which was proposed by him himself, and the quilts were carried by him himself. Today, Xu Cen knows what it means to be self-inflicted.

Xu Cen left without saying a word, Duan He couldn't calm down in the kitchen, what did Xu Cen mean by this sentence?

What is a prank?Does Xu Cen think this is just a prank on his part?

How much do you think about your parents?

Doesn't Xu Cen say that he actually understands the meaning of Duan He's behavior and impulsiveness? !What a prank, it was just an excuse used by Xu Cen to cover up.

He knows, he understands, he understands, but he doesn't accept it, he doesn't want to admit or want Duan He's forbidden feelings.

Duan He couldn't help laughing, what qualifications did he have to say about Xu Cen, he couldn't accept such an impulse.

He has lived for almost 19 years, and has never been in contact with such feelings. He always thought that he would be born, grow up, study, find a job, get married and have children, and finally go to the grave like all ordinary people.

But how could such "abnormal" emotions arise in his life?

Although he does not discriminate against such a group, in his ordinary world, this is considered a "deformity".

The first time I saw Xu Cen, I always felt that his eyes were high above the top, like ice cubes. Then, I sent Xu Cen to the hospital, cared for Xu Cen, worked part-time with Xu Cen, brought food to Xu Cen, and approached step by step. Xu Cen, understand Xu Cen.

Slowly, he found that Xu Cen was not the young master he had imagined. Duan He felt distressed by Xu Cen's family background and what Xu Cen had experienced since he was a child, and Xu Cen was only a boy who had not yet grown up.

Going home with Xu Cen this time, my parents also like Xu Cen.In just a few days, Duan He felt Xu Cen's concern, Xu Cen's gentleness, Xu Cen's carefulness, and Xu Cen's longing for home.

This is a different Xu Cen, Xu Cen who was gradually infected and changed by Duan He.

Xu Cen became more fond of laughing, became less silent, and became warmer.

He watched Xu Cen get better and better little by little. After so many days together, maybe he fell in love with Xu Cen a long time ago, but he just didn't realize it.

He will feel sorry for Xu Cen, and he is willing to give Xu Cen the tenderness he has never shown. He will feel uncomfortable because Xu Cen chats with girls, and he will also be secretly happy because of Xu Cen's concern.

For Xu Cen, it turned out to be such a feeling, Duan He was a little self-deprecating.

Mom and Dad are still watching TV outside, as if nothing happened.

He was born in an ordinary family. The biggest expectation of his parents is to be successful, and then get married and have children to live an ordinary life.

He has lived for more than ten years, and what he bears is the expectations of his parents, his impulse towards Xu Cen, and his feelings for Xu Cen.

He is the only hope of his parents, but this feeling can shatter all the hopes that his parents placed on him, which was never the result he wanted to see.

Xu Cen also said, "Think more about your parents". In fact, Xu Cen understands what Duan He is carrying. He understands that they should not cross the line of friends. He understands that he and Duan He are just two people of the world.

That's why he leaned on Duan He's shoulder and said "be a good friend for life" while riding a bicycle. Duan He didn't answer him at that time, and now, he still has no answer.

My heart is still in a mess, parents, Xu Cen's face kept shaking in his head, making him dizzy and unable to think.

It took Duan He more than half an hour to wash the dishes for the four of them. The moment he walked out of the kitchen, he saw his parents cuddling up and sitting on the sofa watching TV. It was a rare bland happiness.

Duan He walked over, and his father asked him, "What are you doing in the kitchen? It took so long to wash the dishes?"

Duan He smiled, "It's okay."

Duan He sat over, sat next to his mother, and watched TV with his mother.

Mom turned her head and looked at him in surprise, "Sex change? Still watching TV with me?!"

Duan He didn't speak, he didn't want to break this rare calm.

For the first time, I sat with my parents calmly,

For the first time, I was willing to watch TV with my parents,

For the first time, I felt the peace behind this plainness.

Duan He has been watching TV with his parents all the time, and he didn't play with his mobile phone during the period, and his mother answered calmly when asked, so that when his parents turned off the TV and went to sleep, they looked at him with an expression of "my son took the wrong medicine".

They all went to bed, the TV was turned off, and the whole house was extraordinarily quiet.